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Appreciation & Gratitude:

Thank you, God, for giving me an amazing and wonderful husband. Thank you also, Dear God, for loving and fun parents who are very forgiving and accepting. Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy. I can’t thank you enough, no matter how many times I think of it, I am blown away by your goodness. Thank you, Dad, that you one day (soon I hope) will have an investment for EPP, Inc. I am ready to work and start this new chapter. Thank you, God, for saying that you can use me. Thank you, Father God, for all the plans you have in store for me. I can’t wait! Thank you for giving me the grace to love you so much, help me love you more! Oh, and thank you of course, for faith. Where would I be without faith? Help me have faith that is much greater than a mustard seed. Thank you that you will one day make miracles as common as anything we see daily in the natural today. Thank you for all the good things you give to us! Oh, and dad, thank you for giving me such beautiful curls. Thank you for your blessings.

Q1– Dad, Why am I so temperamental? I have such a low tolerance for people. I have such a long way to go to love like Jesus. I know I get irritated with the enemy and I perceive Lucy working in people sometimes. I get cranky, tired, upset and I don’t mess around and try to be nice about it. I am truly a tough person to get along with, I am sure.

***You’re being too hard on yourself. You are sensitive to other people’s emotions and thoughts come through their body language for you that you pick up on. You aren’t very often rude. You just don’t put up with a lot of baloney. Don’t worry about what you lack. What you lack, I will supply for you. Your heart will grow and in time you will soften the edges, but don’t worry about it. That is how I made you, that is one of the personality traits I like about you. You are a lot like your dad. Lol. You’re doing just fine. Hang in there. I know the illness is a tough challenge for you. Offer it all up to me at the foot of the cross. Your struggles offered up will help save lost souls. Tell everyone to offer up their struggles… added to the passion of Jesus, it is powerful to save souls. This is your cross to bear. You’re strong. Soon you will see the fruit of your efforts.

Q2- Jesus, what should I try to do each day that would help me grow in the light of your love? I desire to have a heart more like yours. Whatever you have in mind for me, help me become that person. What do I need to do?

*** The desire for it along with your strong faith will be enough. You can’t do this, but I can. Grace will get you there. You can do nothing on your own, but with God, all things are possible. Keep plugging along. You are asking for an incredible gift. The gift of a loving heart for all people is a treasure indeed. Your request has been heard and you will see differences slowly, but the Holy Spirit can work with a soul like yours. Take your time in all things. Be patient. Slow down. I am with you always.

Q3– Love, most Holy Spirit, could you have a mini conference with the Father and Jesus for me? I would like to win the lottery. You know my heart. Don’t you think I am ready? Have I passed all the required tests? Have I overcome the accusations thrown at me from Lucy? Could you maybe talk with Dad and Jesus, to see what needs to be done and then tell me what I need to do. I want to know what I need to do. How much longer should I expect to wait? I’m ready! Lol, I love you!

*** Jesus is working 24/7 on your behalf. Lucy is the king of accusers. You don’t need to worry about it, though, because I am with you and you will always be where you need to be when you need to be there. You’ve got this in the bag. It is just a matter of time and you will not regret the wait. All good things come to those who wait. The most Holy Trinity is working and your plans are coming along perfectly. He is snooping on your board meetings and he is shaking in his pants. He doesn’t know what he can do once you win the lotto, you will know that the plans of God are true… and not only in your mind. Not just a grandiose symptom of Schizoaffective Disorder. No, this is real and once you win, once you start EPP, Inc and build ShamRock Studios, you will be unstoppable. He is terrified. It’s hilarious, Mar, if only you could see his face! Jesus has things just about wrapped up and your investment funds will come in at the perfect time. No worries. No hurries. We love you and we have you in the palm of the Father’s hand. The only thing you need to do is rest. Laugh. Love. Relax. And Lounge. We’ll take care of all the rest! Enjoy the ride! Your momma’s got her combat boots on and the two of you are going to turn this world upside down! (To make it back to the right side up! )

Thank you, God! Come Lord Jesus! Blessed be God forever!

Q4- Mom, what do you think about jet black with blue highlights in my hair? I’m thinking about getting it done. Kinda crazy, I know.

*** I think it will be beautiful, edgy-cool and amazing! Go for it! You can do it temporary to see if you like it. It will last about 2 or 3 months, so you will know if you like it enough to do permanently. I say go for it! In heaven, everyone has wild colored hair. Jesus loves color in people’s hair, so do it for him! In heaven, even the clothes change color as people walk around. Rainbows flow from the Father. Color is very important in heaven… go ahead and strut your stuff!!!

 Actions Requested:

Your desire to change and your faith are enough.

All things are possible with God. (He can even change me!)

The Holy Spirit can work with a soul like mine.

I will always be where I need to be when I need to be there.

Rest, laugh, love, relax and lounge… ahhhh. God’s got this!

Mom thinks I should do the jet black blue hair-do… Color is very important in heaven!

Closing Remarks: Thank you, God, for an incredible life! Living for you is the most fun anyone can have, even though it costs dearly. Thank you for your advice and support. Please continue to guide me and show me what needs to be done. Help me have more faith. I pray for wisdom, and to better hear you by slowing down and listening for your voice. Thank you for adopting me into your family. I want to be a good daughter and help run the family business! Saving Lost Souls… help me know what to do. Help me love better. Grow the love in my heart and each day make me more like Jesus. I love you guys! Amen! Xo, Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, God, for music! Thank you that you tell me I will one day record songs with many talented artists, and I will be your instrument of love and peace. Thank you that the Holy Spirit will animate me and play all sorts of instruments through me in an amazing and glorious manner. It will be all you, none of me. Thank you, God, that you tell me these things are all going to happen one day soon. Thank you for the gift of the Holy Spirit! Thank you, Jesus, for making our salvation possible and for your unfathomable divine mercy! Thank you for giving me your love and tender care.

