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November 4, 2015

On November 4, 2015

Gratitude-thank you that I don’t feel too bad lately and that I’m going to get over this cold by tomorrow, Lord willing. Thank you God for so many things I don’t know where to start. Thank you forDB and family. Thank you that I’m in a start taking guitar lessons from RN. Thank you for the love of music and for music that’s good music. Thank you God for this beautiful day outside looks wonderful blue sky. Thank you for clean water, healthy food, cozy bed, good night sleep, books, YouTube videos that are helpful, all knowledge at your fingertips, And most of all the love of Jesus thank you God for all these things and so much more I love you daddy!

Question 1- I really thought I was going to win mega million last night but didn’t. I’m a little disappointed again yet again and again and again. But that’s OK I’m not mad you probably have a good reason like you don’t want me to win, & then be sick. I guess my question is am I really going to win one day?

Q 2- Am I being too slow in getting on with your program? And what exactly is the program or mission that I’m supposed to be doing?

Q 3- I’m sorry but I can’t think of a third question today. I really don’t feel very good so I’m going to spend time soaking in worship with you today.

Q 1-answer

Mar, the answer to your first question about am I ever going to win is simply this: you will win. You are very fragile and everything has to be lined up perfectly. Just know that I have you in the palm of my hand. I have you in my sites and all your needs are being met. Be appreciative, thankful, free of any worry, you are well taken care of and very much loved by me, by the angels, and by the Saints. Just continue doing what you’re doing having a good day today each day one day at a time. Look to me for guidance I will show you the way one step at a time. Just know that you are where you need to be at all times. We are working together and you are a wonderful partner. Thank you for saying yes and thank you for your great big heart for souls.

Q 2-answer–You’re not too slow in completing your mission. Your mission is to do the best that you can do each day looking towards me for guidance. You have

absolutely no reason to worry. Remember when I told you “I got this.” Well, Mar, that still stands true. I have got this taken care of! When I say I got this, I mean I got it. And I know you trust me, so just know that all is well. You are doing a beautiful job of staying healthy, keeping busy in being successful in your work. You are enjoying yourself, keeping the condo somewhat organized and clean, loving DB and being a wonderful daughter to your parents, playing tennis… You have nothing to worry about. If you want to do one thing more for me do this:

Love God more and love your neighbor as yourself. Open your heart wide to others. I know it’s challenging when you think they are possessed & evil (schizophrenia symptoms). Please remind yourself that they are not possessed. Try to take it easy. When you are rested, you deal better with all this. So, relax.

I love you. You are doing Great!

Prayer requests:

Please help me get over the sore throat by tomorrow morning would be wonderful. Please give my mom and dad and DB and me long life healthy life joyful life prosperous life and help us to love each other and to love you more. Please help SS with her surgery in St. Louis. Help me be a better person and to hear your lead more clearly- Also to follow your lead more faithfully. Help me to lose weight. To only eat when I’m hungry and to follow your lead in eating, not mine. Please help J with his calf which needs healing and complete restoration. Please help me learn guitar and give me songs with wonderful lyrics praising your name and joyful fun songs to be made in the future. Please let dad have good lab results from his doctor this week. Blessed mother, I ask that you help me to live pure of heart and full of live for Jesus and for others. Please protect me and DB and Mom and Dad from any harm or evil. Help us all to do your will. I love you dad, big hug to you.

December 15, 2013

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On December 15, 2013

In EPP Board Meetings

Hi, Sorry it’s been about a week since we last met here on this Ipad, but you know

You are in my heart and on my mind all the time… you are so good to me! Thank

You for showing me your love each moment and really shown me so many

Blessings. My life is so blessed, I want to bless others and show them how much

You love them. When we were at Schnucks and prayed for the couple and also

For A… the love you show for your kids, really amazes me. Your heart is so

huge and your love is for each one of your kids in a unique and passionate way.

Your Kingdom come, Lord! I can’t believe that in a couple more drawings the jackpot could be 1 Billion… yes, that is with a “B” as in Billion! Wow, I could be set for a while with that… could do a lot of good with that… Feed hungry souls, a lot of trinity phones to give away and a lot of music making to boot. I’d love to be moving into the studio DT in January!

It’s a marathon and not a sprint… your will will be done in your

Timeframe. The joy of loving and the joy of giving are amazing. I want to be a part of your business. You have the most amazing heart… how can we wrap our small brains around your omnipotence, omnipresence, gentleness and greatness? I can not even come close to know you, but Lord, please help me grow in your love. I want to share your love with the world, one on one in any way you see fit.

I was talking with m&d the other day, and we were discussing technology and how you could use it to advance your kingdom. Dad was saying that you don’t work that way. How could he know your thoughts about that? Why wouldn’t you use technology as a tool to teach people how to pray and love others… to pour out your blessings on your kids in a new and fresh, global, and fun way? Why not heal the people with music, also? Sweet music. We can make it work! Eternal Party People, Inc.– EPP Trust — Eternal Party People Band, –Eternal Party People Foundation. Whatever you want… I want.

