Man, oh man… why is it so difficult to get into a daily habit of meetings with you, God? Time is flying by so quickly! I thought I was just here yesterday and it’s been 5 days already! Yikes! Please forgive me!
Thank you for giving me the idea to do a fruit/veg smoothie fast! I feel so much better! I have energy again and don’t feel like a slug anymore. Argh, it was a terrible feeling! I want to start jogging again, now. I just need to get started and once it takes off, I’ll feel even more energy.
I don’t know what to talk with you about tonight. I don’t feel like you are here with me for some reason. Are you upset with me for not showing up for our meetings this past week?
***I’m not upset with you. I’m here. I was just listening to you and wondered what you may ask me about today. I hear you don’t know what’s going on with the plans moving forward. I am very busy lining up a lot of loose ends. You’re in good shape. Keep looking for my lead in all things. Take care of yourself. Eat plants and exercise. Get sleep and rise early. Simple. Not complicated. You make things more difficult than they need to be. I have all things lining up perfectly so you should not be trying to control the events. Event planning is my specialty! If you could see all the planning going on behind the scene, you would be amazed. Relax. You’re doing great. I know you feel like you have to prove something to me in order for you to be “hired” for EPP, Inc. Well, listen carefully to me. There is nothing you could do to earn the position except to let me lead. So, please, Mar… rest and know I am in control and that I still have great plans for you.
Thank you for going to reconciliation on Saturday. It was so good to see you back in my house. We thought you may not come back for awhile because of the scandal in the church and your anger/unforgiving attitude which is understandable. Thank you for praying for Fr. B. He appreciated it. So much damage and pain entered into my people, the church, because of this horrible abomination that has been happening for so long. A vengeance is mine. Your job is to forgive. Thank you for not allowing this evil to steal your blessings when you partake in the sacraments of the Holy Eucharist, reconciliation and the celebrations being held in the mass..
You made a wise decision. Fr. B was very helpful, wasn’t he? You should do something nice for him since he was instrumental in bringing you back around and helping you in the process of returning. (Even though you were only gone for two weeks- it was very difficult for you, I know.). Maybe you could send him a small gift with a note after you pray the chaplet of Divine Mercy for his intentions. Ok?