Q1-Dad, I am wondering if this all could possibly be my reality? Do you truly and honestly have plans this grand for me? Little ol’ me? I love you! You are the best daddy anyone could ever dream of for a papa. The creator of the universe is MY Father! I can’t wrap my brain around this… it’s way better than I could ever imagine. Is this real? Or is this a fantasy?

*** lol, Mar, it is real. It is true. I will use you and you will be surprised at what you will do with the Holy Spirit as your partner in crime… lol. You will absolutely love it!  

Q2-Jesus, Thank you that you love me. I am so grateful to you for redeeming me and wiping away all my sin. How do I forgive myself? How do I forget what I’ve been and what I’ve done? The enemy is reminding me and I don’t know what to do.

*** When Lucy accuses you, just dismiss it. Don’t give it a second thought. Laugh at him. You are the one redeemed, and he will never get admittance to heaven… he will rot in hell. So, laugh and believe in my love. Know that washed of your sins, you are whiter than the newly fallen snow. You are forever mine. I love you. Forgive yourself. Don’t look back. You are a new creation. You are my bride. I adore you.

Q3– Love, would you please tell me again… what do I need to do for this all to be successful? I don’t want to mess up the plans of God! It seems such a huge responsibility… I can’t do this- only you can do it.

*** That is right, you don’t need to do it. It will all happen when you stay in faith and remain faithful in all the little things. Leave the big things up to God. I won’t leave you on this alone. I will be with you every step of the way. The main thing you need to do for this all to succeed, is to leave it to God, take care of yourself- manage the illness, and trust in Jesus. All things will work out great. Mark my words. We can’t wait, and you will love every minute of it. J

Q4-Mom, what do you think I should do this week in preparations for winning the lottery? I want to tie up loose ends and be as ready as possible.

***Work on your to do list. Rest. Get your hours in for the end of the month. Follow your calendar prompts/reminders. Be faithful in the small things and leave the big things up to the Father. Offer up all that you do as a gift for Jesus. Do all that you have lined up to do, get it all done each day. This weekend you did a great job of decluttering. Maybe you could do more of that … it will open up doors to let in the new. We love you! You are close to your new chapter. It will be a fabulous trip!

 Actions Requested:

I will be surprised what the Holy Spirit can do with my life.

Love, my partner in crime… lol!

When Lucy accuses me, laugh- I am the one forgiven while he will be rotting eternally.

Work of the small things and leave all the big things to God.

Keep to my calendar to do and reminder lists.

I am close to the new chapter in this story!

Closing Remarks:  Thank you, you guys are the best! Thank you for your love and attention to every detail. Thank you that you have all things under control. Thank you that you will handle all the big things and all I need to focus on is the little things each moment; living in the NOW.   I love you!!!   Amen! Xo, Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you, God, for your mercy! It is endless, it is wonderful, amazing, unfathomable, broad and mighty! Your love endures forever, you rock! Thank you, Dad, for my earthly parents! They are a huge blessing to me! Thank you for Ange! He is the best husband anyone could ever dream of having as a spouse. Thank you, Father God, for your plans that you have for the world! It will be incredible when your Kingdom Reigns, please let me help you usher it in. Thank you that you have wonderful plans for me. Thank you that you can use me and will equip and empower me for your purposes, for your glory! Thank you that new doors are going to open for me! Thank you that you have plans that I could never even imagine how superbly and beautiful those plans are. Thank you that one day, soon I hope, soon you will invest in EPP, Inc and ShamRock Studio!

 Q1-  Dad, could we start soon… could we let the show begin? I thank you that you chose me to help usher in your Holy Kingdom! I want to carry out your plans. Just tell me what you need me to manage, I am willing and desire to be your instrument of peace, carry out your works and get to work for you- use me, Lord!

*** I appreciate your enthusiasm, Mar. I will definitely use you and do indeed have amazing plans for you. Hang tight. I know you are on the edge of your seat to get started. You will need your energy once things get going here. Sleep is important. Don’t look at the winning numbers until morning, going forward. If you check the numbers at 10pm, and when you win, (you WILL Win!) When you win, you will then mess up your sleep schedule! We want you to be healthy and sleep is key for you! So, yes, soon we will get this show started! Let’s get this party started… Mar, I hear you… I am glad you are so eager for your assignment to begin. Hang tight. You’ll be in for a wild ride, but you’ll get over this hump and then it will be smooth sailing. I will invest in EPP, Inc and I can’t wait to be with you and your Uncle D to design the recording studio. I love the name you chose, too, by the way… “ShamRock Studio” I love it! We can’t wait to see all that you have been dreaming about come to your reality. It will and it will be a beautiful dream come true. We love you, don’t ever forget it! Xo!

Q2-Jesus, I want to help all people come to know you, to love you, and to love your ways, to know you and show your goodness to people through miracles you allow to happen through music created at ShamRock Studio – all for your glory! You Reign! Will I get to be with you during the millennial reign?

*** Yes, you will be with me always. No more will you be alone in this thing. I know your illness makes you feel as if you are hated half the time from people you love. This paranoia will disappear and vanish never to be remembered again. The pain you feel will be removed. You will know you are loved without doubt and you will feel it for eternity. I will not leave you or forsake you. You are my bride who I cherish, love and adore. I will wipe away your tears. You will be with me in heaven. I love you. You will be able to help people come to know me. Many, many multitudes of people will come to know me and the love of God. The music we make at ShamRock Studio will go viral and new songs will get unheard of views on YouTube and the people that hear the songs will be healed. Their heart, soul, body and mind will be healed and they will feel my love for them. Thank you for saying yes to the plans we have for you. The joy you will share with the world will be the salve for their healing, the ushering in of my Holy Kingdom. Thank you, Mar. I can’t wait to get this party started, either! It’s going to be great!  

