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December 8, 2018

Hi Momma!  Thank you for the many gifts you have given me!  You bless me with interceding to the Father with me and you have your angels protect me and my loved ones.  Thank you for saying “Yes” to Gabriel and thank you for taking such good care of Jesus. You are the best mother anyone could ever have.  Happy Feast Day today, you are loved, mom!!!  Thank you for always praying for me… I need all the help I can get and you never fail to help me!

 

*** Tonight is the last day, I heard you pray… the last day on the ticket you and your dad bought… and yes, Mar-  I will intercede for you.  Thank you for coming to me for help.  Just know that whatever Father wants you to do, you will surely have all you need to do it. Pray for stronger faith and bolder courage.  I will pray with you for you.  I will pray for your marriage, as you requested.  I will be with you always and the warring angels will protect you always, so you have nothing to fear.  Nothing will happen to you that is not first screened by God.  You have nothing to worry about because you are in the palm of God with many saints praying for you and DB.  Your mission is still on route and you are on schedule.  So, don’t worry about that.  I know it seems like you are taking the long route- this is true.  But it is not like the Exodus where you will wander for 40 years and die in the desert.  You will come to your place in due time.  You will not die in the desert.  God has much for you to accomplish for the Kingdom.  I am with you, Mar.  God is with you… within your temple and he is very glad to be with you always. He is very close to your heart and living inside you.  Your body is sacred- the home of God, so please take better care of it by incorporating intermittent fasting of 18 hours without food each day or fasting a day or two each week.  There is much repairing going on during that time which will allow for better health, improvements in many areas: Spiritually and Physically.  Your prayers will be even more powerful in the spirit realm with fasting of this sort.  Your extra weight will fall off.  It will be easy, I will help you. 

 

Enjoy the play tonight!  DB will have a great time, it was kind of you to go even though you weren’t too excited for it.  I will talk with you during and after – God and I have something to tell you.  Listen for the still small voice.  Mama Mia has an incredible lesson which we will reveal to you tonight.  Not many will come out of it with this insight.  You will.  Come back tomorrow after you think about it and share with your Father what you learn.

 

We Love You, Mar!

 

December 7, 2018

What would you do with your time, you ask.  I’d make the life I want and that you want of me to accomplish.  Mainly I’d create works of art and creativity unleashed would be my hope in that future. What I’d like my life to look like? Freedom.  Free to worship you and sing miracles into existence through your love for your children.  By your stripes, Jesus, we are Healed!  I would like to help usher in your Mighty Kingdom!  I’d love to be used for your purposes… your will and not mine.  Only problem- I don’t know what it is right now.  I think I’m spread too thin right now.  Lots of projects up in the air.

 

*** Just know that you can do whatever you decide to do as long as you do your best, Mar- that’s all that is required.  You got up at 5:30 this morning and got a head start!  Kudos!  Tomorrow, do the same.  Work on your poetry class assignments this weekend and get some podcast brainstorming sessions under your belt.  Next week, you will know more what direction I would like you to go with that.  Jot down ideas you get in the mean time… here on Notability.  I will start to download song melodies, lyrics, poetry subject ideas and podcast topics.  I have a lot of reading for you to do before the new year.  Saying “no, thank you” will be ideal in the next couple of weeks. Get to the library and café for writing sessions.  Write a little every day.  Board Meetings every single day in December… you’re off to a good start, Mar!  Keep up the good work. 

Love you!  Enjoy advent and read the Advent Book short daily readings, too. 

December 6, 2018

It’s been a great day of incredible beauty.  The fresh fallen snow lining the trees were so amazing! The walk was so refreshing and relaxing on top of the quiet two days of silence I’ve had.  (Except for my time spent working today and yesterday). The time is flying by and already, tomorrow, DB will be home.  I miss him, and I am equally enjoying myself and this time to recharge my batteries.  I was quite drained- lol.  You are so good to me, you even grant breaks when your children need it.  Thank you, God, for always taking such good care of me!

 

*** You are very welcome, Mar.  I do watch over you and know all that you are going through from the smallest of details to the largest.  I know you better than you know yourself and so you can rest assured, that I will always be with you and always watching out for you!  I am happy that you are doing so well and you should know that I will bless your health if you decide to lower your medication dosage as Dr. W. Prescribed “per patient’s discretion”.   You will feel much better and it may help you get up earlier, too! Getting up will help you accomplish so much more in your day!  Tweeking that dosage down a little will make a huge improvement on your emotions so that it won’t feel as if you are so dulled down in spirit.  Your joys will be more apparent with a sharpness also for your thinking – I know you will appreciate that!  Time will continue to go by very fast, but you will feel more alive each moment!  My spirit will flow within you more prominently.  You will know my will for you more acutely and the love I have for you will shine brightly in you.  Enjoy. Get the script filled tomorrow on your way to drop off DB gifts at your mom’s house.  Ok? 

