I’m at at my first “Shut-Up and Write” meeting… super nice ladies and I am excited to get back into the habit of writing again. I am sorry that I haven’t made this time over the last year a priority. I think it is very important because I really miss journaling with your company, dad. Thanks for all your many blessings. I am amazed at all the grace and love you have shared with me throughout the move. It was quite a storm… an actual wild ride but you got me through it all. The move is a distant blur… it took 6 months of my life and I am finally done with it. We love the house! Thank you for seeing our close/sale of the condo finally. It was incredible how you sent the perfect people to buy.

 

Thank you for the new home… it is like a resort!   We love the quiet and we love the neighborhood… we love the basement and the ability to create music without bothering the neighbors. Thank you so much for our jobs! Thank you that we made it through this difficult time without too much stress on our marriage, health, and finances. Thank you for my parents, our friends and for giving me an awesome partner to go through life’s journey.

 

Thank you for blessing my work and allowing me to have appointments for my clients, new clients and the hope for the next chapter…. The one you keep hinting at with the lotto numbers coming up with secret coding!!! Haha, you are too funny – giving my birth date and your number 17!!! This past week you blessed me to hope and continue hoping for EPP to become a reality one day. Hopefully you will give me some downloads to create music with some sort of talent or creativity of some value for other people. Thank you for the gift of getting to record with DB.  His songs are really getting good and I’m excited to lay tracks down with his songs.

 

Thank you for my mom and her unconditional love along with my dad. Thank you for hearing my prayers to heal my dad’s back. He is really in a lot of pain. Please turn back time for him, heal his back and get rid of all the pain. I pray for his supernaturally losing weight, his diabetes to be healed along with all his health issues – that it will be a miracle healing that all will be amazed at his youthful vigor and long life into his 100s and beyond. I need a creative miracle for my dad… please help him. We all love him and want him well. Please help me pray with him soon… open a way for me to do that for him sometime when he won’t mind. If you would help me discuss prayer with him, maybe he will let me lay hands on his shoulder and pray with him. I don’t want to bother him, but I really want to pray for him in that manner. I think it would be more powerful than just praying for him from far away. Your thoughts?

 

 

Mar, you have only one thing that you need to remember… I can do all things for you. I control the universe, so don’t you think I can do this one small favor for you? Ask in Jesus’ name but you must believe! With the faith in the size of a mustard seed, I will accomplish the impossible for my children. You pray but you lack in believing for me to come through for you in this area. Talk with me and you will believe. Don’t leave me out of this area and most importantly, in all areas of you life!!! Please talk with me for all you needs, all you do and any decision you need to make, include me in all the little things, too! Talk with me because when you don’t talk with me (pray with me) you will become lost. It is true. You need me and I need you. I love you and I do indeed need you because with out you and your love, your friendship… I miss you and you always make me smile… make me laugh… when you don’t include me in your life; I am not completely happy. I am a little blue… it’s true. Without you, my heart is not complete. I long to talk with you all the time. I feel like you’re ignoring me and it makes me want to reach out to you but your distancing yourself in your difficulties instead of coming closer to me so I can help you. I can’t force you to give me your troubles. You have to let go of it so I can handle it all for you.

 

Keep asking for abundant grace for this day and when you accept it, I am able to help you. You need to turn the difficult crud in your life over to me. I will get you through each and every storm. I am glad you liked your prophetic message I gave Happy Leman to give to you! He said it perfectly: “God knows you are going through a very difficult time and he sees you and will get you through this storm”. My words for you will always be true. Any storm you will face, I will get you through it. I do have some surprises for you in the basement… many surprises await you. Don’t worry about the downloads… it will be like breathing… natural and you will love how much fun it will be! I have some surprise guests for you! Know that we need to talk and have board meetings every day in order for this plan to work. So you must know this one thing: WE NEED TO TALK! DAILY… hourly… every minute in every day… together we pray. We talk and will write down much of it. Your journal is key for much of the battle plans. Your marching orders: WRITE …. Board meetings, songs, poetry, journal, creative nonfiction, blog posts…. It will be fun and I will give you the time needed to do it. Start out with getting up early- around 5am. We will have much to do in the next couple of years. The pace is going to quicken a bit. I will be investing in EPP; you don’t need to worry about that. I have the game all lined up. Maybe Willy Wonka will be a fun game in Las Vegas to play? It’s like a gazillion dollars … a bazillion dollars… which is more? Do you even know? It’s a lot. You can do a lot with that! A lot of good things for my family. I want to gift you time, resources, people that will help you, and all kinds of songs, poetry, stories- I have many things for you to do for the Kingdom. Are you in?

 

Yes! You can count me in!!! Of course!

 

You know there will be struggles, persecution, you will be laughed at…

 

I know. It’s of no consequence as long as I can hear your voice and if you give me the grace, strength and courage to get through the storms. And I know you will! You always do. I can’t wait to be offering it all up for lost souls. Jesus, forgive me my sins, be my protection against the wiles and attacks of the devil…for the sake of your sorrowful passion, Jesus, have mercy on us- dad, have mercy on us all. It’s a dark world down here, as you know… I love you. Please show me the way to go and guide each step. I am in… count me “In”. !!!

 

 

I would like to tell you about your next job this weekend that I would like you to do:

  1. Your to do list
  2. Music
  3. Write
  4. Visit your dad… pray for your dad. I will allow your words to move mountains in the love of Jesus for healing for your dad. He really needs you to go over there this weekend.   Maybe call him tomorrow and see what time works for him. Ok?

Ok, I will put it on my calendar so I don’t forget.   Ok, done.

 

I like this song… It’s so sweet. Reminds me of my love …Love eternal. Love unending… helps me be kinder towards him when he gets on my nerves… I have a short fuse… help it be inflammable… help me overlook the attacks that the enemy is trying to do in our relationship to bring discord. I wish that I didn’t have the awareness of all these attacks and could just ignore it but I feel like I have to stick up for myself in these situations.

 

I will give you the grace to handle each situation. I will give you the words when words are needed, and I will give you grace to over look, and I will give you the grace to ignore, forget and forgive all things that occur. It will drive the enemy crazy – he won’t know what to do! You will give the accuser a massive headache! He is shaking in his boots thinking about our new company that is about to roll out… EPP, Inc. will shake the world to it’s senses reminding them all the God is in control… God has good plans for the world and his family… God is in control of everything and loves his children so much, that He is coming down off his throne to start the new management under Jesus Christ… the King of Kings… Lord of Lords! Friend of the people! He will join people for dinner… He will be KNOWN by all people. Who will be able to resist His goodness? Thank you for saying “Yes” to me and I will help you through it all. We have much to do! We will get started today!!! A new page in our book… a new chapter!   Let it begin… let there be peace on earth!

 

And… let it begin with me. (I love that song!)

Help me fight a good fight, God! Dad, help me know what to do! I get so lost without you! I need your assistance with all things. Help me hear your small soft and loving voice. Help me be who you want me to be. Help me do this and let’s get started soon! Please, in Jesus’ name… let this time, be the time… let August 2018 be the month of abundant grace my numbers… Or… Willy Wonka trip to LasVegas would be cool to do, also!!! I know I could do that – it would be fun! Your grace is enough. You’re in control. Whatever you want… I want. You do it, Father… you do it. (Use me if you think it’s a good idea… use me as your instrument of peace.)

 

The hour is almost over. It’s been a great hour of prayer. Help me do this daily. Help me find the time… make the time and value this time together. (On a regular basis). Help me be consistent in this practice! I love you!

Night.