Q3-Holy Spirit, I am so glad you have a plan! You have all things figured out and one day soon you will be “unleased” and mighty miracles for the masses will wash over the earth… your love will conquer all! I am so thrilled that you will use me for your purposes and your glory! What can I do to get ready? What 3 things should I do that you would like me to make a priority?

*** 1-Sleep, take your meds, relax and let God do this. Don’t try so hard. Take care of yourself and manage the illness best as you can. Do the things that make you feel good.

2- Pray more. Rest in God’s love. Hear what we are saying to you and soak up our love. Your spirit needs a lot of love, so fill up on our love for you. Pray the rosary and Chaplet of Divine Mercy. Make time for this each day. Mother Mary will take good care of you, so it would be good for you to talk with her every day also. She will help you manage the angels, shine the light and push back the darkness.

3- Exercise and Vegan Diet/weight loss plans. Put your plans into action. Eat when hungry and stop when 80% full. You will be able to play tennis again soon. I healed your strained abdomen muscles. Start doing core exercises for strengthening. I will help you get into the best shape you ever were in. 5:2 is also a good way to work with weight loss. Getting in good physical shape will be a blessing. Always be grateful for your health and the health of your loved ones.

Q4- Mom, Should I “command” the angelic realm to go on assignment or is that something you prefer to take care of for me? I fear no one, I know you have angels protecting me and my family. I know that the host of warring angles are weapons for us, destroying the plans of the enemy. What would they like me to do? I don’t want to “command” them and “give orders” unless that is what you want me/us to do. I am so thankful for their love and protection! Thank you, mom, that you are the Queen of Angels, you are my amazing momma in combat boots! Xo!

***You can either as me for help, St. Michael, Edwina, Jesus, Father-God, or the Holy Spirit for help. If you ask any of us for help, you can be assured that we hear you and we will take care of the situation. Strategy is good in many situations, and Kat Kerr will help you with strategy. But you are always welcome to shout, “Help me, Jesus!” “Help me, Mom!” “Help me, God!” “Help me, St Michael!” “Help me, Edwina!” “Help me, Holy Spirit!” Don’t worry, you will be given the right words. Holy Spirit will guide you in all things. You have nothing to worry about. Leave it all for God to sort out. He is in charge, and we are all so happy about that, aren’t we? {YES, Praise God he’s in control. Mom, I love you!}

 Actions Requested:

Dreams come true! God can’t wait to see it happen for us.

Jesus can’t wait to get this party started, either!

Sleep, manage the illness to the best of my ability.

Pray more and rest in God’s love.

Exercise and diet; make a plan and work the plan.

Q1- Dad, it seems like I am gaining an enormous amount of weight and it even feels like a hex from the evil one has increased it more than it should currently be. Could you help me get back to a healthy weight? I pray for your help and to supernaturally aid it to come off quickly and safely. I pray for my dad, also, to lose his extra weight in a spectacular way- overnight for us both! In Jesus’ name I Pray!

***Keep pressing on in prayer. Fast and pray; when you do this, you will be even more powerful. Fast this weekend now until Monday Morning, pray, have a stay-at-home retreat and you will see many miracles occur in your life. I know it seems difficult, strenuous and futile to pray… I know you don’t see much results from your prayers right now. Don’t worry. That will NOT last long. The power of the Holy Spirit will soon be unleashed upon the earth… Glory, signs, miracles and wonders will be common and the name of Jesus will be revered throughout all mankind. My love will wash over all people in the world and the darkness will flee. Love wins! Thank you for being such a trooper! You will be greatly used for my purposes… just as you pray each day. I can use a soldier like you!

Q2– Jesus, I don’t feel like doing anything this weekend, except spend time with you. I need to fill up on your love and I would like to treat this weekend as a retreat in your presence. Could you bless my time with you these next 2 days?

*** yes, I will be so happy to bless our time together. You don’t need to feel badly about not wanting to do anything tonight or Sat/Sunday. DB will understand, and he may need some down time as well.

Q3– Love, What books should I focus on reading this weekend? I am interested in about 5 or 6 books lined up for me to read and I don’t know where to start!

*** Spend time just resting in our love. Spend some time in the word. Spend 15 minutes or so in each book you are interested in reading. You will have time to do it all. You may want to go to a café this weekend for a change of scenery. I will bless your weekend. Thank you that your interests mainly lie in God and reading about spiritual topics. Your hunger for wisdom, spiritual growth, love, and God needs to be filled. Take this weekend to rest and read. You will grow in this time together.

Q4-Mom, will you help me? I need your intercession to ask God to give me the right words when I pray for Dad this weekend. He needs so much help for many different health issues, I don’t want to forget anything when I get to pray.

*** I will intercede for you. Why don’t you write down all the points that you want to make sure to pray for? Just make a list so you don’t forget anything. You will be amazed at the results of your prayers. The Holy Spirit and the Healing of Jesus is about to become more powerful than ever. You will do even greater miracles than Jesus did… according to his word. Rejoice!

 Actions Requested:

Fast and Pray this weekend; stay at home mini retreat.

The power of the Holy Spirit will soon be unleashed upon the earth! Rejoice!

This weekend is set aside for time with God, Relaxation, Reading, Laughing and Lounging.

Make a list of what I want to pray specifically for Dad and bring it with me when I see him next.

