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Q1- Father God, what should I do about reserving the name EPP and should I start the business without help and without the funds to pay for LLC registration. I don’t know what you want me to do. What is my next step? I emailed D.E. and have not heard back from him yet, so I don’t yet know all my options. I just want to make sure the name EPP is not taken. Could you please protect the name so it will be available when I am ready? Will you please help me? Could you please invest in EPP and Sham-Rock Studios?

***Give it time. Don’t run ahead of me. My divine timing is leading you in all things. Take your time. I am in control and you do not need to worry about this. You don’t need to worry about a thing. I will make my leading known to you. Don’t make the mistake of second guessing yourself. Go to me, go to God, in prayer you will learn many things. For now, sit tight until you have the answers to your questions for D.E. You will be pleasantly surprised at how things shake out.

Q2– Jesus, what would you like me to know tonight that I need to hear?

***I am with you. God has it all under control. All is unfolding as planned.   Keep calm. Enjoy the ride. Don’t worry, be happy, now. Lol.

Q3- Love, I need your help. I want to run a business for God and to follow His lead; to do his will. Just one problem, I have no idea what that would be and I don’t want to run ahead of him… there is a divine timing on all things. What should we do about this potential serious problem? (trying to follow His lead… not hearing him and running ahead of him is the issue here.)

***  two things: when in doubt, don’t… ask and listen, then heed the advice you receive. Second: take time to ask and listen, then take the time to lay out your plan of action. Take your time to plan your work, then work the plan.

Q4-Mom, my momma in combat boots, I love you! What can I do this week that would be most beneficial for following Jesus and doing the one thing most important needing to be done?

*** listen. Listen. Listen! Then take time to listen some more… listen for the still small voice. God has much to tell you. Believe that he wants to talk with you. It is not just all in your mind. I will help you sort things out, but the Father has all things lined up for you. Help is on the way. Hang tight. We love you. Take time for listening and have your questions answered in these most important meeting/soaking sessions. Soak up his love and listen for his lead.

 Actions Requested:

Don’t run ahead of God. He has divine timing in all things, especially EPP.

God has all things under control. Keep calm & enjoy the ride.

When in doubt, don’t.

Take time to listen, soak up his love and listen for his lead.

Listen to God and ask him questions.

Soak up His love and listen for his lead.

 Closing Comments & Petitions: Thank you, God, for putting up with me. Thank you for your love, guidance and understanding. Help me in my work, help me in planning EPP, help me write some new songs, help me be all that you have for me to be, equip and empower me to be all that you call me to be. Amen! Xo ~Mar

Q1– Father God, I love you, could you give me some news that will encourage me on my path?

*** I haven’t overlooked you. I see all that you have been doing and your faithful dedication. You are exactly where I want you to be at all times. You have no chance in messing up the plans. You and I will be working closely together soon and these meetings will be even more important as time goes on. It is good that you put the lottery ticket into your safe deposit box at the bank. You may want to consider buying a safe box at some point, but for now, that is a good alternative. You will be glad it is in a safe place when you win the jackpot… and you will win one day soon. I love you, too, and have amazing plans in store for you. You are part of a process… part of an incredible plan. Enjoy the ride!

Q2- Jesus, I love you! Do you have plans for the wedding feast?

*** Well, yes… yes I do! I get to share all that with you one day, but for now, just keep ready. You, my bride, will be glad you said yes to our plans. One day, it will all make sense. One day you and I will have an embrace with a love like none other. I know your heart. I love you through and through. My bride, I adore you. xo

Q3– Love, Holy Spirit, I love you! Do you want to tell me something that I should know?

*** I know you are tired. I know you are getting weary. I will give you the strength you need. I am with you and see all that you are going through. Your efforts are making headlines in heaven. We are all cheering you onward with a great love filled with encouragement. Can you hear them screaming your name? I didn’t think so, but it is possible if you listen real close, you may be able to hear it. It is another dimension, but you will soon be multi- dimensional and be allowed to travel within worlds. You will love the “vacations”, the mini day trips that will seem to last weeks. It will be very relaxing, soothing, interesting, and treasured by all who are invited to come along with you. You will be refreshed and amazed at the things you will see and experience… your trips to heaven and around the world will be headlines all over the world. As you take people with you on trips, you will become a person that has much to share with the world. You will be a pioneer in supernatural travel and many people will follow in your footsteps. God has much to teach you and show you. You will love every minute of it.

Q4– Mom, how is the battle against Lucy and his minions going? Have we taken any territory back? What should I do to help the cause?

*** The battle is in full gear. Much territory is being restored. What you can do is simple. Pray, love and laugh. Don’t take life so seriously. We know who wins, so you don’t need to worry so much. Keep praying and doing what you feel called to do. Board meetings are imperative, so don’t skip them.   Get your sleep and exercise. Continue low fat vegan plant based eating. You are doing great. Enjoy the ride!

 Actions Requested:

I have no chance of messing up the plans of God.

My groom adores me… the wedding feast will be a great party.

Trips to heaven and around the world await me.

Pray, love and laugh. Sleep, exercise and LFHC diet.

