Hi, I am excited to start back with guitar lessons. Thank you for reserving the last open time slot that worked perfectly with my schedule. You are so good to me! Thank you for the kind women at the History of the One True God Class I started yesterday. Please be with me as I try to learn to wait for a growl and stop when satisfied/not stuffed. I don’t know why it is so difficult. It appears true that I have a “relationship” with food – using it for many other reasons other than for fuel. Please help me rely on your help, God, to learn these boundaries (hunger/fullness) so I can get down to a healthy BMI.
~ I will help you. Please come here, into the office, when you are tempted and know that is a great time for us to chat. I will give you the grace and strength to overcome and “fly above the pull of the food”. I really can help you, but you need to first come to me. Focus on my presence and we can talk about it. Anytime. I am here for you. Don’t beat yourself up over not being perfect with this. It will take a little getting used to and before you know it, it will be the natural thing to do… just wait. I am with you in each wait and I love when you thank me, love me, follow me and talk with me.
Lovie, I wanted to thank you! And is it too much of me to ask you for a favor? Well, really what I want to ask you is for a miracle. Tonight, In about an hour, is a drawing Mega Millions… now, you know my heart and that I want to start EPP, Inc. and Open ShamRock Studios… with you help in the talent department, ha-ha… to extend God’s invitation to the Eternal Party! I want to help all my brothers and sisters here on Earth so that they will remember you and the love you have for them. I want to work in the family business of “spreading the good news” of Jesus Christ and all He has done for us. I don’t want people to miss out, and take a trip somewhere eternally that they don’t think would ever happen, so that they know the decision is theirs to say “Yes” to God’s invitation.
Help me be a better person and please equip me to be suited for evangelism. I need to clean up areas in my life like: Control, pride and help me become more humble, loving, patient and caring. Help me slow down and love people without being so pushy. I just would like to get to the next chapter. I will continue working on myself throughout the year to come. It will be wonderful to see a change for the better, just know I strive to improve my heart for God. But, if I could please see the numbers tonight… today is the day? I feel it is time. Is it, God?
Today, I pray, together we come into the next season of my mission. I want all the world to know how much you love them. Miracles, signs, wonders in ShamRock Studio productions… let God’s love cover the earth! Father, Your Kingdom Come, YOUR Will be done. . On Earth as it is in Heaven. You are in faraway places and so you have a good vantage point to see all that is going on. You have the evidence. You know me better than I know myself. Am I missing something important? What have I done wrong … I thought you said I’d win last year… and the year before… all the way back to 2008. I really feel like I’m letting you down. I have been accused of something, but I don’t know what I’m doing that needs to be corrected. Do I have to lose a certain amount of weight before I can go to the next chapter (lotto win, home studio, work 100% for God) and if that is the case, help me, please!
~ Mar, you are doing fine. It is just a long process. Lucifer is accusing you of all kinds of things. I know you are tired, but just enjoy the journey. You will get there, I promise. It is my job to get you where you need to be. Hang on. We feel for you, but the wait will be worth all these years of struggle you have endured. Jesus is really working on your side. Don’t feel as if you are letting us down. We see all that you are going through. You can do this. Just spend time with me, wait for a growl and remember less is more. As for tonight’s drawing, we shall see. The warring angels are pushing back darkness as we speak… you are very close. Pray for a win “today” don’t be two sided or wishy washy – no. Pray for tonight’s drawing. Take time with Father-God. He needs your time, too. Focus. Tell him your heart. In silence. Be with Abba, Daddy. He loves you!