Hey, Dad… it’s 1 hour and 20 minutes from lift off!!! Hahaha. The computer has the evidence… knows my heart is in the right place, right motivations, right scheming with you for planning all kinds of good things for your people, right thinking with your will in my mind, right patience- right thinking that if it is your will, then it will be done. I believe that you get what you want, and I only want what you want. I ask. I seek. I knock. I won’t quit on you because you never quit on me.
Thank you for forgiving me of so many mistakes. Sins against you, Lord. Please forget and forgive what I have been, what I have done, stupid things I’ve said and thought about. Please forgive me. Please, lets move on to the next chapter. I can’t see through the tear stains on this long and painful lasting part one of this grand story of yours. It’s time for a new and different tune to march to! Your will, your way, all in your timing! Your ways are so much better than mine… and I say yes to whatever you have in mind for me and my dad tonight. The quick pick numbers, in case you want me to remind you… is 22,24,43,45,46…17!!!!!
*** You will move ahead in this plan. Don’t look back! I know time has been going by for years with what seems like nothing is happening. Everything has divine timing, Mar. Thank you for sticking by me and playing along with the craziness! Your ole pops up here in heaven has been right by your side through every minute of this- even when it seemed I didn’t know what time it is and that years and years went by. I love you, Mar. When you sing songs for me, my heart lights up. Promise to me that you will be brave and courageous in all I’m calling you to do. (Sing my messages of love and powerful healing for the nations.) I want to work through you, even though it doesn’t seem like it will work out… it is true that it could never work without my intervention and miracles. You don’t have to make it happen, I will do all the heavy lifting.. I just need you to cooperate with me, the triune God. I hear you… you can’t wait! Well, that is good, Mar… Because your dreams will soon come true. I know, you have doubts that this will actually come true tonight. That’s ok. You’re in this for the long haul… you’re ready to continue playing even if you don’t win tonight! That’s my soldier-Mar-Mar the marvelously tenacious child of God. You will have a blast. We have many surprises for you in the basement! Musical miracles! Be ready for good times… they will be endless but will include some bad, but only look towards the goodness of all things happening. Thank you for letting go of control. I know it was a hard road… you still have much to learn, but you have come so far!
Dad, I pray that you will keep my parents with us until Jesus comes back. Please give them both, and also my beloved husband and me, our friends- long life with protection from any harm or illness. Please have a healing power wash over us all to bring health, long life, healing, turn back time on our bodies and renew our strength in mind, spirit, soul and body. Forgive me for being so sensitive and frustrated with people. Help me be more long-suffering with patience. Help me overlook when I’m ignored (I hate that) when I speak or belittled, and I hate it most when people try to control me. Help me be more laid back and overlook rudeness. Please help me laugh it off when confronted with attitude from other people. Help me not to care what people are saying or thinking about me. Help me live my life for you without any concern for worldly situations or persecution. I love you! Help me be who you call me to be and help me help you save souls from the grubby grip of Lucifer. Your will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven!!!
Lord, if it is in your will, then, please allow the ticket Dad loaned me ($4 to buy the ticket for Mega and Powerball) to win tonight! In Jesus’ mighty Name we pray… Amen. I will be glad to split it with Dad and start the fun of creating Eternal Party People, Inc. ShamRock Studio, and doing whatever you call me to do. Help me hear your voice. Help me slow down and listen more for your lead. Bring me to the Board Meetings daily. Your will be done, Dad. You’re the best!
Amen, xo! ~Mar.