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February 5, 2016

Q1-Father-God, I feel like I am dreaming my life away.  So much time has gone by… I am so sorry that I haven’t done more songwriting, or writing in general.  I am sorry that I don’t make time to learn how to create an app.  I am sorry that I wasted away the past 2 decades.  How am I still on track to do this dream if I don’t focus more, create more, and enjoy the process more.  I can’t wait forever to win the lottery.  I either need to start living my dreams out by creating something, or … or what?  or not live my purpose?  That would be to give up and just die.  No, I won’t give up.  Starting today, I will find the time.  I will do this thing.  Is this on your lead, Dad?

 

*** Mar,  you have done many things in the last 10 years:  You lost over 100  pounds, you managed a mental illness, survived near death many times, you took a recording studio/engineer classes (2 of them),  You took poetry classes , You learned basic guitar and ukelele, you wrote many poems, sang in the choir, journaled, you took classes on app making on udemy, you schemed with me, you laughed and cried with me, you loved me more and more each day, you love your husband and take care of him and manage your home, you keep a great heart and spirit in the light, you spiritually came around a 180 in our relationship, you came to know us, your love has grown exponentially, you are learning tennis, you are training for the 10K, you enjoy playing the harp, you have recorded over 10 songs and posted them on SoundCloud, you started a business, you successfully have many clients all over the midwest that you have worked with including one or two from the west coast, you have drive and endurance in this and to top it all off, you have the tenacity of a warrior in playing the lottery, believing every time that you will win and hope that maybe the day is today– you have put up with a lot of crap from the devil, you have met these challenges with love, laughter, mental strength of 10,000 men and you still have a heart of gold.  So, please don’t think that you have not gained ground in this journey; you have gone to hell and back transversing many lifetimes and are back to kick some Lucy-Butt!  You will be victorious if you stay close to the Holy Trinity and your Mother… the angels and saints and all your supporters.  You have many people that love you and are routing for you.  So, please remember this:  You will always be on the right path; when you don’t know where you are, just look to me.  I will be carrying you through it all.  I have you in the palm of my hand.  I love you, Mar.  Enjoy the ride… it’s just a valley you are going through.  Tomorrow is another day.  Write a song about this!  It will make you feel better.

February 4, 2016

Q1-Father God, could you tell me why it is so difficult for me to lose weight?

*** The world is not in accordance with my will in the GMO that is going on, the pesticides, herbicides, etc. and all the fried, salty and fatty foods that are so common in your world right now. You are doing well to go your own path and eat raw. I will bless what you are doing in smoothies and juices, raw fresh whole ripe fruits and hydration with pure water. Organic foods are the way you need to go too, Mar. Your health is worth the extra money here. I will heal you and you will lose the weight easily. I know it has been a long and painful journey for you; I hear your prayers and will help you in this area. You will be amazed at your transformation. Keep up the good work. Keep raw and you will love your new life. DB will benefit from this new way of eating also. Both of you will not want to go back once you lose your weight and transform into practically brand new people. Your running and tennis is being completely different in that you will be so fit that you will not recognize yourself. You will be an athlete on par with the best of them. You will love how it makes you feel!

 

Q2-Holy Spirit, could you help guide me in what foods my body needs and give me the grace to choose raw foods over cooked and processed?

*** Yes, I would like very much to help you in any way I can. Ask me before you eat anything and discuss with me what would be a good choice. I will talk with you about this or anything at any time. Rely on my help. That is what I am here for.

 

Q3-Jesus, I thank you for giving yourself up to God as a living sacrifice for my sins. Please give me the grace to rid myself of sin with each day pleasing you. I don’t want to be ashamed before you ever again. I know that this would take a miracle. Please give me your grace to improve each day and one day to become a person that you could see without stain. Thank you, God, for the blessing of reconciliation and your saving forgiveness.

*** Mar, I am very glad that you come to my mercy in the confessional, for I have flames of divine mercy that burn fiercely. When you come to me for forgiveness, you give me relief from them and you will bring many people to ask me for forgiveness. I desire to give my mercy to all souls. They don’t know what happiness comes from my divine mercy. Soon, all will come home and my flames will be extinguished finally- giving me much happiness. The father is very glad that you appreciate Divine Mercy. My bitter passion is a great victory over all evil. One day, you will sin no more. Do not be hard on yourself for your mistakes/sins- learn each day more and keep coming to me for forgiveness. I will always be with you.

 

Q4– Mom, Could you please tell me why I have so much difficulty with food choices and weight loss? Could you help me remember what my plan is?

*** You have had much difficulty with weight issues. The devil is using this weakness to win his battles. Don’t let him win! Keep strong. Eat raw, living foods. You will melt down to your best weight and you will keep it off with a plant-based diet. I will help you. I will speak with you and so will the Holy Spirit- we will help you in this area. Keep the faith! You will get over this last big obstacle you are facing. It will get easier. You can do this. The most important thing for you is to keep the kitchen full of produce and the freezer with frozen fruit, vegetables and greens. You will love your success. By the end of this summer, you will be at your goal weight! Keep looking at the prize. Take it one day at a time.

