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Q1– God, please forgive me for the times when I did something I wish later that I did not do. Your mercy is unfathomable. Thank you, God, for allowing Jesus to come to earth to pay the penalty of my sins so that I can be with you guys for eternity, and escape hell. What can I do to repay you? There is nothing that could ever compare to the gift you give me of forgiveness, but what could I possibly do to thank you?

*** Be merciful to others as I have been to you. Hold no one in anger. Love all people. Do works of mercy: word, deed, prayer and tell others about my love for them. I love each person individually and am their father… tell the world how much I love them and want them to come to the eternal party. Send out the invitation to all the world. Be my instrument of love and peace. Believe that I can work through you powerfully. Go boldly into the world with the amazingly good news of eternity for all and know that I am with you.  

Q2– Jesus, thank you for your unending love. Thank you for blessing my marriage. What can I do this weekend to thank you for DB? What would be something significant that would make him know how much I love him?

*** Let him pick two recipes that you can make this weekend out of your new instant pot recipe book. Then, make the 2 dishes he picks out for him. Buy him flowers and maybe some beer… be sweet to him… don’t ask him to do anything. Let him relax this weekend. He loves you so much, and when you show him how much you love him, it brings much peace to his heart.  

Q3-Love, thank you for your warm friendship and love. I am trying to slow down. Have you noticed a difference in me today?

***yes, you were very patient at the bank today. Try to rest and relax even more this weekend. Intentionally slow down and do much less… spend time day dreaming about the Eternal Party. Envision what it may be like. I will show you some interesting and fun facts about heaven if you slow down enough for me to tell you about it. Ok? {ok, I will try my best. Help me remember to daydream.} put it on your phone…? {great idea!}

Q4- Mom, I love you! Would you pray again with me for investment funds for Sham-Rock Studio and EPP, LLC?

*** I am always praying with you and I am constantly talking with Father about your business ideas/plans. Keep hoping. Keep believing. One day soon you will know that this is truly the will of the father.   You are doing great. Keep playing and Indiana pays their winners… not so much in IL, so be careful when you drive to the border this weekend for your tickets. Don’t forget to play and you should use your own numbers instead of quick pick… use the birthdates. You won’t forget those numbers!

 Actions Requested:

Do works of mercy. Go boldly with invitations to people through music and invite them to the Eternal Party.

Make the 2 dishes he picks out. Buy him flowers and maybe some beer… be sweet to him…

don’t ask him to do anything. Let him relax this weekend.

Rest this weekend and daydream about Eternal Party and what that might look like!

Register the name EPP, Inc. then once I win the lottery, I can merge/change it to EPP, LLC. (save money for now.)

use birthdates on tickets going forward with Indiana lottery.

Closing Comments & Petitions:

Please give my dad many many more years of healthy living. Please heal his heart, circulation, eyes, leg, skin, and allow supernatural weight loss to happen again, this time, please allow it to “stick”. I love you guys!   Amen! Xo ~Mar

Q1– God, I would like to make some “progress” in my plans/dream and calling. What should I do this week, specifically, to get going? Where should I start?

***Take it easy. You still need to focus on your business, home management duties, exercise/tennis, etc. What you could do for fun and relaxation, AND to be productive on EPP, Inc. is you could write and record a song for your Anniversary to give to DB. Keep it a secret. He will love it. You can share it on your blog when you get it up and running. You also could look into starting a blog… getting the info again and find out more about what you can do on the webpage… can you add your songs that you’ve recorded? I’m sure you can, so learn how that is done and what format is needed. Also, you can write an “about” page that you will be editing over the next 6 months. Plan to have the blog up and running January 2017. That is a good realistic goal. Keep playing lotto, you’ll win one of these days… keep the hope alive, I like your tenacity! I want to invest, it will just take a little more time… thank you for your patience.

Q2- Jesus, I keep trying to wake up at 5 and failed about 4 mornings in a row. Today was a little better, and woke at 7 instead of 8. So, progress, but still not 5am. Will you help me tomorrow morning? And tonight help me fall asleep by 10? I need to spend more time with you, but I’m still having difficulty making time in silence with you. I fill every minute with something… not just being alone with you attentively listening. I know the board meetings are my prayer time in journal mode, but I want to rest in you, fill up on your love, and feel your peace and quietly soak you up into my spirit. I love you. I also would like to read the bible in the mornings.   Thank you for mass that is offered during the week. I love being able to take time to celebrate the mass with you, and to receive you in the Holy Eucharist. I love that you come to me in this way especially. I come close to tears often when I have received you and realize all that you did for me, so that I could be with you forever. Thank you.

*** You are very welcome, I love you, too, Mar. It makes me happy when you come to visit me in the Eucharistic Chapel also. Thank you for your love and friendship. {Oh my Lord, no… thank YOU! I don’t know what I would do without you!} Well, I appreciate your love and dedication to God. I will help you adjust your schedule to early mornings. You will love it when you get used to it. Your body will adjust.

Q3– Love, I would like to ask you a huge favor. When I get to my goal weight or closer to it, could you maybe work a miracle for me as a reward? I would like to lose another 20 pounds or so and when I get there – would you overnight one morning surprise me with a hair color of jet black and blue – nice and shiny? Is that asking a silly request/miracle? I think it would be fun to have you be my stylist!

*** I’ll see what we can do for you… pray about it and work hard on your weight loss/exercise plan. It is very possible, but you will be amazed at all the miracles that will be happening. Only one thing you need to remember is that you really have to be 100% sure you want jet black/blue hair… lol … if you want it with all your mind and believe God will do this for you, THEN, you will see the miracles you need, it will all happen naturally. But remember, Mar, you absolutely must remember to Thank God, the Holy Trinity for hearing your prayers and answering you. We love you. It’s going to be a fun life filled with much laughter and miracles. We can’t wait for it all to start happening quickly and more easily. Soon I will be unleashed and the enemy won’t know what hit him. Hang on, it’s going to be awesome! Enjoy!