December 5, 2018

Thank you for getting DB to Michigan safely today. Thank you for taking care of him for me while he is away.  Thank you for always taking care of us!  Thank you for the many gifts you’ve given me… family, love, peace, joy, all my needs are met and so many good blessings also!  Thank you for the gift of life and time to be able to spend it as we wish. Thank you for the Chaplet of Divine Mercy so that I can better pray for the salvation of souls.  Help me be brave and endure long-suffering for your purposes. Thank you for sending Jesus to bring all your children home and without Jesus, I know I would be forever lost to the dark and tortuous world of hell.  Thank you, Jesus, for coming to save us!  Thank you for the gift of faith!

 

Could you please tell me what you would like me to do while DB is gone until Friday evening?  I know I need to work, and I would love to spend time reading from the Great Adventure Bible that I received yesterday.  Love it!  I want to practice guitar and sing for you… maybe you could give me a download of talent- melodies, improve my voice and creativity…?

 

***When the time is right, you will have all the talent, creativity melodies, lyrics and the people who will join you on your journey.  Don’t try to make it happen.  Just relax and have fun.  Put some time into music each day and you will be surprised!  I have many surprises in store for you!  Enjoy your Cajon that DB gave you… he isn’t home to tell you to be quiet- lol.  You can be as loud as you want! 

December 4, 2018

Yowza!  You surprised me with that crane tonight!  And the billboard right after was amazing!!!  (“… what would you do with all that time?” On tonight’s Mega Millions win of 200 and something million jackpot!). Ha!  I know what I’d do… and I sang to you that I’d work for you and the family business of helping save souls… sharing your love with the world and helping in any way to help assist in ushering in your Mighty and Holy Kingdom!  Come Lord Jesus!  Use me, Lord, I pray!  You know my numbers, right- Pops?  Can you use me for some small committee of sending out your invitations to the Eternal Party?  Send me, Dad! I know I am not much of a good example, but your forgiveness has allowed me to stand tall in your Love, Mercy, Forgiveness- blessed be Jesus, Forever for being my ransom for all my sins I’ve done. Please forgive me any sins I have not confessed if I forgot or did not know was a sin, sins of my youth, any sin I’ve done, Lord- I am soooooo sorry!  Please forgive me.  Please hear my prayers!  Please, lets start the next chapter of this long and tiresome worn out pages of your story. I’m sorry I’ve taken the long way. I hope I haven’t completely messed up your plans.  You’ve got this, Right- oh yes you do daddy did-done that yes sir- 0h!  Lol!  I love you, Father God!  You are ALMIGHTY… you are KING and you are so so good to me.  I am blessed today, yesterday and always.  Because you love me.  No matter what has happened to me, or what will happen to me… it doesn’t matter as long as you are with me.  For when you, God, are with me… who could possibly come against me?  No one.  That’s who… unless you allow it for my good and/or your glory … or to offer any suffering up to help bring more lost souls home to your heart.

 

*** Thank you, Mar, for having the faith of Abraham!  You are tenacious and you never give up!  You ask, seek, knock and you never quit or throw in the towel!  You’ve been tested, teased, trampled by the enemy and you never give up!  Lucy is pulling out his hair in frustration with you,… that’s my girl.  You are one tough cookie and you, my dear Mar, you are my daughter who I am very pleased with.  You have had lies of the fiery darts being thrown at you endlessly.  I have seen your suffering.  I will make good use of it for the lost as you pray to have offered for them.  Don’t tear up, you’ve won many battles even when you thought you were losing.  You believed the lies that you are a horrible person… how could you forget who you are?  You are my beloved daughter who has a heart of gold, you do.  I’m so glad you took notice of my “sign” today (the Crain) and the actual sign that I had strategically placed right around the corner! Yes, I’m that good… lol. If you thought that was good… wait until you see what’s coming!  You have many fun surprises in store for you!  I know you’ve maybe forgotten- it’s been a long time for you in the deep waters of the war.  All the promises I gave you, Mar… they will all come true!  You only have a little more wait.  I’m going to bless you even more than you’ve thought possible. I know you are very happy with everything you have and that is one reason why I can trust you with a jackpot win… you will bless others.  I know. You will use the money as I instruct and you will open ShamRock Studio…Pogo Style!  As you call it!    Haha. I like to surprise my kids. Especially the tough but kind-hearted and generous ones!

