Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you for your patience with me, God. Thank you that you haven’t given up on yet and you say that you will never give up on me. That is amazing. Thank you for music and for the gift of creativity. Thank you that you will help me make music with friends and that I will be surprised at how much better I sound when lead by the Holy Spirit. Thank you that you will help me with that. Thank you that you have given me the dream of ShamRock Studio and EPP, Inc. Thank you that your will is to be done on earth as it is in heaven… and in heaven all time with you is amazing, beautiful, fun and glorious. You are so good all the time! Thank you that you you have good plans for me. Thank you for your help in all things… I need you! Thank you for my incredible parents, DB and so many wonderful people here in CU. Thank you for watching over me and for your guidance.
Q1– Dad, I feel like I’ve done something terribly wrong in this process… your plan. Have I been playing the game strategically, or is there something I could be doing better? I know I have a big mouth and announce my strategies to the enemy. Should I watch that going forward? I don’t know if I can change… I speak without thinking a lot of the time.
***There is nothing you need to worry about. Just be yourself and love greatly all people you meet. Try to be patient and less anxious to get things done. It will all get done in due time. Don’t worry about saying things unless you feel you shouldn’t say something… listen for Love to guide your words. Try to focus less on trivial things. It is all working out perfectly and so you don’t need to worry. I’ve got this. You are doing a great job. The only strategies I can give you now is to slow down and listen for the still small voice. We will get you where you need to be. Trust me. I won’t let you down. You will get where you need to be when you need to be there. Relax. It’s ok. You put too much stress on yourself. Smile. You are almost at the next chapter to begin your new life. A life when you have time to do all that you need to do. A life where you are doing what you were called to do.
Q2- Jesus, I feel like you are mad at me. I know that is just lies and strategy of the enemy, but I feel so alone and defeated. I am not even sure why. It appears to me that DB is mad at me a lot for no good reason, and it is troubling and sad.
***Mar, you need to understand, this is just a game. You are on the winning team. We know how this story ends. God wins. Love wins. Lucy is full of lies. Don’t listen to him. You are far from alone… you have all of heaven cheering you on to victory. Once you win the lotto, things will fall into place much more easily. Holy Spirit will be more powerful than ever before, even more powerful than during the time of Acts. The enemy is trying so hard because he knows his time is short. He is finally starting to worry about his plans being upset, and will lash out as much as he is allowed. Just focus on God. Ignore Lucy’s antics. Don’t be sad, you and DB will be stronger after this initial timeframe of adjustment. Lucy will back off soon. Hang tight. It will get much better very soon. I will be with you and I hear your prayers for your marriage. All things will work out and soon you will see what I mean. I love you.
Q3– Love, I need your help with this process. What can I do better and what should I be focusing on?
*** I am with you always. I will lead you if you ask me to. Have more conversations with me. Ask me questions throughout the day. Ask for my help, I love to assist you in all things. You should only focus on the “now” and try to make each “now” as full of love a possible. Simple. But not easy. I will help you. Focus on “Now” in “Love”.
Q4– Mom, your combat books rock! I want to join in the Lucy stomping party… but it seems like I have a lot of work to do still. I don’t want to be cocky about defeating Lucy, I know Jesus did all the work on the cross. Do I have a part to do or am I putting unnecessary pressure on myself? I feel like I keep making mistakes and doing stupid things that are helping him and pushing your plans back, making things harder for myself and harder on Jesus. I am confused.
***Don’t be confused. God has all things planned out. You won’t miss your destiny and you will have a successful accomplishment of your dreams, goals, assignments and you will learn to love much greater than you do at this time. You are putting pressure on yourself which only makes everything harder. The more you laugh, relax, love and smile, the worse it gets for Lucy. Remember that. Laughter will conquer and enlighten the darkness in the world. Laughter should be one of your daily goals to do. It will help you so much and you don’t need to worry about a thing. God’s got this. Ok.
Actions Requested:
Slow down and listen for the still small voice.
Holy Spirit will be more powerful than in the time of Acts.
Hang tight, soon things will be easier.
Focus on the “now” and focus on Loving more.
Laughter should be one of my daily goals to do.
Closing Remarks:
Thank you for your help and suggestions. I will put a reminder in my phone for the Laughter daily goals. I will focus more on Love, the Holy Spirit, and listen more carefully for your leading. I love you guys. Pray for me. Please help me get to where I need to be without more delays. I am sorry for my mistakes, and I will see about having more fun. You all seem to always ask me to relax… maybe I should try it out for once. J
Amen! Xo ~ Mar