Q1– could you please grant my request of an investment for EPP, Inc. so I can begin this next exciting chapter of advancing your Kingdom of Love?
If you grant my request for investment funding, with your help, I will be able to help the hurting, restore the broken, feed the poor… make me equipped to do your will. I only want to advance your Kingdom. I want to make Jesus even more famous! Let me shine, give me creativity, help me have talent to write songs, sing beautifully, and use your influence for advancement of your Holy Kingdom. Holy Trinity Phone App is awaiting your investment. Please gift me with your wealth for the creation of new music, the Holy Trinity Phone app for your purposes. Please help me make a big difference to the world. I’m asking as if it’s my birthday because I know I’m asking for a lot from you. I only want to start my assignment of love for you. You can make things happen that could never happen. I want to help other people. Help me help you save souls. This is my strong prayer… bless me indeed, as the Prayer from Jabez…Help me accomplish these dreams that you put into my heart. Oh God, Father, Dad, would you please bless me indeed and enlarge my territory for your glory and your purposes? I pray that your hand would be with me, and that you would keep me from evil, and that I may not cause pain! (Corinthians 4:10)
***I like your tenacity and faith-, which could move mountains, Mar. I hear all your prayers, requests, and I know your heart. The computer has the evidence! Yes, I know it has been many many many years of preparation. Soon you will see my hand at work. Soon you will not even remember all these interior struggles of yours. I will invest in EPP, Inc. (ShamRock Studios, Holy Trinity App, Eternal Party People band) You will be famous and I know this isn’t your motive, as you prefer not to be famous… in this way, you will be able to share our Holy Kingdom and if you were found not famous, then you would find that your mission was not finished or accomplished. I will bless you indeed. I will enlarge your territory for my GLORY, and MY Purposes. My hand WILL be with you and I will keep you from evil. You will not cause pain. Soon, Mar. Soon. Hang in there.
Q2- Jesus, Please forgive me for the sins I’ve done and help me be better at my business. Help me focus and continue on even though I am weary and burnt out. Give me a fresh new outlook for my work. Could you help me?
*** Yes, I will help you get along until we are ready for EPP, Inc. You will be so relieved to start a fresh and new beginning. I know you have difficulty remembering things, but mark my words… You will begin anew with a marvelously exciting new work for the Kingdom! I will help you each day. Focus only on one day at a time. This is how you will get to where you need to be. Try your best to set the appointments, but please pray before and during your work hours. I can help you set appointments by giving you new favor and passion for your work.
Q3-Love, I am so grateful for your guidance, love and support. Thank you for your patience with me. What would you like me to do in appreciation for you tomorrow? Any ideas you could share with me?
***Try to have fun. My only request for you… tomorrow- have fun with your work, with your time after work, play music and declutter. That will help you open yourself to some new beginnings! 🙂
Q4-Mom, I do the most incredibly stupid things… sometimes I look back and shudder at the thought of all the things I’ve done. Help me from myself!
*** Mar, we have much patience with you because we know fully well that you try your best and sometimes you are not thinking straight due to your meds off balance. Be easy on yourself and don’t continue to beat yourself up over small things. You have not blown it completely by an act of sheer insane behavior. You should be more grateful for that and pray that you are saved from that in the future. You are blessed in so many ways, don’t blow it by doing something serious that may cause DB harm or inflict pain and sorrow. Pray that your marriage is strengthened more and more each day. I will help you in this important way; I will lead you on the narrow path and watch that you don’t go astray. We love you.
Closing: Thank you for your help, love, and guidance. I need to get to sleep, I am sorry this is short. Thank you for calling me to this meeting. I love you guys! Pray that I can go back down some off the zyprexa so that I can get to feeling better. Please help me get back to the swing of things and back able to exercise and play tennis again. It’s been almost 3 weeks already… I’m tired. Help me.
xo, ~Mar