 

Closing: Thank you for your help and inspiring words. Thank you that you will help me in all things. In the fire of your pure love, let us all be set aflame with your holy love. Nothing is beyond your power. Turn all souls back towards you. I beg you by the bitter passion of your son that we all come home to you, with no one left behind. We all need you desperately. Don’t let anyone needlessly go to hell. Turn all souls to you for mercy, your forgiveness, and your fabulous love.  Thx!

xo, ~Mar

February 3, 2016

Q1– Jesus, I thank you for your love. I can really feel your guidance, protection and love. Thank you for putting up with me. I am sorry that I am so weak in giving your love to others. Will you help me love better?

*** Yes, I am always at work in your life. Mom is helping you in this area also. You only need to think about this and put an effort into changing, soon you will see an improvement. I will help you in the sense that you will be more aware when you need to change your ways. You will be seeing the areas you need to work on in a more clear way from now on. Your prayer is heard and we are at work in this for you. Only leave it up to us and we will guide you in loving others. Start in your home. Focus on your marriage and being more loving in a more consistent way. I will help you. Have patience with yourself. You have come a long way. You do have a ways to go, but this is a life long transformation. You are doing well; keep up the good work.

 

Q2- Holy Spirit, Thank you for your guidance. I am so sorry that I missed your announcement that the angel was behind me in adoration. I thought it was my imagination and illness speaking, I did not trust your voice. I am so sorry. Thank you for showing me who he was. I pray that he will forgive me and help me pray to God better. Do I talk with angels on a daily basis? Is this something you would like me to start doing?

*** You have many outlets for assistance in prayers. You always have your mother, the saints, Jesus, the Father, me and- of course angels. We are all here to help you. It can be overwhelming, I know and understand your confusion. Just know that you have an abundance of helpers waiting on your word to start a good work. They are eager to assist in any way they can. Please look up prayers to angels and pray the chaplet of St. Michael whenever you have a little bit of free time. They loved your decades that you created under your business in the early 90s. Your company name wasn’t the best (All Strung Out) but nevertheless, they were honored that you had a special Decade in their honor. Go back to that and thank the angels for helping you all these years. They have saved you from the grips of death many times. They have saved you much heartache. Be grateful and invite them to help you even more now each day of your life from now on. They need your request to help and they will answer with much assistance for you. Enjoy them! They love you.

 

Q3-Dad, I love you so much. I am sorry if I don’t show it to you enough times in my day by loving others for your sake. Would you please take me and use me for your purposes and for your glory? I offer myself as a living sacrifice. Please use me for whatever you choose. Show me the way.

*** I am getting there, Mar. Keep up the good works. Keep praying and working hard! You do so much for me already, but I am asking you for more of your time. Would you please do me one favor and focus on loving DB in an even more kind and loving daily marathon? Push hard in loving in small ways. Do all things for him with the thought of it being for Jesus. All things you do for DB, you do for Jesus. (All things you do for another, you do for Jesus.) Jesus would like you to put your efforts on loving DB with more patience, kindness, and gratitude on every little thing he does for you. Love him as if it were for Jesus. Ok? That would make us (Holy Trinity) very happy and grateful to you for doing.

 

Q4-Mom, ok, you just heard the request from my dad. I need your help yet once again. Could you please help me be more loving, patient, kind, and giving to DB? I need your loving patience to flood my spirit. I need your help in this area, very much. I appreciate your help.

*** Sure, I will help you as much as you allow me to help. Keep doing all that you have been doing. One area you could improve on is to make soups for him for dinners and make his lunches ahead of time. He would love you to make him lasagna sometime, also. Healthy food will feed his stomach, his soul, and fill his heart with gladness for all that you do for him. This will baffle and confuse Satan; your goodness will shine through even more amazingly when you serve your husband in preparing his food with love. Try to start with just one recipe per week. It will take a little effort, but will be well worth it. You can make it on the weekends. Thank you for asking for my help. I will remind you of this and we can work on it together. I love you, Mar!

 

Closing: Thank you for your help and guidance. I am sorry that I have so much growth to work on. Please help me do the right things that you are guiding me to do. I love you and I appreciate your assistance in all these things. Xo, ~Amen.

February 2, 2016

Q1-Hey, Mom! How are you doing? I wanted to thank you for helping me get out of my funk and for all your prayers. I feel great today; I am so lucky that I bounce back so easily. Thank God for that! Could you please do me a favor and help me pray for RW? I need to stop by and visit with him again this Friday after work or sometime this weekend at the nursing home.

 ***If you make the effort to visit him again; Father God will powerfully hear your prayers. I will be with you to pray with you for RW. I will help you with your request by making your prayers arranged beautifully with flowers and a meal of Lasagna with Garlic Bread and a delicious salad. He loves to hear prayers that are thoughtfully arranged and I know how and love to help in any way I can. I will also put an arrangement of beautiful purple orchids by your request, at his golden table where He likes to receive prayers. You are very smart to ask for my help in offering more beautiful prayers, I love to help my children in this way, I am the Queen of Angels, Mother of God, and Intercessor of the Universe… J I love you, Mar… Pray lovingly and be very patient with R, as you know it takes awhile for him to point out each letter on his chart to speak. I will increase his mobility with powerful miracles for his return to health. God wants you to pray for his healing, even though it seems impossible. Just pray. Pray! Pray, pray!

 

Q2-Holy Spirit, I love you! You are hidden in the many thoughts that I have but I know that all the correspondence with Father God, Jesus, and Mom- they are because of your help, right?   How do I speak with you? What would you like me to say to speak with you? It seems as if I talk with all the others, but neglect to speak with you directly most days. I don’t feel like I know your personality. Is it you that cracks me up with funny thoughts every day, or are you more serious? What are you like and how do I best get to know YOU better?

