Q1-Dad, I am sorry if I disappointed you in leaving your meetings feeling like it was a waste of time. I am sorry that I thought all these words here were all foolishness and crazy thoughts. I missed our talks. I missed your guidance. I missed spending time each day with you guys. I feel you are calling me back here. I sensed in my heart that you want me to come back and that you like this time with me. Please help me get back into the habit of daily meetings. I miss my time with you here. I miss the guidance I get each hour spent here with you.
*** Mar, I missed it also. We don’t need to worry about the past. It is all a learning experience. Now you know how important this is to me… for us. It is important not just for you but for many people that will reap the benefit of the guidance you will get here. It is key that you hear clearly and understand your role, your jobs, your instructions for the good of you, your daily dose of Love and inspiration. I know you have been a little sad and felt detached from us. I know you missed this more than you are even aware of in your consciousness. In your time without meetings, you have drifted away in many ways. Advent will be very special for you this year. Regular meetings will bless you abundantly in your walk with me, your marching orders will be made clearly. You are now recruited to join the army of Love… if you make the decision to sign up and faithfully complete your assignments – you will be blessed eternally and Jesus would be so happy to see you succeed in your assignments. Do you accept your mission and all that entails? Will you be a soldier in God’s army? Will you pray the rosary each day- this is the only way. Your mother will help you and if you rededicate yourself to her love and protection, she will see this through. With your mother, you will succeed. Without her, you will perish. I am sorry to tell you that, but you should know the truth. She will protect you and give you loving direction. Daily meetings will keep you on the path you need to walk. Do you say “yes” to this? Or do you want to let someone else do this important task? No one would be able to do it like you, but if you say “no”, we understand. You have a choice. You will not lose eternity with us if you say “no”, but you will not keep your eternal reward as you would if you decide to go through this and finish your race with all efforts full force. You can quit if you want to give up the eternal rewards. What do you decide?
— oh, my dear Father! YES, I say YES! Please don’t give up on me! Please help me get back to work and keep the narrow path. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes—yes a million times over, Lord! Please forgive me for being weak. Please help me get onto your business. I don’t want to miss my destiny! You must believe me when I say I miss the fight and I miss your guidance… I want to be a soldier of Love! I want to do all that you ask of me and even more than that to impress you guys! I want to be exceeding and above all you could ever ask of me. I desire to rededicate myself to you and Mother. I want to pray the rosary every day and be the best soldier you ever had! I know I can do nothing by myself. I know I need Mom’s help. I will rededicate myself to her protection and love and guidance. Together, we can follow God’s lead and fulfill my orders each day. Please bless my decision and help me with all that it may entail. Give me the grace to endure whatever it may cost me. I know it will not be easy. I still say Yes! I don’t care what it may cost, as long as I am in your will, I know I will be in good hands. Just don’t let me miss my destiny! I could never live with myself if, God forbid, if I could have shown someone to your mercy and didn’t, then if they missed heaven and your grace, because of me and my lack of concern… if I could have helped win souls for you and missed my opportunity… please don’t let me miss one assignment! I need your guidance. Thank you for helping me come back to board meetings! Please help me know your will and help me work my assignments each day!
Q2-Mom, I want to start the 33 days to Morning Glory. I desire to re-consecrate myself to your love and protection, so that you will help me be a successful warrior of love in this battle for souls. Help me Mom, help me Jesus, help me be who you want me to be… help me help you save souls. Help me save myself, too… I am so far from where I need to be. Help me be a strong and successful warrior. Help me get ready for battle. Please protect me, guide me, bless me with the grace I need. I love you! Help me settle the doubts I have and help me get through all this and keep my sanity, stability, love and positive attitude… help me laugh again and help me have fun. I know that is a key in this assignment.
*** Mar, I will help you and I am very glad that you will be starting the rededication to Jesus through Mary (I love that you are doing this again this year) and just so you know, you were never left alone. I am always with you, even when you don’t think of me, I am always thinking of you. Together, we will rock the world. Lol. You are in good hands. We never gave up on you. Please do your best to meet here every day. Especially over lent. This time is essential so you know, you need to be making this a priority. Ok? Ok. I am glad you said yes to your Father. It is always good to say that for not only Him, but for yourself. Being in God’s will is always appreciated and blessed for your obedience. I will help you in all that is ahead. You have all the saints also praying for you. It is not too late. You haven’t messed up anything- I know you wonder. You are just where you need to be. Here with us. In will of the Father and loving life, being appreciative and desiring to do your work- you are in a good place. Don’t look back. Look ahead and be excited! We still have so much for you to do. All that we discussed here in the last year is about to begin. Your tenacity is unequaled and you are not going to miss one bit of it! I will see to it. The enemy has tried to knock you out of the battle… but you are stronger for it. Your dedication is strong and you will never be alone! Thank you for your precious efforts and time and desire to do this work. Many people will be blessed because of your tenacity, endurance, and fight – for never giving up. Especially when it got tough, you came through this first battle of many. You will be stronger each day. Keep coming back here… it works and it will bless you.
Q3– Jesus, Thank you for your love, guidance and friendship. What can I do for you? I want to do some volunteer work and was wondering what would mean the most to you. I want to be a better person and need to get into a more charitable way of living. I desire to be more prayerful, helpful and a blessing to others. I want to be more like you, Lord.
*** Mar, you make me smile. You are in a good place and your desire will be fulfilled. I will guide you each day in many ways. Through deed, word and special prayer and in your works of mercy, you will become the person you desire to be. You are a great warrior in training! I am glad you chose the warrior rosary to start off your new dedication in prayer. You will love using it and it will be a tool and wonderful lesson in learning to be dedicated to Mary and pray the rosary daily. It is important, but you will grow so much that you will never want to miss praying it. We will be with you and talk with you during that time especially. Pray the chaplet of divine mercy in that hour also, and together, we will tackle this enormous job that we have. It will be possible to be victorious, but it will take much time and effort. I am so glad that you said yes again. Don’t let us down, please remain faithful to God and your life of prayer will be key to success in this endeavor. God’s got this… but you need to connect with us in order to know your part. Ok? We love you!
Q4- Holy Spirit, please help me arrange my schedule so that I will make this a priority. Help me know that this is not just all in my crazy head… help me know this is the will of my Father and to be dedicated to you.
***You will do great. Don’t look backwards except to learn your lesson. You felt alone, sad and angry during the last month. You missed us and we missed you. You learned an important lesson and you will never forget that. I will remind you if needed. Run your race and never give up. It’s ok. Don’t worry about the past. All will work out. I will see to it. You can trust me. I am your helper, your consoler, your confidant, your best friend and your everything. I love you, too, Mar. We will grow together in friendship each day. I will love you until the end and that is infinity and beyond… I will give you the peace you need. I will give you the love and laughter you need and I will always be here to help you fight your battles. All the angels and saints are with you and you are never alone. We will conquer together, I will help you in all things. I love you, too. xo