 Closing Remarks: Thank you, dear God, for weekends! I am so excited to spend time with you and to relax and read. Please bless my time with you and be with me in a powerful way. I love you! Amen! Xo ~Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude:

Thank you for answering my prayers. Thank you that you are in control of all things. Thank you that one day soon, you will be “unleashing” the Holy Spirit, and Love will conquer all! Thank you that the light is pushing back all darkness. Thank you that you hear our cries and you answer our prayers. Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy. Thank you that your Kingdom will come to earth as it is in heaven. Thank you that you will wipe away our tears and create a new earth filled with love, laughter, and lounging! :0) Thank you that you will soon invest in EPP, Inc. and you see that my dreams come true. Thank you that you have better plans for me than I could ever imagine. Thank you for so many blessings! I love you! Thank you for the gift of faith, love and charity. Thank you for the grace you give to me. Thank you for the gift of the Holy Spirit, God, you are amazing!

Q1- Dad, could you please tell me what I need to do to see healing for my father, and miracles for the people I pray for?

*** Have faith. Never give up. Persistence pays off. Believe it has happened and it will occur. Give thanks for all things. Remain pure by going to reconciliation frequently with sincere repentance. (That will open the lines of many miracles to flow.) Hope and pray with thanks for all prayers to be answered in the perfect divine timing. Be patient. Love others and ask for the grace to be used powerfully by God. Remain humble. Most of all, pray with Blessed Mother Mary for assistance in your mission to bring others to know the love of Jesus. She will help you in all things. She will give you all you need; many blessings of grace flow from Almighty God through her fingers to her children when you ask for the blessings of God.

Q2-Jesus, what should I focus on doing differently? I find my thoughts are not as filled with love for other as much as I would like. I am impatient. I feel as if I am doing/thinking all the wrong things. Have I let you down? Have I messed up so badly that I failed in my assignment? Am I so far off the right path that I am hopelessly lost?

***No, you are still on the right path. Keep pressing on. Time is moving along quickly and the years are going by. You don’t remember how far you have come in this time. I am working with you, growing you up in Christ’s love. You are a brand new person over the last 8 years you have come so far. Briefly: You lost 130 pounds and have kept it off, you have grown spiritually leaps and bounds, you are more patient, you are less angry and less hot headed, you know much more about the Father’s love, miracles, how to pray for people by laying on hands, you have learned Guitar, Uke, Harp, (somewhat), you took 2 recording classes at PS, you took several poetry writing classes, you write songs, you’ve recorded about 15 songs, you love DB more and more every day your love grows, you have fun all the time, you pray much more, you meet us most days at the board meetings, you laugh at Lucy and don’t pay much attention to his antics. You are able to worship, go to church, pray and read the bible without mental difficulties, you’re stable (it’s been 12 years since your last serious episode of Mania.) You have really changed, grown in love, and this is not all. You now know your mission. You are heading down the right path. You will always be where you need to be, so no need to worry about being lost. You have not failed your assignment- you rocked it! You are doing amazing! I can’t stress this enough… you don’t know it, many other people involved don’t know it, but God knows your heart. God knows and the “computer has the evidence” that you are Rocking all these tests with flying colors! You are doing fabulous, Mar! Keep up the good work. It will pay off! Get ready to party! Party with the Eternal Party People! Woo-Hoo!

Q3- Love, When, oh when, will you be set free in this world? We need you! We need miracles and signs and wonders! We need your power to flood the earth with the love of God and answer our prayers more powerfully than currently. We pray all day, and believe, and hope, and have faith… yet still your touch of love and miracles most times do not come through for us. I know it is soon to be your time to shine in all your glory. I pray you are “unleashed” soon. What does your timeline look like? Will your day come soon? How will I know you are powerfully set free to work your miraculous loving works? I so look forward to that day! Will the miracles “stick” then… because when I pray, I see miracles, but they don’t last. The healing goes away or in the case of the statue of the earth in the palm of a hand on top of the billboard thing… they all went away. Dad’s supernatural weight loss that I prayed for… it miraculously happened. But then in the next time I saw him a few days later… poof the weight loss reversed to bigger than before I prayed! It’s crazy. Not me. This process. It’s crazy. So, when should I expect things to function better from my prayer life? When will you be free to work your miracles with the utmost power and glory?

*** When things settle down after your check is cleared and you’re on your way to building the studio/home/tennis court with Uncle D, you will start to see the miraculous more and more. We will be easing you into it so you aren’t too overwhelmed. It will all be in an orderly manner. You don’t need to worry about how to pray, what to pray, etc. You will have the words you need when you need it. It will all flow very naturally. Just step out in faith. Follow the lead of Love, I will show you what to do. It will be a learning experience, but a fun experience! You will love every step of this journey. Don’t worry about your dad, I hear your prayers for him, and believe me, I won’t disappoint. He will grow years younger, thinner, healthier, and live forever… just as you ask me all the time. Your momma too! DB your friends… 150 years will be the new 30! You will have your light bodies and feel decades younger. Don’t worry about the timeline, when it happens, it will happen… all in Divine Order controlled and managed by the Father. He is so good, Mar, you don’t have a clue of all the great blessings that are coming to you, your family, your friends, and the world. His Kingdom will shine through in a powerful way. Mark my words. It will be amazing! Enjoy!

Q4- Mom, Thank you for your prayers and for interceding for me. I can feel the results. I feel much more at ease about things and ignore Lucy much more easily. He is annoying. Pesky Fly that he is. Could you please ask the Father if He thinks I am ready for the win; I feel ready. Could you see if Jesus thinks it is “my turn” yet? I thought it was my “turn” back several years ago when the Infant Jesus called me to tell me it is my “turn”. He is adorable, please give him a big HUG for me!

