Hi again! I got to boot camp yesterday 6am and elliptical this morning 6:30 am. I’m logging food, exercise and weight… and hoping to start back onto the lifestyle of health. It is a habit I’ll need to reintroduce since I’ve been slacking, not exercising regularly and eating too many nuts!
So, God, you have a plan! It’s funny, I know – that I think I could possibly know your wonderful plans. That I would have the nerve to say what I think you want to happen in my life- winning lottery. I need to turn my life and my plan into your hands. Your will be done. I have the issue of time and money being what I feel is holding me back from whatever you want me to do in life. My plan is low and yours is high and better. What is your plan for me? You don’t work my plan—you laugh when we make plans. Just let me rest into your plan. Please work your plan, I say. You laugh. Of course your plan is worked out. Of course it is in your divine time… in your divine order. I have nothing to worry about! YOU have a plan! An AWESOME plan! Thank you for not listening to my plans and working it in your way. YOUR Way always, Lord! Transform me to your will. I offer myself as a living sacrifice. Make me holy and righteous in Jesus. Help me to listen. And heed. I am ready to follow YOUR lead, God. I offer myself again to partner with you. I offer myself to partner with you to help reach out to your children (all of us on earth). I offer my cooperation with the Holy Spirit. There is nothing on earth that would be worth exchanging- that for something in the world. If the world thinks that makes me weird, then I am. I try to glorify Christ through the actions of my life. I don’t live for the world, but for God. I love to partner/party with the
Holy Spirit. The spirit is on the move… I want to go with Him! My first citizenship is not American… but the kingdom of GOD! Where is he taking me? I am not sure, but I’ll go. I am waiting to partner with God. I get to partner with God? If it were up to me, I’d pick someone else… are you sure you want me?
***Mar, you crack me up. I love you. I choose you. So, be full of the Spirit, get filled over and over! You hunger for God but you feel unworthy. I tell you, Jesus’ death on the cross was for you and every other person who comes. You are worthy and righteous in Jesus. Tell people what’s going on in your life… share your testimony! You have been healed of Chemical Imbalance. Be happy and believe it! Receive it! Talk about your vision, the words that I’ve given you through other people. Testimonies rock! The Holy Spirit will lead you to openings. Find the openings to glorify Jesus Christ.
I need to work on a new song and also the Beatles, I wanna hold your hand… I have a long way to go. I better go practice! I love you, GOD! Thank you for a great day. Thank you for the videos from the past messages VC. I am very blessed by what they are saying. Thank you for starting this wonderful church for me to enjoy. (And everyone, of course!) Thank you for letting me find my way there and for all the other beautiful people who go there. I am looking forward to the retreat on Saturday! Help me find a ride there and back… help me feel comfortable at the retreat and to feel your wonderful peace and presence. Send me words I need to hear. Your prophetic word always amazes me. Thank you for always being so faithful in sending someone to help me in my journey. I love you.