Oh, I have to tell you how much you made me laugh after the Hobbit yesterday…

When I was talking with DB and we had a great time discussing how we loved

that the Dragon’s Legion of armies, were depicted as stone characters, strong

creatures which were also dumb as Rocks!!! Ha! I love that! Yes, they may be

strong, but they certainly are not the smartest tool in the shed. Tools.

They are tools. I’m not afraid of them, they should be afraid of me! Because

Jesus is in me and I’m not afraid to use His authority to take back territory

for God. Healings, miracles, signs, wonders, deliverance and joy is HIS. He will

reign soon. He is coming back! We better get ready and start planning this

Eternal Party, eh?!!! We are all invited! The whole world is invited. So, don’t feel left out, anyone… you are cordially invited, so put on your party clothes… get set, get ready…

For the bash of your life… and this party will NEVER end! How kewl is that?

We’ll be back in the High Life again! Eden will return and we will take back what

Lucy stole from us all. Lucy is shakin’ in his boots, pooping his pants, cause he

knows what is coming soon! IT’s going to be a sight to see… back in the High Life

again! (Steve Winwood 🙂

I can not wait for Christmas! I love this time of year, so much fun with family,

friends, and time to just goof off. I pray that God’s will -will be done in our lives

here on Earth. I pray to be a part of planning the party for your kids, God.

Please make me worthy to be involved in your great plan. I love you and would

like to be used by you. If you would let me into your dreams and help make

some small contribution, I would be eternally grateful! You set my heart and

dreams on this, Lord. Please forgive me if I’ve let you down in the past. I know I

have been preparing for this time for a long time. Not just the last 5 years, not

just my lifetime, but many lifetimes. I have been born to be at your service, Lord.

Help me not be selfish, proud or lazy. Help me to be the servant and friend you

desire.

Continue to mold me into whatever you need me to be. I want to shine

for you. I want to earn a crown of your glory so I can place it at your feet when

we finally meet in heaven. Please bless my attempts to follow your lead. Please

help me be who you want me to be. Please equip me to complete the job to

exceed your expectations. With you, anything is possible. … don’t let me mess it up! I need your guidance, love, support, and I need to hear your voice to lead me

in the right direction. Each day, each hour, each minute… your gentle guidance and sometimes I will need you to speak loudly when I’m not paying attention.

Please help me to see the road… miles and miles ahead is not how you operate, I’ve found. You like to work in the fog… one step ahead at a time. That is ok… give me comfort when I feel lost. Please guide each step of mine. When I look back, to see how far I’ve come. Miles and miles behind with haze in front, but I can see how far I’ve come. Thank you for getting me through the maze this far. Don’t let me get too far off track, please. Guide each step with the assurance that your leading will not be difficult. It’s when I try to look too far ahead, then that is

where I get discouraged, right? I love you inside and out. I’ll follow you down any

road you ask of me. Just give me vision, courage, wisdom, strength, determination, integrity of spirit, love and patience. If you continue to help me, I will forever be grateful. I love you eternally. Jesus, you are amazing. You are the fire in my heart.

Your word and work make me alive with love and passion. You are the reason for

my laughter and my sorrow. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I will love you until

I die and then forever more. My heart is hanging out, on my sleeve waiting for

your fire to join mine. I love no other way. It’s all or nothing. I only want to

please you. Please don’t let me lose that fire. Passion for you and your

Kingdom… that is all I can think of. Your love crosses the universes through my

heart -waves of love, shining a light for my path to reach your light one day.

I miss you. I want to come home. Please don’t forget us down here. We need you. We need your love and light. Come invade our hearts and come home, Jesus. You are welcome here. You are needed here and we miss you. I want to hug you…

right now.

December 4, 2013

By RSVP to the Eternal Party!

On December 4, 2013

In EPP Board Meetings, Various Chats

Hi Ya! So, I’m here at ABC sipping on tea and wanted to catch up with a note since I haven’t written much this year. I am still doing the marketing gig… boring, but pays well. I am holding onto my dreams. Still playing lotto. Maybe tonight I’ll win Powerball. Of course, I’ve said that almost every Wednesday and Saturday since 2008… can you say “Loser”? Oh, I know. I know… why don’t you just give up- you ask? Ok, well… I just feel that it is a part of the plan. I feel encouragement through other people prophesying over me.

I was told a few weeks ago that I have been in preparation mode a long time and that I am now ready for the next big thing… 🙂 yes, You heard that right! So, of course, I will hold on to that promise. God has really kept me interested in His business/plan and I want to be a part of it. I asked God today to please forgive me for acting like a spoiled little girl… thinking mainly about myself. Yes, I want to help in spreading love and His Kingdom. But somehow, I lose perspective and only think of myself and my family instead of the big picture. I keep thinking how fun it will be for me and DB… to not have to have a “job” but instead work in God’s plan and work for God.