*** lol, I just gave Infant Jesus a HUG for you. He wanted me to tell you it is your turn, you are right in thinking that and Lucy has been cheating in the game. Dad sees it all and knows all that is going on. Lucy will have to pay back big time for that mistake! Jesus said that you will not need to wait much longer and that your future only looks even more bright since Lucy “stole”, “Lied”, and “Cheated” in the EPP game. You will be paid back double for your trouble! :0)

Actions Requested:

According to Jesus, I’m doing a great job! I should get ready to party with the Eternal Party People!

Mother Mary will help me in my mission. Ask her for the grace to be used powerfully for God.

Remember that I will have all the words when I need to speak, it will be easy and flow from God.

I will be paid back double for my trouble that I endured when Lucy Lied, stole and cheated in our EPP game.

Closing Remarks: Thank you so much for your love, guidance, encouraging words, your protection, the amazing blessings; thank you for letting me into the family business- saving lost souls. Help me do a great job for you. Lead me in all that needs to be done. Help me start EPP, Inc. Show me what needs to be done! Help me in all things, especially help me love others more and more like Jesus. Help me get into shape… I could use my light body anytime you’re ready- I AM READY! Please show me what needs to be done each hour, lead me. I love you! Please, oh please, heal my dad’s ear, eyes, legs, ankles, toes, sugar levels, supernatural weight loss that sticks! And nutrients/oxygen flow abundantly to each cell in his entire body. Please give him everything he needs to be healthy, including a new strong and healthy young heart (a heart transplant, please, dear Angels with body parts for people in need of a miracle.) God, I love you! For my mom’s intentions, her health and supernatural weight loss too. For my own weight to fall off and for mental and physical health. For long life for my family and friends. I love you! Amen! Xo, Mar

Q1- Dad, I am trying to set aside 30 minutes to rest and converse with you in silence and also I would like to read the bible for at least 10minutes a day. (In addition to Board Meetings and praying Chaplet of Divine Mercy) I also would like to pray the rosary daily. I am feeling overwhelmed at all that needs to be done each day. Working, managing the home with Grocery shopping, cleaning, laundry, etc. Going out with DB for live music, etc. Practicing guitar, writing songs and poetry, lessons. Trying to fit in exercising, Adoration, church, cooking, and other errands that need to be run. I like to watch YouTube channels that have info I am curious about such as Kat Kerr, Plant based/vegan videos, etc. You asked me to spend more time with you previously and today Sr. C. asked me to do the same to grow to know you better. I would like to do all this and more, but time is short. Should I get up earlier, go to bed earlier, or both? I think I get about 8 hours sleep most nights.

*** Don’t worry about this. You will have much more time available soon. When you are able to close you current business, you will not have a problem with time shortages. Just do your best for now. When you win and start the next chapter, you will have an extra 6 hours a day. Plenty of time for me, and for your assignments. Just do your best each day, that is all I can ask. Try not to waste time on Facebook or even watching the news for hours. Limit news to 30 minutes/day. The rest is just propaganda you don’t need to worry about. Spend quiet time (30 minutes) before you go to bed. I will bless your sleep and you will feel more refreshed in the morning.   Like I said, you will have much more time available soon. J

Q2– Jesus, thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy! Thank you so much for paying the enormous cost of my redemption. You alone redeem mankind. You are full of love, mercy, and forgiveness. What can I do to thank you?

***Only one thing… rest and know you are loved. You are too hard on yourself. Relax and enjoy the process. You have a calm right now… before the “storm” and you will do well to rest up for now. Soon things will be shaken up in your life… for the good, but still it will be stressful. Slow down and enjoy each moment.

Q3- Love, Holy Spirit, I love you! Where would I be without your guidance and support? I am going to try to spend 30 minutes with God in prayer each day. Could you help me make good use of the time and become blessed by dedicating myself to this goal? I would like to be closer to God and fill up on His love during this time.

*** You will be growing in love each day by leaps and bounds. You will be closer to God and you will have success in dedicating yourself to this goal. Don’t worry about being 100% perfect. Just do your best. God will bless your efforts and you will have a wonderful time during your time with Him.

Q4- Mom, thank you for your prayers. Could you add one more prayer request for me? I would like you to intercede for me and ask Father God if he would bless me with a greater love and kindness to all people I speak with. Helping me be more patient, kind and loving. I would like to have more of a heart like Jesus.

*** I always pray for my kids to become more like Jesus. Since you asked, I will pray even more for this special grace for you -for this growth in your spirit. To become more like Jesus is the challenge of a lifetime. Try your best to practice this at home and your marriage will be extremely blessed.

Actions Requested:

Spend 30 minutes before bed to be with God and fill up on His love.

Slow down and enjoy each moment of the process.

God will bless my efforts in the 30 minutes with God. It will be a wonderful experience.

Try my best to practice being more patient, loving and kind.

 Closing Remarks:

Thank you for your help, love and support. I will try to make the adjustments to my schedule for incorporating the new additional time to spend with you in silence. I will try to do this before I go to bed each night. Help me not to fall asleep on you, God… If this doesn’t work, I can always adjust the time with you to an earlier time slot each day.   Maybe each day will be a little different, the main thing is that I make it a priority. I am sorry that I haven’t done this sooner. I love you! Please help me be who you want me to be and please equip and empower me to be all that you call me to be. Amen! Xo ~Mar

Q1-Dad, could you help me know the best way to care for my body – should I start back onto a raw food diet? Or a “raw to four” or a raw to “whenever” (not raw based at all). I am not so sure what I should do. I don’t want to detox too quickly but I really want to get healthy. The plant based diet I’ve been on the last 2 months is ok, but I think there is a better way. What do you recommend?

