Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, God, for America, our freedom to worship you, a blessed life. Thank you, God, for family! Thank you for our health and our marriage. Thank you for my parents and their love and friendship. Thank you that even though I make mistakes, and lack in many areas, you are working in my life. Thank you that you will help me become who I want to be. Thank you for your guidance. Thank you for forgiving me for being a grouch this weekend. Thank you, God, that you are with me and guide me and lead me to my destiny. Thank you for music and the beautiful fireworks tonight.
Q1- Jesus, would you please heal my dad’s leg? It is painful for him and it makes me sad to see him not feeling well. Please restore his health, circulation restored, supernatural weight loss, any cancer to disappear and not come back and for his heart, oxygen and nutrients to reach every cell in his body, heal him from his head to his toes. In your holy name, Jesus, I pray.
*** I hear your prayers, Mar. Keep pressing on. Your prayers are heard but there is much warfare going on. You know what I mean. Keep praying and stay positive. It will all work out for the Glory of God. Don’t worry so much. He will be ok no matter what happens, it is for the best. God has all things working out for our good.
Q2-God, I am feeling defeated. It looks so dark right now… how will you work this all out? I am a mess spiritually, physically out of sorts, mentally I am feeling like I’m so inadequate; how can you use me? I feel like my prayers are not reaching you… nothing is coming together like I thought it would. Have I lost this “thing” you’ve apparently got going but I feel so alone. Are you with me? Come on, my soul is crying out. I don’t know what I can do. I don’t want to lose; I just want to know what in the heck I’m supposed to do. I am about to tears and really don’t know what I am supposed to be doing in all this. I am so sorry that I have such weak faith in this “process”. I need my dad. He needs healing. I blew it before, I won’t make that mistake again… to God be the glory in healings!!!
*** Mar, you will light the way for my return. I will split the sky in two and we will fly to be with you… Listen to the song. You and Jesus will be powerful together in starting the Eternal Party. I know it looks dark right now. Pay no mind to it. You are right. You are a weak vessel but I use the imperfect; you are in good company. I know and you know that you are doing your best. That is all I can ask for. Your faith is shaken. You need to remember who your God is. I am the God who created the Universe, you are trying to do this on your own effort. That will be impossible. Lean on me. Remember, I have all things under control. Your dad is not going anywhere. I have him in the palm of my hand. Nothing will happen that I don’t allow. Pray for his healing, supernatural weigh loss, long life, grow younger each day. It will be amazing. Look up! You’re near to heaven… it is at your hand, my Kingdom will come, my will is being done. Hang on. It will get better.
Q3-Holy Spirit, Help! I want to fight a good fight, but I don’t know what I’m doing! Did I cause my dad’s infection to get worse today when I was mad at him over a silly thing? I am so sorry, if I caused it! If that is true, and if by some odd reason this actually happened, tell me… can I cause positive outcomes by my thoughts just as powerfully? I love my dad… I don’t want him to ever die, I don’t want him to be sick…I want him healthy, vibrant, young again, lean, fit, and able to be with us during this whole process! Please, Love, Please heal my dad completely. Give me the right thoughts, help me not to be angry with him or anyone ever again. Please take away any paranoia, and help me think right loving thoughts. Help me to pray. Give me the right words, sing in tongues through me. Give us all we need to succeed in this process. I really, really, really need your help! So, please, God, HELP me. I can’t do this. I am a grouch and a bad daughter, aunt, neice, wife, friend… this weekend proves that. I am so sorry. I am a mess. Help me, help me be a better person and help me pray.
*** hang on, tomorrow is another day. You had a tough weekend, tiring, and trying. You aren’t used to no down time and having company is stressful especially for you. I will help you in all these areas. Listen to some up lifting music. Yes, go ahead and crank it up… find out where to throw your cape… You are a child of God, you are a super awesome amazing person. You are too hard on yourself. Pray the chaplet for your dad and a decade of the rosary. For the intention of your dad’s health.
Q4-Momma, I need you! Will you pray with me for my pops?
*** Yes, let’s go to your office. I will pray with you.
Actions Requested:
Pray! Pray with Blessed Mother for Dad.
Everything will be ok. Hang on. God is in control.
Closing Remarks: Thank you for not abandoning me. I love you. Help me pray. I beg you to heal my dad’s leg, and restore him to his youth, physically fit and free. Help us all in this Process. Amen! Xo~Mar