Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you for your understanding and forgiveness for my attitude yesterday. I am glad that your mercy lasts forever and is endless in forgiveness. Thank you for giving me second chances for doing your will. I am so sorry I was such a sore loser yesterday. I will continue to play and continue in faith for your plans to come to fulfillment one day. Thank you that you give me the gift of faith. Thank you that you say you can still use me and that you have good plans in store for those who love you. I am glad that you found my pity party humorous. You knew that I would bounce right back. Thank you for the hope you have placed in my heart. Thank you that one day I will have ShamRock studios and you will give me all I need to fulfill your plans. Thank you for your forgiveness and for overlooking my sour mood yesterday.
Q1-Dad, why am I so affected when I lose? I am absolutely convinced I’m going to win and then when I lose, I am surprised! Isn’t that funny? It isn’t funny to me in the moment when I lose… but it actually is hilarious looking back at it.
*** I know you feel jerked around by me… I understand how you feel in a true and real manner of speaking. You don’t need to apologize. You didn’t do anything wrong. I am just glad you are so tenacious to keep playing all these years. You did the right thing by getting 2 weeks of tickets this time, instead of a month. Do 2 weeks at a time because when you win (not if you win) when you win, you will not want to wait 3 weeks to claim it. There is a time limit for claiming the cash option and you will want to not go further out than 2 weeks. I am proud of you. Your faith is super strength in hope. You will win one day. When everything lines up. Lucy is getting a beating. Keep up the good work. We love you. I am sorry for leading you on all these days… you will understand one day all the reasons for this. Just know I am with you. Don’t take the losses so badly. Just continue to take it all in stride. You’re a champ, Mar.
Q2– Jesus, I am sorry that I cried yesterday. It was just in frustration. I love you and did not want to hurt your feelings by being so upset at church and in the meeting. I am ashamed at my behavior. I think it’s been building up over the years. My frustration and exasperation was at a new height, that’s for sure. Help me be more easygoing about either I win or lose… it should be no problem because your will is always done and that is all that matters to me. Really. I don’t want to go anywhere without you and your approval. I love you, Jesus.
*** You are doing great, Mar. Just hang in there… never give up. That’s our only fear- that one day you will decide to quit and drop all our plans. You would never do that, I hope, and you should know that all your efforts will be remembered forever. Your tenacity is legendary and mighty works will be the result of your efforts. Miracles will break through soon and will be easier in just a little while. Don’t give up. Keep the faith. Keep playing. Keep believing. We love you.
Q3-Love, Thank you for giving me your spirit of peace. I am so thankful to have it regained today. Yesterday was a mess. Thank you for putting up with me and my bad attitude yesterday. Could you give me a new dose of your love and peace with a side of laughter…
*** haha, yes, Mar. I have that and much more for you. You will be renewed completely and put in a new position of light. Your cooperation in our crazy plans is very much appreciated. Your faith could move mountains if they were on a lottery assignment! Haha, you have done amazing and your dedication and strategies are superb. Keep the good work. Keep working and be glad that you will be able to close that chapter soon enough. EPP, Inc. is excited to be born… hang in there. We’ve got your back. I am with you always. Don’t forget that. You are not alone in this. It may seem like you are alone… that is a lie from the enemy. Think about it. You are never alone. You have never been alone. You are deeply loved.
Q4-Mom, This weekend was fun and a huge success for my traveling without anxiety. Thank you for sending your angels to make a safe trip for all involved. Thank you for giving me all I needed to get through it. It was wonderful to see everyone again! Please pray with me that R’s stomach is healed and that he recovers quickly.
*** You are welcome. It was the pleasure of the angels to serve. They are glad that you remembered to ask them for help and your gratitude for their assistance. I will pray with you to the Father for R’s healing. You did a great job this weekend; I know that traveling is difficult for you. You’re capable of doing much more than you could imagine. You will surprise yourself in the next couple of years. We have many trips planned for you. We are glad that you want to teleport… you will love all the places we will be taking you and DB. J
Actions Requested:
Take it in stride.
I’m doing good.
Keep the faith, keep playing.
I am never alone.
They have many trips planned for me and DB via teleport!
Closing Remarks: I am glad to be back to “normal” here at home. Thank you for a great weekend and for putting up with me on Sunday. I will never give up, no matter how hard it could get. I know you will give me the strength to get through whatever needs to be done. Thank God for that! Keep me strong in your love, Dad. Amen! Xo ~Mar