Eternal Party People

Quick check in, dad. Love you! Ok, Hey, I wanted to tell you how excited I am about coming to help you unload tomorrow… Siesta Key, Florida! I need your help, though. Could you increase my faith so that tomorrow at 4:30 I can teleport or through bilocation could leave my condo, and get to meet them so they can get their entire luggage upstairs. I haven’t seen them for several weeks while they’ve been gone and I really don’t want to fly and commit to 10 days away. You know how stressed I get and anxiety attacks my peace when that happens. I hate flying and fear all kinds of things around that alone. BUT, if you would be so generous and help me out, I’d love to be able to visit them tomorrow to help out. Also, then, I can show DB,

and we can have fun day trips whenever we want! That would be awesome and if I can serve you in any way with that new super power of your Love… I am at your service! Use me! Send me!

 

~Mar, you really went for it, didn’t you? Ha-ha, I love that you dream so big! I love that your faith is so beautiful, strong and lovely. Yes, I’d love to help you tomorrow! No, this isn’t just you talking … get ready for your first heaven-transport/teleport ride!!! Hahahahah! It’s going to be just as fun for me as it will be for you, mar! I’ve been waiting to show you this new travel transportation and gift you with many wonderful surprises! Plus, you can help your ole’dad unload! That’s like doing it for me, because I love your dad and want to help him out, too. Keep praying for your dad. He needs YOUR prayers… prayers for strengthening his heart, back, muscles, and supernatural weight loss, and the turning back time… extended life with good health and healing from head to toe!

 

…Yes, Lord… In Jesus’ mighty, amazing and powerful name, we pray! Amen. And so it is!! Thank you for your help!

 

~ Mar, tomorrow will be amazing. Rest up for it… you’re going to have a great time. Go ahead and work as planned… then at 4:30 be ready to leave. Pack your purse with your phone, wallet, keys, and iPad; make sure they are both fully charged. Bring some money/cash, wear comfortable shoes for walking the beach… you will help them unload then have a walk on the beach and dinner afterwards.   You should be home around 7pm. Take pictures, to document this momentous event. Be camara-ready! You will find it easy to return home. Don’t be afraid of any of this… I, the God who made the entire universe, will be with you and I am in control. Nothing bad will happen.   You have nothing to fear. Enjoy!!!

 

Here is just a short time for a much needed chat with you, Dad. I am going to just tell you a few things that are on my heart tonight. It is 12:25 am (late Saturday Night) and I just got back from a night out with j, b & db. We went out to hear KF sing at FC. My heart is very heavy thinking of some confusion/words/thoughts about a year ago. Yes, it is hurting me to remember my callousness. Maybe it’s been 2 years now?   I was watching Trump at election time and my feelings about illegal immigrants were clouded with all the hate surrounding FOX news that I was watching…. Confusion about what to do with the whole situation. I said some things I regret. I love all people, especially the Hispanic, and I never want to hurt anyone… especially those people who may be hurting. There is so much pain in this country… the news is tearing this country apart with all the hate spewing back and forth on all the news channels. Where is the hope, love, peace, and joy? We don’t get to see it on the news… at least I never did. Disconnecting cable was the BEST thing I ever did. I want no part of the downward spiral of human kindness. God, help me keep my eyes focused on the love you have for all your children. Me amo todos de las personas en la vida. Me amo mucha gentes que estan de Guatemala, Carlos, Claudia, Suzi, Tito, Roberto, Today de las amigos de la escuela ya fui en 1984. El primer Chico que me gusta mucha. The autocorrect keeps changing my Spanish to some other words is driving me crazy and no recuerdo mucho de mi espanol… anyways, tomorrow I need to chat with Carlos on Facebook and see how he is doing. I wonder how his job is going at Dole. I would like to send him a gift. Some dinero. God, how can I make it up to you for the dark and unloving words I think I may have said in my living room when the news was on – spewing hatred and changing my insides to darkness. Please forgive me, Lord. I love you and I love all my fellow sojourners on this planet. I am so sad that there is so much discourse on separation and violence being incited, pitting one group against another. And Lord, what is going on in our schools? How is it possible to even send your children to a place where a shooter may take your child’s life? The utter evil in the world. GOD, help us! What can be done? Only one thing… Jesus, please send your Holy Spirit to each hurting soul on Earth… give each one your personal touch… your love and forgiveness. Your mercy … let it wash over the face of the earth and renew each beating heart to see you… love you and turn from our wrong doing and Run into your arms.

