Gratitude

Day Review/Introspection

Battle-Strategy Session

Things to work on

 

Thank you for being in control and that you have all things working for our good. Thank you for stability, medicine that works with out side effects, thanks for weight loss, good health and strength, energy and internal peace. Thank you for love, laughter and truth… for the truth to sink into my heart and mind… to be transformed in the image of Jesus. Thank you for forgiveness, mercy, love and your guidance.

 

Today I got a little angry inside, a feeling of slight rage, which I was able to turn around with cleaning and a shower. I wanted so badly to go to the last night of the festival’s up final day. DB has been sick for 3 weeks now, so we couldn’t go – he was too tired. But of course, he played tennis today and will go no doubt tomorrow. I felt that he cared more about what he wanted. He will be up until probably midnight since he took a 4-hour nap. I just feel so frustrated that he is watching the Olympics, and knows how much I have been wanting to go… we’ve missed the whole 3 weekends of shows. Oh well, he didn’t want to go, so I didn’t argue. But Please, God, take away this anger. I asked you to please convince DB to go tonight. I went to you… with my wish and you said no through DB’s decision. So, ok. I will die to my will. Thank you for helping me understand the “line of authority” and go with whatever DB wants to do (as long as it is legal and under your morals). I want a whole new life that is not controlling DB. Is this possible? I guess even though it only comes around once a year, it will come next year again. I’m sad. Please take this feeling away. Can you make up to me for this “unjust” situation? NO. No, no… no. Get used to this. This will make me free to stop controlling.

 

This pain will pass, Mar. You need to rest in my love. The world has nothing better that they could give you then following my will. I will have you be where you need to be. Trust. Trust in me. Follow DB and you will be taken care of by me when you want to control… give it up. I will be with you. I can do better.

 

Dad, could you maybe make me win the Powerball tonight to make up for all the world’s unfair punches it’s given to me… mental illness, overweight, and all the painful attacks through those…. Freedom. ShamRock Studios… Eternal Party People… can we start the next chapter? Can we turn this channel to the next life to come? Your Mighty Kingdom… let it come…. Starting tonight can we take the next step? Or do you want me to grow some more before that happens? You have perfect timing. You know all things and you are the author of time. I trust you and your ways are perfect. Please tonight… yes, I am tenacious and you like that I am expectantly waiting… you have told me. So, Lord, tonight, could you make it all better?

 

Could I please win the jackpot and start the next chapter with EPP, Inc? In Jesus’ might and powerful name, along with the Saints and the Blessed Mother Mary, together we pray along with Jesus … the sweet and precious infant Jesus and grown slain lamb of God… together we pray: Eternal Father, We offer you the body and blood, soul and divinity of my Lord Jesus Christ, In atonement for my sins and those of the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful passion, have mercy on me, and on the whole world. Holy God, Holy Might One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on me and on the whole world. Amen.   Your Kingdom Come! Glory be to the Father, to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, As it was in the Beginning, is now and ever shall be. Amen.

 

Battle-Strategy Session:

Relax and wait on God and His will be done.

Know that you please me, Mar… your efforts will not go unnoticed

Purity is blessed and you will be blessed.

You are on day 2 without sin. Rejoice!

You have many saints praying for you!

You have many legions of holy mighty warring Angels…

         Helping and protecting you!

 

Work on:

Resting in God!

Look to God more!

Let go of control and be more flexible.

Know whatever happens has been approved by God!

God is in control and God will get you where you need to be!