Q4- Momma, I would like you to please tell Father God that I am so grateful to him for teaching me valuable lessons. I am a slow learning, unfortunately; so, I ask you to help me grow in deeper gratitude. I have a fresh start, since I went to reconciliation today and confessed my ingratitude. I don’t know what to say, what to do, what is the best way to show gratitude? “Thank you” doesn’t seem like much.

***It may not seem like much but it does make a good start. Words have power and “thank you” is almost as powerful as “I love you”. It is right up there in importance. You can follow up with actions. A word, deed or prayer for another done with God’s love in mind, is a powerful way to thank God. What you can do, Mar, is SAY “Thank you” (a few times) and follow up with a special work of mercy done to another for the love of God in gratitude. That would be a wonderful way to thank Him. Also, prayers for another with fasting is powerful as well. When done in gratitude to God for a specific blessing in mind, will be an amazing way to show your appreciation.

 Actions Requested:

Write and record a song for DB for our anniversary.

Look into starting a blog and find out what format is needed for my songs to be posted.

Work on first draft of “about” page – plan to have blog up January 2017.

Keep playing the lotto! God likes my tenacity! Lol

I will love early mornings when I get used to it.

Work hard on weight loss/diet and exercise… pray for the miracle to happen as reward (jet black/blue hair)

Thank God with word and also do a work of mercy with prayer to show my appreciation to God.

Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you, God, for a quiet and peaceful home. Thank you for the amazing sunset tonight and the RAINBOW! I loved it!!! Thank you for the friends and neighbors that live here. Thank you for Doctors, priests, my spiritual director, the opportunities that I have available to me. Thank you for the vibrant orange and golden colors in the sky… you make me cry, it’s so gorgeous… well, not really, but that rhymed. Lol. I love you, God!   Help me be a good neighbor to all the people I meet. Thank you for opportunities to show your love to others. Help me be generous with the little time I have and make it profit your name, for your glory. Help me not to be so selfish with my time.

Q1– Am I living a fantasy or is this life really what I’ve been hoping for ever going to begin? I need to stop talking about all this and go do something about this. I dream well… is it just a bunch of talk? What steps do I need to take? I have tried starting before and it seemed like I was running ahead of you. Maybe I should start EPP, Inc. and actually write some songs… record again. I want to do it right and follow the steps you lay out for me. So, Father God, what would you like me to do? Is it ok if I start the business without your investment and approval? Or maybe just your approval and no investment? I am still playing the lottery… in Indiana! Illinois isn’t paying their winners, so… yeah. So, I have to go to Indiana to get an actual ticket that would pay a jackpot.

***You can do whatever you think is best. Changing your approach is a good idea. Why don’t you start EPP, Inc. and begin a blog? Yes, absolutely you could write some poetry/songs and record them… put them on your blog, too. You have fun doing that sort of stuff… go for it! Make some results and the rest will follow. Take time to enjoy your passion. Get up earlier and you will have more energy and enjoy a relaxed day that is unhurried. It is a good idea for you to get your tickets in Indiana. Just a little while longer… hang in there. You are a results maker, you created a lot of great songs/poem and you are creatively minded… you are also project minded. You are always doing something productive. You’re going to see results. Keep going. Make a tangible goal for the next 6 months; by Jan 1, 2017 have EPP, Inc. up and running, blog started? Think of what you want to do. Think of your life purpose, make some strong results happen. Talk is cheap is what they say… it is true. Show me why I should invest in ShamRock Studios… go make some recordings. Write and record. Hold your feet to the fire, work for excellence, put out the best you can.

Q2– Jesus, help me be more generous with my time. It seems like there is never enough of it. Tonight a neighbor was asking for my time… she wanted “accountability” for her weight loss. I felt very greedy with my time and told her I work best through email and that she could come over for one of my world famous iced coffees. I am sorry I don’t want to be in a new demanding for my time friendship… I am trying to cut down from my obligations so I have more time for you, and for creating art, starting a blog and EPP, Inc. I don’t have time for this right now. She wants also a walking partner in the evenings. I am sorry. I can give her help, but I don’t want someone to want a lot of my time. Is that terrible?

***It’s funny that she goes to the same doctor as you do. It would be great if you could help her out the best that you can but just be firm that you are short on time. Emails are great and send her links, she will love the YouTube videos. They are addictive, as you know.   You could invite her over for one of you instant pot dishes when you get a recipe you like. Have her over for lunch some weekend to share some ideas with her and play her some videos you think she would enjoy. Maybe High Carb Hannah or a Dr. McDougall video would be good. It’s not terrible that you don’t have much free time. Don’t feel guilty over it. You are doing a lot for supporting her and just remember that what you do for her, you are doing for me. I love you. I also love her. Tell her for me, ok?

Q3- Love, could you put compassion, love, charity, and unselfishness into my heart, please? I am lacking in these areas and I want to grow. Give me an idea how to best do this. Also, should I look into the Salesian Cooperatives or Opus Dei organizations? I think I would like to work with youth, so maybe the Salesian route would be better suited? Also, I don’t like mortifications… so that may mean Opus Dei is out? I need info. Will you help me discuss this issue with Sr. C? I have hopes that joining a group like one of those would help me grow in my spiritual life, more dedicated and help me learn to be more loving/giving in charity for others. I really want that. I feel scared. I feel weak and not sure when I will find the time to do all these things.

