Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you for parks, tennis courts, green grass, blue skies, birds, flowers, water retention ponds… ;0)
Thank you for my DB, my family, Friends, church, your love, sending Jesus here for us, your unfathomable divine mercy, your goodness overflows in every way! I love you, thank you for the gift of faith. Thank you for my home, our comfy couches, purple blankets, music, healthy food, relaxation in my home and thank you for air conditioning.
Q1-God, Why do I have to have so much trouble losing weight? For a month I have been logging every morsel, eating healthy plant based, and I have not lost any weight. I really want to give this over to you to work out for me. I can’t do it. The meds I take are causing the problem? Thyroid levels are ok, but could it be that also? I’ve been eating 1200-1600 calories; I should be losing, right?
***Thank you for saying that you want to give it over to me. Do you want me to help you know when, what, how, and how much? You say yes, you want to give it over to me, but you will need to follow my lead on this. If you are sure you want my help, you will need to listen for my lead. I will give you the grace to obey and if you follow the instructions carefully and really lean into my lead, you will lose weight very fast. Wait on a growl, that will be my lead. If you do this one thing, you will lose weight. Continue to eat Plant based, eat when hungry with a growl, and get your daily exercise in… you will lose all the weight, and you will never regain it if you continue on this agenda. Time will go by fast and you will be at goal by Christmas. That can be your gift to me. I love you and want to help you. What do you say? {yes, please! I can’t wait. You will need to give me the grace to follow your lead… yes, I would like you to be my coach. Thank you!!!! I would love to look forward to giving you that as a Christmas gift. J} Your new body will be my gift back to you, Mar. So, we each get a gift, M.
Q2-Jesus, thank you for the beautiful sunset tonight. I look forward to each brand new day. You designed the world so incredibly wonderful. Would you create a beautiful home for me and DB in the crystal ocean in Heaven? I can’t imagine how kewl that would be! He would love that very much, I would love it as long as I am not afraid… and no fear exists in heaven, so I’d be good with it. I bet the colors are incredible and the animals in Heaven’s ocean must be beyond amazing. I would also like us to have a home at the waterfalls with a wrap-around deck. I am so excited to see what all you have prepared for us!
*** Well, that could certainly be done, but wouldn’t you like 4 or 5 different homes so you can have variety? I know you like different landscapes. How about if I also make a mountain home, & a fall home where the beautiful trees have vibrant colored leaves, and how would you like a home in space? DB would love that, too. I have many, many surprises for you guys. You will be “in heaven” and believe me, you will not miss out on any good thing in heaven. You will have eternity to explore all that I have created for you and DB.
Q3-Love, your Holy Spirit is going to be put to a lot of good use in my world. I will need all your help to not eat until my stomach growls. Will you help me be satisfied feasting on your love and companionship when I want to eat and am not at a growl yet?
***I will help you. You can do this. Make a game out of it. See how many hours you can go between growls. Bring Gatorade when you go to tennis and a raw revolution bar in case you start to feel light headed. I will time all things for you and you will always have my help. Just ask me and I will give you satisfaction without food. I will be faithful in helping you each hour of the day. We will get to be very good friends. We will grow so much in our relationship during the next 7 months. Your gift to the Father will be your goal weight but that is not what he wants; primarily he wants to help you and me get to a better communication relationship. He wants you to know my voice and rely on me in everything you do. Even in your basic daily eating… he wants us to talk with each other all the time. It will be your “Kingdom-Talk” training. J
Q4-Momma, what are you up to in all this? I know you are interceding for me all the time, I can feel it. I am sorry I haven’t talked much with you lately. I am having some issues that you know well about and you are working on my behalf for it. The struggle has been marked by long-suffering. The accusations cut to the bone. Thank you for helping me heal the wounds. What can I do to be closer to you? I feel like you are somewhat distant, and it is my fault. I am sorry.
*** Don’t worry, I understand. I will help you get through it. Just keep looking beyond to the end game when people are only kind and loving. When the enemy no longer has any power. You will be fine. Just ignore. Dismiss it all. Look at me, Jesus, Love, and Father God- come to us and talk with us. For every accusation, we have 100s of encouraging and loving words for you. Nothing matters but God and your future with all of heaven for eternity with the Eternal Party People!
Actions Requested:
Follow Holy Spirit’s Lead with eating when hungry/growl.
Being at my goal weight at Christmas will be my gift to God and a new body is my gift from God.
I am now entering into “Kingdom-Talk” Training.
Dismiss all accusations, look at heaven for consolations and focus on heaven for eternity with EPP!
Closing Remarks: Thank you so much for all your help! I am really looking forward to growing in love and friendship with you, Love. I will be depending on your lead, so don’t abandon me. Help me hear your voice, show me the way, lead me in all things and help me lose this weight by Christmas so I can give Father God his gift. (Obedience, weight loss, and a new relationship with Holy Spirit/Love.) Amen! Xo,Mar