*** You definitely don’t want to detox too quickly. How about if you try raw to dinner? Get all your greens and fruit in before dinner and have a vegan starch low fat meal for dinner. Log your calories and stay in range for 1.5 pounds weight loss a week. Cronometer is a good app for that. Start it tomorrow. Weigh yourself in the morning. Give yourself 2 weeks before you weigh again. Weigh on the Fourth of July. I will help you get to where you want to be. Take your time. You will be almost at goal by the end of the year if you follow this plan. When you get closer to goal, you will have detoxed much of your body and can then start a raw diet. Be strict with yourself on raw to dinner. You will be amazed at your results.

Q2- Jesus, I would like to go with you and DB for a trip somewhere only we know. Somewhere from a time before I came to my life now …here. To a place that I will remember when we get there. Somewhere in paradise with you. Somewhere close to my heart. Won’t you do that for us? For me? I love you. I miss you. I need you. I need to hug you tight and I promise I’ll let go and I promise to return back here to accomplish my assignment. To run this race, I need you. Won’t you come for us? I know DB would like to come along.

*** Yes, Mar, I will be coming for you both in just a little while. There are a few more things that need to be worked out. I will not disappoint you. I put this dream into your heart. I have amazing plans for you. Hold on tight. The ride will be fabulous and you will have many trips to paradise with me. I will also invite you to bring some of your friends. We will be “space truckin’” and listening to the music in heaven will blow you away. Smile. You have a great future ahead.

Q3– Love, I feel alone. I know you are with me, but I am going through some tough times. You get me through it all. Thank you. Please open up our lines of communication. I feel too distant from you. I would like to know what I should do differently to get where you want me to be. What do I need to do?

*** Just be still. Listen. Meet us at the board meetings. I know you try your best. Just make these meetings non-negotiable… a must-do on your “to-do list”. Ok?   The enemy tries to get you distracted and away from EPP, Inc. board meetings. Don’t let him fool you. These are vital to the success of the plans God has for you and for the world. No, you are not having “Grandiose ideas” and no, you are not unstable. You are right where you need to be. You will soon know that you are doing what needs to be done. You will shine God’s love through music and many will come to know the Father by your actions that will follow your lotto win in the next couple of years… many lives will change. Multitudes will be saved. Jesus won’t leave you to yourself. We are with you. The lines of communication are strongest here at the board meeting, but your inner voice will get stronger as you practice listening for my voice. You’ll get there. Try to take some time in quiet. I know you forget most of that, and so that is why the Father is having you write down these talks. But, time in quiet, alone with us, will fill you up with our love. You will love how much peace it will bring you.

Q4-Mom, would you please intercede for me to help me be more like Jesus? I want to borrow his heart for others. I would like to love as he loves. I am so far from this desire. Please help me. Please pray to God for me to get over this character flaw.

***I love to pray for an increase in love for my children’s hearts. You will grow in this love and you will learn a little each day. Try to take each moment focused on love. Focus on the love of the Father for other people. You will grow a lot in the next couple of years. It will be slow, but it will be a huge change for you in due time. I will continue to pray for you each day. You are my chickie and I look out for my kids. You are loved by all of heaven, Mar. Keep up the good work. Never give up. You are right where you need to be… always. Don’t doubt God. He’s got this. You don’t need to try to force anything. It will flow beautifully. Enjoy.

 Actions Requested:

Be strict on raw till dinner. I will be amazed.

Set chronometer to 1.5 pounds a week.

Space-Truckin’ will be fun… I can bring friends!!! :0)

The music in heaven will blow me away!

Board meetings are Non-Negotiable.

Many will come to know the father through music and miracles.

Take time in God’s presence in quiet, listen for the still small voice.

Time with God will bring much peace to me.

I will notice a huge change of heart in due time.

Don’t doubt God. He’s got this. It will all flow beautifully.

Closing Remarks: Thank you, God, for your amazing plans that you have in store for us. Help me be who you want me to be. Help me remember to make EPP, Inc. a priority and to not listen to the excuses Lucy tries to put onto my plans. I am sorry I missed a few meetings. I am so grateful for your love. Amen! XO ~ Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you for your patience with me, God. Thank you that you haven’t given up on yet and you say that you will never give up on me. That is amazing. Thank you for music and for the gift of creativity. Thank you that you will help me make music with friends and that I will be surprised at how much better I sound when lead by the Holy Spirit. Thank you that you will help me with that. Thank you that you have given me the dream of ShamRock Studio and EPP, Inc. Thank you that your will is to be done on earth as it is in heaven… and in heaven all time with you is amazing, beautiful, fun and glorious. You are so good all the time! Thank you that you you have good plans for me. Thank you for your help in all things… I need you! Thank you for my incredible parents, DB and so many wonderful people here in CU. Thank you for watching over me and for your guidance.

Q1– Dad, I feel like I’ve done something terribly wrong in this process… your plan. Have I been playing the game strategically, or is there something I could be doing better? I know I have a big mouth and announce my strategies to the enemy. Should I watch that going forward? I don’t know if I can change… I speak without thinking a lot of the time.

***There is nothing you need to worry about. Just be yourself and love greatly all people you meet. Try to be patient and less anxious to get things done. It will all get done in due time. Don’t worry about saying things unless you feel you shouldn’t say something… listen for Love to guide your words. Try to focus less on trivial things. It is all working out perfectly and so you don’t need to worry. I’ve got this. You are doing a great job. The only strategies I can give you now is to slow down and listen for the still small voice. We will get you where you need to be. Trust me. I won’t let you down. You will get where you need to be when you need to be there. Relax. It’s ok. You put too much stress on yourself. Smile. You are almost at the next chapter to begin your new life. A life when you have time to do all that you need to do. A life where you are doing what you were called to do.

Q2- Jesus, I feel like you are mad at me. I know that is just lies and strategy of the enemy, but I feel so alone and defeated. I am not even sure why. It appears to me that DB is mad at me a lot for no good reason, and it is troubling and sad.