*** I know. I know ally our doubts, fears; I know your time crunch. I know your heart. I know you better than you know yourself. You have a huge heart. You only need to learn how to maximize it for your most beneficial time management and productive manner. I will help you with this. Soon you will have more time to dedicate to your passions for others and for God. You will be greatly blessed financially soon, so hold on. It’s going to be a wild ride. Father God is very happy that you are expectantly waiting but still planning your work and working your plan. You rock, Mar. We love you! You’re doing great.

Q4-Mom, you rock your combat boots to the moon! I love you! Thank you for your help in getting my prayers offered to the Father in a beautiful way. I am sorry I haven’t prayed the rosary (only the short Chaplet of Divine Mercy each day.) because I need your help. I want to pray the Holy Rosary so that I can slow down and rest. It takes about 20 minutes to pray the rosary, help me find the time to add this to my daily routine. Help me get up in the morning earlier, around 5 so I can fit all this into my day. Ok?

*** I will guide you. I will help you get into a habit of early mornings. Try to get to sleep earlier, that will help you make the transition. It would be very beneficial and relaxing for you to pray the rosary regularly. I can better help you when you dedicate this time, only because my love and friendship with my children is so much enhanced when we spend time together. Together, we make a good team. I look forward to our travels together in the future. If you don’t mind, I’d like to come on your tours of heaven with you, DB, Jesus and Father God…   Is that ok with you?   {Of course! The more, the merrier! I’m glad you want to come along! Can we go to the waterfalls?} Absolutely, we will go there and to the crystal sea for sure… you will love it! You need a vacation! {You’re telling me? I know! It’s been about I don’t know how many years… 8 years? I think the last vacation we had was New Mexico in 2008!} Well, you are overdue for a nice relaxing family vacation. You will love it. Get your rest. Pray. Get up early and enjoy the ride.

 Actions Requested:

Go ahead and start EPP, Inc.

Start a blog and write/record more songs

Do some artwork, cartoon, water colors, paint, draw and sketch

Be good to my neighbor, as I do to them, I do for Jesus. He loves them very much, too.

God is very happy that I am expectantly waiting and still planning my work and working my plan.

Momma is going to come on our family vacation to Heaven with me and DB, Jesus, Father God and we will get to visit the waterfalls! Yay!

Get up earlier, pray the rosary, ease into my day, relax, enjoy the ride.

Closing Petitions/comments: Thank you for your love and patience with me. Thank you for not giving up on me. Please give my dad supernatural weight loss, renew his health from head to toe, get rid of all skin cancer especially on his leg, give each cell in his body all the oxygen and nutrients that they need. Keep my parents, DB and me healthy with a long life filled with many more wonderful days doing the work you have for us. Help me live in you and do the will of the Father. Show me what needs to be done and give me the courage, and equip me to complete the work you have for me. Please be with AH in her difficult times ahead and fill her with your love and peace. I pray for C.H. repose of his soul, show him your amazing heaven and fill his family he left behind, especially his daughter, with love and peace.   Amen! Xo ~mar

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, God, for putting amazing dreams into my mind, spirit, heart, and into the depths of my being. Thank you that you will see them come to life in my reality one day. Thank you that you are on the throne and have amazing plans for me. For both me and DB. For not only us, but for my city, my country and hopefully also for all hurting people throughout the world. Let your Holy Mighty Kingdom Come! Thank you that you haven’t given up on me. Thank you that you have me in the palm of your hand. Thank you that you allow me to receive Jesus in the most intimate way through the Holy Eucharist. Thank you, Jesus, for living in me not only spiritually, but physically also as food for my body. You are incredible and incredibly good to your church. Thank you, Holy Spirit, that you will use me as an instrument of your love, peace, and mercy… tender and alive for your family is what you are. Thank you, God, for music and for telling me of all the amazing people that I will one day get the opportunity to record with. I love you! Grant me the grace to make you deeply loved and known by all the world. Let them know how much you love them by using me in any way you choose… any way you see fit, send me. Help me share your good news! That you love us all and that now is the time for your love to wash over the world with mighty signs and miracles for the masses! Help me be who you want me to be. Equip and empower me to be the person that you can use for your glory.   Please invest in EPP, Inc. if you think I can help you in any way big or small. I can’t wait for your return, Jesus!

Q1– Jesus, the sunset you created tonight is so beautiful… golden yellow, orange, blues, purple… you are a master artist and each sunset is different every night. I could never tire of looking at your masterpieces in the sky,

*** I’m so glad you enjoy them. There are so many pleasures in life that are free. Gifts each new day. Thank you for noticing. You have great views over Lake D. When we made the condos in the 80’s I was thinking of you guys living there and knew how much you would enjoy it. It is going to be a tough decision to sell it when you win the lottery and move, you may want to keep it as a second home… lol, you could use it for company, bands that need a place to sleep, or just also as a place to come watch amazing sunsets and get away from the busyness.

Q2-God, Thank you for choosing the most amazing man to be my husband, best friend, life partner in crime and comedian every day a new way to make me laugh. Please keep him healthy, happy and bless our marriage with love, laughter, music and shenanigans… forever. Please take us on a tour of heaven someday soon, we would love a trip! Lol. That would truly be a wonderful gift for us. We need a fun vacation together.