*** Thank you for thinking about me and wanting to know me better. I am a little mysterious in that I don’t have anything you can compare me with. Since I am spirit, I understand how it could be difficult. Just know that I am the person that helps you talk with God, Jesus, Mom, and that I also am the one that leads you in God’s ways. I am the person that gives you little tips in the still small voice… that is me! I love that you desire to know my personality better. I will reveal myself to you in the next year or two – you will come to know my voice. I am not loud or obnoxious, but I can be funny. I will tell you when it is me speaking, since you desire to know what I sound like. Pray and ask for me to reveal myself more to you. Pray this at the 3:00 hour with your chaplet of divine mercy along with all your other prayer requests. Also, I am with you when you pray in tongues… that is my spirit working wonders in your life when you pray this way. Sing and pray in the spirit everyday, that is the way to my heart.

 

Q3-Jesus, I love you! I want to just kiss you right now! But, alas, you are not here for me to hug and kiss, so I kiss my little golden pendant with you and mom in the center; one on each side of the golden little necklace pendant that mom and dad gave me. I’m tearing up. I miss you. I love you and want only to be with you… one day. Right? One day, hopefully soon, you will return to come get me for your coming home party. Heaven on Earth! Heaven come down! When, Jesus?   How much longer? I can’t wait!!! J

***Ha-ha, Mar, you are wonderful. We love you and I can’t wait to come back either! Only the Father knows when, but if I had to guess, it would be sometime soon, whenever everything gets into place. You are not delaying anything; so get that out of your mind. No, it is all in divine time. Dad will lead all things in perfect order. So, don’t you skip ahead of us. You may trip and hurt yourself! No, we are all in good frame of minds and happy for your help, but never think this is all on you. No, actually, you don’t need to worry. Mar, you are in good shape. God’s got this! And also don’t forget that it is going to be more amazing than you could ever imagine! Don’t listen to videos that talk about destruction, concentration camps, and all sorts of news. Don’t listen to any of it. God is in control and their plans will fall through. Holy Trinity App will be an instrument and tool of God. He is coming in a huge way. World REVIVAL, Mar… it’s going to be amazing! We are happy that you said yes, but never put all this weight on your shoulders. My yoke is easy and your weight IS LIGHT. I am with you always. Soon we will be ready to ask for your help in arranging the Eternal Party and invite the people. And yes, Dad will invest in EPP, Inc. So, don’t lose heart! Keep playing the lotto… hehehe, you’ll see. Soon. I love you, Mar.

 

Q4– Dad, I did not put your question last in any way less important. I just wanted to let you take a nap until I came around to you… J

My question for you is…. Drumroll please, …

Why, oh why is this so difficult? It shouldn’t be this hard to play the lottery. Seriously. Why am I so much trying to do this thing when all you keep telling me to do is play and relax? I’m more relaxed than I have been in the past, but waiting is so hard… I can’t wait to turn this page. Start the next chapter, God? Soon?

*** I like your tenacity and I love that you keep playing in spite of not winning much in the last 8 years. You’ve played faithfully and hopefully while at the same time not being worn down by it. (Except for a short bit there a few years ago.) I apologize for the wait, but you make it more difficult than it needs to be. Ask and you shall receive. I hear your asking. I know your heart in this is for all good. The computer has the evidence! J You truly desire to do my will and you believe that your dream (EPP, Inc) is from me. That is true. I place this dream into your heart before you knew of it. This seed has been growing and maturing so soon will be the time of reaping what has been sown. The harvest is plenty but the workers are few. I appreciate you stepping up to offer yourself as a living sacrifice. I, Papa-God, cannot fail. Love wins. Keep this in your heart. When things get rough, as they surely will, remember that love wins! There will be ups and downs on this rollercoaster of your life. Enjoy the ride.

Hugs, xo, your dad.

 

Closing: Thank you, my wonderful heavenly family. Father, I offer you the body and the blood, Soul and divinity of your dearly beloved Son, My Lord Jesus Christ- In atonement for our sins, and those of the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, Dad, have Mercy on me an on the whole world! Please help me do your will. Please give me supernatural extra time in my days so I can get through it all with loving patience. Help me be more loving and caring for all people. Help me be the person you want me to be. Please give me the virtues of Jesus. I want to be more like Him! Please equip and empower me to do your will. Please let EPP, Inc. come to reality and show it success for your glory and purposes. Please don’t let me hurt anyone and please extend my territory for your purposes. Let your love and mercy flood the earth and if I can help share that with others, I would be deeply honored. I know that no good deed goes unpunished; yet still, I say yes, please let me help save souls. Yes, Yes, Yes to it all. If I become persecuted or killed from doing your will, I am glad that you make me worthy of it. Help me follow you, Holy Spirit, and that I don’t back off from anything you have for me to do. In your name, Jesus Christ, I pray. AMEN.   XO! ~Mar

February 1, 2016

Q1- All mighty father, dad, I love you and I am so glad that you won’t let me mess up your plans. I feel a lot of weight in this process. I feel as if the eternal life for many souls rests on my shoulders. And I don’t think that’s what you have planned for me dear God. Help me see your way. I am terrified that I messed up. Can you help me understand your plan is a success?