 

Have a nice evening and give DB a hug for me.  Ok? Tell him it’s from me.  He will have a safe trip tomorrow.  Enjoy your 3 days of peace… haha.  I know you’ll miss him, but he’ll be back before you know it.  Enjoy your quiet “retreat” and don’t work too hard.  Love you!  Nite, night. 

~hugs… dad.

December 3, 2018

Well, I have to say, I don’t feel any older and I certainly don’t feel like 50!  That’s for sure!  Thank you so much for the gift of life, health, family and friends.  Thank you so much for our loving marriage, our home, jobs, working cars… so many blessings!  Thank you especially for your Divine Mercy and the gift of faith!

 

Could you please tell me what I need to change or that needs to go?  It seems I have many projects, hobbies and plans.  I need some hep in making priorities.

 

*** Ok, let’s sort this out.  Listing them in no particular order here we go: Board meetings,  guitar, voice, Poetry class/writing, podcasts, blog, advent preparations, cartooning for tee shirt, mug, etc- reading the Bible and other books on God’s Spirit, your job/work, bible timeline class homework, cooking, shopping, exercising, Christmas party here… anything else?  No. Ok.

 

It seems to me you have plenty of time to do most of this in December!  Time management is what you need, Mar!  Getting up at 5:30 and planning your work- working your plan… you can totally do this!  Just do whatever you feel is important each hour and be sure to get in your board meetings- you can’t go wrong!  Nothing is Earth-Shattering that has to get done!  Have fun – that’s key to what I am always telling you , right?  

 

I know you think that you’ve done something wrong or that I am mad at you, disappointed, etc. You are very mistaken, Mar.  You keep doing what you need to do and don’t worry. I’ve got this… remember?  I told you and I haven’t changed my mind.  Just keep playing, you know I can’t tell you when you’ll win.  There are many battles to be won and you’re doing great, kiddo.  Hang in there.  I know you feel beaten down.  Shake it off. Listen to music and be sure to get some exercise in.  That will make you feel much better. 

December 2, 2018

Thank you so much for a great birthday afternoon!  Green Book was well done, we enjoyed it.  DB got me a cool Cajon to play… it will be interesting to take it on walks in the park with me and play around the house. I’d like to get friends over sometime for a jam session.  We certainly have enough instruments!  I’m committing to board meetings each day this advent… that’s my spiritual advent goal!

 

*** Your new silent alarm will help you get up without waking DB… getting up early- before he wakes up, will give us time to meet before you start work. We’ll get the podcasts going this week, too!  Just get several recordings to try it out.  You don’t need to post them now.  In fact, you can plan on waiting to post them if you want to wait until we decide that the time is right to start a podcast channel.  I don’t want you to feel rushed.  Also, you won’t need to do anything you feel may cause you to lose clients.  Have a good time tonight and enjoy the rest of your day.  Your grandparents wanted me to tell you Happy Birthday…they have some surprises for you and they are waiting to see you one day to give it to you. We love you and are with you in spirit. You are never alone, the angels are protecting you and heaven watches over you.  Haha, they waved back.  Thank you for acknowledging them and for your prayers for all of the departed.  Have a great evening and don’t worry about calories… it’s YOUR day! It only comes once a year, right?  Best pizza in 1000 miles!  Deep dish delish.  Enjoy! Happy, happy ,happy and blessed Birthday, Mar!

December 1, 2018

Yay, It’s December!  My favorite month of birthdays… mine starts off the month, then Jesus’ birthday… Yay!…. after a month of Advent preparations for my King and then ending with New Years Eve- the beginning of a whole new year full of hopes and dreams to fulfill!

 

I can’t believe I’ll be half a century old tomorrow! Yikes!  I don’t know where the time has gone!  It has flown by so fast!  I feel like I have wasted so much time… I need to get a handle on time so that I can do more of what you call me to do. But I’m not sure what that is.

 

*** Well, happy December to you, Mar!  You will have a great month!  I know you feel badly about missing time.  Not to worry.  You are always right where you need to be.  You haven’t missed anything.  You’ve made mistakes, but nothing that the creator of the universe can’t handle! God is in control.  Remember that.  And… you are my living enterprise and God can not fail!  I know that you worry a lot about missing the mark.  Just do one thing each day and you will always know that you are right on target.  You know what that one thing is… you guessed it: Daily Board Meetings.  I know it is difficult because you don’t want to post some personal things we may talk about.  That’s ok.  Just use your discretion when you post.  It’s ok not to post EVERYTHING.  You need some leeway here so that you and I can chat about what needs to be sorted out. Ok?

