Q1-Dad, I am sorry that I have not obeyed your lead in the area of food. Please don’t look at my mistakes, but my heart. I love you and want to follow you in all areas of my life. I really struggle with this. The medicine I have to take because of this mental illness makes me hungry all the time. My thyroid is also sick and out of regularity. I don’t want to blame it all on that, but I do have the cards stacked against me with trying to lose weight. I have come a long way, but I am struggling now. Please help!
***Mar, I love you the way you are. You are healthy, right? All your blood work is good and you don’t need to worry about offending me by eating when you don’t think I want you to. I only want to help you, but as you fall I pick you tenderly back up and put you back on your feet with a kiss on your forehead. I love you dearly and you don’t need to worry about losing my love. I love you always. Always and forever. You could never do anything to change that. Don’t worry about anything. We will get you where you need to be when you need to be there. Pray for the ability to wait until your stomach growls and pray for the guidance of what to eat. Remember that you are dearly loved. You have come so far! You are alive and well! You have tennis buddies and great weather ahead. Enjoy getting active again. The weight will fall off.
Q2-Jesus, Will you tell me what you would like me to write about in my next song?
***A love song for DB. That would make me very happy and I will help you write it! He will really enjoy it and it is one that will be a favorite of his…and yours!
Q3-Love, tonight is our first practice at the studio and I would like to sing a song that you create for me. Could you use me to be your instrument of peace and love? Give me the lyrics and help me out?
***Empty your mind and I will fill it. Living waters will flow through your words. I will move in you and you will be surprised at what will come out of your voice. Don’t’ be afraid to belt it out tonight! Test it out for fun & keep going back and make good use of the space.
Q4-Mom, what do you think about me using Bubbler tunes for my songs? Is that what God has in mind?
***DB will work with you… you can get the chords and structure ready and hand them to DB for his creativity to come up with the synth sounds & rhythm for the song. He will do a great job and you will love working on projects together. Go for it! Heaven can’t wait to hear what you come with together. This collaboration is the foundation for many featured artists to join in. The two of you will make wonderful music and many signs, wonders, and miracles will result from these songs that Love will give you.
Actions Requested:
Enjoy getting active again- the weight will fall off.
Pray for the ability to wait on the growl before I eat.
Write a love song for DB this weekend.
Don’t be afraid to belt it out at practice.
We will love working on projects together.
Heaven can’t wait to hear what we come up with together.
Many signs, wonders and miracles will result from the songs that Love will give me.
Closing Remarks: Thank you for your support and love. I feel much better now and my mood is finally starting to perk up. I have been in a funk the last several days and I thank you that you always love me- no matter how I fail sometimes. Thank you for leading the world to peace and love. Thank you that you have a role for me to do my part. Help me walk the walk and make a difference in some small way. Amen! Xo, ~Mar