 

What can I do? There is too much darkness to even imagine I could be a tiny spark that could ignite the world on fire for you… my light is too weak- it would be snuffed out if I even had a chance to talk with anyone – I don’t know what I am doing. But you do. You can have your way with me, if you think I can be of some assistance in sharing your love with people. I can’t even get it right when I speak one to one… I shy away from declaring your love and mercy. I think I would be able to do much better if I could sing about you, along with your help… your signs, miracles and wonders to touch people through music. Music is a universal language and if I sang in tongues, you could let people hear all about you in their native language. My imagination is not very good, but I bet you could do much better than I could ever dream of being able to do.

 

I only pray, Lord, please help me to be who you want me to be…. Help me be a better example. I pray that you use me in any way you like. I offer myself for your service. I don’t care what cost I must pay. I am willing to die to get this mission done successfully, but only if it would help move along the coming of your Kingdom and help the family business of saving souls. I don’t want anyone of my brothers or sisters to be lost to the enemy. The evil one is upset with me… that’s good, it only means that I am on the right track. Please protect me and the people I love so that the enemy will not gain any ground but be defeated by my warring angels. Thank you, St. Michael and your team… thank you so much for protecting my family/friends and me. I pray that I don’t let you down… even though I know I am not holding anyone up, especially not God… he doesn’t need me to hold him up… he doesn’t need anything I have to offer…. But Dad, I offer you my life in service to you. I love you, Holy Trinity, and I dedicate the rest of my life to attempt to be an instrument of love and peace… in your hands, mold me. Make me who you see me as. Forgive my many sins. Help me love every person… especially the people who I think hate me. Help me love any enemies that are against me.. May I only love them back in a powerful way so they see you in me. Help me see you in them. I love Muslims, even though I don’t understand much, I know they are all your children, too. I am one drop of water in your ocean of love. My fellow journeymen on earth today are all each drops of this same ocean that I am in. Sea of love… come with me, to the sea of love… let’s all walk hand in hand into eternity with God. To the eternal party! God, I don’t want anyone to miss out… I know it is going to be amazing. Help. Us all! Help us all join together, hand in hand… singing with ONE VOICE, about your love and unfathomable goodness, your divine mercy and see what you have in store for all who love you. Jesus, you are the way, the truth and the life! Jesus, I trust in you!!!

 

 

~Mar, thank you for your confession. I do forgive you. You will have many people hate you. Make fun of you. Some will want to kill you… you know all this. And you still say, “send me”. Yes, mar, I will send you. I will be with you and you will be protected by my warring army being led by St. Michael the Archangel. Don’t worry about anything. All will be taken care of, leading you on your journey with all you need to be successful.   Only you MUST talk with me more. Like this tonight. We need to know what each other wants to know, do, and plan our strategies against evil. Mar, only do “what you see the Father do”. Walk with me. To the sea. The sea of love… I will bless the people that were hurt by your words. They were spoken in the “privacy” of your home. There is no such thing as privacy any longer. All the darkness will be revealed. Nothing is secret. All darkness will be made apparent in the light. Learn your lessons and hold tight to love. The enemy would like to turn every heart against another. Do not let it get your heart again. You are easily tricked. Keep a focus on me, mar… and I will guide you to where you must go.

 

Don’t let your spirit be pulled down to the pit of hell… keep your thoughts above… on love. On me. On the beauty that is soon to be revealed. Your life is about to change and the light about to dawn a new day. . Have hope and know that I am still on the throne, mar… I rule and so it is time for a change in management! Lucifer is very angry with us because he knows his time is very short and also that together, you and I have a plan to help the world escape his grip. He is very upset with you. Good. Let him be worried. He should be. I am with you. Keep your eyes on me, mar. Don’t worry what others think about you. Just you be you. You are love and your love will shine through. Your dream of ShamRock Studio and Eternal Party People, Inc. is not only your dream. It is what I put into your heart at the beginning of time. For exactly this time in history. You have millions of people who will be with you, fighting this battle. Christians across the world are hoping for God to make a move and rescue the world of darkness. They have no idea how great of a time in history this will be. The time of my power… not my wrath. Wrath comes later, after my kids come back to me… so that only those others who refuse my goodness will face the wrath by their own choice. Terminal stupidity. Who would choose hell over an eternal party? I will make it obvious. Over time, all will know the love, mercy and goodness of God in a personal and real way.

