Q1- Jesus, I am giving you my life. Please do whatever you see fit to do in my life. I am not afraid to die, I am strong when I am with you. I am safe with you; even if I die loving you, it would be worth it. I offer my life for you; please do with it as you wish. Help me share your good news with the world. Don’t let me die without fulfilling my assignment. We are all called to discipleship and evangelizing with your power and might… help me do it faithfully and with all my heart. Make me Hot for you, never lukewarm and never let me deny you and your love. Help me find a way to sing about your love to make you real and a personal friend and brother to all people on earth. You are for us… who can be against us? You are for me, who can be against me? Many people… but it won’t matter as long as you are with me.
***I will always be with you, Mar I love you and I will never leave you I will enjoy making music with you at ShamRock Studios and so many incredible things will happen in your life. Stay healthy. Get more exercise… we will be in the spotlight soon and you will want to look your best. If not, that is ok, it just will make it harder on yourself. I can help you. Pray for my help and you will see amazing results. People will laugh at you, you are ready for this. Offer it all up for lost souls. Any difficulties you face- offer them all up! And laugh along with them… you have a great sense of humor. I can use that. I will always be with you. Don’t worry. God has amazing plans for you… many will want to know you. Once they know you, they will love you. Those that don’t like you, don’t love me…. My followers don’t hate other people. Be prepared for persecution…
Q2- Love, Holy Spirit, please help our country heal. So much violence. It’s too much for me to handle. Why so much hate?
*** Give it time and do your best to do what you are called to do. It will turn around and when you see the news, pray. Pray and plead the blood of Jesus over the situation. Declare that evil will not be tolerated in the area. Command the enemy to back off. You are somewhat fragile. Keep yourself mentally healthy. Try not to focus on the evil in the world. Think of God and his promises. Get lots of sleep and enjoy yourself, despite all that is happening. You need to stay positive to complete your mission. I am sorry that you have to go through difficulties, soon it will be better.
Q3-Dad, I have come to the conclusion that I just don’t belong here. It is very strenuous to be around society. So much evil. And anything good is looked down upon. It would be so wonderful to be a monk… in my own world with you and Jesus, Mother, and the Holy Spirit. I may be cutting back on the things I’ve been doing so I can spend more time with you. I love spending time with you. What do you think about the “monk” idea? It just sounds so relaxing and less stressful. But, I would go stir crazy if I didn’t get out to catch some bands downtown. Maybe a Rocking Monk would be a good compromise!
*** haha, that’s a good plan, Mar. Do what you think is best. You love going to church and church small groups and events. Do more of that and less of the stressful options. I have a lot to talk with you about. Spend time with me, and you will never regret that time spent! I know what happened to you last night was the last straw. I am sorry you had to experience that. I know the world has gone crazy… it will take a lot of work to turn it around. Jesus will handle everything. Trust in Jesus. Don’t put this all on yourself. You are just one person. Thank you for saying yes, I will bless your efforts. Don’t think the thoughts that you “let God down” – God’s Got This!