*** I have it all planned out… like your dad always had a plan… a “Tommy Tour” … so I also have plans for where to take you guys… I am creating a whole new section of heaven to show you guys. It is my gift to you. My way of saying ‘thank you” for your dedication and enduring love. I know you don’t think I need to do any more for you than I have already… I hear you. Just know that I have amazing plans for you and for all my children. Heaven is nothing like what you could imagine… it is so much better. I have entire worlds created especially catered to individual likes and passions; whatever anyone loves in life, it is even better created in heaven with a twist for their personal preferences. And then I gift it to them. Mansions built that would fit in a city on earth and fill the entire city. Nothing to clean up after, no dust to wipe clean all the time, no dishes to wash, no clothes that need to be washed. All is provided and in technicolor. Alive. The flowers sing. The trees dance and make music. Everything is alive. You will have to see it so you can sing about it. It will be a wonderful trip… the first of many for you two. Yes, you can bring friends on some of the trips. You are so welcome. I love you, Mar.

Q3– Love, I know you have plans for me but I am afraid I may mess it up… make the wrong decisions. Would you please let me know what is God’s will. Help me with each decision. Guide me each step of the way. If I make a wrong turn, don’t let me walk on without turning around and recalibrating. Be my GPS, each moment, let me know if I am on the right road or if I need to choose a different path. I only want what God wants. Help me know what to do. Help me love you more and more each day.

***I will be with you always. Just look for me and you will see… you will know the way. I will be showing you each step. Do not worry about making mistakes.   As long as you desire to do God’s will, look for guidance and you will find it. I am for you… so who could be against you? Your love is growing leaps and bounds; you can’t feel it because you forget where you came from. Don’t look back, but know that you have come a far distance towards uniting your will to ours. You are in a good spot. Your faith is strong. Your hope in me is stronger than steel and your love is sweet as honey. I will work in you and help you grow stronger, more loving, and show you each and every step to take. When it appears I am not near, that is when I am carrying you. Know that we will never leave you, abandon you, or give up on you. Never. You are deeply loved. You are the precious daughter of the most High God and creator of all the Universes.

Q4-Mom, please pray for my dad and AH. They have need for special prayers. You know all that I’ve been praying for them. Please intercede for me to join me in prayer to God.

*** Yes, I feel your heart going out for AH. And your prayers for your dad have been heartfelt as well. I will talk with the Father and together we will lift both of them up to God. May His will be done… on earth as it is in Heaven.

Actions Requested:

When I win the lottery, Keep the Condo for bandmates/friends to stay.

I will be shown every step to take.

When I feel alone, that is when God is carrying me.

Keep praying for AH and Dad.

Closing Remarks:

Thank you… though the sun’s eclipse looks final, surely He will rise again. Amen!       Xo ~Mar

Q1- Father God, I am sleepy. I had a hard time waking up this morning. I would like to get up tomorrow at 5 or 6… preferably 5. Could you help me get to sleep tonight early? I couldn’t fall asleep last night until around midnight. I need to shift my sleep schedule.

*** yes, if you go to tennis tonight, you will be sleepy by 10. Take a short nap after this meeting for about 30 minutes. It will help boost your energy. It may take a lot of effort to get up tomorrow at 5 but once your alarm goes off, go straight to the kitchen and down a glass of water, then get yourself some coffee. You’ll wake up eventually, it may take a little getting used to.

Q2-Jesus, I feel such sadness for all that is going on in our country. Where do we go from here? How do we get out of the hatred and fear? Racial tensions are high. I love all people. I don’t understand why people hate. What can I do to help what’s going on? I don’t see skin color… I only want to see you in their eyes. I want to love everyone with the love that you have for each person.

*** It may be difficult when so much hurt has been inflicted on a person, they may not understand where you are coming from. Don’t let that stop you from being your friendly self. Smile. Don’t be afraid when other people are not receptive to your friendliness. Most people will appreciate it, though. Love with the love I have for them… share your love with all people no matter the cost. If you are hated because of me, if you are persecuted because of me, if you die because of me, know that you are on this earth to love all people. No matter the cost- love.

Q3- Love, will you please fill my heart and soul with the love of Jesus? I need more so I can give away more. I feel tired and drained of love. I need your infilling so I can overflow and give away your love to all I meet.

*** close your eyes… breathe in deeply… hold it… breathe out slowly. Do you feel it? It feels like a warm and peaceful blanket. Soak it up. This love will be available to give away to others but you need to rest in God in order for this to fill up your soul with love. Take 5 minutes right now… then get in the habit of doing this every hour or so. It will help in many ways that you will benefit and will help you be a blessing to others.

Actions Requested:

Rest in God’s love 5 minutes every hour. This time will help you love others more fully.

No matter the cost- love. Love all people with the love of Christ.

5am: Drink water first then get coffee… then I will start waking up.

Closing Remarks:  Thank you that you are in control and that you say you will sort out the racial problems we are facing as a nation. Help me be used as your instrument of peace. Help me show love to all people, especially when I feel an anger or hatred towards me for no apparent reason except that I may be a different race than them. Help all Americans show love for each other. I pray for all people to love each other as love them as they love themselves. I pray for an end of police brutality and pray for the safety of the policemen and women who are doing their job and doing it professionally. Please sort out this mess and show victory over this spirit of racism and hatred. I love you, God. Thank you that you are in control and will sort everything out for your people. Amen! XO~Mar

Q1- Dad, I am sorry I did not make the board meeting a priority yesterday… I can’t believe I skipped it the day after you told me to make it a priority. I think I need to switch to first thing in the morning? (Instead of before I go to bed.) What do you think?

*** You should do whatever you think works best with your schedule. Maybe it would be good to try to get up early and go for a walk or do the Hula Hoop, shower and then a board meeting… all before you start your day? You would need to get up about 2 hours before you go to work. If you go to bed at 10 you could easily get up at 5am. Let’s try it. I bet you will love it! {Ok! Sounds like a good way to start my day. Help me fall asleep and wake up, please?} Ok, I think this will transform your whole week. I will bless your efforts. Try to get some bible reading in your day, too. You will be so glad you did it.

