Q1– Daddy, I don’t know if you want me to start these pages online in EPP blog yet. Do you want me to wait until I get an investment so I can prepare everything perfectly with help from a lawyer, set up EPP, Inc. and go anonymously online? Or do you prefer I get started without your investment? Should I go to SCORE and set something up and go ahead without your help? I learned my lesson last time; not to run ahead of you. So for that reason, I want to be absolutely sure that you are leading me. What I am going to have to ask you, dear father, is this: Could you give me a sure sign, such as an angel telling me out of the blue through someone that God wants me to go ahead and start this blog. OR- investment of some sort such as a lotto win or other large sum to verify I should start this new venture. What do you think about these questions?
*** Fair enough, my courageous daughter… I understand and am glad to hear your request. I will send a person when we are ready for you to start the blog… or I will invest. Just as you say, it is important that you follow my lead and not run ahead. Give me a little more time. You will know for certain when I want you to do something such as share these board meetings with the world. Yes, I would like you to do it anonymously. I will invest or give you an angel to inform you of my decision to get started online. Ok? I hope this makes you feel better. I know you are cautious to do my will, and I know it can be difficult to determine sometimes. I will be very clear. I will be so obvious is will be humorous. In the meantime, you can do much preparations. Do your homework as if you were getting ready to start. Get your pages ready, do an “about” page, and think of how you want it to look, etc. We discussed this before; you know what needs to be done. Enjoy! I’ll be obvious and you will know for sure the direction I would like you to go.
Q2-Mom, could you please increase the love for people that I fear dislike me; because of my race, religion, or sex… I want to love all people! I need your help to love past hurts that society has created. I want to love all people, including any people that will hate me for whatever reason. I just want to love; and not worry about what anyone thinks of me. I wish there were no race relations problems. I wish there were no religious wars or hatreds between people. I need the grace to love… even the unlovable- if there be such a person. I want a love that goes beyond hatred.
*** This is a wonderful request, Mar. Yes; I will grow your capacity to love and to see past any hurtful relations. It will happen over time… give yourself 2016 to grow in love for others. You will see an improvement each day through situations we will give you for your strengthening of your heart muscles for love. You will be surprised at the difference you will feel. Peace will wash over you and love will come out of your presence for all people. Be thankful for this gift. Many people will be blessed by this kind of love. Hugs, Your mamma loves you. Thank you for asking for this grace. It is key to the success you look for in sharing God’s love with people. Pray diligently for this grace.
Q3-Love, you are the person that helps me, guiding me toward the light all my life. I want to thank you again and tell you that if there is anything you can do to increase my love for others, would you please guide me in this endeavor? Love is all that matters, yet, I have never prayed for an increase in this gift. I’m not patient, not always kind, what else is in that Corinthians scripture on love? All I know is I have much work in this foundational grace called Love. Holy Spirit, would you increase my love for others? I love God, but lack in loving my neighbors. I find that I sometimes judge people without even doing it consciously… is this a kind of thought given to me from the devil? Or is this all me? It’s disgusting. I hate those thoughts. Help me love, Love.
*** Mar, I will help you. When you notice those thoughts, thoughts of judgment, correct them. Say, “Devil, I don’t think of others as anything but sons and daughters of my Father-God. I love them! These people are my brothers and sisters in Christ.” He will leave you alone if you catch these thoughts right away. Pray for the grace to hold each thought captive. Analyze negative thoughts and nip them in the bud. Your mom and I will help you in this project of love. Your love will grow exponentially as you catch these judgmental thoughts and replace them with love and bless the person. Ok? You can do this. You’ve come a long way. Love will blossom in your heart. It is beautiful. It will be amazing. Many new miracles flow from this love.
Q4-Jesus, will you send me an angel with a message for me… any message will do. I long to hear from you in the natural. My mind is so full of grandiose ideas possibly stemming from mental illness… haha, “Possibly” I say… lol -you know I trust you and believe all these things we discuss on Board Meetings, but I still doubt myself as being delusional. Got an angel for me?
*** Yes, I will send someone for you. Did you like your gift from last night? I sent you a poem… oh, you did get it? I’m glad you liked it. (Green Dude poem) It was fun to watch you write it as I gave it to you through your thoughts… I’m glad you enjoyed it. I am faithful, so wait on your messenger. I have good words to give you. It will come in a special way to you sometime in the next 3 days. Look out for it; you will know for sure it is from me. Report back to Board Meeting once you find your words of encouragement from me. Ok?
Green Dude
March 7 2016
You have a grin so wide
Bursting something inside
What do you have in mind?
Something for me to find?
What’s up your green felt sleeve?
You know I do believe
Your three-leaf clover sings
What God’s redemption brings
I feel the luck today
May my turn come I pray
The chance I know is slim
But light is growing dim
I won’t let you forget
My prayer is still my bet
That God one day will shine
The luck of Irish mine
Actions Requested:
*Father will send someone to tell me to start the blog, or I will be given investment funds through lotto or other means.
*Pray diligently for the grace to love all people more
*Catch judgmental thoughts and bless them instead
*Look for a word of encouragement from Jesus
Closing Remarks: Thank you for your love, guidance, and most of all for putting up with me! I love talking with you guys and would hope to continue talking with you throughout each moment of the day. Unfortunately, I get caught up in work, etc. and forget to include you! I am so sorry. Please help me keep you front and center of my mind throughout the day. You bless me in so many ways. Help me be who you want me to be. Help me help you, Jesus and Mary, Help me help you save souls. This is my desire. I would like to be of service. May you find me worthy to serve and to help your team usher in God’s Kingdom? Please count me as ONE of multitude of people, helping you get the world ready for Jesus’ return. I’d like to join this venture and help plan the return party. The wedding banquet. THE ETERNAL PARTY! xo! ~Mar