Q1-Father-God, I feel like I am dreaming my life away. So much time has gone by… I am so sorry that I haven’t done more songwriting, or writing in general. I am sorry that I don’t make time to learn how to create an app. I am sorry that I wasted away the past 2 decades. How am I still on track to do this dream if I don’t focus more, create more, and enjoy the process more. I can’t wait forever to win the lottery. I either need to start living my dreams out by creating something, or … or what? Or not live my purpose? That would be to give up and just die. No, I won’t give up. Starting today, I will find the time. I will do this thing. Is this on your lead, Dad?

*** Mar, you have done many things in the last 20 years: You lost over 100 pounds, you managed a mental illness, survived near death many times, you took MR’s recording studio/engineer classes (2 of them), You took poetry classes at Parkland, You learned basic guitar and ukulele, you wrote many poems, journaled, you took classes on app making on udemy, you schemed with me, you laughed and cried with me, you loved me more and more each day, you love your husband and take care of him and manage your home, you keep a great heart and spirit in the light, you spiritually came around a 180 in our relationship, you came to know us, your love has grown exponentially, you are learning tennis, you are training for the 10K, you enjoy playing the harp, you have recorded over 10 songs and posted them on Sound Cloud, you started a successful business, you have many clients all over the Midwest that you have worked with including one or two from the west coast, you have drive and endurance in this and to top it all off, you have the tenacity of a warrior in playing the lottery, believing every time that you will win and hope that maybe the day is today– you have put up with a lot of crap from the devil, you have met these challenges with love, laughter, mental strength of 10,000 men and you still have a heart of gold. So, please don’t think that you have not gained ground in this journey; you have gone to hell and back trans versing many lifetimes and are back to kick some Lucy-Butt! You will be victorious if you stay close to the Holy Trinity and your Mother… the angels and saints and all your supporters. You have many people that love you and are routing for you.

 So, please remember this: You will always be on the right path; when you don’t know where you are, just look to me. I will be carrying you through it all. I have you in the palm of my hand. I love you, Mar. Enjoy the ride… it’s just a valley you are going through. Tomorrow is another day. Write a song about this! It will make you feel better.

 

Q2-Mom, you heard what dad said, would you please help me write some songs? I will try harder to make time for this. It is a priority. What cafe would you like me to go to tomorrow to write a song?

*** Any would be fine. Invite DB to come with you. Plan for an hour or two. I have many things to tell you and I will tell you in song. We will be co-writers, if that’s ok with you.

 —YES, Please!!!

Haha, ok, oh and your dad wants in on the sessions to. He has some humor to lighten the load. He wants you to cheer up and have a good sense of humor like we know you have but need to rediscover. Ok?

 

Q3-Jesus, could you help me with all things that you have planned for me to do? I need peace and some goals to work towards. (Instead of just floating around in a thousand directions.)

*** A good goal for you could be to write a song every other day or so. Keep a date and time set and put it on your calendar. Go someplace that you can just write. Any cafe or quiet bar if you want to go sometime with DB or the Prompt Write-ups is also great! So, maybe Wednesday and on the weekends take a couple of hours and dedicate your time to that. Also, when you get an idea for a song, add it to your notebook app. OK? Like right now, notate to write a song about Question #1 that you had with Dad… just copy and past… easy. Ok, you got it, very good. Thank you for doing what we suggest… it really helps this process. Be a good soldier and do what we suggest, you will go further much faster.

 

Q4- Holy Spirit, Thank you for your peace. I don’t know what I would do without your comfort, advice, love, patience, and your promise to always equip me to be all that God has for me to do in this life. I just wanted to thank you and ask you what you think about my journey so far. 

***Mar, God and I are one, so please read what He told you in his response to your question today. We are all in this together. You are not alone. We love you and care about your life: Everything from the moment you close your eyes at night until through the night and all through each day. We are with you. We’re not going anywhere. Trust, Mar. Just trust. Believe in the process, and try to be loving. Practice the art of love. It is creative and beautiful. We will give you many ways to show your love for God. Many creative things that you will be able to do for others. Just listen and we will share with you what to do, and help you know when to do it, how to best do it, where to do it, and it will be beautiful. Love Rocks. You are a generous and good hearted person… we will expand that out to the world with you through your music, and EPP, Inc. – Holy Trinity App and ShamRock Studios.

 It will be amazing. Please remind yourself of this fact. You need this in your brain for sanity sake, please remind yourself- Mar. 🙂

Closing: Thank you, I really needed this. I think I have a couple of songs out of this…  Cheers, Xo! ~Mar.