Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, God, that you are in control and you will lead me to where I need to be. Thank you for giving me the grace to ask for forgiveness and for your mercy. Thank you for having great plans for us. Thank you that you apparently have a job for me and that I can be a part of the process. Thank you for the lessons of humility and helping me be more grateful. Thank you that you will help me get to where I need to be. Thank you that you have an assignment and plan for my life’s work and that you will help me get there. Thank you for the amazing sunset tonight. The colors are absolutely stunning. Thank you for your love and friendship. Thank you for giving me the blessing of angels to help me every day in so many ways. Thank you for guidance, protection, love and support.

 Q1- Dad, please forgive me for pressing ahead of you and trying to control when and how to move forward. Thank you that you are in control. Help me be a better follower and listener. Help me not be so disappointed in how things are going.

*** You are just excited… I understand. You only want to do a good job for me. You are eager to get started, I know. It is ok. You don’t need to ask for forgiveness for being eager. I love you, Mar, and you are doing great. Slow down and enjoy the journey. The slower you go, the faster we will get there. It doesn’t make sense, but it is true in this instance. Trust in me. Know that I have all things working out in a perfect way that you don’t need to worry about “messing it up” or failing. Don’t put that pressure on yourself. I’ve got this. Ok?

Q2-Mother, happy birthday! Today is your bday and I am sorry that I didn’t get to celebrate the mass with you today! I hope you had a good day and that you are doing something with the holy trinity for fun. What did you do and did you get any presents? I am sorry I didn’t give you anything.   I will pray the rosary for you tonight. I hope you would like that.

*** Thank you for the birthday wishes! I am having a beautiful time with all my children today. The father has given me many bouquets of roses in all colors. Jesus is taking me on tours of all the masses said today and we are enjoying the company of the saints. Holy Spirit, is always with me but today He has blessed me in a special way with His love. My soul is glorified in His light and my children are making me smile with their loving thoughts for me today. Praying the rosary is a beautiful gift. I am praying for you all- now and at the hour of death. Heaven is excited for what is about to happen on the Earth. I will be with you always, Mar. I love you.

Q3- Jesus, I am so blessed and honored that you say you have a plan for what I can do to help announce your good news and invite people to your eternal party… heaven. I am excited to see how you use me. I offer my life, weak as I am, entirely for you and your purposes. Help me be a better person… someone worthy of such a great honor. I am so glad that you take away my sins. I am sorry that I have made so many mistakes, but am forever grateful for your divine mercy and love. Thank you for making a way to the Father. Your precious blood was shed for me. Thank you. You died for me. I can’t really wrap my brain around that. I am so sorry I caused you pain. Help me avoid all things and actions that may cause you pain and disappointment. I only want to please you and love you. And share your love with others.

*** I can and would be happy to use you. Keep praying for my will to be done… on Earth as in Heaven. In heaven, we have fun! Heaven is one huge party filled with friends, music, love and so many amazing things to do that would blow your mind if you knew all of the details. Thank you for helping get the word out about heaven. I will take you up so you can experience it for yourself one day soon. Then you will better be able to sing about it for the people. Your desire to help is much appreciated. I will lead you… just follow. Ok. Don’t worry about not being worthy. No one is. Just keep yourself purified by going to frequent reconciliation. I will mold you into the person you are destined to become. I love you.

Q4- Love, Holy Spirit, please help me stop making stupid mistakes. Help me be humble, but please don’t make the lessons so difficult… please keep me stable. I am trying to be more at ease when talking with people. I feel so awkward and out of place when around people. I am feeling so odd; as if I don’t belong here anymore. I want to be a person that is able to converse with others and not second guess every word I say. I look back at things I said years ago, and I still feel regret for words I spoke to others. My heart is in the right place, but I come off prideful and mean- it all stems from my lack of self-confidence and it makes me say and do stupid things.

*** Just be yourself and don’t second guess yourself. It is ok to make mistakes and people will talk about you. Just offer it up to the foot of the cross. You put so much added pressure on yourself. Your grandiose ideas make you stressed in relationships, which is not your fault. You feel watched at all times. That is stressful. When you get tired, it is easy to say the “wrong thing” but not to worry. Your heart is in the right place. Try not to think so much about what you said and what others may think about you. Mind your own business. Only strive to please God and all things will work out for good. We love you. I am always with you. I can help you if you ask for my help. I can give you words to say when you don’t know what to say.

Actions Requested:

I don’t need to ask for forgiveness for being eager to get things started.

Heaven is excited for what is about to happen on Earth

Jesus will lead… just follow.
God will mold me into the person I am destined to become.

Mind my own business and strive to only please God.

Closing Comments & Petitions: Thank you, God, for talking with me here. Please come with victory over all the people and situations listed on m prayer list. Especially, today, I pray for rain for Tanzania and the Children of Hope and Faith to have all that they need for living. Please bless their organization and help the children, teachers, priests, nuns and all the sponsors; also all from Children International and other children’s aide organizations in the world. Thank you for the two sales we have made. Please have your way in the other companies and help bring more clients through the appointments I make. I love you!   Amen! XO~Mar