It is rather selfish and greedy for my to not think more of all the people around the world that will be healed, have food, miracles… I should be planning more ideas on the Trinity phone, writing songs, practicing guitar/ukelele or even planning more details. I did meet a professor at VU who said he would be able to create a chip for the phone, and I told him a little about my plan for it. I mentioned that I’d love the apps to have a function each for bringing healing JC Care, miracles, food multiply- that’s about all I mentioned to him. He is from China and he is super nice. I’d love to have him work on it for me. Of course, I’ll need funds to make it happen- along with many miracles, of course! Thus, comes in the lotto necessity.

I am excited to make music with many different artists… I was told there are no boundaries… (prophesy) God will open doors and bring the right people into the plan. His plan. I need to keep reminding myself it is all God and a little bit of me. I need to get humble. I really should take a good hard look at my attitude. I am taking so much of this for granted. Who am I that God would use me for such an awesome plan? If only it comes to pass. If only.

Dear Lord, forgive me for all my ungrateful and proud thoughts, feelings, actions and misdeeds in light of all your love. Please forgive my selfishness, impatience, greed, laziness, and sometimes hopeless thoughts. You are on the throne; don’t let me forget that. Give me grace to be humble like you, Jesus. I have so much to learn. Please give me gentle guidance in improving my mindless and wavering ways. I am so happy that you love me. I am so happy that you care about me, and every single person on Earth. We don’t deserve you, yet you call us your own. I am a Child of the one true King… it’s just too good to wrap my brain around.

RW said he saw a crown on my head with red gemstones and polka dots on it… all I could think of is that It’s a party crown! Maybe like confetti on my crown. I have a crown?!!! How kewl is that? Since we know how to give good things to our children, how much more would God give good things to His kids?! Would he give me a snake when I ask for bread? No, and I don’t need to worry about things like “What if He can’t help me with lotto because I’m not praying enough/ well/correct, etc… what if the devil wins that battle and I never win the lotto?” no, if God wants it to happen, His will is going to happen. Nothing is too difficult for the One who created all the Universes… no, He is a big boy and I don’t have to worry about God. He can take care of Himself. If I am still in his plan…If I haven’t messed it up too terribly… then it’s all-good.

God knows my weaknesses and He can even use that for good. God doesn’t need me to redeem the world… only Jesus can do that. I just ask to have one stomp on the serpent’s head and I’ll be happy. I only want to see Lucy pay. He is such a loser! I’d get great satisfaction in helping you, Lord in any small way to see your kids come home, and have a great time at the Eternal Party. I would love, love, love to help out in that planning committee. Could you provide a spot on the committee of ShamRock Studios and Trinity Phone or any other planning committee? I promise I will do my best to work hard for you…continue to make these crazy dreams come true. I offer my life. I know serving you will come with persecution. I have already suffered much at home. You know. And I know that is just the beginning. I know that many in this world may like to see me dead. Suffer greatly before killing me and call me all sorts of names. No matter to me. All the more fun in eternity when I get to see you and be with you and party with you.

Give me courage and strength to endure this world. Like I said, I offer it all up to you. You are my life. I would like to make you proud. Not disappointed. But I know all you ask of me is to be true to you and listen for your voice in this crazy world. Do you have anything you would like to tell me?

Mar, I love you. You know that. I would like you to relax, enjoy the ride. It will be amazing. Yes, now you are in the calm before the storm. Are you ready?

yes!!! I am. I can honestly say that I am. Much preparation, and I am ready for the next “Big thing”…

ok, then Mar, here we go. Hold on tight. We’re off like a heard of turtles. It’s not a sprint but a marathon. You do not need to hurry and worry about anything. That’s the good news. I am in complete control and believe me when I tell you that you really will enjoy this much more if you put the details and how it’s going to come together into my hands. We will work on this “project” together but seriously, mar- I got this. I am soooo not worried. No, Lucy is the only one that is shaking in his “boots”. … he and his pals are seriously pooping in their pants. 🙂

You heard them gasp – didn’t you? They all gasped when they caught wind of the trinity sign… remember.

*Yes, I remember! That was awesome but I’m sorry if I have given away too much of our strategy.

DON’T worry. You are doing amazing. mar, I can’t express how much joy you’ve brought to us. (Heaven is cheering you on and having a blast watching it all unfold.) You have to go now, ABC is closing. I’ll talk with you again soon. Journaling works best for me, if you could meet me here a couple times a week… that would be great. 🙂

*ok, I’ll try. Please remind me. Love you!

October 21, 2013

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On October 21, 2013

In EPP Board Meetings

Hey there! I know, I know, I know…. it’s been soooooo long since I have made a journal entry. Everything is about to change. I can feel it. I have had angels tell me about Sham-Rock Studios at the precise time I was imagining the entire scene: Writing MR (instant message) that we would like to buy his studio and his home above which he has moved. Ok, so, as I was imagining all this… telling him to let me know how much he would like for it, that i’d like to make a generous offer… etc. the confirmation came from God. His perfect timing. He sent 2 “angels” from AT&T to knock on my door and the first thing they said was “Let your Sham-Rock” with huge smiles and we laughed… they saw my sign on the door, of course. But it was just awesome.