Q2- Jesus, what is the Salesian Cooperative all about? Should I go to the informational meeting to find out more? How much time would I need to dedicate? What sorts of things would I be doing? Should I take a poetry/creative writing class? Tennis… Or am I trying to pack in too much in addition to guitar/uke and songwriting/recording… I need more time! It’s all so much fun… I love having options.

*** Try not to over book yourself with too many obligations. Getting up earlier will help a lot. Less time on FaceBook will help. I think you could take advantage of the writing group that meets up instead of paying to take a writing class that will take so much time and may be more stressful than fun. So, write on your own and go to the meet up for writing. As for the Salesian Cooperative… go to the informational meeting to see what it is about and meet the people you would be doing it with. You would love helping youth and spreading the gospel… that is mainly what it is about. I think you may be really transformed if you decide to do the Salesian Cooperative. Definitely go to the informational meeting, you will be glad you did.

Q3- Love, please tell me something I need to hear.

*** You are too hard on yourself. You are trying your best to be a blessing to others… you have grown quite a bit, but your limitations of stress and the symptoms of Schizoaffective Disease are difficult to manage when you are tired, or challenged mentally. Your brain is always working over-time and you don’t take any time for yourself to just relax and daydream or think of nothing. When you don’t help yourself relax, you have difficulties in finding the energy to be a blessing to others. Also, when you have the Good/Evil cycling on the people you are talking with, it is nearly impossible for you to do some things that you would otherwise like to do. You should not be so hard on yourself because you can only do so much. You really need to slow down and chillax sometimes. I thing starting your day earlier will help with this a lot. Reflect often and think of God, praise him throughout the day and breathe deeply… slowly… often. Your home is getting very decluttered and it has been a huge benefit for your mind. Try to go through the other closets this week and the Garage next weekend would be a good plan.   Declutter your calendar and plan things, but be flexible. Rest if you are tired and nothing absolutely needs to get done, except your priority of a board meeting each day, DB and your home, Your work, exercise, and Whole Food Plant Based Low Fat diet. The rest is all optional. Plan your work/fun and then follow through as best as you can. No obligations. Feel free to say No if you want. Smile and enjoy! It is a wonderful life, I know you are grateful for all you have. Ask God what needs to be done and ask for ideas of what you can do to be a blessing to others… then if you are up for it, do something for others.

Q4– Momma, I love you! Could you please help me be a blessing to others? Could you give me ideas that would be things that I could do that maybe I don’t think of? I would like to grow in this area. I want to be more like Jesus and I know I have so far to go to even scratch the surface! Help me, please.

*** Of course, I would love to help you! If you get your rest, I will be able to help you more, so try to get to bed by 10 and get up earlier. Take your day more slowly and enjoy each moment. I would love to give you some ideas. As you slow down, you will have more patience which will help immensely in this area. You will have a more peaceful and thoughtful mannerism which will be wonderful for the people you interact with. Be easier on yourself. The guilt you feel is not helping. The Salesian Cooperative will help you grow in many areas. It would be wonderful if you decide to do it, you will really grow in love for others. See what the time dedication is and see if they are flexible with their schedules. Don’t commit to too much, but it may be a wonderful addition to your life experience. We love you.

Actions Requested:

Don’t be so hard on yourself.

Don’t commit to too much.

Get up earlier for board meetings.

Rest in the afternoon if I am tired.

 Closing Remarks: Thank you for all your help and the good ideas. I am excited for this week. Please help me get to sleep tonight so I can get on the new schedule. I would like to get up around 5am. Please help me get going… I know once I move around a little and get some water and coffee, it’s smooth sailing and I’m good to go. Thank you for showing me things that I should do with my schedule. I appreciate your help. I love you guys. Good Night. Amen! Xo ~Mar

Q1- Dad, I was wondering if you need me to do something that I have overlooked or neglected to do for you. I have many reminders on my phone that are constantly going off, so I turned most of them off. Is there something I should add in my daily reminders?

*** I would like you to take 15 minutes each day to just daydream. Rest and know I am with you. I will share many future events with you and give you strength for the times when you feel defeated. When the enemy attacks you, you will have strength from drinking from the well of my love each day for those 15 minutes. You will love it and may do the 15 minutes several times throughout the day, but to get into the habit just start with once a day. You will not want to miss our “appointment” once you come to this well of love that I have for you. You can meet me anytime of the day and it can vary day by day… just fit it in whenever best fits into your schedule.

Q2- Jesus, I am so happy tonight. Things seem under control, in order, lining up perfectly, no anxiety, no paranoia… could you please help me make this last? I have been mentally healthy (so it seems to me) for a long time and I am just so grateful that you are lining up all things and take such good care of me. I wanted to thank you.   Could you do me a favor and watch over my mental health, and keep me stable?

***I tell you, you will not have another episode of mania and your anxiety will decrease over time. I will help you get through the difficult times ahead. You will not have any more problems with Paranoia like you have experienced in the past. You are so welcome. I am just sorry you have been through so much with this cross and you have bare it with courage.   You don’t need to worry about this anymore. I will help you get to where you need to be and you should know that one day you will be restored completely healed and paid back double for your trouble.

Q3- Love, my buddy, my sweet and beautiful Holy Spirit, could you tell me something you want me to know? Do you want to remind me of anything or tell me something new that I should know?

