Q1- Dad, don’t let my passion die. Infuse me with your love for all and help me be an instrument of your peace. I am getting old, but I know that you won’t let me mess this up or miss my purpose in life. You haven’t forgotten me, right?
*** lol, I am laughing because you forgot who is in control. It’s me, Mar… your dad. Would I allow you to go through all that you’ve been through for nothing? I created the universe. I won’t let you miss your purpose. I have not forgotten you. I love you and have you in the palm of my hand. You will soon see that I haven’t forgotten you. I have heard your cry. {where would I be without your love? Thank you, Father.} I would like you to know that though things look dark, morning is just around the corner.
Q2- Jesus, I am so worried about my dad. Please, please, please heal him from head to toe. Please give him supernatural weight loss… I pray for your will to be done in my dad’s life. Please allow him to live many more years with us… I need him. I love him and it makes me so mad at myself for ruining the miracle of weight loss by not being grateful when it happened miraculously. I don’t know why I was not grateful… what was I thinking? I confessed it in reconciliation, so I know I am forgiven. Please give me another chance. Please allow my dad tonight to lose weight and be healthy and whole again in the morning. I pray in your mighty and holy name, Jesus. Please, please hear my cry. Please heal my dad’s leg, give every cell the oxygen and nutrients they need and most of all, Jesus, please give my father supernatural weight loss in a miracle that will be much appreciated by me and my whole family.
*** Keep pressing in for a miracle. Go to the adoration chapel and pray as much as you can this week. It is very important that you put this into my hands after you pray, believe and have faith for his healing and weight loss to take place. It is going to happen, only believe. {thank you, God, I receive it for my dad! Thank you!}
Q3- Love, never once have you left me to myself. You are always with me. Guide me, I pray, that you will help me be the person you want me to be. Help me, equip me, empower me to be all that you call me to be. Lead me to your will. Help me know what I am supposed to do. Help me be more grateful and loving, more considerate and giving. Help me remember to be a blessing to others. Show me what to do.
*** Deed, word, and prayer. Ask yourself what you can do in these areas and you will see a whole new aspect of yourself. You will come away with a new hope and love for life. You only need to ask yourself those 3 questions: What can I do to help? What can I say that would help? What can I pray the would help? In all things pray to God, and hope, believe, with gratitude, ask your Father who gives all sorts of good things to his children. God loves you so much. One day you will wonder how you ever could feel so far away from God; when you see how much he entirely loves you through and through. Your mistakes have no power over His love for you. When you fall, he tenderly picks you up with a smile on his face and lovingly puts you on the right road to walk. He carries you when you feel most alone. It’s ok to cry, bear. You can let it out… the pain is real. I know how much you want to be with us. And I know how much you want to start the next chapter. You will be so relieved when you see Him work miracles in your life. When you know you are not crazy for thinking all these things. You are not imagining or fantasizing about Sham-Rock studio, Eternal Party People… it’s a genius plan. God put these dreams into your heart and your spirit is alive in His loving guidance. He will invest in EPP. Be glad and rejoice, you’re about to step into the next chapter. Hang on. It’s gonna be a little bumpy and wild… all things will smooth out and become better than you could ever imagine. Be courageous.
Q4- Mom, Help me learn how to pray better. What can I do differently?
***Don’t forget who your God is. He is an awesome God. He is your Father who loves you. He can do whatever he wants. He is in control. Don’t forget. Don’t think he can’t do something, when all he needs to do is give one glance and planets line up… he can handle a lot of things that you are not giving him credit for or even thinking he can do for you and that he may not want to do some things like heal your earthly father. Relax. He is in complete control. Pray and then leave it to God. Keep praying with faith and confidence. Believe. God won’t let you mess anything up. You will be led into all that needs to be done. As for prayer, if you spend quiet time with God, listening to Him, receiving his love… you will know He is in control more than you currently think. You will take some of the incredible pressure that you put on yourself… and give it to God. He wants to make it easier on you. Rest in Him… we keep asking you to do this. Why won’t you just try it, please. I promise you won’t regret it. Ok?
ok, I will. Sorry. I am trying to start up a DBA for EPP, and I am doing research on that and trying to learn how use my instant pot without it destroying my kitchen… I am trying to buy groceries, make new pasta and Indian dishes, trying to relax, trying to rest in God… help me, momma! Lol.
ok, first of all, tomorrow is Sunday. Rest. Relax all day. Daydream. Keep Him First.
Actions Requested:
God is in control of all things. Though things look dark, morning is just around the corner.
Pray for dad at the adoration chapel as much as I can this week.
Leave it in God’s hands and believe for his healing/supernatural weight loss.
Deed Word and Prayer, think what you can do for others.
Hang on, it’s going to be a little bumpy and wild… be courageous.
REST in GOD! KNOW that He is in COMPLETE CONTROL. (Thank God for that!)
Closing Comments & Petitions: Thank you for being with me. I don’t know what I did before board meetings. You help me so much here and I love you all so much! Please help me be a better person. Please give my daddy supernatural weight loss tonight. Please forgive me for all my mistakes. Please guide me in what to do next for EPP… DBA/ LLC? INC? I am not sure that best way to do this and I don’t have much money to do this. Please reserve the name Eternal Party People. Please don’t let anyone else get that business name, domain name or email/website name… please protect it for me. I love you! Please help me be who you want me to be. Please equip and empower me to be all that you call me to be. Please fight my battles for me. Please help me do my job and show people through music that you love them. Work miracles, signs and wonders through the words you give me to sing, speak and shout from the rooftops… You rock, God! You are amazing! I love you! Amen! Xo ~Mar