Tag: December 12 2012

Today was thrilling and chilling… Thrilling because of the wonderful energies I felt most of the day. (The long awaited 12-21-12!) Thrilling but chilling I say, because I almost died in a car accident! I was coming home from Mom’s house and a car flew through the red light as I was crossing. The car sped in front of me about one foot in front of my car. I mean, I would have been crushed if I hadn’t been another second in route home…thank you, God! And thank you, Angels for looking out for me!

So, this morning I had a nice leisurely time waking. I was watching videos on you tube getting ready for 11:11 a.m. Solstice … I was watching PCR or something like that spelling- she is a strange one, but I felt good watching her video made for today. I love that we are entering into a new age and all the wonderful things that will go with that! I can’t wait to be able to have God’s holy superpowers!!! ESP, Teleportation, levitation, invisibility, bi location ability, manifesting ability, be able to fly, walk through walls, imagine my favorite foods, eat them and still lose weight to be my most perfect and beautiful self ever… Bring it on, new love light energies/Christ Consciousness/Heaven on Earth!!! The lion and the lamb will lie down – love will be here in it’s full glory! Come, Jesus and bring the Kingdom with you! I love you.

Thank you for sparing my life. I owe you my life and I vow to let you have your way with me. Make it worth your saving my life to fulfill your purposes. Help me live for you. Help me be who you want me to be. Help me think as you would like and to sing, write, play ukulele, and dance for your glory. Give me talent or at least a good sense of humor about it all. I hope you have a great evening and thank you for not allowing humanity to have to go through Armageddon today. Please hold onto me and your children with loving arms. We don’t deserve it, but you are so good to love us all. Your Kingdom. Come! Thy will be done! (On earth as it is in heaven!)

Thank you for bringing us a new age and in the next 3 years, let us all know your love and see your light here on earth. Help me to be the person you want me to be for this time here on Earth. I understand changes will occur and I want to be in the middle of it cheering you and the Kingdom on. With music, art, writing, whatever you call me to do. I am following your lead through this thick fog. I can only see one foot ahead of me but I’ll follow your lead/voice and footsteps. Please don’t let me get lost. Hold on tightly to my hand and carry me when I can’t walk any longer. You will get me through the fire and onto the other side. It’s going to be a wonderful beautiful ride!

*** Mar, I got your back and you will not fail. Remember, You are my living enterprise and God cannot fail. You will just have to trust, laugh and enjoy the ride. It’s like the Colorado white river rafting. Just hang on and laugh, shout for joy and feel the thrilling power our journey – us together on the river.

Ok, God! I receive it! It will be a blast and a half and I can’t wait!!! Thank you also for letting Shelp me with the Monday/Friday check up and inspiration. She will be the one to see my journey of weight loss come to it’s finish line. The 10k are in April and I have 55 pounds to release and running miles to run! Thank you for SR and the instructors. Thank you for SP app and videos for exercising… I WILL DO THIS NOW! No more putting it aside. Thank you for letting me get off my meds in Jan/Feb timeframe. Please be with me and grant me mental health without Zyprexa!!! I really need you to come through with that for me, you promised me! I receive my healing and I have faith that January will be a new beginning for my life of freedom… “Complete Freedom” which you promised me!

Nite, I love you so much!!!!!!

Mar xoxoxoxoxoxo

Today new inspiration has taken me by surprise! I am excited to rewrite my old song: 5th Dimension. It will be a fun project and with great timing as today ushered in the new energies for Dec 21, 2012! I hope it turns out better than the original recording. It would be a blast to collaborate with DK and his band or some of them, if they would be interested. I am starting my new organizational processes going here in Notability. My journal is also at dropbox and on the mac. But I think I will just start it up here for now. It would be nice to have it all in one place. Here is best, I’ll be able to do this anywhere. The iPad is awesome and I need to use it more often!

Ok, so to catch up… I think I last wrote back a week or two ago. I had an interesting experience with an imagined banner that read: “Total Freedom” Man, I can’t wait for that prophetic word to come to pass. Meaning, not only my health and healing from Bi Polar (to be time tested w/o meds in Jan 2013), but also maybe a winning lotto? I was in a meeting at VC about a month ago and a complete stranger told me she caught me out of the corner of her eye and God told her to tell me that “He really likes how I am expectantly waiting!” Wow that could only mean one thing…

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Also, I heard Him tell me that I will have “a Great Healing Ministry”. So, that was interesting to find out. I can’t even pray for people with confidence to heal a congested head (M had it and I tried to pray for her with not much ability – I sounded very confused, ineffective and I stumbled around.) I am going to practice more and I will get used to it. I am going to be training in Jan 2013 to be on the Care Ministry to pray for people in the hospitals. I am looking forward to that! That is basically one of my dreams. I’m trying to write songs, so I made files for organizing. I will practice the Uke in a set time of day – scheduled it into my calendar- for realz! I need to find more time in my day to get everything fit in. (Diet, exercise, uke, songwriting, reading, VC stuff, cleaning, laundry, shopping, DB-time, and oh yeah- WORK… the four letter word) Just kidding- I’m grateful to have work. It pays the bills so I can have a working iPad, Mac, iPhone… mortgage, car payments, groceries, gas, entertainment, and all the misc. stuff! Ok, now back to my songwriting book for dummies.