Wow, powerful td jakes this morning… what I caught of it, anyways. The favor of God will bless me and my art… people will love me and because of YOUR favor on me—they won’t even know why they like me. Wow! I hope that’s true. He gave the example of James Brown- people love his performance and can’t even understand what he is singing … but we all love James B. – don’t we? James had your favor!
***Yes, Mar, you don’t need to worry… people will love you, completely fall for you, they will be healed and feel good when they listen to you. The people who don’t like you- who hate you even… they hate you because of me. SO, be glad when they persecute you. You are blessed immeasurably when you are persecuted because of me. It won’t/shouldn’t bother you because they are people that you won’t value their opinion. They are sad people… you will pray for them and they’ll eventually come to love Jesus… and you. If not, don’t worry. Just have fun. You don’t need to read what is written or listen to them. Offer it to God and I will make your songs even more powerful for the people around the world. So offer it up and the people who hate you will in effect be helping you grow the ministry of the eternal party!
Oh, God. I love that… is that what I should call it? Ministry of the eternal party? I like that… but I also love the name “Kewl King” decisions, decisions. Thank you for running with me this morning. I’m sorry I didn’t go longer; it looked like it was going to rain. I hope the jazz walk at MB Park is not cancelled tonight. I was really looking forward to drums w/ dad. I guess I could do it tomorrow, though if it gets rescheduled. I really wanted to see beasts of the southern wild. Maybe I’ll go by myself tonight. It can be my “artist Date” that would be fun… will you go with me?
***I’m always with you. You know that. The only things you need to do is think of me and you’ll feel my presence. You are never alone and I will always, always, always love you. You are whiter than the snow and when you feel like dirt- just say: ”God, will you wash me clean, please… I’m sorry that I got dirty and in a flash—you are instantly clean. Simple. Easy as that because that’s the entire reason why I sent my son to Earth… do die for you, Mar. And each and every human being past present and future. Jesus is so sad when people let their sins/ mistakes push them away from us. It makes us all so frustrated. It’s like: imagine: you gave someone a gift… you planned it, paid a huge price for it and that person hates you, doesn’t even care of what you went through to get the gift for them… they look at the gift and throws it back in your face… calls you names, and does not even like you, but hates you. I just think it’s so sad. The gift of love, happiness, eternal life, only to be all thrown away.
Wow- it’s so simple, God… all I say is “I’m sorry I got dirty (like a child playing outside in the mud) Please wash me clean” I love that! Then we/I can walk in your favor. Walk faultless because of your grace. Walk in your favor. Walk with you always, as close to me as my own breath. I can ask you anything in Jesus’ holy name and you hear me. Through you, Jesus- I can work miracles and do the will of God w/ a clean slate.
—“All these (miracles) you will do and even grater because I go to the father.”
You said you couldn’t be a profit in your hometown… can I? Can I work your marvelous miracles in my hometown? I don’t want to do much traveling—too stressful. Can you work thru me living here? I would love to play at the SFAH, and maybe the stadium… it’s going to be awesome… help me stay sane. Bring me stability, Lord. Help me find my way to your will each day. Protect my family and friends so that I won’t be left alone. I need a strong network of support people and I need their unconditional love.
*** Mar, you only need me. I am always with you. The angels are protecting you. You will never be alone. Not to worry, please… that is the spirit of fear. Put each of these thoughts to the obedience of Christ and they will leave you alone. I love you… you’re doing a great job, Mar. We love you.