So, we went up to get G for the week, and I decided that I should get lotto tickets from out of town so it will be easier to keep a secret at least for awhile, for as long as possible. That way, no one will be asking around, who won?!!! I got the “Winning” ticket on the way up to my baby G. (puppy) I don’t know what to say about all this. I just know, I know that I know, that my life is about to change. God let me know that He will use me. I am so excited and looking forward to the next chapter in this book/play/story that is playing out. This is just the beginning. I trust you, God. I am so excited to start planning the business, play with the bands, get Trinity Phones up and out into the world- with all the apps. JC Care app, Nutrition app (Jesus will feed His people!), clothing and shelter app, music and so many fun apps… God knows how to heal, You, God, will run the store.

He will tell us all that He wants to do for people. The Golden Age is about to begin. Let’s fast forward to the future: Peace, Love, Laughter, prosperity, new homes, new life, God knows how to heal. He will give all to all people. Love the idea of the “Phone Angel” that delivers the Trinity Phones to people that pray before they go to bed for Jesus to come and be with them, love them and wanting to know Jesus- then to wake in the morning, check under their pillow, and find the beautiful trinity phone which will help bring God’s Kingdom to everyone in the world through prayer and intimate relationships with Jesus.

I imagine so many amazing things that these phones will be able to work with people to help them know and trust Jesus. Jesus will heal the world. Trinity phones may help with that? Guide me, Daddy. Help me know what you want to do with my life and help me grow to hear and know your voice. Help me be your living enterprise. I know you can’t fail, daddy. Let the future begin! Let the future begin! Take me. Use me. Protect me. Please don’t give up on us. I just want to spend all my time on our business/plan of your Great Dance Floor. Please be my partner, guide me. Please invest in your business.

This is probably going to cost a lot of money, time, and passion. Give me all I need to do your will, please Lord. Your will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven! Let it begin! We are all so ready to see your Kingdom Come! Jesus, let your light shine through! Let your Kingdom Come! Please send me your investment in Eternal Party People, Inc. I would like also to start Eternal Party People Foundation and EPP Band! Your Kingdom Come. Do you like that name? I keep changing it: Kewl King and His Eternal Party, Kingdom Come! Do you like that better than EPP? I think Eternal Party People would be easier for people to join into the “group” of your people. I don’t know. I just imagine what it would be like for people around the world, people who are Muslims… it may be easier for them to relate to EPP than a name like Kingdom Come, where they may be confused and think they are going to have Armageddon or something, where I don’t want them to be afraid. It’s all good, right God? Just shine the light and the darkness has to go.

I pray that we don’t need to have more wars. I know it’s against the bible’s revelation story, but I’m hoping that we have heaven come on Earth with out so much destruction. Please daddy! Let there be a loop-hole, let there be a way. You love us all so much, so please let your Kingdom Come in a peaceful beautiful and fun way. I know- I’m crazy. That’s ok. I’m not hurting anyone.

Last night at KM Class, DL was talking about persecution becoming more and more of a reality for Power Evangelicals. I guess that is what we are… Telling about God’s goodness with His Healing Power. Miracles will become more and more prevalent as the Kingdom breaks through more and more. That’s ok, God. I will fight for you in song, laughter, complete abandon to you. Help me hear your voice and Heed your voice. Help me obey always, because you know what is best. You will be my guide in this dark journey to light. Carry me. Give me a way out. Carry me. Help me be who you want me to be. Give me all I need to walk this walk. Take my worries, take my fears. Give me courage, give me assurance that I only need to do my best. Forgive me for my errors in this journey. Help me choose your ways. Help me know your ways. Protect me from evil, anyone that wishes me harm- send your angles to protect me, Mother Mary. Be my guide, Jesus. Please pray for me: all the angels, saints, Jesus- please use me. Holy Spirit, guide me. Please fill me with your peace. Please help me to follow you.

So, the numbers tody are 1,5,8,11,25 with powerball 17… these are the numbers you gave me. I prayed for the right numbers on my way to the gas station a long time ago- These are the numbers I play now. Paxson, IL gas station was the latest ticket I bought 5 draws so I am good for 2 and half weeks. Lord, I follow you with my whole heart. I hear that you want me to walk this journey. I have been playing powerball since october 2008- yep, it’s been 5 whole years. I have been obedient. I have suffered persecution from people I’ve told about this and I have felt like the fool. I am a fool for you. Come set your love on us, come set my heart ablaze with hope. Come invade us now! We are your church, we need your power in us. Build your Kingdom HERE! Set your church on fire! Change the world, build your Kingdom here, I pray. I hunger and I thirst. I don’t want my life to be wasted, I want to give it all to you. I lay down my life for you. Please use it for your mighty ways. Set your church on fire, change the atmosphere, build your Kingdom here, I pray! (great song, who wrote that?) Let the darkness fear! Satan, you are going DOWN! Almighty God, build your Kingdom here, We pray! I place my life in your hands. Bring Heaven down to Earth, use me in any way you need. I’m yours. My life is yours, I want to be used by you. Spend me like change in your pocket.

