Q1- Hey dad! What’s going on? How are ya doing? I hope you are having a great weekend and not to upset with all your kids messing up. We all need a little help in figuring this all out. Being human is very difficult. Thank you for blessing me with a wonderful family, country, job, and so many wonderful gifts that you share. I just wanted to check in with you to see how YOU are doing!
*** hehehe, you are kind to ask. I love you and you make me smile every day. I am doing great because you are also doing so well. You have been given a difficult task and are handing the pressure quite well. That twitching you are having in your right eye will go away soon. Don’t worry about it. You will soon be very busy so enjoy the quiet right now. I am with you and you will have all things worked out in due time. I like that you are taking it easy this weekend. I am busy with getting things lined up perfectly for the big plans we are working on with you. Keep strong and rest up. Together we will get through this. You have a lot of help and you will be guided and protected always. I won’t leave you to yourself. I know you feel alone and don’t know who to trust. I know all that you are going through. You must know that I am always with you. You can trust in me. Always. I won’t let you down, kiddo. So, don’t cry… no worries, you are in Good Hands.
Q2- Mom, please pray for me. I am not sure what I can do to move forward in this process. This limbo feels like it is never going to end. I have been hoping and praying for so long. Should I stop hoping and stop praying for funds for EPP, Inc/ShamRock Studios?
*** Never give up hope for God’s Holy Kingdom Come! You have been given a great vision. You have all you need to see it come about. You have enough hope, energy and faith to see it all come to pass. This is not you by yourself dreaming all these things. It may not come completely as you think. It will be even better. Just trust in God. Be patient. Hope and trust that things will come in divine order. I know you only want to get on with the plans. You are eager to start the next chapter. I know. I know what you are thinking and I know what you are going through. We are with you every step of the way. You are not crazy in thinking these thoughts. EternalPartyPeople.rocks could use some work. Why not try to work on that as well as writing and recording some songs? You are in the flow of God and you will have time for all things. You will have the help you need when the time comes. We love you. I will pray for you.
Q3- Jesus, thank you for freedom from debilitating anxiety. Could you help me with the social anxiety that I am suffering from also? It is not too terrible, but it makes me confused and I say the most stupid things when talking with people. I also have a lot of difficulties recognizing people. I don’t know why. Is it because I look people in the eye and don’t normally look at the rest of their face/hair, mouth, etc. I feel terrible when I don’t recognize people. It seems very rude as if I don’t care or am snobbish. What can I do?
*** Don’t worry about what other people think. Your heart is in a good place, so don’t trouble yourself or beat yourself up over this. Just relax. Be yourself and feel free to speak from your heart. Don’t worry how it sounds so much when you worry what other people are thinking- it just makes things worse. You have a handicap in this area. People that don’t understand and judge- you don’t need to concern yourself. Just keep your conscience clear with God. That is the main thing. Only concern yourself with what God thinks and his approval. We are proud of you. People will judge you… that is certain. No matter. Be yourself and relax in God’s love.
Q4-Love, Holy Spirit, tomorrow night the VC is having a Holy Spirit night. I’d like to go and haven’t been there in quite a while. Also, SM has a picnic after mass. Will you help me when I am talking with people? I don’t know why I am so nervous around people. It’s never been this bad before. It only seems to be getting worse. Would you help me out, please?
***It is very stressful for you. Rest. That is key. Get plenty of rest tonight and nap tomorrow between the two events. I will be with you. One tip is if you could slow down. There is no one rushing you. Give people all your attention and don’t think that you have to hurry in the conversations. Smile and be yourself. Say what is on your heart. Don’t worry about not recognizing people or remembering names… it will only bog you down and stress you out. That would make you feel confused and struggle to converse. Don’t worry what people are thinking. I will be with you. If you aren’t up for it, you don’t need to go. Just go with the flow and do what feels right.