 *** Mar, you should know better by now. I would never leave you alone to yourself. Take the yoke offered by Jesus-he takes the weight off of your shoulders. Mar, don’t you remember that you are my living enterprise? And don’t you know that I cannot fail. I am sad that you feel so much pressure, but we want you to know that all is taken care of. Everything is fine. Everything is going to cording to plan. There’s nothing that you need to worry about. Just relax and enjoy each day taking it one day at a time. I created all of the universes; I create every single Adam in the world. Nothing is out of my control. Every hair on your head is numbered. Take courage and trust in God.

 

Q2-Holy Spirit, I love you! Thank you for your help but I think I need a lot more help than you have been giving me. I’m feeling like a failure. Will you forgive me for being such a weak instrument? Also, could you please help make me stronger in all ways especially in the weaknesses I have in the areas of the venial sins that I struggle with?

*** I hear your prayer dear Mar. I want you to know that you are very loved and we are helping you however we will help you more now that you’ve asked. Keep asking for more help and you will surely receive it. As far as the venial sins go, soon you will struggle no more with them. Soon you will have victory over sin. Your sins will seem as if they were a distant past. Keep praying to your mother and she will help you have victory over all sin. Remember loving patience goes a long way and if you relax and chill out things will go much more smoothly. Music is good therapy so listen to music when you feel if afraid it will we will take your mind off of it. Always go back to the great greatness of God and His ways are always best. Love wins!

 

Q3-Jesus, I adore you! Could you please give me some good news for today? I feel like I’m in the darkness without a single light to guide my way.

*** It always looks darkest before the dawn. Very soon you will have victory in what you have desired. The Devil is putting up a huge fight because first of all he’s afraid of you, second of all he knows his time is short and third of all Lucifer knows he’s losing the final blow from two women (you and mother Mary) and because of this he is very humiliated and cannot even imagine losing to you guys. It’s quite humorous from our perspective. But I know for you it’s difficult. Just know that I am with you always and I love you very much. You are winning a good race and I am running with you to the victory finish line. We could never lose the battle no matter how much a struggle, just don’t give up and we will always have the victory in our midst. Never give up.

 

Q4-Blessed mother, I need you! Mom, it looks like the Dragon is so big and I’m so little and I know that I alone cannot do anything. But with God all things are possible. Can you tell me something that would give me hope for what I can do to do my part?

*** The one thing you need to do is stay close to us we are orchestrating a very complex battle. But for you you only need to know to look towards our guidance and us each day and you will get there. You will not be lost. I guarantee it. We are handling everything for you so you don’t need to worry. I know it looks like the Dragon is huge but in all comparison to God, Lucifer is but a tiny to a tiny irritating nat that will be swatted and put to death soon. Just take one look at your shoulder and swat it to remind yourself how tiny he is. You should know that he has no lasting powers. Soon, he will be gone all of his evil plans will be brought to nothing.

 

Closing: well thank you very much for your encouragement and helpful words. I feel a little bit better but I think I need to go back and read what you said several times before it actually sinks in. Right now I just feel deflated and I need your help, please. I don’t like to ask for a sign but in this case could you please have somebody tell me something that would give me hope and a good laugh? I’m sorry but I need a sign. I don’t know if it’s me talking are you talking half the time is it’s the illness or what and I just feel very weak and like I am letting you down. Please let me know for sure it’s you and not me.  xo,~Mar

 

 

January 31, 2016

Q1-Dad, I was really and truly hoping to win the power ball last night. I didn’t win. News Flash, -Mar didn’t win yet… Imagine that. 🙂 Oh well, it’s growing because no one won the jackpot. Maybe a valentine gift to the world? Perhaps you will bless EPP, the world, and me soon with a win sometime in the next few weeks? I am sorry if I am irritating you. “Dreams come true. Without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them.” John Updike quote. So, did you put this dream into my heart, dad? I think I have asked you this question before, but I can’t recall your response.

*** Why would I be irritated, Mar? I put that dream in your heart. Keep believing for it. Keep praying for it. Keep the faith and keep hoping. Keep thanking me in advance. I am working hard at lining up many good things for you and DB. If you knew all that is being done on your behalf, you would be very grateful and joyous. I’ve got this. It’s going to be amazing. You will win one day. Pray about it often. I like your tenacious spirit!

 

Q2- Jesus, What is your favorite personality trait that you like to see in people? And what do you like best about me; what do you dislike the most about me?

***My favorite personality trait that I like to see in people is love and kindness. What I like the most about your personality is your fun-loving spirit. You are very fun to be around and the world needs more people with that trait. What I dislike most about you is that at times you are tense, impatient and still have controlling characteristics; however, I must say that you are quickly improving in loving patience and letting go of much controlling temptations. Keep praying for patience and to stop controlling others. You are learning a great deal about patience and control release with your situation with waiting on God in all things; especially the investment deal with Dad. God likes that you are learning your lesson. You have come a long way. Keep proving your patience with DB as practice every day. Control issues keep coming up. Remember this too is a test. So, practice patient love and letting go –and let God handle all things! Pray about this. You will soon master these two areas. Keep plugging on.

 

Q3-Holy Spirit, will you please help me in these two areas, then? Would you please help me be more lovingly patient, relaxed and chill… with no more controlling other people? This will take a miracle every day… wont you help me? I’m begging. I really want to turn this around. Not just for a day, but as an ingrained new loving personality in this area.