Anything you need, just let me know what I can do. I want to live with your light in me, on me, around me, and through me out to the world. Let my light shine brightly for you. I will trust in you alone. God bless your family on Earth. Bring all your children home. May you have many of your kids return for the great event! Eternal Party People- Come! Join the celebration!

February 10, 2013

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On February 10, 2013

In EPP Board Meetings

This morning I woke up so upset!

🙂

Had a dream that was amazing and I didn’t want it to end without finishing!!! God was sharing with me a possible future, I think. Here, I’ll try to describe it:

I was video taping a funny music video with DK. He was editing it and we were just getting ready to post it on YouTube… it was playing as we were uploading it and it started to buffer- paused and I was irritated that we couldn’t watch it! I was very interested in what it looked/sounded like.

Then, in my dream I realized as we posted in on YouTube, people all around the world were posting comments about how excited they were to see another one of our videos… a new song… and they loved it! Miracles were breaking out all over the world at this time.

People were posting comments (all good) so fast, that we couldn’t keep up with the posts; they were flashing by! Because of the all comments being posted, the video was unable to stream… Hilarious thing was that I was half awake and I really just wanted to see what we created! It was so hilarious! I loved it!

Best dream ever!

I need to tell DK about it! Ha! How funny! Thanks, God for letting me remember this one! Next time, let me see the video, though!

February 2, 2013

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On February 2, 2013

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2/2/13 OMG—— you. are. awesome!!!! Thank you, thank you, thanks, Jesus!!!! You brought my teeth back into an alignment so I can bite down without pain, they line up almost perfectly, the gap is gone – the one that yesterday the Dr. Collin said I’d need a $900.00 crown to fill the gap since the gums were getting ruined! I will go see him next week so they can take the “after Jesus” pictures! Friday they took pictures and so now he can compare and date it for me! No crown needed! THANK YOU, GOD!!! YOU ARE SOOOOOooooooooo amazing! Yes, I will sing and shout for you, because you are GOOD!

You healed me of bipolar… tonight is zyprexa free zone for me! NO more zyprexa! Thank you for your healing love! Thank you for healing my jaw, my mind, and for all you will do for me in the future! I will play your music and you and I will make my dreams come true… healings, miracles, sweeping across the USA, the world. You REIGN! Your love is too good for anyone to miss out and I would love to help spread the fire of your love. In you, Christ, anything is possible. If it is your will, I would love to be your instrument of peace.

Give me the boldnes, the courage, a voice that people enjoy, give me energy, health, complete wellness of body, mind and spirit. Please help me do everything in your will, divine and holy order. Please give me patience to become all that you desire me to be. Help me speak boldly of your great and generous love. Help me touch hearts, win them over to your friendship. People of all walks of life will be touched by your love and light, in Jesus’ name I pray that your Kingdom Come. I pray that your light overcome all darkness in this world. Use me, Lord. Have your way in me, with me, and through me. Let my voice join in and wake up the world to your light- your love and goodness.

Make Lucy GO AWAY and keep him from spoiling our party. Send him to his home in hell and shut him up. Lock him up and throw away the key! He’s spoiled too many lives. He’s had his fun, now it’s time for Lucy to pay the price for all the destruction he has done in this world since he rebelled. And don’t forget to take all his friends with him into the place designed only for him and his demons. Let your people go free. Let your people see your love and help your people be free to love. free to enjoy their lives and free to worship you whole heartedly with love for their neighbor. Let love reign. Come, Lord Jesus. Have your way in this world. Help me be all who you want me to be. It would be so fun if I could sing for you. Playing the guitar and ukelele with skill. Give me supernatural talent and equip me- your servant and friend. Help me lead the world into your eternal party! Help me open people’s eyes to your awesomeness. Thank you for healing my jaw and lining up my teeth. I will take this to mean that my dream is not just my imagination.

This dream is blessed by you, and I thank you for that! Please finish my jaw/teeth/gum restoration. Make it perfect for you are perfect. Please make my metal fillings turn to something non toxic- enamel or better yet, my own healthy teeth in whole and healthy form. Thank you that they are no longer sensitive. Thank you that I don’t need jaw surgery or braces, and pulled tooth to make them align.(as the orthodontist told me I’d need.) Thank you that I no longer need a crown to fill the gap. Thank you that Dr. Colin took before pictures and I ask that you bless him as my eye-witness to your healing miracle! Please finish what you started tonight. Please see that your will be done in me. And I thank you so much for your goodness. Thank you! I will sing of your goodness and I will walk by faith. I trust that you put dreams into my heart. I thank you for that. For, what is life without a dream??? I know It sounds grandiose not only to others, it sounds grandiose to me… but I guess if you’re going to dream, why not dream big?

