Hey hey, Lovie! Hello there… how are you doing? I hope you had a good day and that you enjoyed yourself in all that you did today. I tried to include you in my day-to-day shenanigans and need to learn to do that on a regular basis. I hate to think of myself ignoring you! You are always with me, but I need to learn to remember that always and interact with you in all I do. I really need to start this new way of living with you in that way. Could you please help me make the transition? I think I only look inward towards you maybe once an hour? Less? I am so sorry!
~Mar, you don’t need to apologize. I know it is a difficult thing for you. I realize that the mental illness is a large reason why you doubt it is really me and not your mind playing tricks on you. Your inner promptings are not to be trusted, you say to yourself… I know. I hear your heart-thoughts. I know you better than you know yourself and so I understand. I will help you know it is truly me in outward signs and miracles. Just you wait! You will love it! Yes, I will help you prepare your mind for more continual conversations with my heart. Mar, you are cherished. Don’t ever feel like you are letting us down. You do your best and that is enough. You always give 100% with your spiritual life and you have grown so much over the years. You don’t even realize how far you have come. You don’t remember what you were like when you moved here in 2006. You are a completely new and different woman who has been to hell and back, and your spirit is renewed along with your body, mind and soul. You don’t give yourself enough credit but always look to what you lack. Please stop doing that! It is lies from the enemy trying to bring you down. Focus and think about things that are going right in your life. You are a daughter of the most HIGH! You are POWERFUL! You are a bright and shining light to the nations. I am WITH. You! You have all you need and more, you WILL Accomplish all we have planned for you to do! If you only knew what is in store for you, you would be … ever joyful and free. Receive it now, Mar. Receive all we have for you to do. We love you.