Ok, I’m back at the “Shut up and Write” group meet up! This week flew by and I don’t know what happened with the time! Last week flew by and I didn’t get any time here with you… I am sorry! I will definitely commit to waking up earlier for the morning pages. It will be a great goal to have a week of early morning creative time. I will set the alarm for 5am and start this tomorrow. I heard from L. that it helps with creativity and that she gets a lot of great ideas early mornings.
I would love to help you with this, mar. I have surprises in store for you with this new plan. Music, poetry, ideas, and some peaceful moments together, which will help you with your work, too. Keep talking with me throughout the day. Try to include me in all you do, and I’ll bless your time. Your class will be the anchor for this new committed relationship walk we will have in this new beginning. I know you were very sleepy this week. You are almost completely recovered from the move and all that you went through. The stress was immense; you will feel much better starting tomorrow. Early morning routine will be a blessing for you.
Thank you, I’d like that. Would you help me come up with a song to work on this week? I would love to start something to work on with DC at my first lesson. Space Oddity will also be a song I’d like to work on some more.
Diamonds on the inside… the song playing I’ve never heard before. I haven’t written a song in a long time. Or a poem. Could you give me the ideas tomorrow morning and each day I wake up at 5? (As an incentive and reasons to awake before the sun…). I would love to start walking again, so when is fall coming? This summer is unending and I’m so done with the humidity & heat.
You will have the best fall you ever had in your life. Just a little promise for you, mar. You will shine. You will grow. You will have your dreams come true starting this fall. Do you receive it?
Yes, I receive it, in Jesus’ mighty name! I’ll be there… count me in! I can’t wait for each new day… with new surprises in store each new morning.
You don’t want to pick a fight with the enemy. Just remember to look towards me always. Try not to be on the offensive. That is for more trained warriors. Your job is to focus on me. My plans for you. Your creativity and taking care of your love. Nurture the relationships and work on having time for creative outlets. So what I’m saying is that you need to forget and try to overlook the fights that the advisory is trying to pick. Ignore it. Just pretend it isn’t happening and sing to me. Look to me, your father who takes good care of you. Ignoring is your best war tactic. He hates it when he can’t get you angry and disturbed. Just try to keep busy. You have much to do. You’ll for sure give him a migraine when he hits his head against the wall in frustration trying to get you angry – with no success. Try it. You’ll like the new approach. It will be fun!
Ok, thank you for the advice. I will try my best to overlook the attacks. It’s not worth giving any energy to something so futile.
Time is going by slowly. Are you warping time… making it go slower when I have a lot to do and faster when it’s work I’m doing but want to be done sooner…. If you are, I want to thank you! It is very helpful.
Ha-ha, you noticed! I especially enjoyed your morning time hitting snooze for 15 minutes and stretched it out to 30 minutes! Thank you for being so appreciative! I can do all things!
Could you do me a favor and help my numbers come up tomorrow night- I’d be much appreciative if you could give me a hand in that area! You said you like that I’m expectantly waiting… it’s been over 10 years now… well maybe 9 years and 10 months to be more accurate. Lol.
I know time is different for me. A thousand years is like a day and a day is as a thousand years. I haven’t forgotten you, mar. You’ve grown so much and learned so much… you would never have gotten this far if you would have won years ago. But your preparatory time is almost over. We’ve gotten a lot done and the plans have taken a detour. But, we haven’t forgotten or changed your plans. Only delayed a little. You reached for the secret too soon. You took the scenic route. Lol. That is ok. We can work with what we’ve got! Enjoy the basement… many surprises await you. Early mornings will be fruitful down there! You have much to do! Enjoy the process and enjoy the ride! Your life is like a roller coaster and you’re on the easy coasting part of it right now.
I am so excited for the next thrill… try to keep me seat belted inside when it flips upside down. Hold one to me. Don’t let me fall.
I won’t let you fall. You’ve in the shadow of my wings in the palm of my hand. I love you. You’ll be fine. You’ll be more than fine. You’re in good shape. You’re life is just about to begin anew. Thank you for being patient. You’ll be glad for the detours that we took.