*** I love you. I am glad that are coming to board meetings and you should know that these meetings are mandatory. You missed yesterday, and we don’t want you to make a habit of skipping meetings. It may seem to you that this is all in your imagination, but that is incorrect. These words are true. This is real and it is a beautiful connection we make with you at the EPP Board Meetings. We must speak with you here and we have much to share with you. It is key to the success of the plan and this process will only unfold properly when we have open lines of communication. We love you and we are not upset with you at all… we just want you to be aware of the importance and truths that are spoken here. Ok?   {ok, I am sorry I took these meetings so casually and for thinking that this is not really making any difference.}  

Q4-Momma, I want to be a mighty warrior for the Kingdom! I want to take back territory from the enemy. What is the best way to go forward with this goal in mind? Do you have any suggestions?

*** Time with God… those 15 minute appointments will equip you and give you the strength you will need. You will grow so much when you take this time each day. It may not seem like much time, but you will find that you want to make more and more time for God once you get started. Don’t multi task or read anything during this time. Be in silence and ready to receive from the Father. You don’t need to write anything down, either. You will want to read the bible more often, but this 15 minutes will be dedicated to just receiving His love and hear him talk with you. He will tell you many secrets during your appointments. We are excited for you, you will bloom into a beautiful soul with love overflowing for others. The appointments are key to your success… this is vital. Don’t miss out on the love He has for you. Make this a priority. I know you are busy, but make the time for this. Ok? Ok. We love you.

Actions Requested:

15 minute appointment with God each day. It will give me strength for the battles to come.

I will not have another episode of Mania or extreme paranoia!!! Praise God!

Meetings are mandatory. Truths are spoken here and they are important to my mission.

15 minute appointments with God are Priority #1, prioritize it!

Closing Remarks: Thank you, God, for your love, guidance, forgiveness, and time. Help me not to miss board meetings or my “appointments with God”. I am so grateful for you and that you put up with me. Help me be who you want me to be. Equip and empower me to do your will. Show me what to do each day. Amen!     Xo ~Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, God, for the amazing and beautiful sunset tonight over our little backyard lake. It is gorgeous! Thank you for a nice long walk with Kat tonight. Thank you for my honey, DB. Thank you for my family. Thank you that you are working mighty miracles in my life. Thank you for healing my dad. Thank you for always hearing my prayers and for your love, guidance and mercy. Thank you for exposing the darkness in this world. Thank you that you have amazing plans in store for our world. Thank you that the light will overcome all darkness in this world. Thank you that you have given me the power over the enemy through Jesus Christ. Thank you that you will show me what needs to be done in my ministry. Thank you that you will use me and give me all that I will need in order to succeed in my mission/assignment- all for you and your glory.

Q1- Father-God, I can’t do this on my own, and that is good because you are the one in control. I am finally letting go. I will trust in you. You never failed before. IF there is a road I should walk, help me find it… whatever your will… can you help me find it? (Sidewalk Profits) You are giving me grace for every step I take. I will wait for you. If I need to be still, give me peace for the moment. I life my empty hands, come fill me up again. Have your way, my King. You are all I need.

*** I thought you would like that song, Mar. I love you and I will help you find your way. Rest in my love. I am here for you- always with you, always loving you, always just a glance inside, just a breath away. I am with you in the joyful moments and I carry you in the trenches of this war. I will fight your battles. Only look to me. I am your father and I love you. I watch over you and protect your every step. I make all difficult things easier to handle and will navigate your way back home and will help all my children come to their welcome home party… it’s going to be a fabulous eternal party full of love and laughter. Tell them they need to “RSVP” to the eternal party! Jesus is inviting everyone… all the cool kids are going to be there! Heaven is one big party full of more joy than you could ever imagine.  

Q2- Jesus, thank you for your love and friendship. I am so glad to know you and your love makes up for any difficulty I could ever have. I know that one day I will be with you in person… and knowing you is all I need to get through this life. I would like to ask you a huge favor. Would you please come visit me (before I come home to heaven through physical death)   Can I take a tour of Heaven sometime soon, I promise I’ll come back to take care of my assignment and work my mission of sending out the invitations to the Eternal Party. It will help me understand what I am asking people to do, to know how great Heaven truly is… I need to experience it to talk about it. Don’t I? Yes, of course, it would be a very beneficial thing for me to do.

***lol, Mar, I love your reasoning. Yes, of course it would help you accomplish your assignment. I will talk it over with the Father to see when he wants you to come for your first trip. (I say “first” trip because you WILL be coming often for your tours, parties, and vacations… day trips and weekend trips.) You and DB will be frequent fliers up here and your trips here will be busy. Everyone wants to talk with you, you have many friends in heaven. Can’t you hear them cheering you on? They laugh with you and when you are sad, they pray for you… all the saints and angels are rooting for you, love you, and can’t wait to meet with you to give you some new ideas you may want to try. We have some “downloads” for you that will enable you to play instruments, sing and dance in a way never heard of before. You will amaze even yourself. Love will use you as His instrument of Peace. You’ll love every minute of it. Think of that when you feel defeated… it’s the enemy trying to bring you down. When you laugh and remember this, you will defeat the enemies plans against you- you will be one big headache for Lucy. He doesn’t know what to do with you, you’ll be laughing so hard at his antics… he will get nowhere with you, he will flee from your presence one day soon, you will be free from his nuisance. Such an annoyance to you, I know. Hang in there, just a little bit longer and things will improve in this area.

Q3-Love, can you see about arranging a tour bus that can take me and a bunch of my friends/family along on trips to Heaven?

*** You want to bring friends now? What do you think I am, a travel agent?!!! LOL!!! I’m joking, Mar. Of course, you can have all the trips you want!! You can bring whoever you want and I promise everyone will have a great time! And did I mention it will be the time of their lives? I see your smile, you don’t believe me? Of course, I am being honest… would I lie to you? I’m serious! This is going to be the hottest ticket to get… the ticket to heaven… tell everyone to RSVP and maybe they can get a trip of their own… pre-death trip… lol. That means they have to promise to come back if it’s not their time. I have assignments for each and every person on earth. There is much work to do in the world. The light of God needs to become so bright that no one can escape the goodness of God. Enjoy your assignment and don’t look back. You will not believe the life you will live… thank you for saying “yes”, it is going to be incredible… majestic and “better than you could ever imagine.”