 

No one will be able to say that God doesn’t love them. Every person will know my heart for them. It will be beautiful. It will be marvelous. It will be powerful and better than you could ever imagine, mar. You are welcome. I am glad that you want in on this plan. You’re a special girl… apple of my eye. I love you, mar.

Gratitude

Day Review and Battle-Strategy Session

Work on

 

 

Thank you for weekends! Music, family, friendships, your love, mercy, forgiveness, our jobs/income, WD, the church & it’s teachings, YouTube videos that are educational and entertaining, our cozy home, the ability to save money for our future, technology that works, appliances and cars that work, a roof that doesn’t leak, our lake views, peaceful and joyful home, quiet, thank you for fresh air, great living conditions/safety, talent in this town, live shows and healthy food. So many blessings, thank you, Dad! You are such a good and amazing God! You are the only one true God! Thank you for helping me overcome the battles I have with food and the ability to follow your lead in that and all areas.

 

Review:

Mar, you only need know one thing today: I love you and you are doing such a great job with spiritual growth. You have come very far in the last year, not to mention last decade. You are a totally new person today and you won’t recognize yourself in another year. Things are coming together. Plans are in the works. Plans for an incredible future, and your dreams will soon be materialized. Keep doing your best. Pray more. Follow me and we will go places you never dreamt.

 

Work on:

Being more patient, loving and kind to DB. He would be surprised at the changes and it will help him be more patient, loving and kind back to you. You have a heart that is tender but it still is hardened in some areas. We will work on this together. Taming speech of the tongue is the last battle to win. Together we will conquer that. Keep rested. Pray over all things. Prayer works. Believe. We love you; never forget how much you are cherished, loved, protected and guided through the storms of life leading you to an oasis of paradise – an eternal paradise beyond your wildest imagination. So many good things in store for you, for all my kids, for the world will be amazed at what’s in store. It will be so much fun to unveil the beauty and freedom that awaits Earth. Have a good evening. I love you.

 

Gratitude

Day Review and Battle-Strategy Session

Work on

 

Thank you so much, Dad, for the safety of my parents while they are out of the country. Thank you for my amazing and incredibly wonderful hubby, he is my heart. Thank you for our home… it is peaceful, wonderful and perfect for where we need to be at this time in our journey. Thank you that you have plans for a new home for us some day next year. Thank you that you have all our decisions in mind and that you guide each and every one of them. Thank you for your promise that you will help me start EPP, Inc. one day with an investment in it and funding for ShamRock Studios. Thank you that you have given me stability through your love, peace and also for the medicine that works for me. Thank you for a wonderful day and I love you!!!

 

Battle Strategy Session/work on

I know I ate too much. Please forgive me. I tried to ask you for help. I know I didn’t set my alarm for 10 minutes, I didn’t leave the room and I didn’t pray enough. I was unfocused and greedy with the sweets. Next time, I will not buy so many sweets and also I plan on doing what Gwen suggests: leave, set alarm 10 minutes and pray. I also need to-do more with the workbooks, and take time to read your bible.

 

I raised my voice. I don’t want to raise my voice any more. Help me stop controlling situations and give me the peace and stillness with a focus on you. I am sorry I was so out of order today.   I will pray for this also.

Gratitude

Day Review and Battle-Strategy Session

Work on

 

Thank you for keeping us out of that accident this afternoon! Thank you for DB and his help with setting up the phones! Thank you for his sweet disposition while I was being grumpy and controlling… I need to fix that! Thank you for fresh air. Thank you for our health. Thank you for a loving family and friends. Thank you for allowing us to pay our bills, great incomes/jobs that we like, and for our home. Thank you for working with me on areas to improve and for your forgiveness and mercy.

 

Review/Battle Strategy

Today I learned that I have bad days and when I need to take a break, I should. And I should not speak when I am not going to say something nice, or if it is controlling- I can leave the room and be alone. Keep my mouth shut… pray over it instead. Also, say No to more obligations. Don’t feel like I have to do something… even if I’d like to, but if it is too stressful or time consuming- I should opt out. Back down on obligations that are not key to my mission. Prioritize my time. Work. Keep up with housework.   Practice guitar. Do some WD Homework each day. Exercise. Get up earlier and read the Bible each morning. Keep up with Board Meetings each day. The basics. Get to sleep earlier and up at 5 would be ideal.

 

… ~Mar, Most of all… take it easy. Don’t worry about anything… it will all get done. Pray. Pray over everything. Set an alarm to chirp each hour to remind yourself to focus on God and to talk with him about everything.