***Mar, you need to understand, this is just a game. You are on the winning team. We know how this story ends. God wins. Love wins. Lucy is full of lies. Don’t listen to him. You are far from alone… you have all of heaven cheering you on to victory. Once you win the lotto, things will fall into place much more easily. Holy Spirit will be more powerful than ever before, even more powerful than during the time of Acts. The enemy is trying so hard because he knows his time is short. He is finally starting to worry about his plans being upset, and will lash out as much as he is allowed. Just focus on God. Ignore Lucy’s antics. Don’t be sad, you and DB will be stronger after this initial timeframe of adjustment. Lucy will back off soon. Hang tight. It will get much better very soon. I will be with you and I hear your prayers for your marriage. All things will work out and soon you will see what I mean. I love you.

Q3– Love, I need your help with this process. What can I do better and what should I be focusing on?

***   I am with you always. I will lead you if you ask me to. Have more conversations with me. Ask me questions throughout the day. Ask for my help, I love to assist you in all things. You should only focus on the “now” and try to make each “now” as full of love a possible. Simple. But not easy. I will help you. Focus on “Now” in “Love”.

Q4– Mom, your combat books rock! I want to join in the Lucy stomping party… but it seems like I have a lot of work to do still. I don’t want to be cocky about defeating Lucy, I know Jesus did all the work on the cross. Do I have a part to do or am I putting unnecessary pressure on myself? I feel like I keep making mistakes and doing stupid things that are helping him and pushing your plans back, making things harder for myself and harder on Jesus. I am confused.

***Don’t be confused. God has all things planned out. You won’t miss your destiny and you will have a successful accomplishment of your dreams, goals, assignments and you will learn to love much greater than you do at this time. You are putting pressure on yourself which only makes everything harder. The more you laugh, relax, love and smile, the worse it gets for Lucy. Remember that. Laughter will conquer and enlighten the darkness in the world. Laughter should be one of your daily goals to do. It will help you so much and you don’t need to worry about a thing. God’s got this. Ok.

Actions Requested:

Slow down and listen for the still small voice.

Holy Spirit will be more powerful than in the time of Acts.

Hang tight, soon things will be easier.

Focus on the “now” and focus on Loving more.

Laughter should be one of my daily goals to do.

Closing Remarks:

Thank you for your help and suggestions. I will put a reminder in my phone for the Laughter daily goals. I will focus more on Love, the Holy Spirit, and listen more carefully for your leading. I love you guys. Pray for me. Please help me get to where I need to be without more delays. I am sorry for my mistakes, and I will see about having more fun. You all seem to always ask me to relax… maybe I should try it out for once. J

Amen! Xo ~ Mar

Q1-Father God, I wonder if you still have plans to invest in EPP, Inc. or if you are just laughing at my plans… “we make plans and God laughs.” I hear that a lot. Is it true in my case? Should I reconsider my dreams?

*** I put the dreams in your heart. It may not work out the exact way you think things should go. Never fear. My ways are higher and better than anything you could imagine. Don’t worry if it seems like things are taking longer than they should. I have perfect divine timing on all things. I am lining up everything perfectly for your good. The only reason why I’m laughing at the plans of my kids is that they have no idea how much better I can make things turn out if they just allow me to do my work. I have amazing plans for you and DB. Rest, Relax, and Realize that my ways will be worth the wait. I love you!

Q2-Jesus, I am enjoying a relaxing day. Thank you for weekends!

***You are so welcome! Now, people work to live… soon all of humanity will live to have fun! Heaven is so much fun.. Kat Kerr has it right, people have no idea how much fun is awaiting them! Earth is so bogged down with struggles, it will be a shock to many when they get here that they will have fun 24/7 except that there is no time in heaven so it’s more like Fun 100% of the time! It truly is an Eternal Party for the people! Thus, you will start Eternal Party People, Inc. to get them into party mode… it may take some work to get people transitioned over to the Fun Side!   Have fun tonight at the show. You will see how S Stereo throws a fun party. The street fest tonight will be so much fun. Don’t miss it. Be sure to check it out!

Q3- Love, thank you for helping me to see when the enemy tries to speak lies and inflict paranoia. I can’t believe that some people I know, I won’t say who… you know who… is afraid to go to church because she feels that she may be a victim of violence- someone with a gun may come and shoot down people. I find this scare tactic of the enemy somewhat interesting. He must be struggling for any way to get to people. He’s desperate. I won’t fall for it. I won’t stand for it. Please help my friend heal her phobia. Thank you for showing me what the enemy is up to and for allowing me to know that I need never fear- I have angels protecting me from such things. I WILL NOT FEAR my hometown… not now. Not ever. The enemy needs to look for some other sucker to fall for his tactics and leave my friend alone! The enemy’s days are numbered. It will be a city of love and light with no tolerance of any evil. We will take back our cities. Love wins.

*** Well said, Mar. Love wins. You are correct. I will help you learn how to do this. It will be easy. Lucy’s days are numbered. It is going to be fun to watch it happen, and you will have a blast leading the way for light to shine out the darkness. As easy as turning the light-switch on. The darkness just disappears! Your friend will be free again one day. Pray for her. It was good that you suggested counseling to her. It is a phobia that can be overcome with help.

Q4- Mom, thank you for your love. I am so happy and thrilled that you are my momma in combat boots, you rock and you are Queen of Angels! That means that you assigned to me some of the best angels in your army- they are assigned to guide and protect me, and I thank you! It is such a relief to know that I don’t need to worry about violence to me as long as I am sensible and have common sense.