Closing Comments & Petitions: Thank you for meeting with me. I am sorry I am so tired I will try to get more sleep tonight. Please heal all the people on my prayer list, especially my Dad, Sean and Sara. Please invest in EPP soon, and keep me on the right path. I love you guys! Thank you for calling me to serve. Help me be who you want me to be. Equip and empower me to fulfill all that I am called to do… help me know what you want. I try my best. I love you! Amen! Xo ~Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you for giving me such an amazing life! I know I have issues, man, do I know… but I love life! Thank you for giving me a fun personality, a grateful heart, family and friends, work that I enjoy, music and the ability to record songs I create and for a good sense of humor. Thank you for your love, divine mercy, friendship, guidance, joy, faith, and all good things… they are all from you. Thank you, Lord! You are so good to me! Thank you for a peaceful home, love, laughter, joy and good times. Thank you that when I go through despair, you are there. Thank you that you watch over me, leading me, and love me; even when I mess up. You’re the best! I love you, dad.

Q1-Pappa, I love you! Could you tell me something I should be aware of today and this week in particular?

***Write a song. Relax. Get up early and finish work early so you can work on EPP DBA, Song writing, Recording, make a dish in your new instant pot. Enjoy the week. I have good plans for you. Don’t forget to go to the bank to deposit your new lottery tickets for the month. Relax and enjoy the moment… each moment as it comes to you. Rest up and know that I am with you.

Q2– Jesus, I love you! What would you like me to know about my marriage… anything I should know that would help me with some of the issues we are dealing with? Namely my lotto fascination may be causing DB issues with me. L

*** oh, fooey. Just ignore it when he poo-poo’s your ideas. Don’t tell him about what you’re up to if it bothers him, just enjoy the process without including him. That’s ok. Don’t worry, you don’t talk about it that much, anyways. He will regret giving you a hard time once you win… lol. Have fun dreaming, day dreaming, planning, planning and scheming… you are having a blast in getting ready, so don’t let DB ruin your fun. We love you! Keep dreaming, scheming, and having fun! That’s the way, uh huh, uh huh, I like it! Uh huh, uh huh! J

Q3- Love, I adore you! Help me love you more… help me know you more. What should I know that will get me more in tune with you, know you better, and love you more?

***quiet time with the most holy trinity… spend time on your loveseat in your office/relaxation/ prayer room… that is your sacred space. Enjoy it when you are in there. I will definitely talk with you when you set aside time with God there. Also, when you work, focus on my love for you and for the world. Work with me and I will help you succeed in finding excellent appointments for your clients. I am with you always. I love you and never leave you to yourself alone in your struggles. I will help you in all things. I will especially assist you in your daily struggles and will see you to the end of the race in victory. The victory bash will be amazing! We are already planning it all out for your return home. You will have a victory bash unlike any ever known before! Relax, you’re way ahead of the game, even though it may not look like it, you’re miles ahead of where we thought you would be by now. Love you, Mar!

Q4– Momma, you rock! I love your combat boots and your tough warfare attitude… with style and grace. Help me be more like you. Give me purity of heart. Help me know how best to defeat the enemy in the battles I face with him each day. You know what I am going through and you may have an idea of the best way to fight to win for Jesus. What should I know for victory in my life over the darkness?

*** You are facing much pressure and push back from the enemy. Mark my words… you are doing fantastically wonderful. You have NOTHING to worry about. You have all of heaven on your side and if God is with you, who could be against you? No one. That’s who. We love you immensely and you are so well taken care of, it’s ridiculous. You are so way ahead of the enemy. This race is a cinch for you. Keep plugging along, you are doing great. Keep praying for the jackpot and investment funds for EPP and Sham-Rock Studios! We love you!

Actions Requested:

Write a song. Relax. Enjoy the moment.

Keep scheming, dreaming and having fun!

Loveseat quiet time… victory bash will be like none other!

I am doing fantastically wonderful… I have nothing to worry about.

Keep praying for investment to EPP and Sham-Rock Studios!

 Closing Comments & Petitions: Thank you so much for all your help, love, attention, protections, guidance and laughter.   I love you guys so dang much! Thank you for music, fun times, your love and for allowing me to humbly be at your service.   Help me be humble, hard-working and keep me on task at all times. Help me find time and make it a priority to spend time wit you, God, each day and to bask in your love. Amen!    Xo ~ Mar.

Q1- Dad, don’t let my passion die. Infuse me with your love for all and help me be an instrument of your peace. I am getting old, but I know that you won’t let me mess this up or miss my purpose in life. You haven’t forgotten me, right?

*** lol, I am laughing because you forgot who is in control. It’s me, Mar… your dad. Would I allow you to go through all that you’ve been through for nothing? I created the universe. I won’t let you miss your purpose. I have not forgotten you. I love you and have you in the palm of my hand. You will soon see that I haven’t forgotten you. I have heard your cry. {where would I be without your love? Thank you, Father.} I would like you to know that though things look dark, morning is just around the corner.

