Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you for getting me through these last couple of days. I don’t understand what kinds of spiritual attacks were conspiring against me so fiercely. You allowed it to happen and I know you will make something good come out of it. It’s all good because you are in control and make all things new… you make all things work for my good. Thank you that you help me ignore all the lies that are spoken over me and inside my mind. You allowed it so it’s all good. I am more grateful every day because of your mercy, love, guidance and your perfect will. Thank you for your kingdom is come, your will is done on earth as it is in heaven. Thank you, Dad, for knowing my heart. You alone know how much I love and adore you. You alone know the depths of my heart’s gratitude. Help me glorify your name and guide me in all adoration, gratitude and allow me to shout out your goodness to the ends of the earth through the music you place in my heart. Help me sing out the joy you have given to me. Help me help you save souls. Give me the grace and blessing to help make you deeply loved and help me share your love with the world.
Q1- When you don’t move the mountains I need to move; I will trust in you. (Love that song!) It is so true, Dad! I love you, I trust you, you are my rock. Your ways are higher. You know what’s going on. You see all things. You will have your perfect ways line up perfectly. I trust in you forever. I just wanted to tell you that… forgive and forget my impatience and controlling prayers. Your will be done, not mine. I want only what you want. Thank you for my job and for lining up all things perfectly. Help me stay out of your way; and let your works be done in your time.
***I like your perseverance. Your tenacity is legendary in heaven. Keep the faith. Keep strong. Don’t listen to the lies. Live for Jesus, never give up, and keep jamming to the tunes… your smiles make my day. Your tears make me sad. Please stay positive. I won’t leave you to yourself. Look within and you will always find me.
Q2-Jesus, I am sorry that I allowed Lies of Lucy to enter the depths of my being and completely upset my mood for the last couple of days. However, I must say that all that crying was an awesome release of pent up frustration, sadness and anger that I have towards Lucifer and his minions. I don’t mind one bit that I was upset, but I would like to make it known that I chose to release those emotions. He did not cause it, I allowed it for my own benefit. Let it be known to him and all my enemies who may be on-looking as this drama plays out, let it be known that it only made me stronger. To those that laughed at me and were glad to see me suffer; they should know that I benefited from their attacks and it will ultimately help me defeat them all; defeat evil in my own small way. I stomp on the serpent’s head along with Mother- the last victory stomp on you! So, Jesus, I just wanted to see what you would like to say about these last couple of days. It was powerful… in a good way, oddly enough.
***We are family, Mar. I know your heart and as it was torn- it was given to me to see you through and come out victoriously. I knew you would be victorious in this one battle of many, and knew that you would feel better after it was all over. You won’t remember the pain, even now it’s faded from your memory. Funny because you took out some of Lucy’s best armies. They are really trying hard to move you, yet you take every strike against you and you turn it around with ease- you have superpowers you don’t even know you have! You’re doing marvelous with your stamina and ability to roll with the punches. You’ve come a long way. Amazing moves, Mar.
Q3-Love, I Trust in You! Whatever happens, I won’t allow it to shake me. No matter what happens, I know you are with me and you will see me through to the finish line victoriously. I am sorry I didn’t come to the board meeting yesterday. I was emotionally drained and had no energy. I would have felt better if I’d come, I know. I am sorry. Please forgive me for not obeying to your call.
***No worries, Mar. You were with us all along. We were carrying you along your way to paradise. We will carry you all the way home. You don’t need to worry about a thing. You are where you are supposed to be at all times, doing your best will get you there. You are a person of mighty endurance. I won’t give you more than you can take. You might bend, but you will never break. Jesus has great plans and this next chapter will be amazing, filled with wonder, love and laughter! Keep looking ahead. Never look back. You’ve got a wonderful future ahead.
Q4-Mom, thank you for never leaving me. I hope you had a good Mother’s Day. I am sorry that I was in such a sad mood and unable to talk with you yesterday. I love you and I really want to make it up to you. What can I do for you in this month of May- for you…?
*** Just by being yourself, beloved daughter, you make me very happy. Don’t listen to the lies that you are not good enough. Don’t believe the lies that you are filled with the stain of sin; as if it was not washed away. You are washed in the blood of the savior, Jesus- He has it all wiped away. For the month of May, I would like you to focus on your righteousness, pure and free from stain. It evaporated away, through Jesus and it is never to return, gone from any remembrance. Your father calls you clean through Jesus’ passion on the cross; it is all gone. Quit looking back. Don’t let Lucy condemn you. When he does that next time, you tell him that your momma is watching and will make him pay if he does it again! He’ll shut up real quick; he knows better than to mess with my daughter.
Actions Requested:
Stay positive. Look within- I can always find God.
Don’t give up.
I have stamina and I roll with the punches; Amazing moves, b.
Jesus has great plans for me. Look ahead, never behind.
Warn Lucy next time he attacks me that my momma is watching and will make him pay if he does it again!
Closing Remarks: Thank you so much for your love, support and guidance. Thank you for getting me through the last big battle, unscathed and better from it! Thank you for victory is assured in Jesus! I love that I am on the winning team and that with God, I cannot fail; for I am God’s living enterprise! God cannot fail, Amen! Xo, ~Mar