Q4-Momma, I love you! Thank you for interceding for me. Your prayers with Father God are definitely working. I can tell you and He have been hard at work. Could you ask him again for me/with me to see if I could win Powerball tonight? 28 38 53 57 62…12 that’s what the Hoosier lottery gave me as numbers on the quick pick. Could you make a special request for me, on my behalf, ask Daddy if he would like me to start EPP,Inc and if he could invest in it and ShamRock Studios? I have the 4 lots picked out … right on the edge of the corn field… just like I saw in my vision in 1989! I would love to start the new chapter of this story. This page is getting old and tattered. Lol.

*** I love you, too! Just know that I am always talking with Father God about this very subject. He has a lot of plans for you and is busy getting all things lined up perfectly. He has all things planned out, so you don’t need to worry about missing anything or messing up anything. He knows every move you make and it will all work out. Even when it doesn’t look like it is working out the right way, He’s got that covered, too. All you need is Patience, love and faith. Divine Timing. God-ordained timing. He’s going to have you where you need to be at the precise moment every moment of every day. You truly don’t need to worry about a thing…. And I told him (as if He might need a reminder… NOT!!!)… that your numbers tonight are 28 38 53 57 62 …12 Hang on, it’s going to be a little wild but you’ve got this… you got it all under control. This may be your lucky night. Keep hoping. Pray and thank God for all things … all good things come from God. He has you in the palm of His hand. You’re doing great. Hang on.

Actions Requested:

I will get downloads that will enable me to Sing, dance and play all sorts of instruments. I will surprise even myself!

I will be God’s instrument of Peace (one of many)

Many trips to Heaven are in my future! And I get to bring friends!

Hang on! Remember I will always be where I need to be.

I don’t need to worry about a thing.

Closing Remarks: I am so glad that you guys haven’t given up on me! Thank you for your prayers, love, assistance and guidance. Thank you that you have me in the palm of your hand, please all pray for me and help me get to this next new day… new chapter in this book of my life. I’m ready! Whenever you are, I am…. Lift off, lift off… lift off! Amen! XO, Mar

Q1- Abba, dad, Father, papa… Help me! I don’t know what my next move is. I’ve been praying and praying and I finally decided to just give it all over to you. I can’t do this, but you can! Thank you for your love, kindness, guidance, protection, and that you will is to be done on earth as it is in Heaven! What should I do now? (now that I’ve blown it many times this last week… failing my tests. I’m sorry.)

*** just sit tight. No need to be sorry; just do your best and I’ll do the rest. I’ll be busy at work on this project of ours. I will help your dad and he will get better, lose the weight, he will be healed in all areas and get younger each day. His leg will be restored along with his circulation, cardiovascular and renewed from his head to his toes! Just sit tight and watch ME do this.

Q2-Jesus, Thank you in advance for looking after and healing my father completely! I am believing in your miracle working love in our lives! This time, when we see the healing, I will lead all of us in gratitude, praising your mighty name, and making sure you get the glory. I love you, Jesus. I am so sorry that I did not do this important and right thing by thanking you and giving you the glory. I was in disbelief and shock. I will not let that stop me from proclaiming your praise and gratitude next time. I promise! Help me love you more. Help me always to give you praise and thanks for your goodness. I don’t know why I was in such disbelief and shock… If I pray to you, you hear me and you answer my prayers… what’s to be in shock about? Haha, it was just like when I was a kid and played “Ms. Hoodah” where I would put on a skit where I had a pillow in my shirt to look fat and would go behind the back room, make a lot of noise and then come out skinny (without the pillow in my clothes.) It was miraculous weight loss Ms. Hoodah Skit for real life… on my dad’s real life weight! I think anyone would be in shock, don’t you think? Next time, (soon I hope) When dad’s leg is healed and supernatural weight loss, and years taken off him, I will notice and praise you and lead my whole family into praising your mighty healing name!

***Hahah, yes, Mar, you will lead many to praise my name. I hear your prayers and I will answer them. Your dad’s health will be completely restored and you will both lose weight supernaturally! It will be awesome and you will give thanks where gratitude is necessary for additional miracles to occur. I am glad to help you and can’t wait to see your whole family excited of the powerful and almighty God who will make a move not only to your family but your entire town! (For starters) My glory and power will be strong in your life, you will see many miracles occur. Keep pressing in for your dad’s healing. It’s just a matter of time. Hang on, it’s going to be a wild ride! J

Q3- Love, thank you for getting me to where I need to be. Thank you for getting me out of this dread/funk and defeat minded mindset. Thank you that you reminded me who I am (a beloved child of the most-high God, creator of the Universe… MY DAD!) and you reminded me that what God wants, God gets…and I want what God wants… so it’s all good.

*** You are so right, God always gets what He wants! How could you think that he is struggling? Lucy is no match for the Father! I know you have been lied to and manipulated by the enemy and so your thinking only needed a tune up and reminder of how awesome Father God is and how powerful he truly is. You don’t need to worry about a thing. I will make sure you get to your destination… each step of the way. Just don’t give up! Keep coming to adoration chapel and mass. You will be strengthened by it and we can move more mightily in your life when you do this. Ok? Ok. We love you. Just a little bit longer. I hear your prayers and we are going to take care of everything! Don’t you worry.