Q2- Jesus, I am so worried about my dad. Please, please, please heal him from head to toe. Please give him supernatural weight loss… I pray for your will to be done in my dad’s life. Please allow him to live many more years with us… I need him. I love him and it makes me so mad at myself for ruining the miracle of weight loss by not being grateful when it happened miraculously. I don’t know why I was not grateful… what was I thinking? I confessed it in reconciliation, so I know I am forgiven. Please give me another chance. Please allow my dad tonight to lose weight and be healthy and whole again in the morning. I pray in your mighty and holy name, Jesus. Please, please hear my cry. Please heal my dad’s leg, give every cell the oxygen and nutrients they need and most of all, Jesus, please give my father supernatural weight loss in a miracle that will be much appreciated by me and my whole family.

*** Keep pressing in for a miracle. Go to the adoration chapel and pray as much as you can this week. It is very important that you put this into my hands after you pray, believe and have faith for his healing and weight loss to take place. It is going to happen, only believe. {thank you, God, I receive it for my dad! Thank you!}

Q3- Love, never once have you left me to myself. You are always with me. Guide me, I pray, that you will help me be the person you want me to be. Help me, equip me, empower me to be all that you call me to be. Lead me to your will. Help me know what I am supposed to do. Help me be more grateful and loving, more considerate and giving. Help me remember to be a blessing to others. Show me what to do.

*** Deed, word, and prayer. Ask yourself what you can do in these areas and you will see a whole new aspect of yourself. You will come away with a new hope and love for life. You only need to ask yourself those 3 questions: What can I do to help? What can I say that would help? What can I pray the would help? In all things pray to God, and hope, believe, with gratitude, ask your Father who gives all sorts of good things to his children. God loves you so much. One day you will wonder how you ever could feel so far away from God; when you see how much he entirely loves you through and through. Your mistakes have no power over His love for you. When you fall, he tenderly picks you up with a smile on his face and lovingly puts you on the right road to walk. He carries you when you feel most alone. It’s ok to cry, bear. You can let it out… the pain is real. I know how much you want to be with us. And I know how much you want to start the next chapter. You will be so relieved when you see Him work miracles in your life. When you know you are not crazy for thinking all these things. You are not imagining or fantasizing about Sham-Rock studio, Eternal Party People… it’s a genius plan. God put these dreams into your heart and your spirit is alive in His loving guidance. He will invest in EPP. Be glad and rejoice, you’re about to step into the next chapter. Hang on. It’s gonna be a little bumpy and wild… all things will smooth out and become better than you could ever imagine. Be courageous.

Q4- Mom, Help me learn how to pray better. What can I do differently?

***Don’t forget who your God is. He is an awesome God. He is your Father who loves you. He can do whatever he wants. He is in control. Don’t forget. Don’t think he can’t do something, when all he needs to do is give one glance and planets line up… he can handle a lot of things that you are not giving him credit for or even thinking he can do for you and that he may not want to do some things like heal your earthly father. Relax. He is in complete control. Pray and then leave it to God. Keep praying with faith and confidence. Believe. God won’t let you mess anything up. You will be led into all that needs to be done. As for prayer, if you spend quiet time with God, listening to Him, receiving his love… you will know He is in control more than you currently think. You will take some of the incredible pressure that you put on yourself… and give it to God. He wants to make it easier on you. Rest in Him… we keep asking you to do this. Why won’t you just try it, please. I promise you won’t regret it. Ok?

ok, I will. Sorry. I am trying to start up a DBA for EPP, and I am doing research on that and trying to learn how use my instant pot without it destroying my kitchen… I am trying to buy groceries, make new pasta and Indian dishes, trying to relax, trying to rest in God… help me, momma! Lol.

 ok, first of all, tomorrow is Sunday. Rest. Relax all day. Daydream. Keep Him First.

 Actions Requested:

God is in control of all things. Though things look dark, morning is just around the corner.

Pray for dad at the adoration chapel as much as I can this week.

Leave it in God’s hands and believe for his healing/supernatural weight loss.

Deed Word and Prayer, think what you can do for others.

Hang on, it’s going to be a little bumpy and wild… be courageous.

REST in GOD! KNOW that He is in COMPLETE CONTROL. (Thank God for that!)

 Closing Comments & Petitions: Thank you for being with me. I don’t know what I did before board meetings. You help me so much here and I love you all so much! Please help me be a better person. Please give my daddy supernatural weight loss tonight. Please forgive me for all my mistakes. Please guide me in what to do next for EPP… DBA/ LLC? INC? I am not sure that best way to do this and I don’t have much money to do this. Please reserve the name Eternal Party People. Please don’t let anyone else get that business name, domain name or email/website name… please protect it for me. I love you! Please help me be who you want me to be. Please equip and empower me to be all that you call me to be. Please fight my battles for me. Please help me do my job and show people through music that you love them. Work miracles, signs and wonders through the words you give me to sing, speak and shout from the rooftops… You rock, God! You are amazing! I love you! Amen! Xo ~Mar

Q1– God, please forgive me for the times when I did something I wish later that I did not do. Your mercy is unfathomable. Thank you, God, for allowing Jesus to come to earth to pay the penalty of my sins so that I can be with you guys for eternity, and escape hell. What can I do to repay you? There is nothing that could ever compare to the gift you give me of forgiveness, but what could I possibly do to thank you?