*** Yes, I would love to help you. I will give you the spirit of lovingly waiting on God and men. I will give you peace and patience. In your dealings with DB I bestow to your spirit a large dose of “I don’t care if you do (xyz) It will get done one day, or I can do it myself if needed.” This attitude will permeate your spirit with love, patience and kindness. Patience and release of control are your testing areas. I will help you with these. Keep praying about this and Mother will help you also. She is the queen of Love. She will help you.

 

Q4-Thank you, mom, and Queen of Love… would you make me your love project and help me! I desperately need your help with Patient Love, and Release the controlling others bit- it’s gotten old and I hate that about myself. I know the Devil is going to love to tempt me in this area. Please help me pass all the tests and wear out Lucy so that he gets tired trying to rile me up. Help me breathe and know that you are helping me at all times. Please deliver me from evil and help me not be tempted. Give me victory in this area; with your help, I know I can overcome this. Make me more like Jesus. Would you do this for me?

*** I would love to help you but you must continue your struggles for a while. You will be tempted and at times you might fail, but don’t become despondent. Keep fighting and keep passing your trials. For every victory, you are strengthened. Soon you will master the art of loving patience and the art of chill. Your control issues will soon be a thing of the past. You will be transformed this year. 2016 is a year of many amazing things that will soon happen. Keep your eyes open for trials and pray that you overcome them.

 Many rewards come with this determination and desire to be more like Jesus. We are very happy that you prayed this prayer today at the Board Meetings. We are with you. We will help you. Remember this: A trial only lasts but a few minutes. You can do this. Leave the room if necessary; get to a quiet place and pray when temptation comes. Love wins. Love conquers all. Light disperses the darkness and loving patience is light. Shine the light, Mar. Shine it brightly.

January 30, 2016

Q1- Jesus, you are so good to me! Will you help me to be aware of my sins/mistakes and make a good confession today (in about an hour I’ll be heading over there)? I want to be without blemish and I know that I need to go to reconciliation more often. I apologize for being in the state of having so many sins. Even though they may be venial sins, I truly hate it when I get dirtied with sins, I feel ugly inside. Wash me clean in the confessional, and please help me correct my mistakes and faults each day. One day at a time, will you please do a work in me? Make me holy. I know that will require a miracle each hour, but I can ask anyways. 🙂

***Mar, You make me smile. You try so hard but even still, you fall. It is not what you do or don’t do; it is your desire to be washed clean and pure. All righteousness is given to you in the confessional. I know you appreciate it so much. Tell me why you go so infrequently? I know, it takes time and you forget to go. Make an effort to go at least 2 times a month… It will help your prayers have wings. Not only will it please me, but also the Father, who loves you, would like it very much. Thank you for going today. You will be blessed by your attention to details. Be concise but don’t leave out anything you may remember that needs healing. Don’t worry about taking too much time, you wait in line like everyone else, take your turn in peace. Confess all of it, and you can ask your one question that you need answers for. The priest will explain to you whether or not you need to love your enemy- even when your enemy is the devil. This is a good question you have, and today you will get your answer.

 

Q2-Dad, I love you and your plan of redemption! You are so amazingly smart and strategic in all you do. You are the master of all, the best of all, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords! My questions for you today are: When do I get to get to work here? I feel like I’m here in waiting mode. Is this incorrect?

*** You have been working for me all your life. You’ve tried hard to follow Jesus in your own way… you have come such a long distance. You’ve overcome so many trials. You are growing so much spiritually, readying yourself for this mission. In a way, you have been working for me but soon, you will be working in a much more important role. You will be VP of EPP, Inc. directly under my authority, but with much freedom to create what you see in your heart and mind. With your personal freedom, we are looking forward to what you will create next! You’re really doing well, even though you may not see it, you are coming into your own style and musically you are growing. Keep up the good work. You have been in waiting mode, but also in deep preparations. You are right on track. Don’t worry so much, just have fun with it. Make some new songs… New songs are more fun to create than covers, but I have a few covers I’d like you to do. First, you may want to try and have fun with “This Could Be Heaven” by Queen. Write poems/songs that you download from your mom. It’s going to be so interesting to see what you create. Don’t worry what other people think, just be yourself. Enjoy!

 

Q3– Holy Spirit, I love you! Thank you so much for helping me get through this. It is very challenging, but you make it fun! Thank you for being with me always and for your guidance. My questions for you today are: When I read Acts this weekend, will you please show me what you need me to see. That way, I can know better, some of the things that I may be able to pray for and see happen. Show me what miracles you have in store for the world, soon to come ocean of mercies, love, goodness, creative miracles and wonders… Can you give me a sneak preview?

*** Yes, I have much to tell you. Don’t worry, I will show you all that you need to know when you need to know it. Spend time this weekend; don’t forget Acts! I will give you many sneak previews, please write them down so that you won’t forget what I tell you. I know you have difficulties remembering things- that’s ok, just jot it down in your app of notes. Label the tab “Sneak Previews”. Fun, Eh?!!!

 

Q4-Momma, momma, momma! Love you, mom! So, I am super excited to write songs with you, I apologize that I haven’t had the time to dedicate to it. I will try to get with you on this today and tomorrow. 30 minutes shouldn’t be so difficult to find, I think I need to risk it and just start writing… you’ll show up with your ideas, I know. Help me be courageous and make the time for this important work. I am sorry I haven’t done this and would like to make it a daily habit.

