Q1- Jesus, I would like to know how I got off track. I mean, it seems like a dark cloud covered me and I was blinded in despair, darkness and seemed to give up on everything. Please don’t let me feel like that again. I am just so glad that I haven’t ruined your plans. I hope I am not too late in the process and that you can still use me in some way. I absolutely want to be counted in for the work. I am here. Send me. Please use me. Please tell me I’m not too late and that you will help me amend my though processes.
*** Yes, you did get off track for a little while. One month give or take a day or two. Not a deal breaker. You know that you need to come here for your marching orders… you need to meet with us for input, inspiration, comradery, love and strategies. I can tell you that you will never feel like that again as long as you come to the board meetings that your Father invites you to each day. You are not too late in the “process” and Yes, I will use you in a large and critical manner for helping the world come home one day. I see you. I will send you. I will use you. You are not too late and you will find a way to turn your heart and though processing around back in line with heaven. Repent and turn towards God. Pray the rosary and pray to Mother Mary for help in your thinking. Medicine is not quite working up to speed… you may want to adjust it a little tweak if you find you are having difficulties with the thoughts of paranoia still. If you need relief you should talk with your doc. I know you don’t want to, but just remember that your mental health is vital in the plans for your assignment. Pray for healing. Talk with a priest about your struggles in thought processes as it regards to sins from your innermost thoughts. Paranoia is a tough thorn in your side. I know. I will be with you in your transformation. You are not too late, you are always right on time with God’s agenda. It is all planned out. There is nothing that God does not know will happen. He is outside of time and knows all things. He knew your whole life and every though you ever had or will have- at the beginning of time he knew it all. God’s got this. It is not too late. Keep saying “yes” and march onward. You are a mighty soldier. Thank you for your dedication and tenacity!
Q2- Father God, I feel the heat. I feel your power. Help me run with it. Help me learn to use your healing power in song. In art. In the words I speak. What should I do to cultivate the power of your healing love for others? I want to be used and I want to not care what happens to me, as long as your will is carried out in my life. I offer you my everything… help me grow in my purpose to please you. That is all that matters. To please you and to offer my help to help you save souls. That is my desire. Period. Help me wash all else away. Nothing else matters. Please take my tears and use them for some good purpose, make me stronger. Make me more loving and thoughtful to others.
*** These are good prayers, Mar. I hear you and I love you. I will use your life for my purpose of saving more souls. It is good that you are re-consecrating yourself to Jesus through Mary. You will come ever more closer to her each day you rely on her. She has many graces to give you. She will pray with you and you should know that her prayers are very powerful when joined with yours. I love you. Thank you for coming back to the meetings. You make me smile and your love for Jesus is beautiful. You will grow in your love for him even more also and the same with the Holy Spirit. You have many more in heaven praying for you, too. (Saints and Angels)
Q3- Jesus, I am a little confused and unsure who or what to believe. It happens often… I am most concerned about the bible verses that say you are the only way to God. Is that true? If that is the case, then multitudes will go to hell? I don’t believe that Father God would allow that. He loves all his children. You died for our sins and took it all away, right? Is this a false grace teaching? Or should All people need to do is to ask you to take away their sins, make you Lord of their life? What of the Buddist? Muslim? Hindu? God loves them, too. They just weren’t born Christian or maybe ever heard your truth in the Bible.
*** It is complicated and it is simple. I am the way, the life and the truth. Simple yet not easy for some to grasp. There are many lies and deceit that is going on in the world. God will have his way and Love Wins. There may be a loophole as we’ve discussed before. It will take much prayer to turn things around. I came for all people. Will you please share that with the world in song? I am the way. Lead people down the narrow road that leads to Eternity in paradise with Father God. Don’t be weak. Be strong. I am the way. Tell everyone that, please. There are many false teachings in the world. Do not follow anyone that says I am not the only way. Through Jesus, multitudes will be saved. There is no other god that is able to do this- to save people’s souls, only through Jesus is anyone saved. You will see amazing miracles that are results from prayers in Jesus’ name. It will be obvious to people that Jesus heals… Jesus saves. You only need sing of this. Shine the light and the darkness disappears. Remember this always. I will be with you. I will put song in your heart and you will be my songbird. I love you.
Q4- Love, Holy Spirit, Please equip and empower me to be filled with your songs for the world. I have no talent. I need your help. Will you one day give me divine inspiration, fill my lungs with oxygen and guide my vocal chords to perfect harmony, intonation, dynamics, and sing thorough me! Give me the lyrics, melodies, all that I will need. I can’t do this on my own! When I try, even my ears can hardly stand it! Lol. Funny but sadly true. You gave me this dream, right? Well, could you then make it possible that I can fulfill this assignment?
*** yes, Mar… I will give you all you need when you need it. For now, I need you to focus each day on doing something kind for another, for your spirit to grow, you need more love in your heart. Pray to open your heart more to others even when they may seemingly hate you… or are evil in your imaginations- love all. Each and every person you interact with. Do favors for many wishing nothing in return. Keep coming to board meetings. Pray the rosary. Consecrate yourself to Mary again. Be truthful and work hard. Enjoy the holidays and be a blessing to your family. Ok? We are with you. Always. I am always here for you and I will empower and equip you for all you need. You will always be where you need to be when you need to be there. God is in control. We will use you. Do not worry. It’s all been taken care of. Just stay true to God. We love you.