Q1- Jesus, will you tell me when it is time to be healed of schizoaffective illness? I would like to try to get off the medicine one day. When will I be able to try again?
*** Whenever you are ready to receive prayer again and work with Dr. W. I would suggest not doing it in the spring. Let’s plan on next August… I will lead you to the right person(s) to pray for you, I will let you know when the time is right, and together with your doctor we will finally get you healthy without zyprexa. Right now there is too much going on with the process/plans for EPP. By next fall you will be ready for your miracle and be sure to work with Dr.W. There is a plan for this and you will be healed. Have faith in me and I will lead you to where you need to be at all times. Hang on just a little bit longer. Your healing is sure. We love you.
Q2– Dad, what would you like me to work on next?
***I would like you to work on relaxing, spending time with me and resting in my love. Sounds easy. You only need to make the time for it… for me. I love you. I have much to share with you. Keep the 3’oclock hour for this sacred time set aside for me. Ok?
Q3-Love, Holy Spirit, please help me heed the call and directions of God in all things. Help me put to death my will and focus on God and what He wants. I beg you to help me die to self. Help me get the focus off myself and onto God and His will. Please help me wait on God and be led obediently to His word… His direction.
*** You are in the right direction. Keep focusing on God and His will. You will know what to do… only pray to be able to have the strength to do it. Heed God’s calling and do everything He asks of you. Don’t worry about anything but with faith know all will be done according to His will. I will help you in all things and you will overcome your strong will. I am with you. I am leading you to truth and to conviction. Loving conviction. You are about to give up control and your will is about to be transformed by the fire of God. We love you and are with you always. Mother will help you make the change and give up all control over to the Father. Thank you for your desire to do God’s will. I know it seems impossible; but remember, with God, all things are possible. We love you.
Q4- Mother, thank you for giving me your son, Jesus. Help me love him better. I am so stubborn, controlling, and my heart is so small compared to yours. Make my heart full of love for him. Give me the grace to love Jesus with all my heart, mind, soul and strength. Holy Mary, I am so unworthy of Jesus’ incredible love. Show me what to do. I want to be made worthy of His promises. Teach me wisdom. Teach me love.
*** I am working with you and you have come a long way quickly. You are precious to God and we love you very much. I will continue to teach you. Thank you for your desire to grow in love and wisdom. I will bless your efforts and will lead you in the ways of loving God. Don’t be so hard on yourself. You are forgiven for all your past mistakes. Start anew with new direction and wisdom. Love Jesus and keep your heart pure for Him. Love your husband and love God with the strength you will be given; increasing your capacity to love… you will grow in leaps and bounds. Be true. Be holy and love with your whole heart in the grace you are given. Ask for more grace and you will find yourself renewed completely. You will become the woman you were made to be. Don’t be so hard on yourself, though. Everyone makes mistakes and then you learn. You are purified by the blood of Jesus… you are a new creation in Christ. Love will conquer all.