Goodnight! I love you, mar.

 

Gratitude

Day Review/Introspection

Battle Strategy Session

Work on

 

Thank you for a new focus on you and your will in my life. Thank you for the gift of Lent and the will and desire to sacrifice for you, to put to death my will and look towards you always. Thank you for helping me look to you for all things. Thank you for a roof over my head that is not leaking. Thank you for technology that works, appliances that work, the ability to live within our means and pay off our bills every month in full with some left over to save up for our future. Thank you for your love, mercy, forgiveness and guidance. Thank you for music! Thank you for your good news of the gospel of Jesus Christ and your saving love for the whole world.

 

Today I waited for hunger but over ate a little bit at dinner on sweets. I did not pray for God to help me stop sooner.   I set an alarm hourly to look towards you and I felt so much peace and enjoyed your company. You made me smile, God. I love you! I did not get to curves, but that is ok. I am not focused on strength training right now but on eating less food. I will start back up soon. Probably on Thursday I will have time.

 

 

Battle Strategy

Pray for help before, during and after… meals are a tricky time, I want to help you, mar

Keep staying focused up. I will help you hear my voice more clearly in your heart. Peace will well up from inside and spill over all your conversations. You will soon become a new creation. Slow down and enjoy the easy slow ride down the river of love.

Gratitude

Day Review/Introspection

Battle-Strategy Session

Things to work on

 

Thank you for friends all around the world that I’ve met and got to know. Thank you for family!!! Thank you for the thunder tonight- it’s amazing! Thank you for WD and the people you have placed in my life to help me grow to b a better person in Christ. I feel blessed with many aspects that create a well-rounded and challenged Christian. Help me follow your example in Jesus! Thank you for so many gifts, I don’t deserve such a showering of goodness, all I can say is thank you, Lord!   You are so good to me.

 

Today I took a break that was needed but I feel like there is so much to be done. Help me clean the house tomorrow, get to my meetings, work 5 hours and pray in adoration not only during my hour in the chapel, but each hour reflect on you and look to you for guidance. I set my alarm for every hour as suggested… help me take a moment each time it goes off to look for your guidance and ask for your will to be done and ask for your peace to rest on me. Help me slow down. Today I had a good day; I don’t think I sinned today. But Saturday Night I was trying to control DB to go out to the festival – I blew it after I typed the board meeting and was angry again about it. I tried to make DB feel bad for not wanting to go out… I tried not to, but my anger boiled up. I regret saying some snide comments.

 

Battle-Strategy Session

PRAY

Do the hourly check in with your alarm and see how I can help you be and remain in peace. Ask me for whatever you need, and I will answer your prayers. Ask me to help you wait for the growl. You will be tested tomorrow. Today you were on shaky grounds, but you made it. Your lunch was “spread out over a couple hours” close to grazing, but you called in Lunch/dinner- linner and so we’ll let it pass but be careful… you almost started an all out binge. Pray to me, and I will help you!

 

Things to work on tomorrow:

Focus up hourly and try to include me the minutes between alarms when possible talk with me, Mar. I want to be more of a presence for you within your entire day. I have so much to tell you, so much to make you smile. I love it when you smile, mar. You crack me up, endlessly. Have fun with me? I promise you will have a blessed and amazing day!!!

 

 

Gratitude

Day Review/Introspection

Battle-Strategy Session

Things to work on

 

Thank you for being in control and that you have all things working for our good. Thank you for stability, medicine that works with out side effects, thanks for weight loss, good health and strength, energy and internal peace. Thank you for love, laughter and truth… for the truth to sink into my heart and mind… to be transformed in the image of Jesus. Thank you for forgiveness, mercy, love and your guidance.

 

Today I got a little angry inside, a feeling of slight rage, which I was able to turn around with cleaning and a shower. I wanted so badly to go to the last night of the festival’s up final day. DB has been sick for 3 weeks now, so we couldn’t go – he was too tired. But of course, he played tennis today and will go no doubt tomorrow. I felt that he cared more about what he wanted. He will be up until probably midnight since he took a 4-hour nap. I just feel so frustrated that he is watching the Olympics, and knows how much I have been wanting to go… we’ve missed the whole 3 weekends of shows. Oh well, he didn’t want to go, so I didn’t argue. But Please, God, take away this anger. I asked you to please convince DB to go tonight. I went to you… with my wish and you said no through DB’s decision. So, ok. I will die to my will. Thank you for helping me understand the “line of authority” and go with whatever DB wants to do (as long as it is legal and under your morals). I want a whole new life that is not controlling DB. Is this possible? I guess even though it only comes around once a year, it will come next year again. I’m sad. Please take this feeling away. Can you make up to me for this “unjust” situation? NO. No, no… no. Get used to this. This will make me free to stop controlling.

