Yowza! You surprised me with that crane tonight! And the billboard right after was amazing!!! (“… what would you do with all that time?” On tonight’s Mega Millions win of 200 and something million jackpot!). Ha! I know what I’d do… and I sang to you that I’d work for you and the family business of helping save souls… sharing your love with the world and helping in any way to help assist in ushering in your Mighty and Holy Kingdom! Come Lord Jesus! Use me, Lord, I pray! You know my numbers, right- Pops? Can you use me for some small committee of sending out your invitations to the Eternal Party? Send me, Dad! I know I am not much of a good example, but your forgiveness has allowed me to stand tall in your Love, Mercy, Forgiveness- blessed be Jesus, Forever for being my ransom for all my sins I’ve done. Please forgive me any sins I have not confessed if I forgot or did not know was a sin, sins of my youth, any sin I’ve done, Lord- I am soooooo sorry! Please forgive me. Please hear my prayers! Please, lets start the next chapter of this long and tiresome worn out pages of your story. I’m sorry I’ve taken the long way. I hope I haven’t completely messed up your plans. You’ve got this, Right- oh yes you do daddy did-done that yes sir- 0h! Lol! I love you, Father God! You are ALMIGHTY… you are KING and you are so so good to me. I am blessed today, yesterday and always. Because you love me. No matter what has happened to me, or what will happen to me… it doesn’t matter as long as you are with me. For when you, God, are with me… who could possibly come against me? No one. That’s who… unless you allow it for my good and/or your glory … or to offer any suffering up to help bring more lost souls home to your heart.
*** Thank you, Mar, for having the faith of Abraham! You are tenacious and you never give up! You ask, seek, knock and you never quit or throw in the towel! You’ve been tested, teased, trampled by the enemy and you never give up! Lucy is pulling out his hair in frustration with you,… that’s my girl. You are one tough cookie and you, my dear Mar, you are my daughter who I am very pleased with. You have had lies of the fiery darts being thrown at you endlessly. I have seen your suffering. I will make good use of it for the lost as you pray to have offered for them. Don’t tear up, you’ve won many battles even when you thought you were losing. You believed the lies that you are a horrible person… how could you forget who you are? You are my beloved daughter who has a heart of gold, you do. I’m so glad you took notice of my “sign” today (the Crain) and the actual sign that I had strategically placed right around the corner! Yes, I’m that good… lol. If you thought that was good… wait until you see what’s coming! You have many fun surprises in store for you! I know you’ve maybe forgotten- it’s been a long time for you in the deep waters of the war. All the promises I gave you, Mar… they will all come true! You only have a little more wait. I’m going to bless you even more than you’ve thought possible. I know you are very happy with everything you have and that is one reason why I can trust you with a jackpot win… you will bless others. I know. You will use the money as I instruct and you will open ShamRock Studio…Pogo Style! As you call it! Haha. I like to surprise my kids. Especially the tough but kind-hearted and generous ones!
Have a nice evening and give DB a hug for me. Ok? Tell him it’s from me. He will have a safe trip tomorrow. Enjoy your 3 days of peace… haha. I know you’ll miss him, but he’ll be back before you know it. Enjoy your quiet “retreat” and don’t work too hard. Love you! Nite, night.
~hugs… dad.