*** Be merciful to others as I have been to you. Hold no one in anger. Love all people. Do works of mercy: word, deed, prayer and tell others about my love for them. I love each person individually and am their father… tell the world how much I love them and want them to come to the eternal party. Send out the invitation to all the world. Be my instrument of love and peace. Believe that I can work through you powerfully. Go boldly into the world with the amazingly good news of eternity for all and know that I am with you.  

Q2– Jesus, thank you for your unending love. Thank you for blessing my marriage. What can I do this weekend to thank you for DB? What would be something significant that would make him know how much I love him?

*** Let him pick two recipes that you can make this weekend out of your new instant pot recipe book. Then, make the 2 dishes he picks out for him. Buy him flowers and maybe some beer… be sweet to him… don’t ask him to do anything. Let him relax this weekend. He loves you so much, and when you show him how much you love him, it brings much peace to his heart.  

Q3-Love, thank you for your warm friendship and love. I am trying to slow down. Have you noticed a difference in me today?

***yes, you were very patient at the bank today. Try to rest and relax even more this weekend. Intentionally slow down and do much less… spend time day dreaming about the Eternal Party. Envision what it may be like. I will show you some interesting and fun facts about heaven if you slow down enough for me to tell you about it. Ok? {ok, I will try my best. Help me remember to daydream.} put it on your phone…? {great idea!}

Q4- Mom, I love you! Would you pray again with me for investment funds for Sham-Rock Studio and EPP, LLC?

*** I am always praying with you and I am constantly talking with Father about your business ideas/plans. Keep hoping. Keep believing. One day soon you will know that this is truly the will of the father.   You are doing great. Keep playing and Indiana pays their winners… not so much in IL, so be careful when you drive to the border this weekend for your tickets. Don’t forget to play and you should use your own numbers instead of quick pick… use the birthdates. You won’t forget those numbers!

 Actions Requested:

Do works of mercy. Go boldly with invitations to people through music and invite them to the Eternal Party.

Make the 2 dishes he picks out. Buy him flowers and maybe some beer… be sweet to him…

don’t ask him to do anything. Let him relax this weekend.

Rest this weekend and daydream about Eternal Party and what that might look like!

Register the name EPP, Inc. then once I win the lottery, I can merge/change it to EPP, LLC. (save money for now.)

use birthdates on tickets going forward with Indiana lottery.

Closing Comments & Petitions:

Please give my dad many many more years of healthy living. Please heal his heart, circulation, eyes, leg, skin, and allow supernatural weight loss to happen again, this time, please allow it to “stick”. I love you guys!   Amen! Xo ~Mar

Q1– God, I would like to make some “progress” in my plans/dream and calling. What should I do this week, specifically, to get going? Where should I start?

***Take it easy. You still need to focus on your business, home management duties, exercise/tennis, etc. What you could do for fun and relaxation, AND to be productive on EPP, Inc. is you could write and record a song for your Anniversary to give to DB. Keep it a secret. He will love it. You can share it on your blog when you get it up and running. You also could look into starting a blog… getting the info again and find out more about what you can do on the webpage… can you add your songs that you’ve recorded? I’m sure you can, so learn how that is done and what format is needed. Also, you can write an “about” page that you will be editing over the next 6 months. Plan to have the blog up and running January 2017. That is a good realistic goal. Keep playing lotto, you’ll win one of these days… keep the hope alive, I like your tenacity! I want to invest, it will just take a little more time… thank you for your patience.

Q2- Jesus, I keep trying to wake up at 5 and failed about 4 mornings in a row. Today was a little better, and woke at 7 instead of 8. So, progress, but still not 5am. Will you help me tomorrow morning? And tonight help me fall asleep by 10? I need to spend more time with you, but I’m still having difficulty making time in silence with you. I fill every minute with something… not just being alone with you attentively listening. I know the board meetings are my prayer time in journal mode, but I want to rest in you, fill up on your love, and feel your peace and quietly soak you up into my spirit. I love you. I also would like to read the bible in the mornings.   Thank you for mass that is offered during the week. I love being able to take time to celebrate the mass with you, and to receive you in the Holy Eucharist. I love that you come to me in this way especially. I come close to tears often when I have received you and realize all that you did for me, so that I could be with you forever. Thank you.

*** You are very welcome, I love you, too, Mar. It makes me happy when you come to visit me in the Eucharistic Chapel also. Thank you for your love and friendship. {Oh my Lord, no… thank YOU! I don’t know what I would do without you!} Well, I appreciate your love and dedication to God. I will help you adjust your schedule to early mornings. You will love it when you get used to it. Your body will adjust.

Q3– Love, I would like to ask you a huge favor. When I get to my goal weight or closer to it, could you maybe work a miracle for me as a reward? I would like to lose another 20 pounds or so and when I get there – would you overnight one morning surprise me with a hair color of jet black and blue – nice and shiny? Is that asking a silly request/miracle? I think it would be fun to have you be my stylist!

*** I’ll see what we can do for you… pray about it and work hard on your weight loss/exercise plan. It is very possible, but you will be amazed at all the miracles that will be happening. Only one thing you need to remember is that you really have to be 100% sure you want jet black/blue hair… lol … if you want it with all your mind and believe God will do this for you, THEN, you will see the miracles you need, it will all happen naturally. But remember, Mar, you absolutely must remember to Thank God, the Holy Trinity for hearing your prayers and answering you. We love you. It’s going to be a fun life filled with much laughter and miracles. We can’t wait for it all to start happening quickly and more easily. Soon I will be unleashed and the enemy won’t know what hit him. Hang on, it’s going to be awesome! Enjoy!

