I made it… on a Saturday night after home from Street Fest. This is a very bizarre world I live in… my life is odd. It is wonderful. It is full of wonder and amazing people. Will this tree sing along with me? It sounds so wild… but isn’t it in the Bible somewhere that the trees will sing praises to God? That would be so cool to have in my office/podcast and boardroom!!! A singing palm tree or rubber tree… what is this tree called? It was a gift from mom today because she is getting a different plant for that living room. Hopefully I don’t kill it. (I am not a green thumb!) Isn’t
it beautiful? So tall, green and it even has some new leaves growing on it…
Thanks, Mamma!
So, it was weird telling my dear friend tonight about my wild imaginations of Heaven coming down… I told her I thought Aretha F. And BB King would maybe come visit for a jam session/podcast and that she better be ready to come visit for some unique parties! I told her maybe her dad will come also, for a visit… (He’s in heaven now) Is this all too weird? I know, I know… it’s ok for me to think these things but people will probably try to get me committed (to the nut house) but that’s ok. I know I am in my right mind. I just have experience that no one else does that have made me come to the conclusion that this is truly going to happen one day… soon. I think that putting these board meetings on to the website must be done. It will help people get to know me. Maybe they will not be scared of the things that are going to happen ( I believe will happen) when it is totally bizarre and they will know I love God and have no intent on doing any evil. I try not to sin… it is hard. I have issues. . True. But I love Jesus. I love my Heavenly Father, Papacito! And I love the Holy Spirit you are three in one, one in three… my beloved trinity.
Mar, we love you, too! Thank you for the picture of your new addition to your podcast room. It adds a lot of character, color and yes, she will sing with you! Her name is Sheila! She likes it when you sing to her! Give her some water tomorrow and each Sunday when you water the other plants… that should be enough for the week; about two cups of water.
Yes, your next task for the time being… about 3 months is your goal to get all your edited and revised (ready for the public) board meetings uploaded to your website. You will need to figure out the tagging so that it is properly organized and you should have a back up ready for it. Your hubby can help you figure all this out. It will be a fun project and a vital next step for you and the beginnings of EPP, Inc. Investors want to make sure you are committed. (Namely, me… I am your investor! Lol ). I know that you are not keen on the idea of people reading our discussions here at the Board Meetings. It is very personal, we know, but it is very key to the mission. Bite the bullet and commit to this process. People will want to know more about you. You will be a person that has much to offer the world: Jesus. Jesus will help your songs and miracles will break out. People will wonder what “magic” you have. They won’t understand that it is GOD…. Through Jesus… invading the earth with all kinds of wonderful things for the family of God. People will accuse you of devil worship…. If you can imagine that! (After all these years of trying to do the will of GOD) People will laugh at you. Call you crazy… psycho… nut job… fat… ugly…conceited… nasty… stinky…a whore… evil… wicked… and on and on. Do not listen to them! Tune the noise out. Think only on the lovely, peaceful, abundance of God’s blessings for the world. Remember you’re here to do this one job for me. Mar, thank you. I need to let you know how difficult it will be. Is this still ok with you to go forward?
I SAY YES, GOD!!! SEND ME!!! I DON’T WANT ANYONE TO LEAVE THIS EARTH WITHOUT KNOWING YOU FIRST HAND…. Come, visit your children and show them yourself! Let them know your power, love, peace, joy, and plans! Tell them how wonderful Heaven is going to be (if they say yes to Jesus and his Mercy & Forgiveness) and how they would not enjoy eternity in a lake of fire. (That doesn’t sound very fun). These people think they will be at some kind of party without you? Lucifer is not a very good host!!! To say the least… torturing his guests for eternity and forever. We Can NOT let this happen!!! My brothers and sisters must know you and your LOVE FOR THEM!!! I don’t want even one person to go to hell. Please help me know what to say, what do do, what to sing, what to pray, what not to say, do, sing, and what not to pray. I don’t know what I can do to help. I only know that you can do all things. Without you, I can do NOTHING!