I want to be like you in every way. I want to do all that you did and even more amazing things… if that is possible. (And you said it will be so!) I want to ascend like you… to be taken like Enoch because of my faith in you and because I try to obey and please you in every way. You have forgiven my sins and by Christ’s death on the cross, I died with Him. The old me is no longer. Help me grow in this truth and walk righteous in your loving forgiveness. Jesus died so I can be righteous, and I receive that! For I can’t do that on my own power. I did nothing to deserve it. It is only by grace and God’s love that I am made new, holy and righteous in his eyes. Thank you, God! I would like to have special supernatural powers from you, God. I would like to be able to walk holy and be used in any way that you see fit, Lord. It would be cool to help bring all 5 billion people in this world to know personally that you work miracles! Give me your blessing, Lord so together, we can Heal the masses through music, laughter, love, and light.

I would like to levitate in your love, fly up to the sky, have supernatural angelic protection at all times. It could be handy to become invisible when needed. I would like to be blessed supernaturally to be so creative and considered a genius musically and in all ways. You can do this for me! I know it. I believe it! You can do all things. (Grandiose, I know…) Please allow me to touch people in such a way that they forget their troubles. laughter abounds in a good way when they listen to my music or come to one of my concerts. Give me stage presence. Give me just the right words. I need your help!!! Use me in any way you want. I know it is for your glory. I love your ways. I love your Holy will. You are so good! Thank you for working your miracles in my life. Thank you for healing me of bi polar, of teeth and jaw, for my body returning to it’s right size, you healed my eyes TWICE- and for all you’ve done in my life. You saved me from evil in so many ways. You helped me find my way into your arms. Thank you for your incredible love. Help me be all who you want me to be and so I say good bye for now with big HUGS, -amen

January 1, 2013

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On January 1, 2013

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Happy New Year! 2013

2013 is going to be stellar! I will be healed in Jesus’ name off all bipolar medicines! I’ll be cutting back starting tonight and going down slowly w/ Doctor W. Cutting in half until off completely in March. Tapering off is the way to go. I can’t wait to be off it completely! I just need to remember that by His stripes, I am healed. He took my disease when he died on the cross. I am relaxed and happy to be free! It is going to be a completely new life in You, God! Thank you for such a great 2012! Last year, I took up the ukelele, joined the VC, met tons of wonderful people, got baptized, and the healing began a new freedom in health, I lost 45 pounds, started running in April and started training for a 10 K in the Illinois Marathon coming in April. I started only able to run barely a minute to now up to 60 minutes. (a slow jog/shuffle- but it counts!)

I wrote a few songs, but in 2013 I plan to write many more with DK’s help. I will learn from M also, and I may also start a blog… not sure on what, but it will be fun. I also want to start cartooning again. I had fun with that and think it would be cool to do some more of that. I resolve 2013 will be blessed. I will pray for more patience, love, peace and joy. I resolve to wake up at 5a.m. for time with God, uke, journal, cartooning, reading and a peaceful time before I start my day. I also resolve to journal on a regular basis each day to just catch up and log what’s all going on in my life.

It is fun to look back and see how far I’ve gone. I am looking forward to training for the Care Ministry. I hope I can be an asset to the team. I got to play Christmas songs for 2 ladies at the nursing home. R and W were sweet to let me pray for them and play for them. I enjoyed that little time with them (on 2 occasions so far… I should stop by sometime today to wish them a Happy New Year. )

** Mar, just writing all this down, don’t you see all you’ve accomplished? You are so hard on yourself always questioning if you have let me down… you have made me very proud of you. You have come so far. You will be free from zyprexa and enjoy your life in a stable and sane peacefulness, joy, love, and laughter. You will be relaxed this year, as well as you will also lose the last 50 pounds. You will bless others through the C Ministry and through me, you will heal many people of their illnesses. You will continue to learn to play the uke and you will write many great songs with DK’s help. You will run the 10k in record time! In a year, you will be amazed again how far you have come. In a year from now, you will not believe how far you have come!!! And you have come so far already in 2012!

Thank you for that, God! I appreciate your help with all this… and it is so much fun, If I let it be fun… you want me to have more fun. Tonight is the mega millions and tomorrow is the powerball… which one should I win? tonight would be great. Ok, so i need to bend my reality and co create with you so that my numbers come up… humm. How exactly should I do that? Ok, … prayers…yes, i’ll declare that those are the numbers for tonight. I will thank you that you heard me. (thank you!) and let it go. I see our new home, home studio, home fitness room, guest rooms, lovely kitchen and living room. white with cathedral ceilings, contemporary feel of spaciousness. Piano in the great room for Andy. Lovely views of the lakes behind. yes, i am excited. the financial freedom to practice music, work creative in song writing, poetry, art, cartooning, uke, guitar, keyboards, singing. voice lessons, guitar lessons, uke lessons, keyboard lessons for andy, songwriting help. Starting a new band with some talent, (I’ll need all the help i can get 🙂 I can pay them well (when I win the lottery) and will be able to train for the CM and start the classes. I will help the community in many ways. Volunteering to visit hospitals through the care ministry and you will heal many people through me. You will use me to be your hands. I will Visit nursing homes and have my band play at the nursing homes with me. (may be towards late 2013-2014 for that, I have a long way to go and need much help/practice)

Many people in the nursing homes will be healed, joy will return to them. The roads will be paved in gold through our one voice of manifestation through God’s people. (we are all God’s people). Kewl King music will bring one voice to us here locally and will spread through VC then to the world, but we will not leave play far away. People will come here to hear! :0) If God asks me, I will go to Chicago, Indy, or St Louis to play, but I feel that Champaign Urbana will be anointed and holy. I feel in my heart that I will only play here. And that is what I want and feel comfortable, feels right in my heart. We many venues to play at here. How’s all this sound to you, God?

