Q1- Jesus, you are so good to me! Will you help me to be aware of my sins/mistakes and make a good confession today (in about an hour I’ll be heading over there)? I want to be without blemish and I know that I need to go to reconciliation more often. I apologize for being in the state of having so many sins. Even though they may be venial sins, I truly hate it when I get dirtied with sins, I feel ugly inside. Wash me clean in the confessional, and please help me correct my mistakes and faults each day. One day at a time, will you please do a work in me? Make me holy. I know that will require a miracle each hour, but I can ask anyways. 🙂
***Mar, You make me smile. You try so hard but even still, you fall. It is not what you do or don’t do; it is your desire to be washed clean and pure. All righteousness is given to you in the confessional. I know you appreciate it so much. Tell me why you go so infrequently? I know, it takes time and you forget to go. Make an effort to go at least 2 times a month… It will help your prayers have wings. Not only will it please me, but also the Father, who loves you, would like it very much. Thank you for going today. You will be blessed by your attention to details. Be concise but don’t leave out anything you may remember that needs healing. Don’t worry about taking too much time, you wait in line like everyone else, take your turn in peace. Confess all of it, and you can ask your one question that you need answers for. The priest will explain to you whether or not you need to love your enemy- even when your enemy is the devil. This is a good question you have, and today you will get your answer.
Q2-Dad, I love you and your plan of redemption! You are so amazingly smart and strategic in all you do. You are the master of all, the best of all, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords! My questions for you today are: When do I get to get to work here? I feel like I’m here in waiting mode. Is this incorrect?
*** You have been working for me all your life. You’ve tried hard to follow Jesus in your own way… you have come such a long distance. You’ve overcome so many trials. You are growing so much spiritually, readying yourself for this mission. In a way, you have been working for me but soon, you will be working in a much more important role. You will be VP of EPP, Inc. directly under my authority, but with much freedom to create what you see in your heart and mind. With your personal freedom, we are looking forward to what you will create next! You’re really doing well, even though you may not see it, you are coming into your own style and musically you are growing. Keep up the good work. You have been in waiting mode, but also in deep preparations. You are right on track. Don’t worry so much, just have fun with it. Make some new songs… New songs are more fun to create than covers, but I have a few covers I’d like you to do. First, you may want to try and have fun with “This Could Be Heaven” by Queen. Write poems/songs that you download from your mom. It’s going to be so interesting to see what you create. Don’t worry what other people think, just be yourself. Enjoy!
Q3– Holy Spirit, I love you! Thank you so much for helping me get through this. It is very challenging, but you make it fun! Thank you for being with me always and for your guidance. My questions for you today are: When I read Acts this weekend, will you please show me what you need me to see. That way, I can know better, some of the things that I may be able to pray for and see happen. Show me what miracles you have in store for the world, soon to come ocean of mercies, love, goodness, creative miracles and wonders… Can you give me a sneak preview?
*** Yes, I have much to tell you. Don’t worry, I will show you all that you need to know when you need to know it. Spend time this weekend; don’t forget Acts! I will give you many sneak previews, please write them down so that you won’t forget what I tell you. I know you have difficulties remembering things- that’s ok, just jot it down in your app of notes. Label the tab “Sneak Previews”. Fun, Eh?!!!
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Q4-Momma, momma, momma! Love you, mom! So, I am super excited to write songs with you, I apologize that I haven’t had the time to dedicate to it. I will try to get with you on this today and tomorrow. 30 minutes shouldn’t be so difficult to find, I think I need to risk it and just start writing… you’ll show up with your ideas, I know. Help me be courageous and make the time for this important work. I am sorry I haven’t done this and would like to make it a daily habit.
*** No problem, Mar. We’ll get to many songs/poems… just you wait! It’s going to be something else! Something unique and never before done… Miraculous songs! That’s what people will call them. All glory to God! Miraculous songs of love. Your love project and invitations to the people for the Coming Home Party! It’s going to be a blast! Enjoy creating the poems/songs and I will definitely NOT let you down. We have much work to do, but it will be so much fun, you won’t think of the time spent. Time will fly by and you will love it! Don’t worry about not having much time, I will work with what time you have. Enjoy! Don’t be so hard on yourself. You are doing the best you can with your time.