*** No problem, Mar. We’ll get to many songs/poems… just you wait! It’s going to be something else! Something unique and never before done… Miraculous songs! That’s what people will call them. All glory to God! Miraculous songs of love. Your love project and invitations to the people for the Coming Home Party! It’s going to be a blast! Enjoy creating the poems/songs and I will definitely NOT let you down. We have much work to do, but it will be so much fun, you won’t think of the time spent. Time will fly by and you will love it! Don’t worry about not having much time, I will work with what time you have. Enjoy! Don’t be so hard on yourself. You are doing the best you can with your time.

January 29, 2016

Q1-Morning Dad, How are you doing this morning? I love you. I don’t know where to begin. Your mercies are endless, how do I thank you?

*** Good Morning to you, Mar! I’m doing great and enjoying time spent with you. It is true that my mercies are endless but you should know and remember always that Jesus is the means to my mercy. Without Jesus, there could be no mercy only because of Justice. I have to follow the law of justice and there is need of an intercessor and Jesus paid that price for all people. He is the world’s advocate. The only problem is people don’t recognize the judgments that they are being accused of by Lucifer. Day and night he brings up endless accusations; the only way I can quiet him is with the blood of Jesus who redeems.

 People unfortunately don’t understand or don’t want to be saved from eternal damnation. It is not very smart of them to make such a decision against accepting the help Jesus offers. So, although I am merciful, there is such a thing as the law and spiritually speaking many are lost. But not forever, we have a plan. You know a little bit about this plan. The family business is all about this plan. Mar, you along with many people, will help many return back home. Thank you for offering to work on the “Coming Home Party” planning committee. We could use your help. Thank you for saying yes. That is how you said thank you. Remember, no good deed goes unpunished. It is sad but true. You know. We love you for still saying you would help out. My mercies are endless, but there is a choice that people need to make and to decide if they even want our help to escape damnation. It should be an easy choice, but people are blind to what’s going on.

 

Q2-Jesus, thank you for all that you have done, are doing, and will do- to save your family from eternal destruction. It is amazing and the plan you guys have for us is going to be the best and most powerful display of your goodness! Your love and concern for us all is incredible. Tell me, will all people see your goodness in a real and personal way and will there be any lost from our family? Will all people get to come home? Tell me, will none be lost forever?

***The plans we have are more incredible than you could ever imagine, Mar. It is hard to believe, as things look in the world today, but it is going to be the most amazing display of our love and power that will transform the face of the earth. None of Dad’s children will be lost. If even one person from our family had to go to hell, we could not have the festival of eternal love. Mark my words, Mar.

 NOT ONE CHILD LOST.

We have much work to do, don’t we? Yes, but God will be doing everything, only do what he tells you to do, and together we will plan the best coming home party ever imagined.

 I hear you thinking thoughts of doubt, Mar. It is true. Have faith! Don’t you think God (Holy Trinity) is big enough to touch each of his precious children in a way that could convince even the worst sinner of his love? Love will conquer hell. Love is all you need and if you love, love wins. In the end, love wins. If you have love in your heart, love wins. God is love. It’s simple. Be patient with yourself and with others. That is the key of love for the world; patience. Slow it down. But to answer your question, none will be forever lost. It’s quite a plan of salvation, the hard work is done, and the fun work is yet to come. Thank you for offering to help. Yes, we will be with you and you will be empowered by the Holy Spirit and equipped by the Father. You will have all you need at all times. You are closely watched to make sure that you are safe and have everything needed at each day. (Thank you!!!) Your welcome.

 

Q3-Holy Spirit, Thank you for your love and guidance. Thank you for saying that you could use me as an instrument of your peace. Could you please give me a large dose of patience and love for others? I am not a fit instrument for your work. Please make me an instrument you can shine brightly and brilliantly for others. Is this great love a possibility for me- such great controller and proud soul that I am?

*** Mar, you have such a great heart. Of course I can use you as an instrument for my peace. You do have a little shining up to do. I am doing the work of polishing you up so that you will be a beautiful and brightly shining instrument of love and peace. I will give you a fine-tuning, if you will… You will find yourself improve a little each day. You will become patience, loving, peaceful, and a humble soul. It will take a few years to complete this work, but you have come a long way. Together, we will get you there. So, don’t give up.

You will sing amazing songs of great importance for sharing love to the world. Through the songs (that Mother and I will give you) God’s love will heal the nations. Miracles will be endlessn and multiply love and patience in the world as never before. You will become one of my instruments of love for the world to share God and his goodness all people; including and especially, the lost brothers and sisters. Sounds good?

(Oh, Heck yeah! I am all in! Count me in, but first make me worthy of the promises you give to me. Make me a worthy instrument of your peace.)

 

Q4– Blessed Mother, thank you for your help to get me to where I need to be. Thank you so much for helping me become the person God would like me to be. Please continue with me patiently and guide me in all that I do. What do you see as priority for this weekend that you think I should do? What would make God most happy this weekend?

***God would like to see you laugh and enjoy your weekend without any stressors or controlling, or impatience with others and yourself. God would like you to spend time with Him. Read Acts this weekend. You will love it; I know you’ve been trying to get to it for a long time. Enjoy. Take a breather. Enjoy the music that you and DB have planned for tonight and tomorrow night. I see your smile. Mar, you are your worst critic and you are your worse taskmaster. Take it easy on yourself. Practice the art of loving others. It will make you beautiful inside and out.