** mar, you are so right on. Just kick back and enjoy the ride! It looks like you are on the right “path” and you will be so glad to help out with this assignment, i know you’ve gone a long way to get here and you don’t need to worry that somehow you may mess it up. No, that is not going to happen. Right? Can’t you feel it? You and I will turn this town upside down and then around and out and then up and then you put your right foot in, you put your right foot out, you put your right foot in and you shake it all around!!! Let’s do the hokeypokey! 😉

You’re making me laugh, you silly goose! I luvz you! 1/19/13 quick note to update- Friday I went to SMC and prayed under my favorite baby Jesus / St Joseph statue: for a trip to Hawaii somehow made possible once I reach my goal of 145-155 (august this year)… i asked for help to guide me in the right decisions each day to get there. On my way out of the lot to go to see PE, I was behind at a light and the sticker on their back window read “Team Hawaii”!!!! OMG, how cool is that… not only that, but then on my way out of my appointment with PE, the car parked next to me had a license plate that read “DREAM”- can you believe that?!!! Yes, how cool!

December 27, 2012

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I’m reading my new book on blogging that DB got me for Christmas- it’s going to be fun and yet challenging! Challenging because I am not sure if I want to open myself up to criticism, tech challenges, time consuming, and exposure from a personal blog. I think I’ll be more comfortable going forward w/o using my name. God, tell me what do you think about me blogging on starting out praying for others for healing… my great healing ministry which is non-existent. (So far) I would love to learn and share what I learn in 2013 with Healing in Your Name. I think it will be an exciting year and I can’t wait to start my training for the VCM. I am a little nervous, not actually…. I am very nervous. I just pray you take me where you need me to go and that you give me the right words, loving heart of Jesus, and time to get it all done. So, what do you think about a blog on it? What should I call it?

*** I think it is a great idea because it will keep you focused and give you incentive to continue researching, training, practicing, and living your faith.- sharing it with others. (Many thousands of others) And yes, you will earn money from it but it may take awhile before you see that. Patience is going to be a necessity going forward in that regard. As for a name, Humm…. Mr, why don’t you use something like “Miracles all the time” ? that would be a fun name, wouldn’t it?

YES… as long as there actually are miracles all the time to write about… are you saying I need to step out in faith on this one?

*** yepper- I sure am, Mar. Do a search to see if it’s taken… or try ManyMightyMiracles.com or: HealingMiracles.com (probably taken) or: MightyMiracles.com or: MarvelousMiracles.com

December 25, 2012

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Dec 25 2012

Merry Christmas!!! Happy Birthday, Jesus! You rock! I had a fantastic time with everyone! I am so blessed to have such a great family. Thank you for giving me all these wonderful people to be in my life. Help me remember to be more appreciative going forward and to truly enjoy my time with each of them whenever I can! So, after dinner, the tour of lights, dessert, opening/giving presents and more deserts… DB and I went to 10pm mass and I got to sit in my favorite pew- right under the statue of YOU! Baby Jesus in His daddy’s arms (St. Joseph) You look just as I remember you looked when you came to visit me … I will always remember you and Blessed Mary’s visit to me when I was sick. I don’t understand why you would come to visit me after all I’ve done wrong. I love you and am grateful for your saving grace on me and my life.

I enjoyed remembering 2006′ visit from you both. I told DB about this tonight at church and he seems like he may believe me, he didn’t laugh and didn’t tell me that I’m lying. I just never had the nerve to tell him about it before. I know that I am not special. (Even though my illness makes me think I am… in my times of grandeur!) I am just very humbled that you would visit me, call me (you said: “It’s definitely our turn” ) And since then, I’ve heard that you “really like that I am expectantly waiting.” I know it’s your birthday, and I’m loving the season… you’re the reason… I would be surprised if I actually won- what I’ve been expectantly waiting for– still, I’d be so surprised.

Well, thank you for all our blessings. So many to name only a few: Your love and grace, Our love for each other, my awesome family, our condo, jobs, your guidance, your peace, your many blessings upon blessings. Thank you for the new Dr Dre headphones, new purse, towels, books, clothes, shoes, music, couches, new cool wall hangings, good healthy food, clean water, our lake views, computers, wonderful technology on our phones, YouTube videos, good friends, organizational skills, attention to detail, my mind is clear, my mind is healed of bipolar with medicine and soon to be off it with your healing love and power… Please guide me along the path of reducing meds with Doc. … just to name a few things I’m so grateful for! I love you, Jesus. Thank you for all you went through to redeem the entire world from the grubby grips of Lucy. You are leading the way, by your stripes, we are healed and can do “all this, and more you will do…. if I say to the mountain “move” … it WILL! In your power and goodness, all will be revealed.” We just need to step into it, right!? I should try to get some sleep now, it’s 2a.m. and I need to go be with some lovely strangers at the Nursing home tomorrow and make some new friends with some bribes of Chocolates and Ukelele playing.

