Q1- Jesus, is there more that I should be doing right now? I feel like I’m in limbo… somehow paralyzed in pressing on.
*** Yes, you are correct. You are in limbo. Your job right now is to work your business and enjoying life to the fullest. You are doing just fine. Don’t worry about anything. You will be inspired to do different things each day… just do what feels best at the moment. You are in line with our plans for you and you are right where you need to be. Everything is unfolding as it should. xo
Q2-Father God, you are keeping me hopeful and alive in your love. I just don’t know how I can do all that you are telling me to hope for. I know that I depend on you and your Love to work the plan. I know I need to do so many things: get fit, write songs, record, read the bible, go to church and studies- in addition to running my company, managing the home (shopping, cleaning, laundry, etc.) and I also love live music and writing workshops, etc. I am feeling so small and weak in the attempt to even consider how this is all going to play out. You’ve got this… you say. SO, I will believe you.
*** Yes, believe in me. I’ve got this. Don’t worry, kiddo. You will know what to do and when to do it. Just live in the moment and live according to the lead by the Holy Spirit in your inspirations. You don’t need to worry so much about “letting us down” or “not doing everything”. Just look at each day as one moment after another. You will soon know what to write and it will be beautiful in song. Many miracles will happen. You don’t need to worry about that. Love will see you through. Enjoy the process. Don’t feel like you need get everything done in one day. It will all play out in divine order. Hang on. It’s going to be amazing.
Q3- Love, please inspire me to get to work on your plans for my life. Tell me what needs to be done, then give me the time, energy, courage, and means to accomplish all that you call me to do. Make it clear what to do. Then enable me through your grace to do it all and enjoy this process.
*** I am. I will. I promise. You will not be left behind in knowing what to do. I am with you always and I will lead you each moment. You are welcome. I love you, too.
Q4- Mom, thank you for your love. I always feel like I am constantly pissing off people. Is this true? What can I do to fix this problem? I don’t mean to come off proud, indifferent, or inconsiderate. You know all the issues I deal with. What can I do?
*** You read too much into things. Just be kind and loving not only to others, but to yourself. You are too hard on yourself. People will judge and judge harshly and incorrectly. It is not your business what they are thinking. Just do all you can and be yourself. Don’t worry about what other people are thinking. They don’t know you or they are judging without truly understanding. They have not walked a mile in your shoes, right? Pray for your enemies and pray for the people that seem to be against you. Your paranoia is a force to reckon with. Rest up to better deal with all the challenges you have because of that. The only thing you need to be careful with and the only thing that you need to concern yourself with is if you are right with God. God will tell you if you have wronged someone and what to do about it. Keep your conscience clear and guard your thoughts. It will all be ok. Don’t worry about other people’s opinions. Many will hate you. Get used to it… it’s nothing that Jesus didn’t have to deal with… persecution is going to follow you as you follow Jesus. We love you.