January 28, 2016

Q1- Dad, I love you! I wanted to tell you how much I appreciate you giving me a counselor like P. He really understands where I’m coming from and relates well with me. He gives good advice. He asked me today to think about backing off of the “Grandiose ideas and making them somehow more realistic”. (Or something to that effect.) He wants me to focus on what I can do in real ways each day. To that I did protest a little bit and tell him that I do try to do things for Jesus by helping others when I can. Now that I think of it, I know I have much improvement to make. I try. And how do I make my thinking less grandiose? When you tell me that you like my ideas, and my ideas are in truth grandiose, how do I back off of them?

Do you want me to back off of the grand ideas such as Holy Trinity App, ShamRock studio, EPP, miracles upon heaps of miracles- for the world? Yeah, I’m a little grandiose, but aren’t we supposed to dream “God-Sized” dreams? Isn’t that the point, to dream of things that you could never do, but with God all things are possible? Don’t you want to use weak vessels so that through them, you could shine your love and powerfully reach people that such a sinner like me could never reach? It has to be all you, God, and none of me.   I only need to offer myself and do what I feel you lead me to do. Show me the way. I want to go where you are and I want to be a part of whatever plans you have.   I want to be included in whatever it is you’re up to! I want to work the family business, dad! I really want to help you save souls! It’s not that you need my help; you like to work through us, right?

*** Mar, I do like to see my kids desire to be in my business. You make me very happy that you are so eager to help out. You’re on the right track. You’re running ahead of my plans sometimes, but you’re on the right track. Stay with me; try not to think about how it’s going to happen. Rather, just trust in my plans more; each day one day at a time, I will lead you. Don’t get ahead of yourself. I like that you strategize with me, but instead of jumping into things, ask me first what I would like you to do. Board meetings were a great idea… do you remember that I was the one that gave you the idea and asked you to come here each day? J It is wonderful to talk with you here. We love it and are happy that you make it a part of your regular schedule. Thank you. We can use a good soldier like you; you’re my girl. Keep up the good work. We have amazing plans for you and for the world. I will always be with you; don’t forget that. Keep playing. I like that you get the ticket for the month and then set it aside in the safe box. Now that’s what I call faith and strategy in a good combination. You’re doing great! Relax- I’ve got this.

 

Q2-Jesus, I love you! Is it our turn? You once called me and said, “It’s definitely our turn.” Remember? (It was about 8 years ago.) I know that the game plan has been altered; probably something I did that got us off track. I am sorry for whatever I did in that regard… most likely pride got me. But, if you look at the game now, could you tell me how close we are to turning the page? Has the strategy changed? What do I need to do? Tell me what your plans are, as much as you can share with me, please.

*** Mar, you didn’t do anything wrong… you lived your life and you are doing a beautiful job. Yes, plans have been changing a lot. You need to know that the plans are always getting better and sweeter and mightier lengths ahead of schedule! It seems in the natural like you’ve let us down… I know that’s what you’ve been thinking. Right? Well, get that out of your head. You have come such a long way, your “mistakes” (pride, control issues) have been lessons you are learning but at the same time, Father is taking that and changing you into powerful light for the mission. He always makes something good out of bad situations.

Your growth is key and God knows how to get you to where you need to be. You have done well in this area and surprised us all at your progress. You’re miles ahead of the opponents; so don’t look back. Look ahead to the victory party. There is a great banquet lined up for the Eternal Party, you won’t miss it, Mar. We promise.   We are turning the page of this chapter soon, but don’t miss out on the fun of the journey. Remain in the “now” of today, hope for tomorrow, and love everyone. That’s our plan and guidance for you. You will be the first to know when we need you to do something. We guide your steps, don’t run ahead of yourself. J I love you.

 

Q3-Holy Spirit, I Loooooooooooove you!!!!!!! I don’t want to ever forget you and that you are my helper, my counselor, my God, my all. I desire to know you more, to chat with you everyday throughout the day, and to remember all that you do for us. I am so sorry for forgetting you. I am sorry that I take you for granted, like you aren’t a person. It’s a difficult concept to wrap my brain around, forgive me. Help me understand you, know you better, love you more, and never make you sad. I am so sorry for my mistakes, sins, unloving ways, pride, controlling, and ungrateful state of being. Help me be better! Change me into who you want me to be, help me become that person you see. Empower and enlighten me to be all that Holy Trinity would like me to be. I want desperately to become that person! Will you please use me as an instrument for your peace, Lord?

***I will be able to use you as an instrument of peace. I do that for you and want to do that even more, for you each day. P is right; you can focus on little things that you can do for others. You can even pray more for others. You make a great intercessor and God hears your prayers. Use that power, the power of prayer, to help other people. You do it some, but if you only knew the power that comes from your prayers, you would pray for others even more! You don’t need to lay hands on people, ask me to touch them for you! I will be with you every time you pray for someone, so where 2 or more are gathered, I will be with them. You can count on me and Blessed Mother to be with you at your prayers- a powerful 3-person prayer! I am guiding you in all things. Thank you for your love and desire to become better. I will continue to mold you into the person you want to be. You’re coming along nicely… don’t give up on yourself. You’ve got all of heaven cheering you on!