Please be with me, and help me sing/play the Christmas songs. Please help me pray with them, get to know them a little, and bring some cheer to them. Please lead me to the people that you most want me to visit with – I’ll send them your love and blessings. Nite, God.

** Good Night, mar. You are really a good kid. I love you. Thank you for visiting me at SM, even though I’m always with you, it was good to see you back there with DB for this special occasion. If you want to try to come once a week during the week to receive the Holy Eucharist, you are always welcome. I will bless that if you will come. I really would like you to come at least once a week. Maybe you could plan Wednesday 7a.m. mass? You will really enjoy our time together at that time. Thank you for being so loyal to me. I know it’s not easy with some of your friends- the ones that may judge you because of me. I know you feel rejected by them because of me. Please don’t worry about pleasing anyone but me. Just shine with the light I give you and darkness disappears in the light. Easy as that. You will be repaid a hundredfold, your crown is awaiting you. Your persecutions are not going to be unnoticed- you are adding to your glory in heaven and just know you take all the love you give with you wherever you go in this world and into the next. You will be with me in heaven. You will be one of the greats. Don’t roll your eyes and shake your head. You need to step into this, Mar… Step up and get your groove on! YOU ROCK, mar, … I love you! Now, just lie down and think on that as you drift to sleep. I will give you a wonderful dream to wake to in the morning- write it down so you remember! I will show you what I am talking about…. good nite!

Oh, you are too fun! Ok, good night, God. I love you back!

December 21, 2012

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Today was thrilling and chilling… Thrilling because of the wonderful energies I felt most of the day. (The long awaited 12-21-12!) Thrilling but chilling I say, because I almost died in a car accident! I was coming home from Mom’s house and a car flew through the red light as I was crossing. The car sped in front of me about one foot in front of my car. I mean, I would have been crushed if I hadn’t been another second in route home…thank you, God! And thank you, Angels for looking out for me!

So, this morning I had a nice leisurely time waking. I was watching videos on you tube getting ready for 11:11 a.m. Solstice … I was watching PCR or something like that spelling- she is a strange one, but I felt good watching her video made for today. I love that we are entering into a new age and all the wonderful things that will go with that! I can’t wait to be able to have God’s holy superpowers!!! ESP, Teleportation, levitation, invisibility, bi location ability, manifesting ability, be able to fly, walk through walls, imagine my favorite foods, eat them and still lose weight to be my most perfect and beautiful self ever… Bring it on, new love light energies/Christ Consciousness/Heaven on Earth!!! The lion and the lamb will lie down – love will be here in it’s full glory! Come, Jesus and bring the Kingdom with you! I love you.

Thank you for sparing my life. I owe you my life and I vow to let you have your way with me. Make it worth your saving my life to fulfill your purposes. Help me live for you. Help me be who you want me to be. Help me think as you would like and to sing, write, play ukulele, and dance for your glory. Give me talent or at least a good sense of humor about it all. I hope you have a great evening and thank you for not allowing humanity to have to go through Armageddon today. Please hold onto me and your children with loving arms. We don’t deserve it, but you are so good to love us all. Your Kingdom. Come! Thy will be done! (On earth as it is in heaven!)

Thank you for bringing us a new age and in the next 3 years, let us all know your love and see your light here on earth. Help me to be the person you want me to be for this time here on Earth. I understand changes will occur and I want to be in the middle of it cheering you and the Kingdom on. With music, art, writing, whatever you call me to do. I am following your lead through this thick fog. I can only see one foot ahead of me but I’ll follow your lead/voice and footsteps. Please don’t let me get lost. Hold on tightly to my hand and carry me when I can’t walk any longer. You will get me through the fire and onto the other side. It’s going to be a wonderful beautiful ride!

*** Mar, I got your back and you will not fail. Remember, You are my living enterprise and God cannot fail. You will just have to trust, laugh and enjoy the ride. It’s like the Colorado white river rafting. Just hang on and laugh, shout for joy and feel the thrilling power our journey – us together on the river.

Ok, God! I receive it! It will be a blast and a half and I can’t wait!!! Thank you also for letting Shelp me with the Monday/Friday check up and inspiration. She will be the one to see my journey of weight loss come to it’s finish line. The 10k are in April and I have 55 pounds to release and running miles to run! Thank you for SR and the instructors. Thank you for SP app and videos for exercising… I WILL DO THIS NOW! No more putting it aside. Thank you for letting me get off my meds in Jan/Feb timeframe. Please be with me and grant me mental health without Zyprexa!!! I really need you to come through with that for me, you promised me! I receive my healing and I have faith that January will be a new beginning for my life of freedom… “Complete Freedom” which you promised me!

Nite, I love you so much!!!!!!

Mar xoxoxoxoxoxo