Q4- Momma, I would like you to please tell Father God that I am so grateful to him for teaching me valuable lessons. I am a slow learning, unfortunately; so, I ask you to help me grow in deeper gratitude. I have a fresh start, since I went to reconciliation today and confessed my ingratitude. I don’t know what to say, what to do, what is the best way to show gratitude? “Thank you” doesn’t seem like much.

***It may not seem like much but it does make a good start. Words have power and “thank you” is almost as powerful as “I love you”. It is right up there in importance. You can follow up with actions. A word, deed or prayer for another done with God’s love in mind, is a powerful way to thank God. What you can do, Mar, is SAY “Thank you” (a few times) and follow up with a special work of mercy done to another for the love of God in gratitude. That would be a wonderful way to thank Him. Also, prayers for another with fasting is powerful as well. When done in gratitude to God for a specific blessing in mind, will be an amazing way to show your appreciation.

 Actions Requested:

Write and record a song for DB for our anniversary.

Look into starting a blog and find out what format is needed for my songs to be posted.

Work on first draft of “about” page – plan to have blog up January 2017.

Keep playing the lotto! God likes my tenacity! Lol

I will love early mornings when I get used to it.

Work hard on weight loss/diet and exercise… pray for the miracle to happen as reward (jet black/blue hair)

Thank God with word and also do a work of mercy with prayer to show my appreciation to God.

Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you, God, for a quiet and peaceful home. Thank you for the amazing sunset tonight and the RAINBOW! I loved it!!! Thank you for the friends and neighbors that live here. Thank you for Doctors, priests, my spiritual director, the opportunities that I have available to me. Thank you for the vibrant orange and golden colors in the sky… you make me cry, it’s so gorgeous… well, not really, but that rhymed. Lol. I love you, God!   Help me be a good neighbor to all the people I meet. Thank you for opportunities to show your love to others. Help me be generous with the little time I have and make it profit your name, for your glory. Help me not to be so selfish with my time.

Q1– Am I living a fantasy or is this life really what I’ve been hoping for ever going to begin? I need to stop talking about all this and go do something about this. I dream well… is it just a bunch of talk? What steps do I need to take? I have tried starting before and it seemed like I was running ahead of you. Maybe I should start EPP, Inc. and actually write some songs… record again. I want to do it right and follow the steps you lay out for me. So, Father God, what would you like me to do? Is it ok if I start the business without your investment and approval? Or maybe just your approval and no investment? I am still playing the lottery… in Indiana! Illinois isn’t paying their winners, so… yeah. So, I have to go to Indiana to get an actual ticket that would pay a jackpot.

***You can do whatever you think is best. Changing your approach is a good idea. Why don’t you start EPP, Inc. and begin a blog? Yes, absolutely you could write some poetry/songs and record them… put them on your blog, too. You have fun doing that sort of stuff… go for it! Make some results and the rest will follow. Take time to enjoy your passion. Get up earlier and you will have more energy and enjoy a relaxed day that is unhurried. It is a good idea for you to get your tickets in Indiana. Just a little while longer… hang in there. You are a results maker, you created a lot of great songs/poem and you are creatively minded… you are also project minded. You are always doing something productive. You’re going to see results. Keep going. Make a tangible goal for the next 6 months; by Jan 1, 2017 have EPP, Inc. up and running, blog started? Think of what you want to do. Think of your life purpose, make some strong results happen. Talk is cheap is what they say… it is true. Show me why I should invest in ShamRock Studios… go make some recordings. Write and record. Hold your feet to the fire, work for excellence, put out the best you can.

Q2– Jesus, help me be more generous with my time. It seems like there is never enough of it. Tonight a neighbor was asking for my time… she wanted “accountability” for her weight loss. I felt very greedy with my time and told her I work best through email and that she could come over for one of my world famous iced coffees. I am sorry I don’t want to be in a new demanding for my time friendship… I am trying to cut down from my obligations so I have more time for you, and for creating art, starting a blog and EPP, Inc. I don’t have time for this right now. She wants also a walking partner in the evenings. I am sorry. I can give her help, but I don’t want someone to want a lot of my time. Is that terrible?

***It’s funny that she goes to the same doctor as you do. It would be great if you could help her out the best that you can but just be firm that you are short on time. Emails are great and send her links, she will love the YouTube videos. They are addictive, as you know.   You could invite her over for one of you instant pot dishes when you get a recipe you like. Have her over for lunch some weekend to share some ideas with her and play her some videos you think she would enjoy. Maybe High Carb Hannah or a Dr. McDougall video would be good. It’s not terrible that you don’t have much free time. Don’t feel guilty over it. You are doing a lot for supporting her and just remember that what you do for her, you are doing for me. I love you. I also love her. Tell her for me, ok?