***You are very welcome. I watch out for all my children and if anyone calls to me for help, I answer. You are loved! You are right, you don’t need to worry about terrorism or any other violent acts. You will be well taken care of at all times. Enjoy your life and leave your safety to your “security guards” that being the host of angels led by St. Michael the Arch Angel. They are on special assignment to protect you. Feel free to ask them for special extra help when you feel you need it. Don’t forget to thank you angels every day. Get into the habit of thanking them, they really appreciate it and it gives them a boost.   They love it when people thank them. They work hard and deserve thanks.

Actions Requested:

Rest, relax and realize that God’s ways are better than my ways!

God has divine timing for all things. Be patient.

IN heaven, we will need to get used to fun 100% of the time! Thank you, God!!!!!!!

Love wins! Shine the light and darkness just disappears!

Don’t for get to thank the angels that protect me.

 Closing Remarks:

Thank you for your love and guidance. Thank you for showing me the lies of the enemy and how he tries to scare me. I will not be scared, not now, not ever! I thank you, God, for your guidance and for meeting me here at the board meetings… and also throughout the day and all through the night, you are with me. I am so glad that you never leave me to myself. You are always working on my behalf and showing me the path to take each day. Thank you for your guidance each day as you lead me to my destination with you in heaven one day. For now, I am enjoying the process. Thank you that you have amazing plans and that I am a part of this eternal plan. Thank you that I am part of a process that is happening right now as we speak. Thank you that the Eternal Party will be well attended! I pray that all your children rsvp and that not one person will miss out on the eternal party!   Help me share your love and shine your bright light to this dark world. Help me be who you want me to be. Please equip and empower me to be the person I need to be to fulfill my destiny and complete my assignment well. I love you! Amen   Xo! ~Mar

Q1-Dad, what can I give you as a special gift for Father’s Day? You are the best Father anyone could ever ask for! What could I possibly do for you or give you?

*** I will give you victories where it looks impossible. You and I are a majority. You’ll accomplish more because of the favor I give you in your life. Don’t be discouraged, look up- you’re about to see a change in your life. You will overcome obstacles that look impossible and your dreams will come true. What you can do for me is run your race, love me always, and try your best to obey me when I suggest something for you to do. Be blessed. You make me smile and on Father’s day, I am proud of my beloved daughter. You are my gift. You are my heart. I love you.

Q2- Jesus, I love you! Yesterday, I when I was thinking about you and your love for me… It made me cry and I am not sure why. I think I am so glad that you love me, it is overwhelming! Also I think I cried because I am so unworthy of your Love and consideration. I am not worthy that you should care so much for me. Yet you do. I can’t believe I am approved of by God. If it were not for you, I would be lost. Eternity without your love. It is too much to wrap my brain around- the love you have for me (and all God’s children) is mind-blowing. That makes me cry sometimes. It’s all too good to be true. I love you!

***It’s ok to cry, you have a huge heart. Your emotions are strong and I know you don’t like to cry. I know people think you are unstable when you cry. I know better. I understand and I am always here for you. Your tears washed away some of the pain you feel and gratitude in tears is the utmost in showing your appreciation. You don’t need to think that you are ungrateful. I know you feel this way, and it simply is not true. If you felt the gratitude in your heart for God, you would cry endlessly and never get anything done… you would be a wreck! Your appreciation towards us is deeper than the ocean, you’re love for us is strong. Never doubt your love for us. It is deep and the rays of your love reach out into the universe –endlessly singing for our love.

Q3– Love, Thank you for all your guidance. Thank you for leading me in the way to go. Thank you for the people you have placed in my life that meet me where I am and love me anyway. Thank you for all the varied ways you help me stay on the path that God desires for me. I couldn’t follow without you leading me with your still small voice. Help me hear you more clearly and help me have the courage and strength I need to follow through in all that God has for me to do. Help me focus.

***It is my pleasure to lead you. It is my happiness to see you follow. It is my joy that you ask for more of me and I give you the courage and strength that you will need to follow through in all that God has for you to do. I will be with you always. You have nothing to fear. You are well taken care of. Many people will be helping you on your journey. Dad has all things and people lined up perfectly for your journey. It will be amazing and a blast to watch it all unfold. It will all be orchestrated by God. I see your smile… you definitely have a lot to smile about. We are with you and “the force is strong” in you. Lol. We love you!

Q4- Mom, I am coming to you again today to ask for your intercession. Please pray for me. I am hoping that tonight is my night!

***lol, Mar, you should know that I pray every day for you. All throughout the day, I have you on my mind. You are in my sites. I speak with my son about you and we laugh about all the things you surprise us with. We love you so much. You are amazing… an amazing child of the most high God! Your crown is waiting for you. You will become all that you are made to be. You will accomplish all that you are called to do for the Kingdom. At the end of your life, you will get to tell the Father that you ran your race, finished your assignment and became all that God wanted you to be and do. You will be equipped and empowered to do all that your assignment required. You just may win tonight, but if not, do not lose hope. You are in the palm of God’s hand. You will be where you need to be when you need to be there.

Actions Requested:

God will give me victories where is looks impossible.

It’s ok to cry… my gratitude is larger than I can express in words.

Many people are lined up to help me.

I have a lot to smile about! Mom prays for me every day, all day.

A crown is waiting for me. (I only want to put it at the foot of the cross for my Jesus.)

Closing Remarks: Thank you, you guys are the absolute best and most amazing people in all the universes! Please help me be all that you call me to be and show me the way. Please help stop the wildfires. Please help the hurting people at Orlando from the shooting. Please stop any copycat or other terrorists in this country. Please have your way with America this November. Please put the right person in the White House. Please help all the lonely, addicted, mentally ill, sick or lost souls… have your way in our lives. Heal the world. Fix our problems… we have many in this world. Peace, love, laughter and lounging- let it lead our lives.   Amen!     Xo, ~Mar