Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, Lord, for the downtime you gave me today. It was good to relax and do nothing. Thank you that I am experiencing the calm before the “storm”. I am excited to see what you have in store for me tomorrow. Thank you that it will be a new day full of new beginnings. Thank you for getting me to the point where I am today. Thank you that you are forgiving and forgot all that I was in the past that went against your will for me. Thank you that your will is going to be done on earth as it is in heaven. Thank you for your love and protection. Thank you for the gift of your Holy Spirit. Thank you that you will make your will for me known to me so I can more closely follow your lead. Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy. Thank you for music and the gift of creativity. Thank you for family and for all the people that like to laugh and have fun; please bring more of them into my life. Thank you that your will is being done on earth and that you will see your will done more fully by your sons and daughters.
Q1-Dad, Why did today seem like I was in a bubble going nowhere while not feeling tired but did not want to do anything. I felt lazy and unproductive- which I did not enjoy feeling. All day I’ve felt as if something were wrong.
***You were unsettled in your spirit. You felt something wrong. It was because you binged last night and also got out of the habit of waiting on your signal/the growl. Tomorrow is a new day. Don’t look back. Regain your focus. Talk with me about this.
Q2-Jesus, I am sorry I did not give you the credit when I should have. It was by your grace that I was able to only eat when my stomach growled. Now I am having difficulties with this since I ate yesterday when I wasn’t hungry. Today I’ve been impatient and did not wait. I’m sorry. Could you please allow me to have the grace to wait for your signal to eat again only when hungry?
*** You only need to focus on me. My love for you is greater thank you could ever imagine. I only want to help you. Receive all that I have for you, and chillax in my love. You have the grace you ask for. You will have a better day tomorrow. Go for a walk in nature. I am with you always. You need to work through some of your anger, too. You know what I am talking about. Don’t let Lucy get the best of you; no- you need to give it all up to me for lost souls. Offer up your struggles and frustration. I will make good use of them. Stop eating over your frustrations. It only makes things worse, as you can see.
Q3-Love, I need you. Could you please speak with me more clearly and more often? I am sorry if I seem to be ignoring you… I want to know you more. I want to listen to you and follow your lead. This is my heart.
***I know. Your heart is true. You have a heart of gold. I will speak with you more clearly but when you sin, making mistakes, my voice gets harder to detect because my will is not being done. Sin will cloud up my ability to converse with you. Get to confession. You will feel much better and it will clear up our communications.
Q4- Mom, Could you intercede to the Father for me? I am still hoping to win the lottery and it seems as if I may be mistaken. Could you ask Dad if it is his will that I continue to play? Has he changed his mind? How much longer should I be planning on waiting?
*** I don’t know how much longer, but keep playing. You are not out of the game. You are on the sidelines, yes, but you are not out of the game. Hang on. I will talk with the Father and you will soon know all that needs to be done. Enjoy your rest for now. Soon, a flurry of activities will be taking much time and energy. Enjoy the calm before the … storm… a windfall of goodness is coming your way!
Actions Requested:
Enjoy the calm before the storm
A windfall of goodness is coming my way!
Closing Remarks:
Thank you for your patience with me. Thank you for being in charge of all things and thank you that you are working all things for my good. I love you! Amen! Xo, ~Mar