Q3- Love, could you put compassion, love, charity, and unselfishness into my heart, please? I am lacking in these areas and I want to grow. Give me an idea how to best do this. Also, should I look into the Salesian Cooperatives or Opus Dei organizations? I think I would like to work with youth, so maybe the Salesian route would be better suited? Also, I don’t like mortifications… so that may mean Opus Dei is out? I need info. Will you help me discuss this issue with Sr. C? I have hopes that joining a group like one of those would help me grow in my spiritual life, more dedicated and help me learn to be more loving/giving in charity for others. I really want that. I feel scared. I feel weak and not sure when I will find the time to do all these things.

*** I know. I know ally our doubts, fears; I know your time crunch. I know your heart. I know you better than you know yourself. You have a huge heart. You only need to learn how to maximize it for your most beneficial time management and productive manner. I will help you with this. Soon you will have more time to dedicate to your passions for others and for God. You will be greatly blessed financially soon, so hold on. It’s going to be a wild ride. Father God is very happy that you are expectantly waiting but still planning your work and working your plan. You rock, Mar. We love you! You’re doing great.

Q4-Mom, you rock your combat boots to the moon! I love you! Thank you for your help in getting my prayers offered to the Father in a beautiful way. I am sorry I haven’t prayed the rosary (only the short Chaplet of Divine Mercy each day.) because I need your help. I want to pray the Holy Rosary so that I can slow down and rest. It takes about 20 minutes to pray the rosary, help me find the time to add this to my daily routine. Help me get up in the morning earlier, around 5 so I can fit all this into my day. Ok?

*** I will guide you. I will help you get into a habit of early mornings. Try to get to sleep earlier, that will help you make the transition. It would be very beneficial and relaxing for you to pray the rosary regularly. I can better help you when you dedicate this time, only because my love and friendship with my children is so much enhanced when we spend time together. Together, we make a good team. I look forward to our travels together in the future. If you don’t mind, I’d like to come on your tours of heaven with you, DB, Jesus and Father God…   Is that ok with you?   {Of course! The more, the merrier! I’m glad you want to come along! Can we go to the waterfalls?} Absolutely, we will go there and to the crystal sea for sure… you will love it! You need a vacation! {You’re telling me? I know! It’s been about I don’t know how many years… 8 years? I think the last vacation we had was New Mexico in 2008!} Well, you are overdue for a nice relaxing family vacation. You will love it. Get your rest. Pray. Get up early and enjoy the ride.

 Actions Requested:

Go ahead and start EPP, Inc.

Start a blog and write/record more songs

Do some artwork, cartoon, water colors, paint, draw and sketch

Be good to my neighbor, as I do to them, I do for Jesus. He loves them very much, too.

God is very happy that I am expectantly waiting and still planning my work and working my plan.

Momma is going to come on our family vacation to Heaven with me and DB, Jesus, Father God and we will get to visit the waterfalls! Yay!

Get up earlier, pray the rosary, ease into my day, relax, enjoy the ride.

Closing Petitions/comments: Thank you for your love and patience with me. Thank you for not giving up on me. Please give my dad supernatural weight loss, renew his health from head to toe, get rid of all skin cancer especially on his leg, give each cell in his body all the oxygen and nutrients that they need. Keep my parents, DB and me healthy with a long life filled with many more wonderful days doing the work you have for us. Help me live in you and do the will of the Father. Show me what needs to be done and give me the courage, and equip me to complete the work you have for me. Please be with AH in her difficult times ahead and fill her with your love and peace. I pray for C.H. repose of his soul, show him your amazing heaven and fill his family he left behind, especially his daughter, with love and peace.   Amen! Xo ~mar

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, God, for putting amazing dreams into my mind, spirit, heart, and into the depths of my being. Thank you that you will see them come to life in my reality one day. Thank you that you are on the throne and have amazing plans for me. For both me and DB. For not only us, but for my city, my country and hopefully also for all hurting people throughout the world. Let your Holy Mighty Kingdom Come! Thank you that you haven’t given up on me. Thank you that you have me in the palm of your hand. Thank you that you allow me to receive Jesus in the most intimate way through the Holy Eucharist. Thank you, Jesus, for living in me not only spiritually, but physically also as food for my body. You are incredible and incredibly good to your church. Thank you, Holy Spirit, that you will use me as an instrument of your love, peace, and mercy… tender and alive for your family is what you are. Thank you, God, for music and for telling me of all the amazing people that I will one day get the opportunity to record with. I love you! Grant me the grace to make you deeply loved and known by all the world. Let them know how much you love them by using me in any way you choose… any way you see fit, send me. Help me share your good news! That you love us all and that now is the time for your love to wash over the world with mighty signs and miracles for the masses! Help me be who you want me to be. Equip and empower me to be the person that you can use for your glory.   Please invest in EPP, Inc. if you think I can help you in any way big or small. I can’t wait for your return, Jesus!

Q1– Jesus, the sunset you created tonight is so beautiful… golden yellow, orange, blues, purple… you are a master artist and each sunset is different every night. I could never tire of looking at your masterpieces in the sky,

*** I’m so glad you enjoy them. There are so many pleasures in life that are free. Gifts each new day. Thank you for noticing. You have great views over Lake D. When we made the condos in the 80’s I was thinking of you guys living there and knew how much you would enjoy it. It is going to be a tough decision to sell it when you win the lottery and move, you may want to keep it as a second home… lol, you could use it for company, bands that need a place to sleep, or just also as a place to come watch amazing sunsets and get away from the busyness.