Ok, mar… I’ll take that as a yes to my question – lol. So, even though you know a small part of how hard this is going to be for you, you still want to go forward? This is important… you can still say no … you can still change your mind. It would be as if this whole thing never happened.
I have thought about it. I’ve thought about it for a decade. I know what’s involved. You know I don’t desire money, fame, etc. for myself… only if it is in your plan. I desire the freedom Money could bring… so I would have time to do this enterprise right and money to get it up and running… also the ability to have many good gifts to give to people… I am very content with my life the way I’m living… but I can’t stand disappointing you, or seeing people not be saved from their eternal poor decision and end up in that kind of place. You showed me a little of it… the tunnel going down and down and the panic I felt for that short few minutes… hell is real, I know, I remember… and I can’t bare to see anyone go there… Especially my friends who don’t know you. It’s not their fault, dad. This culture doesn’t help anyone know you. The ruler of this world has everyone (it seems) fooled into thinking Hell may be a party. That hell maybe doesn’t exist… lies from one end of society covering the whole world in deceit. You know. You know all things. That’s why you’re coming to turn everything back up from the upside down management. You’re going to CHANGE MANAGEMENT of the whole world!!! (I love that song… NB, Medicine for the People). Jesus, come and make us ready for you to rule with your love and Mercy! Jesus, forgive me my sins, and those of the whole world. Father, for the sake of Jesus’ sorrowful passion; have mercy on me, and on the WHOLE WORLD!!!
So, you’re saying you don’t want to change your mind… You’re still “All In”?
Yes, I say, YES!!! I can’t wait to start the next chapter and get this party going!!!
Send me, send me, send me- I pray!!!! Every day I look forward to one day getting started and so now, you are telling me this blog entries from our meetings must be published on EternalPartyPeople.Rocks website. So, that is what I will attempt to do!
YES!!!! YES!!! YES!!!
I sing a resounding YES!!! Please help me to do this job correctly and in a short amount of time… I feel that time is of the essence here. You are the author of time… So, please lead me in this project and stretch time in the day so I can get more done. And if you wish, please let me win the lottery so that I can have 100% dedication to you and your company, EPP, Inc. Please allow me to have the time to do all that you are asking of me. I love you.
Thank you. We are very happy that you cleared up things for the record. You say “yes” and that is what we needed to hear to move this project along. Kudos for your courage, tenacity in playing the lottery… thanks for playing! Kudos for sticking with it these last 10 years! You’re a champ. The funds are on the way. Patience is a virtue and in this one area, you are a seasoned expert!!! Lol. Thank you, mar… many people will be touched by your art, your life and your commitment to the family business of helping share God’s love… helping save souls is the only thing that you can take with you that matters the most in eternity. It is the highest calling a person can accomplish for me. You will help many. If you continue to come to board meetings for your marching orders! Lol… I know you will. I just wanted to stress the importance of this time. Ok? Now, get some sleep. Tomorrow you have a party to get ready for: Clean the house, grocery shop, and try to get some editing done for your first uploads of Board Meetings for your blog. Organize your files. Get ready to make a few adjustments to your website. Rest up and have fun after your cookout to sing!!! And you won’t need to worry about the volume! Freedom is in this place!!! Thank you for appreciating your new home and for giving me thanks every day! We love you and we bless you… you make me smile. You make me laugh. You also make me cry when I see some things you’ve had to go through… I cried with you all those days of distress. We got you through it all. The worst is over… next comes an incredibly wonderful life waiting for you… it will be something beautiful and OUT of THIS WORLD!!!
Nite! Love you!!! Thank you for talking with me, Dad. You’re the best and most Wonderful Father! Thanks for putting up with me all these years. I am so sorry for what I’ve done, what I’ve been and thank you for showing me where I need to improve and what needs to be changed. Help me, Holy Spirit, to not continue to sin, but to be lead by your Holy Spirit… help me not to sin. Amen. Love you guys!!!