Appreciation & Gratitude:
Thank you, God, for giving me an amazing and wonderful husband. Thank you also, Dear God, for loving and fun parents who are very forgiving and accepting. Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy. I can’t thank you enough, no matter how many times I think of it, I am blown away by your goodness. Thank you, Dad, that you one day (soon I hope) will have an investment for EPP, Inc. I am ready to work and start this new chapter. Thank you, God, for saying that you can use me. Thank you, Father God, for all the plans you have in store for me. I can’t wait! Thank you for giving me the grace to love you so much, help me love you more! Oh, and thank you of course, for faith. Where would I be without faith? Help me have faith that is much greater than a mustard seed. Thank you that you will one day make miracles as common as anything we see daily in the natural today. Thank you for all the good things you give to us! Oh, and dad, thank you for giving me such beautiful curls. Thank you for your blessings.
Q1– Dad, Why am I so temperamental? I have such a low tolerance for people. I have such a long way to go to love like Jesus. I know I get irritated with the enemy and I perceive Lucy working in people sometimes. I get cranky, tired, upset and I don’t mess around and try to be nice about it. I am truly a tough person to get along with, I am sure.
***You’re being too hard on yourself. You are sensitive to other people’s emotions and thoughts come through their body language for you that you pick up on. You aren’t very often rude. You just don’t put up with a lot of baloney. Don’t worry about what you lack. What you lack, I will supply for you. Your heart will grow and in time you will soften the edges, but don’t worry about it. That is how I made you, that is one of the personality traits I like about you. You are a lot like your dad. Lol. You’re doing just fine. Hang in there. I know the illness is a tough challenge for you. Offer it all up to me at the foot of the cross. Your struggles offered up will help save lost souls. Tell everyone to offer up their struggles… added to the passion of Jesus, it is powerful to save souls. This is your cross to bear. You’re strong. Soon you will see the fruit of your efforts.
Q2- Jesus, what should I try to do each day that would help me grow in the light of your love? I desire to have a heart more like yours. Whatever you have in mind for me, help me become that person. What do I need to do?
*** The desire for it along with your strong faith will be enough. You can’t do this, but I can. Grace will get you there. You can do nothing on your own, but with God, all things are possible. Keep plugging along. You are asking for an incredible gift. The gift of a loving heart for all people is a treasure indeed. Your request has been heard and you will see differences slowly, but the Holy Spirit can work with a soul like yours. Take your time in all things. Be patient. Slow down. I am with you always.
Q3– Love, most Holy Spirit, could you have a mini conference with the Father and Jesus for me? I would like to win the lottery. You know my heart. Don’t you think I am ready? Have I passed all the required tests? Have I overcome the accusations thrown at me from Lucy? Could you maybe talk with Dad and Jesus, to see what needs to be done and then tell me what I need to do. I want to know what I need to do. How much longer should I expect to wait? I’m ready! Lol, I love you!
*** Jesus is working 24/7 on your behalf. Lucy is the king of accusers. You don’t need to worry about it, though, because I am with you and you will always be where you need to be when you need to be there. You’ve got this in the bag. It is just a matter of time and you will not regret the wait. All good things come to those who wait. The most Holy Trinity is working and your plans are coming along perfectly. He is snooping on your board meetings and he is shaking in his pants. He doesn’t know what he can do once you win the lotto, you will know that the plans of God are true… and not only in your mind. Not just a grandiose symptom of Schizoaffective Disorder. No, this is real and once you win, once you start EPP, Inc and build ShamRock Studios, you will be unstoppable. He is terrified. It’s hilarious, Mar, if only you could see his face! Jesus has things just about wrapped up and your investment funds will come in at the perfect time. No worries. No hurries. We love you and we have you in the palm of the Father’s hand. The only thing you need to do is rest. Laugh. Love. Relax. And Lounge. We’ll take care of all the rest! Enjoy the ride! Your momma’s got her combat boots on and the two of you are going to turn this world upside down! (To make it back to the right side up! )
Thank you, God! Come Lord Jesus! Blessed be God forever!
Q4- Mom, what do you think about jet black with blue highlights in my hair? I’m thinking about getting it done. Kinda crazy, I know.
*** I think it will be beautiful, edgy-cool and amazing! Go for it! You can do it temporary to see if you like it. It will last about 2 or 3 months, so you will know if you like it enough to do permanently. I say go for it! In heaven, everyone has wild colored hair. Jesus loves color in people’s hair, so do it for him! In heaven, even the clothes change color as people walk around. Rainbows flow from the Father. Color is very important in heaven… go ahead and strut your stuff!!!
Actions Requested:
Your desire to change and your faith are enough.
All things are possible with God. (He can even change me!)
The Holy Spirit can work with a soul like mine.
I will always be where I need to be when I need to be there.
Rest, laugh, love, relax and lounge… ahhhh. God’s got this!
Mom thinks I should do the jet black blue hair-do… Color is very important in heaven!
Closing Remarks: Thank you, God, for an incredible life! Living for you is the most fun anyone can have, even though it costs dearly. Thank you for your advice and support. Please continue to guide me and show me what needs to be done. Help me have more faith. I pray for wisdom, and to better hear you by slowing down and listening for your voice. Thank you for adopting me into your family. I want to be a good daughter and help run the family business! Saving Lost Souls… help me know what to do. Help me love better. Grow the love in my heart and each day make me more like Jesus. I love you guys! Amen! Xo, Mar