Happy Valentines Day! Thank you, God, for giving me a wonderful family that puts up with me! They are so understanding and have true unconditional love towards me. I feel sorry for people that don’t have anyone who love them. The homeless and elderly in nursing homes that have no one to visit them. Thank you for my health. Even though I have difficulties with mental illness, I am blessed with the physical health that can walk, run, laugh, I can work, I am able to love, to think, and to converse with you, Holy Trinity. Thank you for giving me my beloved, DB, who is my best friend. Thank you for Jesus; that he came to heal our soul, body, and spirit. Thank you for not leaving me to myself. Thank you that you guide me and love me. I love you!
Q1-Dad, I need to hear from you. I don’t know what I should do about Florida.
*** Don’t make any decisions now. Rest. See Dr. W. Get in to talk with him next week. He will have a good plan for your recovery. You will be ok. Don’t worry about it. You’re in good shape. You caught it early. We love you. You’re in good hands.
Q2-Jesus, I feel like I’m letting you and everyone else down by not progressing with my assignment. You told me I haven’t lost yet. You told me not to give up. But what should my priority be to get done during this illness and then after?
*** Your number 1 priority right now is to rest, heal your brain, and do what you enjoy. Also, you will need to get your hours in for February. You can do this if you take your time and take breaks. Next week will be a relaxing week if you choose to make it so. Please do. Take your time in all things. The dizzy feelings mean that you need to slow down and stop what you’re doing and relax. Close your eyes and be in my presence. I will heal you if you let me. (Keep taking your medicine of course, but I will help you heal quickly.)
Q3-Holy Spirit, Please help me get through this.
*** Don’t think so much about the future, dear Mar. Keep focused on today. Don’t worry about tomorrow, because today is where you need to be. You feel overwhelmed, I know. It will be ok. Your brain is trying to slow down. Allow it.
Q4- Mom, I love you. Please pray for me.
*** I will, I always do. You will be fine and soon this will just be a distant memory that you will soon forget. Learn from this lesson, though… if you forget to take your medicine, take it as soon as you think of it, no matter what you may need to skip in order to rest. You will be fine. Dr. W will give you a great game plan. You will see him next week. We love you.
Thank you for your love, your assistance, and your prayers. Xo, ~mar