Q1- Mom, Mother Mary, please pray for me. Pray that I may be made worthy to serve in ministry that is before me in my dreams. Pray that God will use me, please. I know he uses me every day in the deeds I do for others. (Works of mercy in deed, word and prayer) I am talking about the dream he put into my heart. I long to step into my destiny but it seems never to arrive. I do my best to walk in his plans, but feel lost and alone.
*** you are never alone, Mar. I am always with you, Jesus, The Father, Love, Angels, and all the saints are with you… we are all with you. Yes, you have a lot of help. We are happy with your progress; even though to you it doesn’t look like you have gotten very far. If you only knew. It is a miracle that you are alive and in good health. You have come such a long way. Your heart is recovered as well as your kidneys and liver. You are able to do so much more now than just in 10 years ago. We will pray for you and for all the plans to unfold as they should. You are in perfect order with God’s lead. Don’t run ahead. I know it is frustrating for you. I will pray for your patience to grow and your virtues to strengthen. Keep smiling. We love you. You are doing it this time. You are really doing this. Never doubt yourself because God has your every step planned out and will see that it all goes according to His plans. He has an amazing plan and the process is long, but soon you will see this is really happening. You are a part of the process and this beautiful plan will blossom into a wondrous garden. Heaven on earth… the plan of redemption. You will be a part of the family business, and you will help us save souls. All are called, all are chosen, but not all say “yes”. Thank you for your “YES” that you daily recommit to. We will pray for you. You’ve got this because God says “I’ve Got This”. With God, all things are possible. IT’ is going to be awesome and you will help lead all souls to heaven… especially those most in need.
Q2-Jesus, Please help me remember to be humble. With all these grandiose ideas in my mind, I feel like everyone is watching me and it gets to be too much sometimes. I need to focus less on myself and think more of others. I also deal with shy tendencies and in groups of people, I may come off as unkind or stand-off ish. I think my tinted glasses makes people think I’m not so nice or too egotistical. I really want people to know that I am a nice person. Help me think of others before myself. Help me be a true servant that you can use in my daily walk to be a blessing to others.
***Yes, I can do that for you, of course. I love you. Don’t be so hard on yourself. You can’t control what other people think of you. It is none of your business what they think anyways. The only person you should try to please is God. The Father is pleased with you and all your efforts. If you relax and trust in me, you will see … how good we can be.
Q3- Love, will you help me play guitar and ukulele? I especially would like to learn a song with the electric guitar. Shine on You Crazy Diamond… that would be a fun project. Could you help me play it and give me heaven sent talent for singing and playing instruments? Will you make me your instrument of peace, Lord?
***yes, I would love to. Keep pressing in and continue to ask every day… knock and the door will be opened. We have great plans in store for you and DB! I know it doesn’t look like it will ever happen. I know your hope is fading. Renew your hope and joy, renew your laughter and love. Drink in my love and see that we together will make all things new.
Q4-Father God, it says that you have good plans for me… you told me that if I knock, the door will be answered. You told me that all things are possible with God. I believe it is true. I love you. You will not let me fail in your plans. I thank you. Please tell me I am not crazy for thinking all these wild dreams of helping to usher in your kingdom. I am grandiose by illness, or by the word of God?
*** You were chosen before time began. You said “send me, daddy!” You were the most passionate soul that believed she could slay the dragon with the Blessed Mother’s help. Jesus won the war and He loves that you are a part of redemption for the world. Many are called, few say Yes with passion to be used in a mighty way. It is not grandiose thinking in the supernatural: but to the world, you are quite ill in grandiosity. Rest assured, you are more mentally fit than 99% of the world’s population. Don’t let anyone talk you out of your dreams, your passions, and your plans to assist me at the end of time… where you’ll find, miracles happen all the time! I am with you. You are doing a great job… try not to cry anymore. It makes me sad to see you struggling. Read the words we’ve spoken in Board Meetings. There is a lot of inspiration and encouragement here for you. Listen to music that makes you smile and know that you are forgiven and made Holy via Jesus’ blood and forgiveness. Don’t be so hard on yourself. I love you.