Life is so amazing, Dad. You are so good to us, thank you! It’s funny how things always work out. When you think it’s bad one day then you take a nap and wake up in a whole other world. It’s wonderful how you surprise and bless the world. It’s always a joy to see what you will do next! Thank you!!!
What would you like to tell me? Is there anything I need to know today? I feel like I haven’t taken the time to listen to what you are saying, today- I’ve been sort of out of it, ya know.
***You fell fast asleep this afternoon, you needed it. Your brain needed a break… you feel much better, now- right?
I am glad you are no longer self-conscious about the mental illness stigma. Now days, it’s not a big deal… everyone is a little crazy in the world right now. You’re probably one of the sanest people I know! Lol.
Mar, I would like you to know that I do have good plans for you- plans to prosper and use you for a good and wonderful purpose. You don’t need to worry about making anything happen. When I say sit back, relax and see what God will do… I mean that in the most complete way. I have great heights for you to climb but it will be a joy, not hurried- not panicked- not strenuous… no. It will be as a dance with the Lord God Almighty- let me lead! I know the way to go. Follow me.
It needs to be such a great ease to the movement. Such great joy and peace- that is how it must be. I can’t work with you all stressed trying to make things happen. Lol. Relax. Your pops is doing all the legwork. Your job is to sit back and follow instructions as they come and no pressure trying to figure it all out. Take it one step at a time and I will make it obvious for you. All you need to do is be quiet to let me speak to you. Listen. I am not so far away that you should strain to know my will. In relaxing peace I speak. Keep journaling. Keep writing your story in poetry and songs.
You will have about a month to arrange the paperwork and figure out the taxes, claim form, investments… relaxation throughout the next processes will be the KEY TO FOLLOW ME. Thank you for saying yes again and again! Your testing went well. Your heart is in the right place. You only need to step back, smile and dance with me. Don’t rush it. Open up your plans to me and then you’ll see… love, love, love. I’m Yours. (Jason Mraz). Love this song, too. Enjoy your evening. I’m always with you…. Love you, Mar! You’re such a good daughter- thank you for sticking with me all these years. You’re loyal, true and have a great heart. Night.