I really want to change. I need your help. What should I do to become more like Jesus? I think I need to drop pride as if it was a hot flame burning my hands… I mean I want to really change my whole persona for the better. I want to quit being so self-focused, less impatient and stop being greedy with food. I don’t want to be prideful, gluttonous, or impatient. I need your help with this… I can’t do it by myself. I want to take of this old nasty cloak and put on a new life of righteousness and live like Jesus. I know I can’t be perfect, by you said “Be holy as God is holy” 1 Peter 1:16. So, it must be possible somehow. Help me do what God wants… all the time. I want to kill my own will and live for God according to your leading. I want to get this right. I want to go all the way in this pursuit. What do I need to do?
~ Mar 2018 is the year of great renewals for the world. My spirit will be convicting many people to come to know God personally and to want to make him happy because of their growth in holiness. You will benefit greatly in your pursuits of becoming more Godly in the fruits of the Spirit which I will be giving you this year in full measure over the next 12 months. What are the fruits of the spirit?
Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Gratitude, Kindness, Goodness, Gentleness, Self Control
You know patience; self-control and gentleness aren’t your strong points, right? Humility will help all three. The class you are starting next week, The History of the One True God will crack open your pride and humble you in a gentle and lasting manner. Stay in classes this year and see how you like the improvements I will make in you each month. You will grow even more beautifully in your spirit and physically you will get to your God-given goal weight. You will be healthy in body, mind, and spirit. You really are lucky to have found your way back to Weigh Down. We are very happy you humbled yourself enough to rejoin the classes/truth stream recordings. I know you think it may not be correct in all Gwen says, but this program will improve your life in so many ways, especially the afterlife. Your eternity is going to be upgraded with all the treasures you will store up for yourself in heaven. You will live longer and fulfill your mission. God will be so happy to have you more Christ-Like. You will like your new self, also, and many will wonder what you have done to change so much in one year. It will be noticeable not only for you, but the people you meet will see Christ in you. That should be the goal of each and every person on Earth, but sadly, this is not the case. You have a higher standard placed before you because you have been given so much. You have been given many people to help guide you and you have a loving family. You are very blessed. Your heart is a little calcified… hardened over the years in your troubles. But no longer will this be your predicament. I will personally chip away at the pride and self-focus. You will love your new heart and your mind, soul, body and spirit will thank you for your efforts. But know that it is not you who will do this. God will do the heavy lifting. Only be a willing vessel. Do the homework. Stay in a class. Get an accountability partner. Apologize to everyone you’ve offended. I love you, Mar. You can be free. You will be brand new. And you will be blessed because of it. Your prayers will be answered. Good Night. Sleep tight and get up early for Curves at 6:30. You have a big day ahead. I am always with you. Thank you for going to the Divine Mercy group meeting today. We are so happy you enjoyed yourself and learning about what Sr. Faustian wrote in her journal is also key to your progress. I know it seems conflicting with Weigh Down, but don’t worry. It is all for you but not for everyone. Not all people could understand, but you do. You know that one is for your progress in holiness//doing God’s will more and more each day (Weigh Down) and the other (Divine Mercy) is for you to know and believe is for the whole world.
It is a lot of work, but don’t worry. I will make time for you to do all you need to do. Getting up early is key. I will wake you up at 4:30 as I have been doing the last 3 days. Please get up. I will give you the rest you need so don’t worry. Just follow my lead. I will show you what to do and I will let you rest if needed later in the day. These morning hours are precious and vital for your mission. If I don’t wake you up at 4:30, that is what I need you to do… so sleeping in some days will be ok, other times, I will wake you up earlier than your alarm. It will be fun and you will love it. The hard part is just the first 5 minutes out of bed. Ask for my help and drink a big jug of water then a glass of iced coffee… you will be wide-awake after that. Then we will have some beautiful time together before you start your day. God first in all things… even if that means getting up earlier. Naps will be a blessed break in the afternoon because you may need one. That is perfect. It will slow you down a little so you don’t rush around all the time. Remember: rushing is violence to the soul.
See you in the morning…. Xo, Lovie.