Man, o man- what a crazy life. I have not had one chance to write here, but I’ll try to remember the happenings since Wednesday. Well, we didn’t win lotto on Wednesday night. I’m ok with that, though. I believe that the time was not right or that Lucy made a bet with God. (Pappacito calls Lucifer “Lucy the pesky fly”) He bet three wishes (I know it sounds crazy and It may very well be?) his bet was that I would be upset that I didn’t win after Daddy told me I was going to win and to go ahead and be excited about it. Well, I just rolled with it knowing that God put it in my heart that I will still win sometime.
Then he asked me what I would want. My response: 1- To have a heart like Jesus and be able to heal people through music and also in person…. and “Do The Stuff” he did and MORE so that people will know Him and love him back. 2- That I can help usher in The Golden Age/God’s Kingdom to earth. 3-To be a genius. A Genius Lyricist, Genius Guitar, Uke Player, talented vocalist and Genius Improve Humor, and be in a great band.
So, I’m looking forward to those promises coming true! Late on Friday, I could not sleep and I cried out that I really want Daddy to heal me of BiPolar.
So, he said, ok, Mar… put your hands on your head. So I did that. Then I felt warmth in my hands and head. It lasted for about 3 minutes or so. I heard Him tell me that he healed me. I he also instructed me to continue my medicine so that I won’t be a bad example for others to quit their meds with out doctor supervision. He told me that I eventually will go off it but not for about a year or so. I need to make sure that the doctor agrees to that when next September comes around. He did insist on me that I take breaks. Cat-naps or just Silence. He said Silence is Golden and it clears the channel so I can hear Him more clearly. It is almost impossible to hear him over all the noise… just like it would be for anyone. I will definitely take time in my day to sit, or lie down, close my eyes and “take 5”. He told me that my brain especially needs this. So, I’ll relax, quiet down and listen for his words, rest in God’s love.
I also just a about a half an hour ago heard from Jesus and Daddy that I will win tonight… I laughed and said “Bring it!” . Then I scolded Him for crying wolf the past 4 years I’ve been told I’ll win!!! But, that’s ok because I will believe Him every time! If it doesn’t happen- it will later- I’m sure God has his reasons for teasing me (testing me?). He really is funny!
So, DB and I are going to go for a run in a few minutes, so I’ll need to put on some tennis shoes and drink some water. It’s been fun catching you up on everything. It will be even more fun to read later when all this stuff comes true!!! I’m just having so much fun here, it should be illegal to have so much fun! Love you, God! Any parting words?
*** oh, Mar… you make me laugh. You are so beautiful. Have a nice run with your hubby.
Thanks, Daddy- I think you are awesome and beautiful and incredible and all goodness inside and out!