Q2-God, Thank you for choosing the most amazing man to be my husband, best friend, life partner in crime and comedian every day a new way to make me laugh. Please keep him healthy, happy and bless our marriage with love, laughter, music and shenanigans… forever. Please take us on a tour of heaven someday soon, we would love a trip! Lol. That would truly be a wonderful gift for us. We need a fun vacation together.

*** I have it all planned out… like your dad always had a plan… a “Tommy Tour” … so I also have plans for where to take you guys… I am creating a whole new section of heaven to show you guys. It is my gift to you. My way of saying ‘thank you” for your dedication and enduring love. I know you don’t think I need to do any more for you than I have already… I hear you. Just know that I have amazing plans for you and for all my children. Heaven is nothing like what you could imagine… it is so much better. I have entire worlds created especially catered to individual likes and passions; whatever anyone loves in life, it is even better created in heaven with a twist for their personal preferences. And then I gift it to them. Mansions built that would fit in a city on earth and fill the entire city. Nothing to clean up after, no dust to wipe clean all the time, no dishes to wash, no clothes that need to be washed. All is provided and in technicolor. Alive. The flowers sing. The trees dance and make music. Everything is alive. You will have to see it so you can sing about it. It will be a wonderful trip… the first of many for you two. Yes, you can bring friends on some of the trips. You are so welcome. I love you, Mar.

Q3– Love, I know you have plans for me but I am afraid I may mess it up… make the wrong decisions. Would you please let me know what is God’s will. Help me with each decision. Guide me each step of the way. If I make a wrong turn, don’t let me walk on without turning around and recalibrating. Be my GPS, each moment, let me know if I am on the right road or if I need to choose a different path. I only want what God wants. Help me know what to do. Help me love you more and more each day.

***I will be with you always. Just look for me and you will see… you will know the way. I will be showing you each step. Do not worry about making mistakes.   As long as you desire to do God’s will, look for guidance and you will find it. I am for you… so who could be against you? Your love is growing leaps and bounds; you can’t feel it because you forget where you came from. Don’t look back, but know that you have come a far distance towards uniting your will to ours. You are in a good spot. Your faith is strong. Your hope in me is stronger than steel and your love is sweet as honey. I will work in you and help you grow stronger, more loving, and show you each and every step to take. When it appears I am not near, that is when I am carrying you. Know that we will never leave you, abandon you, or give up on you. Never. You are deeply loved. You are the precious daughter of the most High God and creator of all the Universes.

Q4-Mom, please pray for my dad and AH. They have need for special prayers. You know all that I’ve been praying for them. Please intercede for me to join me in prayer to God.

*** Yes, I feel your heart going out for AH. And your prayers for your dad have been heartfelt as well. I will talk with the Father and together we will lift both of them up to God. May His will be done… on earth as it is in Heaven.

Actions Requested:

When I win the lottery, Keep the Condo for bandmates/friends to stay.

I will be shown every step to take.

When I feel alone, that is when God is carrying me.

Keep praying for AH and Dad.

Closing Remarks:

Thank you… though the sun’s eclipse looks final, surely He will rise again. Amen!       Xo ~Mar

Q1- Father God, I am sleepy. I had a hard time waking up this morning. I would like to get up tomorrow at 5 or 6… preferably 5. Could you help me get to sleep tonight early? I couldn’t fall asleep last night until around midnight. I need to shift my sleep schedule.

*** yes, if you go to tennis tonight, you will be sleepy by 10. Take a short nap after this meeting for about 30 minutes. It will help boost your energy. It may take a lot of effort to get up tomorrow at 5 but once your alarm goes off, go straight to the kitchen and down a glass of water, then get yourself some coffee. You’ll wake up eventually, it may take a little getting used to.

Q2-Jesus, I feel such sadness for all that is going on in our country. Where do we go from here? How do we get out of the hatred and fear? Racial tensions are high. I love all people. I don’t understand why people hate. What can I do to help what’s going on? I don’t see skin color… I only want to see you in their eyes. I want to love everyone with the love that you have for each person.

*** It may be difficult when so much hurt has been inflicted on a person, they may not understand where you are coming from. Don’t let that stop you from being your friendly self. Smile. Don’t be afraid when other people are not receptive to your friendliness. Most people will appreciate it, though. Love with the love I have for them… share your love with all people no matter the cost. If you are hated because of me, if you are persecuted because of me, if you die because of me, know that you are on this earth to love all people. No matter the cost- love.

Q3- Love, will you please fill my heart and soul with the love of Jesus? I need more so I can give away more. I feel tired and drained of love. I need your infilling so I can overflow and give away your love to all I meet.

*** close your eyes… breathe in deeply… hold it… breathe out slowly. Do you feel it? It feels like a warm and peaceful blanket. Soak it up. This love will be available to give away to others but you need to rest in God in order for this to fill up your soul with love. Take 5 minutes right now… then get in the habit of doing this every hour or so. It will help in many ways that you will benefit and will help you be a blessing to others.

Actions Requested:

Rest in God’s love 5 minutes every hour. This time will help you love others more fully.

