Happy New Year! 2013
2013 is going to be stellar! I will be healed in Jesus’ name off all bipolar medicines! I’ll be cutting back starting tonight and going down slowly w/ Doctor W. Cutting in half until off completely in March. Tapering off is the way to go. I can’t wait to be off it completely! I just need to remember that by His stripes, I am healed. He took my disease when he died on the cross. I am relaxed and happy to be free! It is going to be a completely new life in You, God! Thank you for such a great 2012! Last year, I took up the ukelele, joined the VC, met tons of wonderful people, got baptized, and the healing began a new freedom in health, I lost 45 pounds, started running in April and started training for a 10 K in the Illinois Marathon coming in April. I started only able to run barely a minute to now up to 60 minutes. (a slow jog/shuffle- but it counts!)
I wrote a few songs, but in 2013 I plan to write many more with DK’s help. I will learn from M also, and I may also start a blog… not sure on what, but it will be fun. I also want to start cartooning again. I had fun with that and think it would be cool to do some more of that. I resolve 2013 will be blessed. I will pray for more patience, love, peace and joy. I resolve to wake up at 5a.m. for time with God, uke, journal, cartooning, reading and a peaceful time before I start my day. I also resolve to journal on a regular basis each day to just catch up and log what’s all going on in my life.
It is fun to look back and see how far I’ve gone. I am looking forward to training for the Care Ministry. I hope I can be an asset to the team. I got to play Christmas songs for 2 ladies at the nursing home. R and W were sweet to let me pray for them and play for them. I enjoyed that little time with them (on 2 occasions so far… I should stop by sometime today to wish them a Happy New Year. )
** Mar, just writing all this down, don’t you see all you’ve accomplished? You are so hard on yourself always questioning if you have let me down… you have made me very proud of you. You have come so far. You will be free from zyprexa and enjoy your life in a stable and sane peacefulness, joy, love, and laughter. You will be relaxed this year, as well as you will also lose the last 50 pounds. You will bless others through the C Ministry and through me, you will heal many people of their illnesses. You will continue to learn to play the uke and you will write many great songs with DK’s help. You will run the 10k in record time! In a year, you will be amazed again how far you have come. In a year from now, you will not believe how far you have come!!! And you have come so far already in 2012!
Thank you for that, God! I appreciate your help with all this… and it is so much fun, If I let it be fun… you want me to have more fun. Tonight is the mega millions and tomorrow is the powerball… which one should I win? tonight would be great. Ok, so i need to bend my reality and co create with you so that my numbers come up… humm. How exactly should I do that? Ok, … prayers…yes, i’ll declare that those are the numbers for tonight. I will thank you that you heard me. (thank you!) and let it go. I see our new home, home studio, home fitness room, guest rooms, lovely kitchen and living room. white with cathedral ceilings, contemporary feel of spaciousness. Piano in the great room for Andy. Lovely views of the lakes behind. yes, i am excited. the financial freedom to practice music, work creative in song writing, poetry, art, cartooning, uke, guitar, keyboards, singing. voice lessons, guitar lessons, uke lessons, keyboard lessons for andy, songwriting help. Starting a new band with some talent, (I’ll need all the help i can get 🙂 I can pay them well (when I win the lottery) and will be able to train for the CM and start the classes. I will help the community in many ways. Volunteering to visit hospitals through the care ministry and you will heal many people through me. You will use me to be your hands. I will Visit nursing homes and have my band play at the nursing homes with me. (may be towards late 2013-2014 for that, I have a long way to go and need much help/practice)
Many people in the nursing homes will be healed, joy will return to them. The roads will be paved in gold through our one voice of manifestation through God’s people. (we are all God’s people). Kewl King music will bring one voice to us here locally and will spread through VC then to the world, but we will not leave play far away. People will come here to hear! :0) If God asks me, I will go to Chicago, Indy, or St Louis to play, but I feel that Champaign Urbana will be anointed and holy. I feel in my heart that I will only play here. And that is what I want and feel comfortable, feels right in my heart. We many venues to play at here. How’s all this sound to you, God?
** mar, you are so right on. Just kick back and enjoy the ride! It looks like you are on the right “path” and you will be so glad to help out with this assignment, i know you’ve gone a long way to get here and you don’t need to worry that somehow you may mess it up. No, that is not going to happen. Right? Can’t you feel it? You and I will turn this town upside down and then around and out and then up and then you put your right foot in, you put your right foot out, you put your right foot in and you shake it all around!!! Let’s do the hokeypokey! 😉
You’re making me laugh, you silly goose! I luvz you! 1/19/13 quick note to update- Friday I went to SMC and prayed under my favorite baby Jesus / St Joseph statue: for a trip to Hawaii somehow made possible once I reach my goal of 145-155 (august this year)… i asked for help to guide me in the right decisions each day to get there. On my way out of the lot to go to see PE, I was behind at a light and the sticker on their back window read “Team Hawaii”!!!! OMG, how cool is that… not only that, but then on my way out of my appointment with PE, the car parked next to me had a license plate that read “DREAM”- can you believe that?!!! Yes, how cool!