I was too exhausted to log yesterday when I got home from the healing rooms…
Here’s a recap for me so I don’t forget all that God has done and is doing for me!
J and S prayed for me but before I go into what happened there, I’d like
to remind myself of the words spoken to me before while I was “soaking” and to be honest, shaking… I was so nervous! Ok, so while I was sitting in the middle of
the room, (weird as it was, it felt good) and a guy put his hand on my shoulder
and told me that he sees “Golden Boots” !!! I had no idea what that meant…
when I got home, I looked up the meaning of it and it is given to the best/most
highly scoring soccer members… so , I guess I’m scoring lots of points for our
team! Go God! Yay! Hopefully I can keep up the good work!
Next, someone said something about being a good steward (of time, talent,
treasure) So, what I’m hoping this means is that I can win the lotto and help
others financially through the hope center, daily bread, etc. Also, if I win lotto, I’d
have time to use to help develop my talent, (If you can call what I have talent! All
I can do is try my best!) Then, next someone told me that I am to be given much
wisdom to help me along my journey. That’s great news because, I have absolutely NO IDEA what all I am called to do, or how to even begin!
Also, in the main room before I went into the private room, I was told
“Freedom…. I see Freedom and chains broken!” I was so glad to hear that!
Loser Lucy is gonna be sad to see that! I’m loose to help bring God’s message to
the people who have no idea how awesome and powerful and loving God is.
How much God wants to adopt them, they already are adopted, but they just feel as if they are orphans still. They are self-defensive, sad and lonely… untrusting others because of all that they have gone through (like an orphan) and God just wants them to know he has adopted them, and they are heirs to the Kingdom. To be loved by God and cared for by God!
I am so happy to be able to be free from my bondage to mental illness and free to sing a new song about my daddy! You. Rock. GOD!
When I went into the private room next – S and J prayed for me for
about an hour! Some of what they told me is “health and abundance, abundance,
abundance is coming! God wants to give back to you 1000 fold in good things to make up for what the devil stole from me these last 24 years! That should be
INCREDIBLE! Thank you, God!
They prayed protection over me, to have angles watch over me from now on.
They prayed to get the spirit of fear to leave me alone and never come back, that
I have healing from the chemical imbalance and for that never to return. They also prayed for the negative side effects of the drugs/medicine I’ve been taking to be dissolved an to leave my body. That my neurons, cells, hormones, neurotransmitters, etc all become brand new. (I was so thirsty I felt like my body was eliminating all that junk and needed fluids to help with the garbage clean-up.) They really both did a spectacular job of praying for me… I can’t believe how awesome of an experience it was!
Next, S asked me to meditate on the Armor of God and Judy told me how
much I will be blessed if I start a one-year bible reading program. I plan to do just
that! Also, Judy invited me to her Friday morning small group. I am so glad, because J is a very mature and experienced Christian. I know that I am going
to love it! She also invited me to join the Lay-pastor hospital prayer team. That
which sounded right up my alley…. I’d love to empty out the hospital, but she said we can only pray for Vineyard patients and people that ask for prayer. We will wear a vest that says, VC- and on the back it says: Can I pray for you right now? So,we can pray for anyone that sees that and wants prayer. I am sooooooo excited to be able to be free mentally to volunteer and dip into my passion for God. I don’t need to be afraid that I ‘m not “managing” the illness and getting sick
because I am doing a lot of things for God. ( I always was always having to limit what I can do in the church.) So, PRAISE GOD! Thank you, thank you, thanks and thank you! I am so excited for my new freedom! I can’t even express here how much this means to me. Daddy, you are so good… I love you.
*** Oh, Mar, Mar, Mar… we are so happy for you. If you only knew how much the entire heavenly team is cheering for your victory over this chemical imbalance… Lucy is really sad, though…. Poor poor lucy…. (lol I’m joking here!) You are such a strong daughter, I think you are the strongest person alive, or ever has lived on Earth. You are so strong. You really should give yourself some credit. I know you don’t feel special, but just look back at everything you’ve gone through. And you come out so strong and still have your heart in tact. You are full of joy, even after all you’ve gone through.
You definitely deserve the golden boots and when you come up here after your
Earthly fight, you will win and wear the Golden Boots of Heaven- you are our champ!
Don’t do that, Mar… don’t look so confused and so uncomfortable with me giving you a little congratulations and gratitude. I know you don’t think you’ve done anything yet, but believe me, you have come a long way and the hardest, worst part is now over. It’s time to party, and have fun! Do you hear me? FUN, Mar… have FUN!!!
I’m smiling now, but I just don’t want to mess it up after coming so far. Please don’t let me mess it up. Help me sing a new song for your kids. Help me to accomplish what I came here to do. Don’t let me fail, daddy. I am only wanting to do what you want me to do, I know that is always the best route to take, but sometimes I don’t listen or do the opposite… I am not the best follower sometimes. I also eat too much and need help to lose the last 50 pounds….
Please help me!
Thank you, God for all you have so faithfully done for me. I know with every cell of my body that you are in control. You won’t let me fail. You see me through everything always. And I am so glad that you allow me to serve you in this way. You are so fun and awesome and I love you, Papacito! Please bless my dad here on earth. Dad is the reason I am able to trust you so much, My dad here on Earth is the most fun and great father anyone could ever have! Because of him, I Am equipped to trust YOU, God! So, please bless him and help him get healthy, fit, and happy. (me too)
Thank you, I loves Ya!