 

How about a month of daily meetings as a goal.  We can reassess in January what needs to be done but for now, just focus on Daily Board meetings and daily bible reading of at least 10 minutes.  So, within an hour, you should be able to get that accomplished. Easy?  Yes, I think so too.  I have a lot to tell you and we need to stay in close contact.  You have your “Marching Orders” now, ok?   I know you’re sorry, but don’t look back.  Don’t worry about it.  I know you have issues with thinking you are making this up in your mind… sometimes you are… sometimes you aren’t.  It doesn’t matter so much.  As long as we think things through here, that is what’s key.  You will need direction and that’s what I’m here for.  We are a team.  You and I.  We make a great team.  You without me… not so much. Got that?  Good. Come back tomorrow… I have a present for you.  You will be surprised!    I love you, too. 

November 28, 2018

Thank you for new miracles all the time!  You healed my cuticles and the plant mom gave me!  You are so funny how you bless me all the time. Now I don’t have to get myself over to get a manicure!  Ha! Thank you.  To who do I owe the thanks to?  The only one I can imagine being so attentive to these things is my momma in combat boots!  Thank you, Mom!!!  Blessed Mother Mary, I am so sorry that I sometimes forget to include you in my life. You are always there to help me pray to God, and you help me be more loving when it is difficult!  Thank you, Momma, for always being so loving towards me and especially for all the angels you have put on assignment for my safety. I love you.

 

***Mar, I am always with you.  I will help you in so many ways – you could not even imagine what together we could accomplish for God.  Thank you for including me and your love is very beautiful in how you love Jesus. Father God wants you to know that all you are going through right now will pass.  The load will be lifted off your back and you will soon forget all about these difficulties.  Your parents love you very much and you will let them know how much you care for them by always keeping in touch – no matter where you live.  If you need to move, that would be ok as long as you keep in touch. At this point, we don’t know what will happen with DB’s job and if you will win the lottery.  It is all up in the air.  Only the Father knows the plans he has for you.  You will always be where you need to be so please don’t worry about decisions now.  It will all work itself out.  Just keep Jesus near to your heart on the journey and you will not become lost.  DB would like to one day move someplace warm- at least for the winter months.  It is all going to be fine.  Don’t worry. Your parents will understand whatever comes to be needed for the two of you.  You don’t need to feel guilt.  Your mom will have all her needs met and she will do just fine in the next many years to come.  Enjoy her company and try to ignore when the guilt trip is attempted on to you. Remember, it is not a sin to not agree to having your mother live with you.  You have limitations (mental health issues) that would make her not happy if she had to live with you and DB.  The stress from the Evil/Good cycles could put you over the edge which would not be a good situation for your mom to be in the middle of.  She will understand when you explain it to her.  Don’t worry.  Smile and be happy, loving and renewed in the Peace of God.  I will help you sort all this out.  Don’t worry, Mar!

November 24, 2018

Lies in my mind… help me fix this issue.  I want to get rid of this wrong recording. God, please help me turn this around?  Mistakes I’ve made are keeping me down.  Stories I speak to myself that I am so untalented that it would be hard for anyone to listen to me sing or play the guitar.  (True, I feel, but with you, Lord, anything is possible.).    I tell myself I am not equipped for this mission you are calling me to.  I hear that people would hate me if they knew me.  I say that I have/will have enemies that would like to stop me, even to the point of maybe killing me, but I know you wouldn’t let that happen unless it is my time and unless I am done with the mission you have for me to complete!

 

*** Repeat after me, Mar:

Start day off:

I am blessed, I am prosperous, I am creative, I am free, I am loved by God, I am God’s child who he loves dearly, I am talented, I am led by God, I am talented, I am forgiven, I am redeemed, I am valuable, I am anointed, I am equipped, I am fearfully made, I am beautiful, I am amazing, I am a child of the most high God, I have seeds of greatness, I am victorious, I am anointed, I am equipped, I will become all he has created me to be, I am victorious!  God is my defender and God is in control.  I am God’s living Enterprise and God can not fail!

 

Thank you, God!  I will put this on my calendar to do each morning 3x – please bless my efforts. The enemy’s fire darts are attacking me all the time with lies of defeat, destruction and doubt… all based on fear.  Love casts out all fear.  Thank you for your love, Father.  Thank you for all your help.  I need you!

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