No matter the cost- love. Love all people with the love of Christ.

5am: Drink water first then get coffee… then I will start waking up.

Closing Remarks:  Thank you that you are in control and that you say you will sort out the racial problems we are facing as a nation. Help me be used as your instrument of peace. Help me show love to all people, especially when I feel an anger or hatred towards me for no apparent reason except that I may be a different race than them. Help all Americans show love for each other. I pray for all people to love each other as love them as they love themselves. I pray for an end of police brutality and pray for the safety of the policemen and women who are doing their job and doing it professionally. Please sort out this mess and show victory over this spirit of racism and hatred. I love you, God. Thank you that you are in control and will sort everything out for your people. Amen! XO~Mar

Q1- Dad, I am sorry I did not make the board meeting a priority yesterday… I can’t believe I skipped it the day after you told me to make it a priority. I think I need to switch to first thing in the morning? (Instead of before I go to bed.) What do you think?

*** You should do whatever you think works best with your schedule. Maybe it would be good to try to get up early and go for a walk or do the Hula Hoop, shower and then a board meeting… all before you start your day? You would need to get up about 2 hours before you go to work. If you go to bed at 10 you could easily get up at 5am. Let’s try it. I bet you will love it! {Ok! Sounds like a good way to start my day. Help me fall asleep and wake up, please?} Ok, I think this will transform your whole week. I will bless your efforts. Try to get some bible reading in your day, too. You will be so glad you did it.

Q2- Jesus, what is the Salesian Cooperative all about? Should I go to the informational meeting to find out more? How much time would I need to dedicate? What sorts of things would I be doing? Should I take a poetry/creative writing class? Tennis… Or am I trying to pack in too much in addition to guitar/uke and songwriting/recording… I need more time! It’s all so much fun… I love having options.

*** Try not to over book yourself with too many obligations. Getting up earlier will help a lot. Less time on FaceBook will help. I think you could take advantage of the writing group that meets up instead of paying to take a writing class that will take so much time and may be more stressful than fun. So, write on your own and go to the meet up for writing. As for the Salesian Cooperative… go to the informational meeting to see what it is about and meet the people you would be doing it with. You would love helping youth and spreading the gospel… that is mainly what it is about. I think you may be really transformed if you decide to do the Salesian Cooperative. Definitely go to the informational meeting, you will be glad you did.

Q3- Love, please tell me something I need to hear.

*** You are too hard on yourself. You are trying your best to be a blessing to others… you have grown quite a bit, but your limitations of stress and the symptoms of Schizoaffective Disease are difficult to manage when you are tired, or challenged mentally. Your brain is always working over-time and you don’t take any time for yourself to just relax and daydream or think of nothing. When you don’t help yourself relax, you have difficulties in finding the energy to be a blessing to others. Also, when you have the Good/Evil cycling on the people you are talking with, it is nearly impossible for you to do some things that you would otherwise like to do. You should not be so hard on yourself because you can only do so much. You really need to slow down and chillax sometimes. I thing starting your day earlier will help with this a lot. Reflect often and think of God, praise him throughout the day and breathe deeply… slowly… often. Your home is getting very decluttered and it has been a huge benefit for your mind. Try to go through the other closets this week and the Garage next weekend would be a good plan.   Declutter your calendar and plan things, but be flexible. Rest if you are tired and nothing absolutely needs to get done, except your priority of a board meeting each day, DB and your home, Your work, exercise, and Whole Food Plant Based Low Fat diet. The rest is all optional. Plan your work/fun and then follow through as best as you can. No obligations. Feel free to say No if you want. Smile and enjoy! It is a wonderful life, I know you are grateful for all you have. Ask God what needs to be done and ask for ideas of what you can do to be a blessing to others… then if you are up for it, do something for others.

Q4– Momma, I love you! Could you please help me be a blessing to others? Could you give me ideas that would be things that I could do that maybe I don’t think of? I would like to grow in this area. I want to be more like Jesus and I know I have so far to go to even scratch the surface! Help me, please.

*** Of course, I would love to help you! If you get your rest, I will be able to help you more, so try to get to bed by 10 and get up earlier. Take your day more slowly and enjoy each moment. I would love to give you some ideas. As you slow down, you will have more patience which will help immensely in this area. You will have a more peaceful and thoughtful mannerism which will be wonderful for the people you interact with. Be easier on yourself. The guilt you feel is not helping. The Salesian Cooperative will help you grow in many areas. It would be wonderful if you decide to do it, you will really grow in love for others. See what the time dedication is and see if they are flexible with their schedules. Don’t commit to too much, but it may be a wonderful addition to your life experience. We love you.

Actions Requested:

Don’t be so hard on yourself.

Don’t commit to too much.

Get up earlier for board meetings.

Rest in the afternoon if I am tired.

 Closing Remarks: Thank you for all your help and the good ideas. I am excited for this week. Please help me get to sleep tonight so I can get on the new schedule. I would like to get up around 5am. Please help me get going… I know once I move around a little and get some water and coffee, it’s smooth sailing and I’m good to go. Thank you for showing me things that I should do with my schedule. I appreciate your help. I love you guys. Good Night. Amen! Xo ~Mar