I have only touched the service of journal entries, poetry, board meetings, short stories… I think I have gone through and uploaded a little over 100 of them. Only about 1000 to go! Maybe 1500 more? It took me about 2 weeks to get this far… just a small dent in the uploading. I’ll be working on this project until 2019 at this rate!!! What’s worse is that I’m reading a lot of entries from when I suffered an unstable mind. Very unstable. Manic and grandiose with a pinch of paranoia! OMG, how embarrassing. Are you sure you want me to post all this? It’s teaching me once again that I can not trust my brain. And so I even doubt your talking with me here… that I’ve made it all or mostly up from my own imaginations. It is hard to come here with all this going on in my mind. Any suggestions?
***Mar, take a deep breath. It is ok. There is a method to the madness. (Forgive the pun) I am still in charge. You have a story to tell. This is necessary. You will need to post most of your writing so that when you win the lottery and start your ministry and begin EPP, Inc, the tribe will be able to get to know you. Trust you. Relate to you. Love you. It’s ok that you have times when you aren’t thinking completely in reality. But that is where I want you… out of the world as it is. I am bringing a new reality to Earth. It will take someone who is a wild dreamer, grandiose in thinking (so I can work great miracles without you limiting me by unbelief) and you are trusting, tenaciously playing the lottery (necessary), full of faith (very necessary) and loving. You are perfect for the job! I’ll hire you if you still are interested in investment funds for EPP, Inc. The funds are being wired… the money is on it’s way as we speak! (Keep uploading the entries- ok?). Do it as fast as you can so we can get this party started…
Haha, you are too funny, ABBA. I love you and thanks for giving me such a great purpose in this life. I may be imagining all this since the business I started and now spend 6 hours/day plugging away at, is not my passion. Is this my imagination acting as some kind of fantasy to help me cope with a life not too exciting but rather boring?
*** The business you are currently running is perfect because it gives you incentive to start something new… something with a passion and a purpose! Also, it is not too stressful, so your energies are still up after work to get needed work done for EPP. What’s great is you can set your own hours and take time off if needed. You’re your own boss… who can blame you for doing it? It’s great, but the next chapter will be so much better. I’m a good boss, Mar… together we will start something great, something beautiful. The world won’t know what happened to it … miracles and blessings abound for all my kids. Jesus and the music we share with the world will turn it right side up. Thank you for saying “yes”!