Appreciation & Gratitude:
Thank you, God, that even though I have no idea how I will be able to create music that is of any “quality”, I trust that you will see that all is done according to your will. Thank you for the trust I feel and that what you call me to do, you will see that it is done. Thank you that you promised to make up for my lack of talent. Thank you that you have given me a good sense of humor. Thank you that I can laugh at myself and that you give me the thick skin to handle ridicule, sneers, and hatred aimed at me. Thank you that you will allow me to offer up persecution and any difficulties for the redemption of lost souls. Thank you that you make all things new. Thank you for the amazing faith you have given to me. Thank you that you will keep increasing my faith and that you have all things under control and working for my good. Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy, love and support.
Q1- Dad, I am so glad you are in control. I keep telling myself this. Somehow, it is not with complete trust and I fear that I will let you down. You see, Lord, I cannot sing. I just saw Florence Foster movie, and she could sing better than me… lol! I kept thinking that if I were to sing for a group of people, that they would also laugh. I believe you have good plans in store and that somehow you can use a weak instrument like me as your instrument of peace. Help me find my way in this dilemma. At least I can laugh at myself. I don’t take myself too seriously.
*** I hear you. You should be assured that I have all things under control. You will be my perfect instrument of peace especially because you are a “weak” instrument. That way, everyone will know that it is God who is behind the music, behind the miracles and wonders. Your voice will move people to tears of joy… because I will be with you. I will use you to reach my children. I will be able to show people how much I love them in a personal way and my spirit will cover the whole world. My love will reach all mankind. Your songs will be one avenue that I will use in these times of my love. Don’t worry how, when or if… I have all things under control. The time is soon approaching. It’s a “Go for Illinois”… 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2, blast off… blast off… lol. Just a slight pressure… you’ll be fine. Trust, Mar. Trust. I am trust worthy. I love you. Hang tight. It’s going to be a wild ride.
Q2- Love, I am relying on you for all things. Help me hear you more throughout the day. I do hear you a couple of times a day, but I want more of you. I desire to be in communion with you at all times, at least to be conscious of your presence. What should I do to achieve this goal?
*** Grace. Mar, you need to pray for this grace. It is a gift, but you can make room for it by focusing on my presence throughout the day. Try once every hour to ask me a question. Get into this habit and soon we will be conversing constantly – in connection with whatever is going on. I can help you get through each day with more guidance and support. I would like to make you laugh more, too. You are in such good hands, if you knew how loved you are, you would be floored. Run your race, don’t give up, love, and laugh. Don’t take things so seriously. You will be fine. Know that your prayers are heard and you will grow in this area through effort and grace. Keep praying for more of a connection with God. You are growing in this area, keep up the good work.
Q3- Jesus, I want to sing about you and your love, would you give me ideas for songs? I would like to also be inspired musically. Could you give me chords, melodies, hooks, beats, whatever I need… lyrics… could you guide me when I am recording so that the music lines up quickly and effortlessly. Help me have fun and not worry about it.
*** Yes, can you tell I have been working with you on the songs you have recorded so far? I will guide you, inspire you, help you know what to write. Once you have your recording studio and privacy to practice out loud… you will grow quickly in musical abilities. My Holy Spirit will work in you. You will not worry once Love is working in you more fully. You will be amazed at what you are capable of doing- with Love as your guide. Holy Spirit can’t wait for the release and to see his power released more fully. I promise you, you will not regret for saying “yes”. You may get laughed at in the beginning, but shortly after, you will be amazed at the response you get from people that have seen my powerful healing touch their lives. Your/our music will be like never before heard. There are many surprises in store for you. I would love to tell you all about it, but you will just have to let it unfold. You are very blessed by God. You have been chosen to send out the invitations… it is a fun job to have! Make sure everyone is asked to RSVP to the Eternal Party!!!
Q4-Mom, I have social issues. I get uncomfortable and don’t know what to talk about and say the wrong thing… all the time. I must seem very rude sometimes. I don’t mean to… I just feel a little intimidated around most people. What normally happens, is I say something stupid, or I don’t know what to say, and sometimes, I just turn and walk away abruptly. I have no social graces. I am shy in an odd manner. I know many people think I’m not very nice… I get misunderstood all the time, so it seems. I have a good heart and try to be polite but it many times comes out wrong.
***My advice… don’t worry about it. Speak what is in your heart. If it is not nice, don’t say anything. Try to slow down. When you are tired, you are most at risk for the above scenario. So, try not to go out when you are tired or if you do go out, come home when you start to get tired. It takes a lot of energy to be around other people and converse. Mistakes happen in those instances. Right? So, be rested. Next, pray about what to say. Ask Love, Holy Spirit, to help you and to give you the right words. Mostly though, don’t worry about it. When people know you, they will find out that you have a beautiful heart. You worry so much about this, it makes things more difficult. Slow down. Take it easy. Say what is in your heart. You’ll be fine. You are a lovely person. Try to do more works of mercy to help others, and you will see that it gets easier -the kinder you are to people.
Actions Requested:
Time is quickly approaching… God is trust worthy. Have faith. Hang on!
Make sure everyone is invited to RSVP to the Eternal Party!
Don’t worry so much.
Do more Works of Mercy.
Be Kind, always. Don’t speak anything negative about others.