Appreciation & Gratitude:
I will be glad when this day is over. I can not lie, I feel sick and upset. Thank you that this day is almost over.
Q1-I’m in a pissed off mood. No lie. I am sorry for my attitude, but when in the heck am I supposed to get to this next chapter? I have to be honest, I really and truly thought I would win the lottery this weekend. It seemed like all signs were pointing to it. Another let down. I’ve lost count. Maybe it’s been thousands, I don’t know. I should quit playing. This is not fun. I want to scream and cry. I’ll just let the tears roll down. No questions today. I’ll just file this one under funky. I feel funky. I want to just go to bed and let this day be done. Until the next time I believe I’ll win. Then I will be upset again. Oh well. Whatever you want, God. Your will. Not mine. Obviously.
Actions Requested: Go to bed and forget this ever happened. Live your life and get over it. I’m not going to win. So there.
Closing Remarks:
Good night. Xo,~mar
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