Hi there, God! I’m just chugging along.. getting burnt out with the calling gig. I don’t understand what’s going on here. I think that my thinking I’m going to win the lottery has taken a toll on my job. I am painfully making each call with the rude people telling me to basically go you know what yourself. I am really struggling to do this. Maybe I should change gears in 2013? I don’t know. I saw the pot is all the way up to 214 Million. I would have so much fun with that, giving it away and quitting our day jobs! I can’t imagine how much fun that would be. I’d love to give away most of it. I’m tired. Haven’t worked out, skipping the boot camp… I feel like a slug. I need to make it a priority again: exercising regularly and logging my food/exercise.
Baptism is coming up. I have the class on it this Sunday and then the baptism is on my birthday… I think that it will be a relief to get that done. I feel like I will be nervous and I don’t know what I’ll say when they put the microphone in front of me before my dunk… it’s going to be videotaped, too. I’m not so sure about this. Oh well, it’s gotta be done, right? Discover meetings are winding down. I think we have 2 more classes after tonight. Thank you for my healing of the mental illness, I am so happy that I’m able to do all this Church stuff and the freedom is amazing. I am still a little nervous that I’ll get sick, but you are proving to me each day that I’m healthy and that it is really true. I am truly healed and free! That is amazing, the feeling- it’s amazing! Thank you!
So, I’m trying to get some songs together to play for the nursing homes. This afternoon I’ll talk with E to see if we can practice sometime before. I’ll try to get ready by mid December. To play before Christmas would be good. I love my Fishman amplifier… it’s nice and lightweight and great for acoustic ukulele playing… I am forcing myself to do this because it will be good experience to play in front of people. (Even if they are alzheimers patients… they won’t remember how bad I was! lol) Help me with this, please. Also thank you for your help with writing songs. It was a blast to create, sorry I was out of tune with the singing… I’d like to write more songs before the end of the year. DK will help me out with it.
I’m looking forward to getting Logic Pro – it will make writing songs easier… easier to work with on the computer than the ipad. I need to try a little harder in all the above areas: weight, exercise, diet, ukulele, work, etc.etc… The weight will eventually come off. I am sure. I just need to keep plugging along.
*** You are right where you need to be. All is well and everything is unfolding as it should. Don’t worry- have fun! (Do I sound like a broken record?) Don’t worry, Mar. You are doing great. I love you.
Somewhere in heaven there is a place waiting for you. He made a promise, gave every drop of blood. .. died on the cross so we’d be free. Somewhere in heaven there is a place waiting …waiting for you and me. He made a promise, gave every drop of blood, and died on the cross so we’d be free. (Santana’s song) love it! Carlos Santana Rocks! Thank you for giving me your sweet freedom! I love you!