 

This pain will pass, Mar. You need to rest in my love. The world has nothing better that they could give you then following my will. I will have you be where you need to be. Trust. Trust in me. Follow DB and you will be taken care of by me when you want to control… give it up. I will be with you. I can do better.

 

Dad, could you maybe make me win the Powerball tonight to make up for all the world’s unfair punches it’s given to me… mental illness, overweight, and all the painful attacks through those…. Freedom. ShamRock Studios… Eternal Party People… can we start the next chapter? Can we turn this channel to the next life to come? Your Mighty Kingdom… let it come…. Starting tonight can we take the next step? Or do you want me to grow some more before that happens? You have perfect timing. You know all things and you are the author of time. I trust you and your ways are perfect. Please tonight… yes, I am tenacious and you like that I am expectantly waiting… you have told me. So, Lord, tonight, could you make it all better?

 

Could I please win the jackpot and start the next chapter with EPP, Inc? In Jesus’ might and powerful name, along with the Saints and the Blessed Mother Mary, together we pray along with Jesus … the sweet and precious infant Jesus and grown slain lamb of God… together we pray: Eternal Father, We offer you the body and blood, soul and divinity of my Lord Jesus Christ, In atonement for my sins and those of the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful passion, have mercy on me, and on the whole world. Holy God, Holy Might One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on me and on the whole world. Amen.   Your Kingdom Come! Glory be to the Father, to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, As it was in the Beginning, is now and ever shall be. Amen.

 

Battle-Strategy Session:

Relax and wait on God and His will be done.

Know that you please me, Mar… your efforts will not go unnoticed

Purity is blessed and you will be blessed.

You are on day 2 without sin. Rejoice!

You have many saints praying for you!

You have many legions of holy mighty warring Angels…

         Helping and protecting you!

 

Work on:

Resting in God!

Look to God more!

Let go of control and be more flexible.

Know whatever happens has been approved by God!

God is in control and God will get you where you need to be!

 

Hello! We have a new board meeting agenda!!! Yay! So, what I’d like to see happen and you’ve agreed or suggested it to me in prayer:

 

Gratitude

Day Review/Introspection

Battle-Strategy Session

Things to work on

 

~Mar, that sounds great! You don’t need to be lengthily, you can do bullet points and quick notations. Ok? Have fun!

 

OK!!! Thank you God for:

This meeting and for your guidance given to me

A beautiful Valentine’s Day yesterday with my sweetheart who gave me a gift I’ve never received before! A dozen WHITE roses! And a single red rose and three multi purple/red/blue roses. Gorgeous and the white roses really touched my heart because they signify purity. I am trying to be pure!

Thank you for a good confession today and for your mercy, love and forgiveness!

Thank you for a wonderful day today! I got J an appointment! Yay! Yay God!

Thank you for allowing me to follow your lead with waiting on a growl and stopping in time before too full.

Thank you for safe travels for my parents while on their cruise, I pray they have a good time.

 

Day Review/Introspection today:

I think today was a good day. I was appreciative for the appointment. I worked hard. I went to reconciliation and mass. I spoke with D from WD- I need to listen more and stop interrupting people. It’s ok if I forget what I wanted to say. If it is important, I will remember it at some point. Trust in God’s leading. Slow down.

 

Control Issue and Rushing around:

I rushed D in our Tax meeting. I controlled the discussion. I need to slow down, listen, and be patient and slow down!

 

Battle-Strategy Session:

Slow down

Listen for God’s lead

Stop controlling everyone and everything

Keep a list of day introspection here at the board meetings-it will help you so much!

Take it easy on yourself – don’t let guilt or the enemy push you down; only do your best.

Each day is a new beginning. Don’t look back.

Be looking for God’s lead all the time. Pray without ceasing. I am with you, Mar.

 

For tomorrow:

Focus on God and His leading. In everything. Try to wait on God and ask His what you should be doing every hour. Get marching orders for each hour of the day. Check in with me, and together we will win this fight over the enemy. I am with you. I love you and we make a great team! You are more powerful than you think. With me, all things are possible, Mar… stick together with me and you’ll see miracles in your life that will shake the world! Believe in me, and believe in yourself because I am with you all the way!