 

Q4- Ok, Momma, last but certainly not least… I love you! Could you please promise me that you will be with me when I pray for others so that there will be 2 or more together in prayer. I would like powerful prayers for other people. Could you also please help me to remember who to pray for and what they need help with? I have a terrible memory… any suggestions? I would like to be a powerful intercessor for my friends, family, and people suffering around the world. Is this a good idea and use of my time, energy and efforts? I am selfish with the little time I have. I really need your help with this.   Suggestions?

***Thank you for asking this critically important question. Yes, we have “one more thing” to add to your list to do. (Don’t worry; you will love to see the results!) I have an idea for you. First of all, know that I am always helping you pray; I take your prayers and remake them into a more perfect offering to the Father. I improve on your ideas by making them presented without any stain or imperfection. If you knew how beautiful your prayers are to dad, you would not want to do anything else with your time except pray… but that’s not what you are called to do. What we would like you to do is start a list on your phone. Add people & item to pray for and keeping it ongoing. In this way, you won’t forget who needs your prayer. When you see an answer to prayer, notate it and give thanks to God for His loving answer. The Holy Spirit and I will be with you at each prayer session. The best time for your focusing on this list will be during the 3:00pm hour. (When you are already praying the Chaplet of Divine Mercy) So you see, this won’t take much additional time and it is a powerful time to intercede for others. Don’t forget the suffering souls in purgatory! Also, anytime you are in the adoration chapel, you can pray off this list also. You will be amazed at the miracles that will happen. Try it out, Mar. We love you! J

January 27, 2016

Q1-God, could you bear it if I asked another time again today that I would like you to give me the winning lottery numbers? My ticket has …and the Powerball number is 7. They are good numbers, no? Yes, they are fine numbers and I was hoping you could make those little balls come up for air in the box tonight to reveal that they are the winning balls. What do you think? Am I ready? Just a slight pressure… no problem. I can handle it. I won’t freak out, I’d love to manage the funds for you, start EPP, Inc. (ShamRock Studio, Holy Trinity App, and start the infamous band Eternal Party People – feat. famous musicians with you working many miracles through the songs.) I want all people to know you as their dad, your love made famous. Your touch in their lives, I want to bring you into their homes, from their phones, music, miracles, love and that your gifts are given to all the world with Jesus getting all the Glory. That is my wish. What do you think, Father? Is it time? Baby Jesus, He said it was definitely our time and that was about 8 years ago…

*** Yes, I am sorry for the delay. I know it’s been a long time, Mar. You have made so much progress during this time of waiting. Aren’t you glad that you were able to have this preparatory phase? I have been delayed only because it made good strategy and also because you keep praying to make you who I want you to be… I heard this prayer and have been transforming you. You’re welcome. I know you appreciate it. Your tenacity in playing the lottery will pay off soon. I like that you never give up. I like that you keep asking, praying and preparing. I like your strategies and plans. I will invest in EPP; I thank you for wanting to help your ole dad.

🙂

 

Q2-Jesus, Thank you for helping me with tennis. I am sorry I forgot to pray and ask on Monday for your help! I could tell the difference once I remembered and prayed half way through. I am glad you will help me out with some great shots and a good serve. Could you help me get to the workout tomorrow night and then give me some great shots?

*** Yes, I was wondering why you forgot about me…

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-Only kidding, I was waiting for you to ask. It’s our rule that people have to ask before we (usually) give gifts that are specific to a need. We give good gifts all the time, but when you ask for something, it adds special importance to the prayer of request. It is good to ask for what you need. In the same way, it was good of you to keep asking God to give you the numbers/jackpot win… ask and you shall receive. (It may take a decade, but you will receive if it is in the Father’s will for you.) Keep asking before you play… maybe make a habit to pray/talk with me in the drive to the tennis center. In the same way, on the way home, please thank us… we like gratitude and it helps us give more in the future. (Just a tip)

 

Q3– Holy Spirit, thank you for helping me out with my writing prompt last night. (Hero who sees himself a villain) It turned out pretty good. I don’t know what kind of song it could make, you could guide me with that. Thank you for showing me the recording app and new garage band app on my phone. I think I’ll try it out this week. I’ll show RN at my lesson tonight. Could you please help my voice get into tune and create beautiful and catchy melodies?

*** You are welcome. Yes, I will help you with your songwriting. I have many beautiful melodies to share with you. Soon you will have the time to work on all of this… you just might win the funding your requesting… soon. Stay positive. Try your best. Work hard. It will all be worth it.

 

Q4-Mom, My head is spinning with ideas and stuff to do. Help me do what’s best with the time I have. Ok?

*** Take it easy, Mar. Remain in the flow of things. Don’t worry about getting to everything. It will all get done. Focus on one thing at a time. Ask us what to do next. For now, you need to get to work, then your lesson. Then Run. In your spare time between each of these, relax. Read a little. Don’t watch TV. Try out your new music apps. Get to bed early. Ok? Easy. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Ok?

 

Closing: Ok, yes to it all! You are wonderful people and I thank you for being so real and down to earth for me. I love you. Thank you, and also thank you to the angels and saints that are praying for me and for all of us down here. Help us break through our dark and evil ways- show us your light and love and help me shine your light to the world. Help me be the person you want me to be. Make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love. Where there is darkness, Light. Help me to not be concerned about being understood, but to understand. Help me bring joy to the sad ones. Bring your Love, Light and Laugher to the people that need your love, light and laughter. (all people need that!) You rock! You are my rock! I love you!  xo,  ~amen.

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