Q4-Mom, Could you intercede to the Father for me for my dad’s healing? Also, could you maybe (just a side note) ask Holy Spirit to take away my gray hair and give me a color that he would most like me to have… blue/black? Or some other color? Would that be something you would maybe want to do for me (in addition to my pop’s healing)

*** I am praying with you for your dad all the time. He will be ok. Keep pressing in prayer. I will also arrange for your hair to be the exact color that Jesus would like. You don’t need to worry about this, it is all lined up and taken care of for you. You will love it. If you truly want it done overnight while you sleep, we can probably arrange for it, or we can set you up with a great stylist. We’ll see about this after your dad is healed. Ok?   (Don’t forget to give God the glory in your dad’s healing!)

Actions Requested:

God will be taking care of my dad and miracles will happen soon. Thx, Jesus!!!

You’ll need to pull out the big red purse for the show! Ms. Hoodah Returns II

God always gets what he wants. Lucy is no match for God!

Don’t forget to give God the glory for my dad’s healing! Don’t be shocked this time!

Closing Remarks: Thank you for your forgiveness and new beginnings! Thank you that you didn’t give up on me! Thank you for DB, I love him so dang much! Please help us all get healthy and please blessed us with your promises for a new future. A new life. A new outlook and for your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven. Help me write some new songs/poems and please bless my efforts in playing the guitar and creating new songs. I love you! Amen!   Xo ~Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, God, for America, our freedom to worship you, a blessed life. Thank you, God, for family! Thank you for our health and our marriage. Thank you for my parents and their love and friendship. Thank you that even though I make mistakes, and lack in many areas, you are working in my life. Thank you that you will help me become who I want to be. Thank you for your guidance. Thank you for forgiving me for being a grouch this weekend. Thank you, God, that you are with me and guide me and lead me to my destiny. Thank you for music and the beautiful fireworks tonight.

 Q1- Jesus, would you please heal my dad’s leg?  It is painful for him and it makes me sad to see him not feeling well. Please restore his health, circulation restored, supernatural weight loss, any cancer to disappear and not come back and for his heart, oxygen and nutrients to reach every cell in his body, heal him from his head to his toes. In your holy name, Jesus, I pray.

*** I hear your prayers, Mar. Keep pressing on. Your prayers are heard but there is much warfare going on. You know what I mean. Keep praying and stay positive. It will all work out for the Glory of God. Don’t worry so much. He will be ok no matter what happens, it is for the best. God has all things working out for our good.

Q2-God, I am feeling defeated. It looks so dark right now… how will you work this all out? I am a mess spiritually, physically out of sorts, mentally I am feeling like I’m so inadequate; how can you use me? I feel like my prayers are not reaching you… nothing is coming together like I thought it would. Have I lost this “thing” you’ve apparently got going but I feel so alone. Are you with me? Come on, my soul is crying out. I don’t know what I can do. I don’t want to lose; I just want to know what in the heck I’m supposed to do. I am about to tears and really don’t know what I am supposed to be doing in all this. I am so sorry that I have such weak faith in this “process”. I need my dad. He needs healing.   I blew it before, I won’t make that mistake again… to God be the glory in healings!!!

*** Mar, you will light the way for my return. I will split the sky in two and we will fly to be with you… Listen to the song. You and Jesus will be powerful together in starting the Eternal Party. I know it looks dark right now. Pay no mind to it. You are right. You are a weak vessel but I use the imperfect; you are in good company. I know and you know that you are doing your best. That is all I can ask for. Your faith is shaken. You need to remember who your God is. I am the God who created the Universe, you are trying to do this on your own effort. That will be impossible. Lean on me. Remember, I have all things under control. Your dad is not going anywhere. I have him in the palm of my hand. Nothing will happen that I don’t allow. Pray for his healing, supernatural weigh loss, long life, grow younger each day.   It will be amazing. Look up! You’re near to heaven… it is at your hand, my Kingdom will come, my will is being done. Hang on. It will get better.

Q3-Holy Spirit, Help! I want to fight a good fight, but I don’t know what I’m doing! Did I cause my dad’s infection to get worse today when I was mad at him over a silly thing? I am so sorry, if I caused it! If that is true, and if by some odd reason this actually happened, tell me… can I cause positive outcomes by my thoughts just as powerfully? I love my dad… I don’t want him to ever die, I don’t want him to be sick…I want him healthy, vibrant, young again, lean, fit, and able to be with us during this whole process! Please, Love, Please heal my dad completely. Give me the right thoughts, help me not to be angry with him or anyone ever again. Please take away any paranoia, and help me think right loving thoughts. Help me to pray. Give me the right words, sing in tongues through me. Give us all we need to succeed in this process. I really, really, really need your help! So, please, God, HELP me. I can’t do this. I am a grouch and a bad daughter, aunt, neice, wife, friend… this weekend proves that. I am so sorry. I am a mess. Help me, help me be a better person and help me pray.

*** hang on, tomorrow is another day. You had a tough weekend, tiring, and trying. You aren’t used to no down time and having company is stressful especially for you. I will help you in all these areas. Listen to some up lifting music. Yes, go ahead and crank it up… find out where to throw your cape… You are a child of God, you are a super awesome amazing person. You are too hard on yourself. Pray the chaplet for your dad and a decade of the rosary. For the intention of your dad’s health.

Q4-Momma, I need you! Will you pray with me for my pops?

*** Yes, let’s go to your office. I will pray with you.

 Actions Requested:

Pray! Pray with Blessed Mother for Dad.

Everything will be ok. Hang on. God is in control.

 Closing Remarks: Thank you for not abandoning me. I love you. Help me pray. I beg you to heal my dad’s leg, and restore him to his youth, physically fit and free. Help us all in this Process. Amen! Xo~Mar